The floating world sinks slightly

Mo Chengshen stroked He Tanwen's head, once and again, it was actually very strange for boys to do this, but Mo Chengshen just hoped that the other party would calm down quickly, "Don't be afraid, you still have me, and Qin Jiaoyang, we are always by your side."

"You said, I lost something and left it with someone else. Should I get it back? It may be immoral, but I really like that thing very much." He Tanwen still choked up. Talking together, I like three of them very much in a row. It is useless for others to try their best to ignore the degree of liking, "In my eyes, there is nothing better than this in the world. I want to snatch it from others, but I don't want it. Dare, I'm so scared, I'm afraid I will lose it completely, and I don't even have the qualifications to watch others own it."

Mo Chengshen stopped talking. What should he answer, "Go and grab it" or "You give up." It's not appropriate.

He didn't move, but his eyes began to look around, trying to avoid He Tanwen's scorching gaze.

Mo Chengshen saw Qin Jiaoyang just by moving his eyes.He stood behind half a flight of stairs, looking at him coldly. The wall covered most of his figure, and the passing car lights cast shadows of different shades on the exposed half of his body.

Mo Chengshen didn't know when he came and how much he saw, but he instinctively blocked He Tanwen's sight with his body.

His intuition told him that Qin Jiaoyang didn't want He Tanwen to see him.

After a long time, He Tanwen finally calmed down, no longer gasping for breath, he wiped the tears from his face with his hands, and smiled very ugly, "I'm sorry I lost my temper, but I don't want to apologize, it's fine now, we Go back to sleep."

He pushed away Mo Chengshen's hand that wanted to help him, and walked ahead.

When he turned around, Mo Chengshen looked at the wall, but there was no one, so Qin Jiaoyang probably went back long ago.

After the lights were turned off, Mo Chengshen lay on the bed thinking about it. After going through so many things since he was in high school, he has become extremely sensitive to the words and actions of the people around him, and a few simple expressions will make him think about it.

Many times, he wants to control himself and not think too much, but he still often falls into deep thought intentionally or unintentionally.But what if he figured everything out?Afterwards, whether it be He Tanwen, Qin Jiaoyang, or some other people, they have to pretend to be ignorant, so as not to put it bluntly, they will be embarrassing to each other.

It's not that Mo Chengshen is heartless. Although He Tanwen doesn't talk much, the two of them get along fairly well except for their studies. He Tanwen also takes good care of him in life.However, a buddy is a buddy after all, and can only be a buddy. He has never thought about that, nor will he think about it. Even if he has already noticed the other party's small thoughts, he can only avoid it all the time.

Besides, he already has Mr. Xia, it doesn't matter whether the teacher likes him or not, but he shouldn't promise or promise to others at this time, otherwise what is it called, a substitute?Or what word next to it?If so, is he looking down on Mr. Xia, his buddies, or himself?

Mo Chengshen considers himself to be a man of integrity and bottom line, so he is hiding, has been hiding, and can only continue to hide like this.

Mo Chengshen felt that his illness was getting worse and worse, and he was not sure whether this should be called an illness.He also couldn't tell exactly when it started, maybe it was because he thought too much, maybe it was because he was under too much pressure from studying, and he always suffered from insomnia recently.

It wasn't that serious at the beginning, it was always willing to wake up, not like going to the bathroom or having nightmares, but simply being awakened without warning, and could wake up five or six times or even ten times a night.

He didn't pay attention to it at the time, but he woke up and fell asleep again after a while.

Later, he found that he had deteriorated. He tossed and turned after being awakened. It was not as easy to fall asleep as before. People, when they can’t sleep, they are more willing to think about things. Once they think too much, they become more awake. Sleepy, I often keep my eyes open until dawn.

But during the day, I still have to concentrate on listening to lectures and studying. What if I can’t sleep well at night, so when I do a lot of things, my efficiency is naturally low, and most of my people seem to be in a trance.

Mo Cheng patted his head deeply, and he told himself, no, I must not think about all these things tonight.

At night, before going to bed, he began to try his best to get rid of all distracting thoughts. From the moment he lay down on the bed and put on the quilt, there were only two simple words in his mind, sleep.

However, Mo Chengshen discovered that something even more terrifying had happened to him. Now even if he didn't think about anything, he couldn't fall asleep anymore. Yes, it wasn't easy to wake up, but he couldn't fall asleep at all.

In fact, he was already extremely sleepy, yawning all day long, trying to sleep, but his mind was very clear, it was useless to let himself go or count sheep.

That feeling was very contradictory, which made him very unhappy. There was always a faint anger in his heart that he wanted to vent, but he didn't dare to kick the quilt and kick his legs all the time while lying on the bed, for fear that a single movement would wake up his sleeping roommate. Most of the scenes were like this, with the pitch-black ceiling accompanying him until the light of day.

Mo Chengshen was very irritable, couldn't concentrate during the day, and couldn't learn anything. He was also very tired and had a headache, but he didn't particularly want to sleep.

He originally thought that the occurrence of this situation was probably due to his poor state recently, and he would be fine after a few days of rest and sleep. Who knows, it still often produces the state of keeping his eyes open until dawn, even if it is not good It is easy to fall asleep, and most of them are half asleep and half awake. He is basically clear about everything that happens in the surrounding environment.

Mo Chengshen couldn't tell how long he hadn't had a dream. Now even nightmares have become a luxury for him.