Should not be missed

When Tian Dian received a call from Han Qitian, he was setting candles with Zhai Suyu.For the sake of Zhai Suyu, the desperate Xia Yuhang would use such a vulgar scene as candles and fireworks to commemorate Zhai Suyu and Weiwei's "250-day anniversary of acquaintance".Tian Dian rolled his eyes and looked at the sky: What a terrible day this is.

This room is very lively, crowds of onlookers, the atmosphere is enthusiastic, followed by Tian Dian who was in high spirits, but suddenly received a call from Han Qitian, and a strange voice asked, "Hello, do you know Han Qitian? He was in a car accident, and now he is here City Hospital." Liar, Tian Dian looked at the sky and was about to hang up the phone, but heard the other end say, "His brother doesn't answer the phone, and you are the last person he contacted, so please contact his family. Hurry to the hospital."

Tian Dian's heart skipped a beat, he hung up the phone, and shouted at Xia Yuhang, "Stop showing off, Brother Han had a car accident and is now in the hospital."

"What?" Xia Yuhang and Zhai Suyu asked together as if they didn't hear clearly.

"City Hospital, you go drive, I'll take a taxi." Tian Dian hurried to the back door. The girls' dormitory was a long way from the parking lot, but it was very close to the back door of the school.Tian Dian called Han Yang while running, Han Yang's phone rang and was picked up, "Thank God you answered the phone, you hurry to the city hospital, your brother was in a car accident, hurry up, I'm going there hurry up."

Tian Dian ran out and waved for a taxi, then called Gu Ming and told him that a taxi happened to be coming, Tian Dian hung up the phone and said to the master, "Hurry up, the city hospital."

It hadn't been 3 minutes since the car drove out, but it suddenly stopped with a "stab".The master yelled at the person who suddenly rushed out of the road and blocked him, "You fucking idiot, don't die."

Tian Dian turned his head and saw that Han Yang was standing in front of the car with his arms outstretched. Tian Dian hurriedly stopped the master, "Master, let him come up, we know each other."

The driver master Bai Tian nodded, and Han Yang had already boarded the car.

"How is my brother?"

"I don't know either. Don't worry, you should be fine." Tian Dian looked at Han Yang's red eyes, unable to say anything, and could only gently hold his cold hand.

The two of them got out of the car and ran to the emergency room. Han Yang sat on the chair slumped, Tian Dian looked at the word "first aid" and walked back and forth.

At this time, Gu Ming came over, "Why are you here now?" Tian Dian cried in a crying voice.

"I've been here a long time ago." Gu Ming chuckled, "Don't cry, don't you both go to the front desk to ask? It's not Ah Tian, ​​so Ah Tian knocked his arm, let's go, take you to see he."

Tian Dian and Han Yang were dumbfounded. They were taken into Han Qitian's ward, and after a quick glance, Zhai Suyu, Xia Yuhang, Su Jiuzhe, and Gao Yuan were all surrounded by the bed, and Han Qitian was lying on the bed peacefully and leisurely. .

Han Yang maintained a dazed expression, and was dragged into Han Qitian's ward like a wooden man. When his eyes covered with mist saw Han Qitian with a small circle of gauze wrapped around his arm, he shed tears in relief. As soon as the valve of the tears was opened, it could no longer be stopped.

Han Qitian watched Han Yang desperately wiping away his tears, took a deep breath to stop the tears, and hurriedly turned over and got out of bed, "Yangyang, I'm fine, look, I'm fine, I was just fainted by the airbag, I'm sorry to scare you You, don't cry, don't cry." Han Qitian frowned and wiped Han Yang's tears, hugged him tenderly, while stroking Han Yang's back, comforted him in a rambling manner, "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay."

Gu Ming waved his hand to signal the group of people who were in the way to leave, to give the two brothers some time to be alone, and they were about to go out, when Han Yang suddenly pushed Han Qitian away and ran out.Tian Dian hurriedly followed, Han Qitian was about to chase, but was stopped by Gu Ming, who closed the door and said, "Ah Tian, ​​let's talk."

Tian Dian walked out of the hospital with Han Yang's arm in his arms. It was getting dark, and the sun hadn't rested yet.Tian Dian glanced at the vast sky, sighed, went to the stall in front of the hospital, bought two bottles of water, and handed one to Han Yang.Tian Dian ignored Han Yang, unscrewed the cap first, and drank half of the bottle in one go.After taking a few breaths after drinking, he said, "Han Yang, let's go, take a break from school and go to other places to have fun. Have an affair on the way." If you can't afford it, avoid it, at least avoid his engagement.

Regarding Tian Dian's idea, Han Yang did not express any surprise, but just smiled, "Well, let's wait for the right opportunity. Now" Han Yang looked at Tian Dian seriously and said, "Now Tian Dian, I want to move back to live."

"What?" Tian Dian asked with his eyes wide open.

"I want to go back to live." Han Yang sat down on the curb and looked down at the puddle of water on the ground, "Do you know what I was thinking in the car just now?"

Han Yang looked at Tian Dian, "I can't think of anything, only one thought in my mind is "how is he?", until I saw him, I began to think, what if he died."

"What should I do?" Tian Dian asked

"Follow him to death, because I can't think of a single thought other than that. So you know how happy I am when I rediscover that he's alive and I can still feel him? So what Relationship, what is important. I can see him and be by his side, I am content. Anything, in the face of life and death, is a trivial matter. This sentence is really true. "

After Han Yang finished speaking, the two fell silent together, and Tian Dian thought silently for a long time.

"What about you?"

"Me? It's too late to love him, how can I take care of myself?" Han Yang tried his best to play in a joking tone to reassure Tian Dian, but after he finished speaking, he realized that it wasn't really a joke.

"Well, I'm fine. I'm happy when I see him happy." Seeing Tian Dian's questioning eyes, Han Yang, who had been smiling all the time, restrained his smile and sighed, "Tian Dian, I love him, I love him." How long I don't know, loving him is like an instinct, as I grow older, since he asked me to call him brother, I know that it is impossible between us. But what can I do? I have Love a person's right, he also has the right not to love. So, don't be unfair for me, and don't feel sorry for me. Sadness is like to me..." Han Yang tried hard to want Looking for words to express, but every time it comes to Han Qitian, words seem to be insufficient, especially this kind of emotion that even he can't understand clearly, when he turned his head, he suddenly saw through Tian Dian's shoulder the The bright moon, the beautiful moon pass quietly shines down, Han Yang stretches out his hand to grab a handful of light, "It's like moonlight, sometimes it's obvious, sometimes it's not, but it always exists, so it's usually there, and it won't be deliberately Pay attention. So, you don't have to accompany me specially, go back and find Gu Ming, I can do it myself."

Tian Dian was silent for a while, not knowing how to reply. Even if Tian Dian did not persuade Tian Dian, he realized that he had no position to persuade Han Yang, even if he persuaded him, he could not change his decision. "You are like this. You always think about others. Where do you put yourself? What are you used to being uncomfortable and suffering? No one is born for pain. Do you know how I felt when I saw you for the first time?"

"What do you feel?"

"I feel that your depression is engraved in your bones, but now I find that it is not. Your depression is imposed on yourself. You are a man, not Lin Daiyu. Your name is Han Yang, not Han Yueyue"

Tian Dian dragged Han Yang to stand up, "Let's go, move your moving plan to tomorrow, now, your time is reserved by me, let's go HAPPY"

Han Yang was dragged by Tian Dian to run, "Hey, where are we going?"

"Drink until you forget who Han Qitian and Han Yang are. Our task for today is done. I want to see you really laugh once."

"where to?"

"Night"

Gu Ming has always wanted to talk to Han Qitian, the authorities are confused by the onlookers, this sentence is true, but how can an outsider truly understand the mood of the person concerned, he is not Han Qitian, he doesn't know what Han Qitian wants, and he doesn't know what Han Qitian really thinks , so Gu Ming, who has been observing from the sidelines, always doesn't know how to persuade him.Besides, the relationship between Han Qitian and Han Yang is so deep that they can't figure it out, let alone onlookers.However, as a friend, he couldn't watch Han Qitian sink into the silkworm chrysalis and use the silkworm cocoon to separate his sincerity.

Xia Yuhang, Zhai Suyu, Su Jiuzhe and Gao Yuan all left first.Gu Ming sat on the chair, looked at Han Qitian who was looking up and closed his head, and said, "Ah Tian, ​​we have known each other for 5 years."

Han Qitian opened his eyes and let out a "hmm".

"You know, I seldom admire anyone. You are one of them. I still remember when you came to me to invest and tried every means to persuade me and Su Jiuzhe to cooperate with you. Apart from your explanation of the company's prospects, you were the one who moved me the most. The phrase 'I want to raise my younger brother'. As a bystander, I don't know what you think, and I can't persuade you. I just want to tell you: understand your feelings and don't regret it. Han Yang is slowing down now. Leave you slowly, wait until you regret it, and then go to him again, he will not come back to you again, the deeper the love, the heavier the determination must be, he walks very slowly, step by step is too far Difficult, so, never look back."

Han Yang was dragged by Tian Dian to get into the taxi heading for the night, looked at the red and green lights on both sides of the street and asked, "Zhou Hang works in the night, do you know?"

"Zhou Hang? Who is it?"

Han Yang closed his sore eyes and replied, "It's the man who distributed flyers with us last time, and he's also from our school."

"Talking brother?"

"Well, it's him."

"How do you know?" Tian Dian wondered, Han Yang is not a sociable person, can't talk to people he doesn't know well, and doesn't care much about things other than Han Qitian, yet he actually knows that Zhou Hang works at night.

"He brought me here."

"What?" Tian Dian was even more surprised

"On weekends, when you go to the countryside to play."

"Oh, you·····"

"I was so drunk that day that I vomited all over him." After Han Yang finished speaking, the car stopped at the door of Ye Se. '

Tian Dian glanced at Han Yang, and said while paying the money, "I thought I was unlucky enough, but it turned out that he was even more unlucky. When you and I were drinking and getting drunk last time, we only vomited on the bed."

It was still early, there were not many people in the night, and it was still very quiet. There were melodious songs playing inside, and the lights were dim.Zhou Hang was on the morning shift from 6:10 am to [-]:[-] am, so as soon as they entered the door, Zhou Hang found them and came over and asked, "Why are you here?"

"He's in a bad mood, so he came to drink." Tian Dian answered instead.

"Not in a good mood? Han Yang, last time I owed you a drink, and today's drink is all on my head." He said and called a buddy, "My brother is here to drink, and you will replace me for today's shift."

The buddy agreed very readily, "Okay, it's a small matter, just don't forget to invite me to dinner."

Zhou Hang scolded "Take advantage of the fire" and brought a dozen beers, "If you have wine today, you will be drunk today, tomorrow is another day."

"Oh, that's a good sentence. Today we will drink with Han Yang until we get drunk."

"If you drink with Han Yang until you're not drunk, you won't return."

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But in the end, Han Yang settled the bill calmly, watching the two people who threatened to "accompany the wine" lying on the table after drinking, looking at the sky speechlessly.

Just as Gu Ming completed the procedures for Han Qitian to be discharged from the hospital and returned home, he received a call from Tian Dian, who heard Han Yang's voice on the other end of the phone, "Gu Ming, Tian Dian is drunk, we are in the dark."

When he arrived in a hurry, Tian Dian was hanging on another man's body to call him brother.Gu Ming hugged Tian Dian with a dark face.

Han Yang hurriedly explained, "He is my friend, and they are drinking with me."

"Well, what about him? Shall I help you send him home?"

"No, no, you can take Tian away first, he, I will deal with it myself." Just as he was talking, Zhou Hang clasped his arms around Han Yang's neck and lay down on him.

"Is there really no need for help?"

Han Yang broke Zhou Hang's arm and placed him in a good position, "It's okay, I can handle it well."

Gu Ming didn't insist any longer, and left with Tian Dian in his arms, but after putting Tian Dian on the car, Gu Ming immediately dialed Han Qitian's phone number and said bluntly, "Ah Tian, ​​your brother is with a drunk man , behaving intimately, probably going to open a room."

Having just returned home from the hospital, Han Qitian, who was lying on the bed thinking about Gu Ming's words, was shocked and sat up abruptly, "What?"

Gu Ming evoked a smile, "In the dark, things haven't been packed yet, and he will leave in about 5 minutes. He doesn't need my help, he won't let me take it off, you can figure it out, I'll go first, alas, Tian Dian, first Don't vomit." Gu Ming threw away his mobile phone and waited for Tian Dian to vomit, seeing Tian Dian throwing up to death, his heart ached, but luckily there was water in the car, Gu Ming fed Tian Dian a few sips before driving away.

Han Qitian hurried downstairs, he didn't even have time to put on his coat, and he didn't feel cold, so he went straight to the garage and drove away.

Han Qitian anxiously waited for the traffic lights. Luckily, their house is not far from the night. Even if there is some traffic jam, it will take only 10 minutes. Fortunately, it is the peak travel time, and it is not easy to take a taxi. He can see it when he waits in front of the last traffic light. When Han Yang supported Zhou Hang, who was in a half-dead state, he stood on the side of the road waiting for the bus.

Han Qitian drove the car to a stop in front of Han Yang, rolled down the window and said with a serious face, "Get in the car"

Han Yang was obviously surprised, "Why are you here? Your arm."

"Come up first." Han Qitian said it again, seeing that Han Yang still didn't move, he got out of the car and stuffed Zhou Hang into the car neatly, without any sign that the car accident happened today.

Han Yang glanced at Zhou Hang, who was lying on his back, occupying the entire back seat, and sat in the co-pilot's seat without a word. The seat that belonged to him naturally before, but now it feels a bit unnatural.

"Brother, there is a hotel at the intersection ahead..." Before Han Yang could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Han Qitian's cruel eyes.

"I don't know where he... lives, so..." Han Yang hurriedly explained, but suddenly stopped in the middle of speaking, and then laughed, "Brother, although I like men, But not everyone can do it." After laughing, my heart felt more empty and sad, but the more I did this, the brighter the smile on my face: brother, not everyone can do it, you know?Han Yang looked at Han Qitian with gloomy eyes, his sad expression flashed past, then he turned his expression back and looked at the sculpture getting closer and closer, saying, "But, you can try it." In an instant, the car turned a small turn and turned the sculpture Get left behind. "I can't... just grow old alone like this."

The car stopped in front of their house in a daze, Han Qitian's face was unkind, and his tone was cold, "You can try to get him upstairs by yourself first, the elevator is being repaired today."

Han Yang stared and asked, "All repairs?"

Han Qitian shrugged his shoulders, "It's okay, our house is low, it's only on the 6th floor. I heard that you have been exercising these days." Han Qitian patted Han Yang on the shoulder, smiling very kindly, "I like you."

Fortunately, we live in a low place, Han Qitian thought as he walked up the stairs with Zhou Hang on his back like a dead pig, Han Yang patted Han Qitian on the shoulder, "Well, there are only 2 floors left, come on, I am optimistic about you."

Han Qitian glared at Han Yang, climbed up to the 6th floor with difficulty, put Zhou Hang on the sofa as soon as he entered the door, supported his old waist out of breath and said, "Han Yang, starting today, you are not allowed to drink without my permission. "

Han Yang muttered softly, "It's not that I'm drunk."

"Don't drink, especially don't drink with these people." Han Qitian pointed to Zhou Hang and said, his face was serious and unhappy, but when he saw Han Yang who was pouting, he sighed and opened his arms "Yangyang, go home Bar."

Han Yang walked over to hug Han Qitian, closed his eyes, greedily felt the familiar temperature, oh my god, he is still there, a real existence, at this moment, Han Yang's heart was really put back to its original place, and was caught The layer of ice frightened by the cognition of "Maybe I will lose him forever" was completely melted by his temperature. Han Yang put his arms around Han Qitian, stroked his back and said softly, "Brother, I miss you very much." .”

Han Qitian hugged Han Yang, his heart was filled with warmth, so warm that overflowed from his heart, warming the whole room.He came back and the house truly became a home.

The feeling of holding him was so good, so good that Han Yang almost forgot that he didn't love himself, that he was about to have a perfect fiancee, and that his happiness could have nothing to do with him.One more second, Han Yang felt that he would fall into this beautiful deep pool, but there was always a second difference between them.Han Yang took a deep breath and pushed Han Qitian away, put on a smile that he was used to and said, "Brother, I think I should take a shower first."

Han Qitian curled his lips pretending to be joking, "Well, I think so, it smells like alcohol, hurry up."

It's just that when Han Yang turned around, the smiles of both of them were indulged, and they didn't know where they were going.

Han Yang stands under the shower, looking at the bathroom, nothing here has changed, the toothbrush for two, the towel for two, the bath towel for two, all traces of life of two people, what if Han Qitian got married?His traces here will be replaced, or if Han Qitian goes out to live, his traces will be gradually obliterated.

"Yangyang, your things are all clean. I just washed them yesterday, and my toothbrush is on the table." Han Qitian shouted from the bathroom door.

It seemed calm as usual, but it was different, it was different.Both of them can probably feel it, even if no one mentions it, even if they are trying to create the previous atmosphere.

In the past, Han Qitian would probably have pushed open the door and thrown him a piece of underwear, rubbing his hair, "It's too old, so I still forget about it."

Han Yang turned on the shower and stood under the splash of water. The warm water hit his body, and the real touch made his tense nerves relax. He wants a younger brother, so let’s be his younger brother. Anyway, leaving him is no happier than staying with him. "

Han Yang came out wearing a bath towel, wiped his hair and walked to the sofa, wanting to see how Zhou Hang was doing, but bumped into Han Qitian.

"Brother, you haven't slept yet."

"I'll see how he's doing, you... wash up."

Habit is really a terrible thing, Han Qitian looked at Han Yang's wet hair, habitually picked up the hair dryer on the table next to him, pushed him to sit on the chair, and helped him dry his hair.

Such a familiar and warm scene, Han Yang closed his eyes enjoying such a close moment, probably one less time. In the future, when his brother is engaged and married, the person he blows his hair should be his. wife.

The familiar movements should be flowing like water, but Han Qitian's movements were stiff because of his unnatural state of mind, and he couldn't even bend his wrists.He was standing, Han Yang's bathrobe was loosely wrapped around his body, and from a condescending perspective, he could see Han Yang's entire chest at a glance, sexy collarbone, blood-red two-point dogwood, flat belly, below...

Han Qitian snapped the hair dryer on the table, "Yangyang, it's almost done, I'm going to take a shower, you should go to bed early."

Han Yang stroked his still damp hair, "Is it dry?"