The floating world sinks slightly

No one is a fool, yes, it just depends on your choice, whether you are willing to continue to pretend to be deaf and dumb like this, or you will still be like a child, jumping up when you find something.

It doesn't matter if you jump up, although the child is very angry, he can forget faster than anyone else.

At this moment, Mo Chengshen was sitting beside He Tanwen's bed, while Qin Jiaoyang was standing in front of the window. They did not speak to each other, and the entire ward was silent.

After a while, Mo Chengshen and Qin Jiaoyang went back to school for self-study together. Before that, the two of them went to eat the beef noodles downstairs in the hospital.

The noodles are very chewy, and the spiciness in the black-red soup seems a bit sharp for no reason.

Mo Chengshen picked up the sauce-dyed noodles with his chopsticks, smiled, and then licked the noodles into his mouth. When he was young, let alone such a big mouthful of noodles, he couldn't even touch a drop of spicy food.

"When will you be discharged from the hospital?" The heat on their faces covered the expressions on the faces of the two of them, and even Mo Chengshen's voice was not very clear in the thick fog.

"It will take a day or two, it should be soon." Qin Jiaoyang didn't look up, and concentrated on picking the coriander in his bowl.

"Well, that's good. I told him that I moved out not because I hated him, but because the school's evening self-study was too late and I couldn't stand it. It seems that he believed it, and there should be no more When something like this happens, you usually look at him, if there is something wrong, tell him in time." Mo Chengshen put his head close to the edge of the bowl, took a sip of the soup, but was choked by the pepper inside, and coughed for a while, Coughing tears all over his face.

"Okay, I will." Qin Jiaoyang looked up, stunned for a moment, then went to the counter to buy a bottle of Coke, handed it to Mo Chengshen, patted his back for a while, and finally pulled the paper, stuffed it In Mo Chengshen's hands, "You should also take good care of yourself, remember to come back and take a look when you have time. Well, if you feel that there is something that shouldn't belong to you, let it go as soon as possible."

"What about you?" Mo Chengshen began to wipe the tears off his face. The paper in the restaurant was not good, which made his face hurt.

Mo Chengshen finally wiped away the tears on his face, he glanced at Qin Jiaoyang, but bumped into the bitterness in his eyes.

As for myself, why not.

After all, they are not battle-tested warriors. Even if they pretend to be invincible, they can't completely separate their hearts from everything outside.

At night, what Mo Chengshen couldn't let go of was the little bug at the end of the corridor.Did it finally climb the wall, he thought?Or give up after failure after failure?Or, simply being doused to death by a random cup of hot water from a passerby?

This is forever an unsolved mystery.

But there are so many unsolved mysteries in this world, who has the heart to care about the life and death of such a worm.

Back at the rented house at night, Mo Chengshen found the neatly placed Oxford Advanced Dictionary, and habitually turned to page 999.Sure enough, there was nothing.He patiently turned back from the first page, but before turning to one-tenth of the total number of pages, he decisively chose to give up.

He couldn't help sighing, He Tanwen really has a good temper.I don't know how much he has accumulated. When he was not around, he secretly flipped through the book bit by bit.

He Tanwen resolutely chose to leave the hospital after staying in the hospital for two days. After all, he still has classes, and it is not good to waste too much time. Mo Chengshen stayed at home and did not go to pick him up.

Qin Jiaoyang took care of everything by himself, from He Tanwen's hospitalization to his discharge, Mo Chengshen felt that these two people were quite great.One is lying in the hospital with no one to take care of him every day, and the other is running between school and the hospital every day under pressure.

A few days later, Mo Chengshen went back to the dormitory and bought some food for them. Whether it was his responsibility or not, He Tanwen's suicide had something to do with him.

He also felt very lucky that He Tanwen was still alive and had no major health problems.If something really happened at that time, he would have to carry this burden for the rest of his life, based on emotion and reason.

Afterwards, they kept silent about what happened in the few days from He Tanwen's hospitalization to his discharge. Everything, whether it was Mo Chengshen, Qin Jiaoyang or He Tanwen, seemed to be pulled out of their lives in those few days. No trace.

In fact, it's also quite good. Knowing without speaking is a virtue, and we should insist on this quality sometimes.

Just like many relationships, feelings are innocent, but when the identities of the two parties involved in the relationship are endowed with special meaning, everything becomes constipated.

Some people insist on doing things that are not allowed in the world, and I don't know whether it is out of paranoia or rebellion or just by nature.But no matter what, in this world, it is rare to have such a persistence.

The third year of senior high school is about to take the college entrance examination, and those seniors and sisters walk in a hurry, it's better to be busy, after this period of busyness, they don't even know what to do if they want to be busy.

Mo Chengshen began counting the date of the senior high school entrance examination with his fingers. He thought, when the senior high school officially graduated and they became a legitimate graduating class, he would leave here, leave this depressive and terrible cage.

But the days before that had to go on. Even though he was tired and unhappy at the same time, he was not useless. Even if Mo Chengshen had no friends around him, he at least had Teacher Xia.

Teacher Xia still looked indifferent, whether it was to this group of students or Mo Chengshen, there seemed to be no big difference, but Mo Chengshen knew that he was different.At least under other people's homework, Teacher Xia will not write a lot of comments, comments with clear and beautiful handwriting.

Any unhappy things will pass, just get through this period, and it will be fine.As long as you are willing to give, you will be rewarded in the end.