Should not be missed

Tian Dian rubbed his eyes, trying to prove that he had heard wrong.But Han Yang raised his head, and said again with determination, "I like my brother, so, I have to move out."

Tian Dian felt that his previous 20 years were probably wasted, and the sum of thousands of days and nights was not as stimulating as these two days.First, he saw Su Jiuzhe being slept by Gao Yuan, then he saw Gu Ming's father kissing Uncle Lin, and now Han Yang actually said that he liked his brother.

But Han Yang then said, "My brother, not my real brother." He saved Tian Dian's frantic heart in time.

Han Yang lowered his head, pinching the coffee cup and said, "He is my neighbor. We have been neighbors for more than ten years. Later, my mother and his father got married, but they haven't been married for a year, so... ·”

"So, you have no blood relationship at all."

Tian Dian felt that this was within his tolerance range, and it seemed that the ability to accept something required constant practice and stimulation.

Tian Dian said so easily, the most uncomfortable thing for Han Yang, yes, they are not related by blood, so in what capacity will he stay by Han Qitian's side again.

"However, you are not related by blood. He has raised you for so many years, and even set up a company for you?" Gu Ming told him that Han Qitian's biggest original intention of starting the company was to earn money to support Han Yang.

Han Yang nodded invisibly.

"Does your brother know?"

Han Yang didn't know if Tian Dian was asking whether Han Qitian knew that he liked him, or whether he knew that he was going out to live, but no matter which question, the answer was "yes".

Han Yang felt that his elder brother probably knew that he liked him, but the deep-rooted and interdependent feelings made him unable to bear to reject him.So he will always remind himself "you will always be my brother."

Such a sentence, which was originally infinitely warm, is undoubtedly the best thing for Han Yang, and it brings him infinite happiness and infinite harm.So I don't know if Han Qitian said this because he wanted to reassure Han Yang, or because he wanted to give up.

Han Yang knew that Han Qitian would marry and have children sooner or later and leave him.It's just that he didn't expect it to be so fast.In the past, Han Qitian was running around for the company and Han Yang, so he didn't have the time and energy to fall in love.What's more important is Han Yang's interference.Han Qitian's unformed love affairs were all strangled in the cradle by Han Yang, and Han Qitian didn't blame him.Unlimited pampering and tolerance made Han Yang's attachment to Han Qitian more and more serious.Until now, Han Qitian can no longer afford it.

So with this love affair, Han Qitian didn't love Jiang Youshan, it's just that this girl appeared just right.But in Han Yang's eyes, Han Qitian is serious about dating this time, he will call her in front of him, and care if she wears more clothes when it's cold.Will text her and tell her what the two of them did today.He would also ask Han Yang, "If you let her be your sister-in-law, would you be willing?"

Han Yang actually wanted to shake his head on the spot and say "I don't want to, I don't want to," but he couldn't say it.He was afraid that Han Qitian would give up his happiness because of his own words, and he was even more afraid that what he said would not have any effect on him.

The result of Han Yang's forbearance was that Jiang Youshan was coming to their house to visit their parents.Han Yang kept his eyes open until dawn when he heard the news.

On the day when Jiang Youshan was coming, Han Qitian was going to buy vegetables, but Han Yang didn't follow him, he didn't want to see Han Qitian picking and shopping for his girlfriend, it would remind him of what Han Qitian would look like after he got married.

Han Yang was sleeping at home, he suffered from insomnia last night, and thought all night, "If Han Qitian gets married, what should he do?"I'm still thinking about it now, but I still can't figure it out.He didn't know how he would live without Han Qitian.

Probably because of lack of sleep and a painful headache, Han Yang got up and drank a sleeping pill. He was already dependent on this kind of reassuring thing, but after thinking about it, he added another pill.It's best to sleep until the next morning, so as to save Han Qitian's gentleness towards others.

The circuit is damaged, causing a fire.

When Han Yang opened his eyes in a daze, the curtain had just been burned.He didn't get up to put out the fire, the wooden house, the fire spread, it probably couldn't be saved urgently.Han Yang suddenly felt that in their home, at this time, it would be fine to die.So he continued to close his eyes, and Han Qitian's appearance jumped in front of him unexpectedly.Han Yang sadly found that he really lived without himself, and death was approaching. What he was afraid of was not the cold and desolate death, but Han Qitian's sadness. .Struggling to go out, but the fire has blocked the exit, and the door is full of flames.He can't get out.Han Yang huddled in the corner in a daze, thinking, "If he dies, will my brother remember me forever, will he be sad?" Just when he was thinking of dying, Han Qitian rushed in, calling his name, Hold him in your arms.

Han Yang nestled in Han Qitian's arms, happy and relieved in his heart, "Well, at least, he cares about me, no matter what the relationship is. Fortunately, I didn't die, otherwise my brother might really feel uncomfortable."

Jiang Youshan didn't come in the end, and Han Qitian didn't contact her for several days, Han Yang enjoyed the days without her to the fullest.Such a day was peaceful and stable, Han Yang wished he could live like this for the rest of his life.But such beautiful days are very short after all, Han Qitian will go back on the 30th to go to Gu Ming's house for the new year.Han Yang actually didn't want to go back, he loved the life of the two of them very much.But he was used to obedience.It's just that he didn't expect to see Jiang Youshan who he didn't want to see at Gu Ming's place.

Han Yang was willful and ran out once, he wanted to give himself one last chance, if his brother came after him, he... But Han Qitian chose to spend the New Year with his girlfriend after all.

"My brother should be angry for embarrassing his girlfriend so much." Han Yang smiled wryly.He was sitting on the bench outside, shivering from the cold, but it couldn't compare to the pain in his heart.In the cold wind, he finally decided to leave his brother's world.If you pull away all of a sudden, you may suffocate, so stay away little by little, adapt to it little by little, and get used to it, and it will probably be fine.In this way, my brother should be free and happy, and maybe I will be happy too.

Tian Dian sat opposite, watching Han Yang frowning, immersed in his own world.

"Your brother knows, he doesn't want you to come out to live, so he stopped your living expenses?" Tian Dian asked

Han Yang came back to his senses, "No, I don't want to use his money anymore."

"why?"

Han Yang did not answer Tian Dian's question, but lowered his eyelids, held a cup of coffee and smiled and said, "Tian Dian, you know? I always pretend to be happy and sunny in front of my brother. In fact, I am not sunny at all. My heart has long been rotten, corrupted by desires, and I have to hide it. I dare not take it out in the sun, and dare not tell others. I am always afraid, afraid that my brother will find out. I hate myself like this, and I am even more afraid that he hates me like this. So I work around, trying to make myself more independent and less dependent on him. I am afraid of leaving him, and even more afraid that I will not be able to leave him, because sooner or later I have to leave Yes, now is the time. Before he was my everything, now he is not mine, so, I think I have to try to find myself. Never tried to live for myself, this time, I want to try. "

After finishing speaking, Han Yang seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and poured the cup of warming coffee into his stomach like strong wine, and his stomach was instantly warm, as if it could warm his heart.

This remark made Tian Dian's heart tangle up.Such a strong love, no matter how many people spend their entire lives, they will never meet it.But such a strong feeling like a swamp, the more you struggle, the deeper you sink, maybe it will swallow you completely.Encountered, is it a blessing or a curse.Now Han Yang is trying to come out, it's a good thing, he should be the one who pulls him,

"Okay, I'll help you, give me a day. How much?"

Han Yang raised his head with eyes full of gratitude, "Thank you so much, I will quickly earn money and return it to you. I need 3000 yuan."

"Don't worry, like this, when you find a job, leave it to me, and I'll be with you." You can't always spend time with Gu Ming, you have to let him see the rewards, can you give him some back first.

"Do you want to borrow money from Gu Ming?"

"kindness."

"Don't tell him the reason for borrowing money."

"Okay, I'll take care of things, don't worry." The two of them walked out of the coffee shop after finishing their discussion.

Han Yang turned and went home.Classmate Tian Dian ran back to ask Gu Ming for money.

"Gu Ming, I'm back." Tian Dian shouted like a dog when he entered the door.

Gu Ming said "En" with a paralyzed face.

"Gu Ming" Tian Dian ran to Gu Ming's side, snatched the clothes from his hand, "I'm going to do the laundry." Then he threw all the clothes into the washing machine.

"Those clothes are washed, I just took them in."

"Ah, that's it, hehe, hehe, wash it again if it's okay, it's clean."

Gu Ming sighed, "Tell me, what's the matter."

"It's nothing, there's nothing wrong with it. I just think you're too tired from doing housework all the time. Let me give you a massage." As he spoke, he put his little hand on Gu Ming's shoulder, kneading it lightly and gently Come to think of it, this trick is used to deal with his mother, it will be tried a hundred times.

Gu Ming's body stiffened for a moment, and then Tian Dian's hand was held back by Gu Ming.Tian Dian was drawn to Gu Ming, "Tell me, what's the matter, I'll give you 2 minutes. If you don't tell me, I won't agree."

"Now you say yes?" Tian Dian asked cautiously.

"Not necessarily, but don't say that you must not agree"

"Lend me 4000 yuan." Tian Dian muttered quickly.

"what?"

"Lend me 4000 yuan." Tian Dian repeated quickly

"What are you doing? Chasing your Feifei?" Gu Ming said coldly.Waking up in the morning, Gu Ming didn't wait for Tian to comfort and apologize, he was taken away, and now he wants money when he comes back, can he comfort the angry person first?

Tian Dian lied without redness, "Why am I chasing Feifei, don't talk nonsense, she is my sister. I lent it to Zhai Suyu, and he needs the money."

Gu Ming was in a mood when he heard Tian Dian's special explanation, but he still couldn't help teasing him, "What is he using the money for? He asked Xia Yuhang for the money. What do you want?"

"Doesn't his cousin give it? He wants to chase girls."

"Then I won't give it either, Xia Yuhang won't let me go."

"I won't let Xia Yuhang know, Gu Ming, you can't be so cruel, if you don't give it to me, won't it be injustice for me, if you don't give it to me, I'll go shit"

"so serious?"

"Well, it's so serious."

Gu Ming raised his eyebrows and asked. "Then what if I give it to you?"

"Then I thank you."

"A word of thanks is worth 4000 yuan?"

"Then what to do, you keep the account, I will pay you back."

Bookkeeping?Gu Ming's face darkened again. "Give me back what else?"

"I..." Tian Dian was quite unconfident. He hadn't made any money yet, but he was aroused by Gu Ming's tone of contempt for him. Ming looked down on him, and blushed and shouted, "I will find a job and pay you back right away."

Gu Ming looked at Tian Dian's excited look, and he choked up what he wanted to say, "Kiss me, 4000 yuan".

"Then look for a job, I'll wait." As he spoke, Gu Ming bent down, took out a wad of money from the drawer, counted 40 bills skillfully, and handed it to Tian Dian.

"Just put the money here!" Tian Dian's eyes flashed with a sly light.

"It's just change. Don't try to steal it, I know it."

Tian Dian snorted, "You still keep the change, how stingy you are."

"Are you stingy? Then I'd better not borrow it to save myself from being even more stingy." As he said that, he was going to grab the money.

"No, no, no." Tian Dian hurriedly put the money into his arms to protect it, "Gu Ming, you are not stingy, you are the most generous, you have borrowed so much, let me give you a few." Tian Dian put the money on the table, Hugging Gu Ming's arm, "Give me a few, okay, okay?"

Gu Ming looked at Tian Dian's big flickering eyes, sighed silently, principle, will, all went to hell.The appointee took out a few cards and handed them to Tian Dian.

"Gu Ming~ You are so kind, thank you." Tian Dian hooked Gu Ming's neck and gave him a big hug.

Gu Ming calmly covered up his restless heart, "Well, it's worth it for this hug."