Should not be missed

When Tian Dian went back, Gu Ming was making coffee, the curling white steam spread out with a rich aroma, the lights in the room were dim and warm, closing the door could keep the cold out.Tian Dian was in a trance for a moment, as if he saw his life 20 or 30 years later, peaceful and warm, with him and happiness.

Gu Ming came over, took off his down jacket, hung it on the hanger, accidentally touched his hand, quickly held his hand in his palm and asked him, "Why have you been here for so long?"

Tian Dian pulled out his hand, pressed it against Gu Ming's belly, and asked with a smile, "Is it cool?"

Gu Ming took a deep breath, but didn't move, instead he hugged him in his arms and replied "cool"

Tian Dian buried her head in Gu Ming's arms, and said sullenly, "Isn't liking a beautiful and simple thing? How did it become so complicated and painful?"

Gu Ming knew that he was sad about Han Yang and Han Qitian, so he stroked his back and said, "Loving each other is never easy, it seems logical that we are together, but think about it, we are one step earlier and one step later If any choice is wrong, we may not meet each other. If you didn't go to any bar, didn't have Su Jiuzhe's glass of wine, and Xia Meimei suddenly came, you might not like me at all. Maybe I only keep my feelings for you in my heart, and we are just passers-by. How lucky we are to meet, love and stay together."

Tian slightly raised his head and almost touched Gu Ming's chin. "You said you put your feelings for me in your heart, you already liked me?"

Gu Ming turned his head away and did not answer.

Tian Dian held Gu Ming's face, and straightened his head, "Tell me, when did you start thinking about me? Tell me honestly, be lenient when you confess, and be strict when you resist."

Gu Ming smiled, "Hehe, when I first saw you."

"Attracted by my vigorous physique?"

"Attracted by your naughty character." Gu Ming giggled twice, was interrupted by Tian Dian's punch, and quickly put on a serious expression, "Well, character is second, and physique is better."

Tian Dian gave him a blank look, "Then you are still not happy with me coming to live with you, and you still pretend to be unfamiliar with me, which makes me feel so uncomfortable."

"I'm not unhappy, I'm just afraid that my feelings for you will hurt you. If I'm not with you, you may find a girlfriend, get married and have children. Instead of taking this road, you may be puzzled path of."

"You still think so?"

"Occasionally, when I see someone say that homosexuality is disgusting, I feel bad for you, but I will try my best to protect you, no..."

"I don't need your protection. What others say is not important at all compared to you."

Gu Ming passionately kissed Tian Dian's lips, feeling tired and affectionate, just when Gu Ming was about to continue doing something, Tian Dian suddenly pushed Gu Ming away, licked his lips and asked, "Oh, what do you mean by Brother Han?" What are you thinking?"

Gu Ming is so depressed, his kissing skills are so bad?

Tian Dian didn't care about this, and continued to say with a pouted mouth, "He actually likes Han Yang. I've never seen an older brother treat his younger brother so well, let alone they are not brothers at all."

Gu Ming tidied up his wounded little heart and said, "Yes, they are not brothers. In the most difficult time, they depended on each other. They have already surpassed the relationship between brothers and even lovers. They are irreplaceable to each other. Yes, but it is precisely because of this kind of feeling that surpasses everything that Ah Tian can't accept it like this. You know, this is a feeling that surpasses family members. How can I become a lover? This is why I haven't talked to Han Qitian for a long time. Because we don't know what kind of advice is good for them."

"Is there any difference in feelings, as long as you are happy"

Gu Ming took Tian Dian's hand and led him upstairs, "If it was that simple, there would be no such idiots in this world. Let's go upstairs and sleep."

"Hey, where do I sleep? In your room?"

"Otherwise? Where do you want to sleep? My dad and Uncle Lin's room?"

"Tch, your house is so big, only three rooms?"

"Of course not, there are many houses. But none of them are better than my room."

"Is it? Well decorated?"

"No, because I will warm your bed."

Tian Dian pouted, "I'll show you how beautiful it is."

The two chattered and came to Gu Ming's room. "You stay here for a while, and then take a bath slowly, or you will catch a cold easily if you are hot or cold. I will take a bath first." After Gu Ming finished speaking, he went into the bathroom, and Tian Dian wandered around, looking at Gu Ming's room .Speaking of which, this was the first time he took a serious look at Gu Ming's room.There are traces of Gu Ming's growth everywhere, his hundred days photos, childhood toys, awards from elementary school, CDs collected in junior high school, and trophies from high school.Since elementary school, every photo on the table has Su Jiuzhe, and Xia Yuhang, Mo Ziyan, and Han Qitian joined in high school.

"What are you looking at?"

"Look at your history. Your previous stories." Tian Dian's tone was full of disappointment. "Look, I don't know any of the stories represented by those old things. Brother Su, he probably knows all of them."

Gu Ming was very shocked that Tian Dian seemed to be jealous of Su Jiuzhe, and his voice was two pitches higher than usual, "What does he know, he doesn't know anything, if he wants to know, he also knows about the plateau. After finishing speaking, he hugged Tian Dian from behind and whispered in his ear, "No matter how much he knows, he is still the one who reads the story, and you are the one who wrote the story with me. I also want to know how you grew up Yes, but I'm not in a hurry because we have 40, 50 years left to talk about those stories."

Tian Dian turned his head slightly, "Are you talking about love to me? I really don't think I've ever heard you say something like that to me."

"Didn't I tell you?"

Tian Dian shook his head, "No, no, tell me, can you tell me now, okay?"

"Okay," Gu Ming said, "Tian Dian"

Tian Dian was called out unexpectedly, and quickly agreed, "Hey."

"I love you"

Gu Ming let go of Tian Dian, faced him, and said again very seriously, "Tian Dian, I love you." Gu Ming looked at Tian Dian and lowered his head shyly, his ears turned red slightly.She couldn't help smiling, and kissed his pink earlobe.

"Although I think practical actions are more important than empty words, you can talk about love words occasionally, which is conducive to enhancing the relationship between us. Dian Dian, can you tell me something too?"

Tian Dian raised his head, blushing and said, "I think of a sentence, and I really want to tell you, but you can't say vulgar words, because I can't think of a sentence that can express my feelings better than this." Tian Looking at Gu Ming's shining eyes, he paused and said, "I can't participate in your previous life, but I will never be absent from your future life." 'From now on, I will always be with you. "

Gu Ming smiled, "It's so vulgar, but I really like it." Then he kissed Tian Dian's lips lightly, and Gu Ming said softly, "This time, don't talk about other people's affairs, and don't push me away. .”

"Okay" Tian Dian leaned over and kissed Gu Ming.

Clouds and rains are turned upside down, and Luan Feng is upside down. Fortunately, the sound insulation effect of this house is good.So as not to disturb the children.

Fortunately, there was no class the next morning, so Tian Dian slept until almost noon before waking up.I ate lunch directly and saw that it was almost time for class.Gu Ming sent him to school very considerately.This road was unimpeded, the car drove directly into the school, stopped in front of the teaching building, Tian Dian arrived at the classroom, it was still early, and there were only a few people.To Tian Dian's surprise, there was Zhai Suyu among these people.

Tian Dian sat next to him and patted Zhai Suyu who was lying on the table.

Zhai Suyu straightened up, saw that it was Tian Dian, and waved his hands to lie down to sleep again.

"Oh, what's the matter with you, this is it."

"Don't mention it, I'm sleepy to death. I was woken up by Xia Yuhang at 5 o'clock in the morning, and I slept late last night."

Tian Dian was rather curious, "What are you doing up?"

Zhai Suyu approached Tian Dian nervously and whispered, "Bring breakfast to Weiwei."

Tian Dian asked puzzledly, "Why?"

Zhai Suyu didn't feel sleepy anymore, but he still lay down on the table, and his voice was muffled through the blockage of his arm, "He said, he will help me chase Weiwei."

"Why?" Tian Dian was even more puzzled.

Zhai Suyu shook his head, but Xia Yuhang's sad eyes flashed past his mind.

Last night, he was carried home by Xia Yuhang. In fact, he was not that drunk. opportunities for catharsis.

He shouted at Xia Yuhang, "Tell you to stay away from me. If you don't listen, you won't believe me when I tell you that you specialize in my peach blossoms. Look, it's all over now. Goddess Weiwei has fallen in love with someone else."

Xia Yuhang took off his alcohol-smelling coat for him, and quietly watched him play drunk.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Zhai Suyu intensified, "You are an afterthought, what did you say to bless me, wish me and Weiwei happiness, what nonsense are you talking about, you just know that Weiwei likes others, so you said that, right?"

Xia Yuhang still didn't respond, but just poured him a glass of water and put it in front of him.

Zhai Suyu didn't get a response, the pain in his heart became more and more obvious, he couldn't find an outlet to vent his rampage, his heart was burning with soreness, he pulled his clothes twice and shouted, "Are you dumb? Why don't you talk" and took it The water glass came and slammed on the wall with a bang. "Tell me, do you know that Weiwei likes someone else, so you bless me, don't you, don't you?"

Seeing him tearing his clothes, Xia Yuhang thought he was hot, so he went to help him undress.With a wave of his hand, Zhai Suyu blocked Xia Yuhang's hand.

Xia Yuhang had no choice but to pour him another glass of boiled water.Zhai Suyu snatched it back and threw it at the wall.

Xia Yuhang sighed, "At least I drank the water and then threw the glass." He took the glass and poured another glass of water, "This is the last glass of plain water. If you throw it again, there will be no cold water to drink."

Zhai Suyu sat down on the sofa as if discouraged, picked up water, drank it all in one go, and gasped for breath from exhaustion.

Xia Yuhang sat with his head lowered, like a statue, he opened and closed his mouth gently and asked, "You really, like her so much?"

Zhai Suyu didn't speak, and lay straight on the sofa.

Xia Yuhang turned around suddenly, pressed Zhai Suyu under him, stared into his eyes and asked, "You really like her that much?"

Zhai Suyu remained silent, staring at Xia Yuhang's sad eyes.He didn't know why he could see the sadness in Xia Yuhang's eyes, and he didn't know why his nose suddenly became sore.But just like that, tears fell for no reason.

Xia Yuhang hurriedly wiped away his tears, "Why are you crying? Don't cry."

After a pause, he continued, "I will chase her for you, and I will definitely catch her for you, okay, don't cry"

But Zhai Suyu cried even harder.

"Why help me?"

"Because, I love you, and I want to make you happy. I thought I could make you happy, but I find more and more that I can't."

Xia Yuhang also lay straight on the sofa like Zhai Suyu, "You like girls, I should be happy, getting married and having children, and living an ordinary life is the best for you. You don't have to come out, you don't have to face your mother You don’t have to face my father’s censure. Everyone is happy for you when you get married.” Xia Yuhang closed his eyes and remained motionless. After a while, he sat up straight, turned around and stared blankly at Looking at Zhai Suyu, "I'll ask you one last time, do you really, really like Lin Weiwei that much?"

Zhai Suyu looked at Xia Yuhang's red eyes, tears were streaming down his face, and he lowered his head and replied, "Yes, no, then, I like it."

After hearing his words, Xia Yuhang's eyes turned red, but instead of crying, he raised his chin, wiped his tears, and said very gently, "You don't need to lie to me, let alone yourself .”

"The first time I saw her, it was raining, and she held an umbrella for me." It was the first rain after Xia Yuhang went to the United States.Usually, it was Xia Yuhang who held the umbrella for him, this scene is so familiar.He raised his head and didn't look to the side. In a daze, he suddenly felt that Xia Yuhang hadn't left yet.Heart, throbbing, like emotion.

"Because of this you fell in love with her?"

Zhai Suyu nodded.

"You won't let her hold an umbrella, will you hold it all the way?"

Zhai Suyu continued to nod.

Xia Yuhang sighed, took out a tissue, and wiped his face, "You got me used to holding an umbrella, I'm different from girls. Let's go, take you to take a shower, and go to bed first."

Lying on the bed, Zhai Suyu held Xia Yuhang's hand that was about to leave and said, "Xia Yuhang, the fortune teller said that my love life is bumpy, and I am destined to be lonely forever."

Xia Yuhang tucked his hands into the quilt and covered it, and said softly, "It's okay, I will accompany you, I will accompany you if you are lonely." You are not lonely anymore, I am alone.