king and queen

"If it's not a joke, I'll give you a chance to explain."

Unable to pour out harsh words, and unable to resist the cruelty of reality, Guinevia tried hard to force herself to calm down. She must remain calm and not be dazzled by the anger.

"I didn't know it beforehand. It was Mordred who found me and told me about his life experience. As a descendant of the red dragon, his body was cursed and transformed by Morgan. He was obviously less than five years old. The body has grown up."

As soon as this incident was mentioned, the blood of anger would re-ignite in the body. King Arthur never thought that her life would usher in such a turning point, which was simply absurd and made people laugh.

The whole world was occupied by a huge roar. Arturia suppressed the uneasiness in her heart and tried her best to keep her voice steady. The matter was a foregone conclusion and could not be undone. Arturia just imagined that the one who would be alienated by his wife The future is already difficult to face.

Her mind was gradually filled with fear.

However, King Arthur thought so, but if Guinevia really drew a lot of boundaries between them because of this, and turned a blind eye to her from then on, she had absolutely no right to refuse.

--I see.

Destiny made a passionate mockery, and the world blew its weeping horn.

Guinevia seemed to be strangled by the throat, and there was a suffocating pain, which made people fall into the abyss.

Transparent teardrops rolled down from her water-colored pupils, and she bit her trembling lips desperately, as if she wanted to kill someone.

"During the ten years of our marriage, you have been wronged too much... This time too, Guinevia, if it is difficult to accept, if you feel pain, then, you just... just hate me—"

Artoria spoke with extreme difficulty.

"Hate you?" Guinevia's tone was weird and subtle, "Artoria, do you really know what you're talking about? I really...I really want to wake you up."

Why is this stupid king always able to say something ridiculous?

No matter when, no matter what kind of situation he encounters, this noble and merciful king will always be so easy, unconscious, and always want to take on something.

So used to sacrificing herself, does she really realize how absurd and sad this resentment is?

"This is my fault..."

She once again brought his wife to tears.

After Guinevia came to King Arthur, she seemed to be constantly sad because of her husband.

He obviously didn't want her to cry, and he was determined to protect her smile, but... as a husband, Wang was too arrogant and unqualified.

She is just too confident.

Artoria stared blankly at his wife, wanting to reach out to wipe the tears off her cheeks, but suddenly realized that she didn't know whether she should approach her, and whether she had the right to approach her.

"...hug, sorry."

A perfect but broken smile appeared on Guinevia's face, she stubbornly straightened her back, maintained her due dignity, and pretended that she wasn't broken into an army, that she lost all her armor and armor after losing.

"It wasn't your fault, and it wasn't the kid's fault."

Guinevia tried her best to calm herself down, but the freezing cold still made her tremble uncontrollably. The violent ups and downs of her chest and trembling body revealed her chaotic emotions—as if she had been hit by a devastating blow. The tough spine will be broken in the next moment.

Morgan had succeeded, the queen thought.

Her hatred paid off.

Those viscous malice are about to tear a family apart and make people feel sick enough to vomit.

"It's not your fault, I know... Please... don't bear it alone. You didn't hide from me. I'm very happy, really... very happy."

Yeah, that's definitely not Arturia's fault, nor is it King Arthur's fault.

If it is wrong to say that trying to shoulder the responsibility of the country and save the people, so that you don't care about your own life, then how absurd can this world be?

The anger in her heart swept through the queen's remaining rationality, making her legs and feet weak, and she could hardly stand up.

Artoria rushed over to support her. She tightly wrapped her wife in her arms, held her cold hand, and looked at the queen's pale and cold face like snow. The panic stained the king's face. There was sadness and pain in his pupils: "Don't scare me, Guini? It's all because of my incompetence that—"

"Stop talking!" Ginavia gritted her teeth, resisting the desire to vomit, and interrupted her words violently, showing pleading eyes, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I, I...I Knowing that this is not your fault, and you have nothing to forgive me, I think I can't accept this fact for the time being, please let me think about it....Sorry, please let me be quiet for a while." Her voice became louder Lower and lower, murmured, "...sorry."

Guinevia was very confused, she was enveloped by a huge powerlessness, and there was a burst of pain, which made every cell tremble continuously. What kind of emotion was gushing from the depths of her chest, she could no longer go. describe.

She bit her lips tightly, not letting herself reveal her weak emotions, and forcefully squeezed out a few words from her throat.

"Can't you see it?"

"……what?"

"I know it's not the king's fault, I already know it—but I'm still jealous, crazily jealous." Guinevia's pupils burst out with deep and violent emotions, and she said very bluntly: "I ,envy!"

That love has never retreated, it is possession, passion, dependence, dedication, respect, and shackles.

Guinevia has never been willing to let go. If she wanted to, she would have given up as early as that winter a few years ago. She would never make a gesture of begging, telling her husband her delusions, trying to pull her away. down the cloud.

Arturia never expected to get such an answer.

"Morgan and my husband have a baby and just thinking about it makes me angry and jealous!"

Why did things become like this?

Guinevia was very wronged, she was ashamed of this jealousy, but for a while, she couldn't completely overcome that subtle emotion.

"I'm sorry for letting you see such an ugly side of me. I don't think I can face you calmly yet."

Guinevia was so angry that she exploded.

This strong love made her lose control, she stood up abruptly, "No, I'm still very angry, super angry!"

"I'm going to find May—"

When the words came to this point, Guinevia finally calmed down. It was as if a bucket of cold water had been poured on her head, and her confused mind suddenly came to her senses.

She realized her mistake.

Even though she had already accepted the fact that she would not have children, when Guinevia first heard the fact, she still had extravagant hopes in her heart.

But that is not allowed.

It is impossible for Guinivia to let the child bear the curse and bear such a fate willfully.Compared with her own tiny desires, it was too heavy.

"Don't be angry, it's my fault, Guinivia, I didn't protect our home well, and let others take advantage of it."

King Arthur's expression was forced to cast an extreme shadow, and a fierce killing intent burst out from his chest. Her sword was never a display.

"How can it be your fault? It's my incompetence."

Guinevia had a slumped expression, as if abandoned by the world, and smiled wryly.

That is the princess who used to rely on her own strength and tried her best to maintain the operation of the country. She is both strong and unyielding. She is so full of brilliance, as if she can become a light that can illuminate others.

But when did her heart start to twist in hatred?

This kind of truth suffocated Guinevia, like an invisible shackle wrapped around her tightly.

"I'm sorry, about that child... I can't really hate him, but I can't simply love him either."

"...that's enough."

The knights who served her were unrivaled heroes, the embodiment of brilliance, the glory of Britain, and the hope that Guinevia ardently loved.

Tears welled up in Guinevia's eyes, but it was not because of fear, but because of the sadness that this world has become.

Who is to blame for the way things have turned out in such a cruel way?

Is it the world that made this absurd scene, or is the world already full of absurdity?

There was such sadness in her eyes.

This feeling burned King Arthur.

"You don't like that look, Ginnie—"

"The king is! You're saying stupid things again! Trying to make me hate you? Trying to take everything on your shoulders?"

"I……"

Guinevia immediately became even angrier, staring at her with an extremely fierce expression: "If there is a next time, I won't let you go so easily."

"Thank you Queen for your tolerance."

Arturia was thankful more than once that her wife was Guinivia, and the time she spent with her was so wonderful. Her persistence shook the king who was far away from the world, and made her fall into great happiness.

"I……"

An uncontrollable cough suddenly came from Wang's throat.

"Are you okay?" Guinevia's expression was full of worry: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be angry."

"It's Gui Ni's right to be angry. It's impossible for me to take it away, and I don't have the right to do so."

Arturia reached out and pressed his wife into her arms, hugging her tightly, and the fear that had been surging in her heart finally receded. "I'm just a little nervous."

Even though he did something wrong, he was forgiven without hesitation. It's great that he wasn't alienated by his wife.

"Mordred..." Guinevia sighed, forcibly suppressing the ache and pain in her heart, and asked as calmly as possible: "Mordred is really your child, so what are you going to do?" ?”

"It's okay, Gui Ni, I gave him a long-term travel mission, and he won't be able to come back in a short time."

"Is this really good? He's your child." Guinevia frowned tightly, "He's different from Gawain, Agguivin, Garhoris, and Gareth. ..." There was a tremor in her voice, and the queen lamented: "He is the son of you and Miss Wang."

Guinevia has never seen Mordred's real appearance, but she knows that the knight himself cannot choose his birth, and he is also a victim of conspiracy.If one day, he obeyed Morgan's words, then he would no longer be innocent.

Until then, he deserves to be treated well.

"...he is innocent."

Guinevia felt sad and helpless because she couldn't have her own children, but Morgan owned them, but hurt them wantonly, trying to use them to subvert the king they were loyal to.

How cruel can this world be?