The floating world sinks slightly

Xia Youqing was also a senior in a blink of an eye. He knew that it was not easy for college students to find a job, but he never thought that it would be so difficult.

If it doesn't work, just go back to your own town, he said to himself.

But he has a dream, he wants to teach in the best high school in this province, as for the reason, hush, he doesn't want to say.

After another intense sexual encounter, Wang Seyuan looked at the ceiling, caressed Xia Youqing's smooth sexual back intermittently, and said, seemingly unintentionally, Xiao Du, where do you want to go after graduation.

Xia Youqing didn't know where Wang Seyuan learned about the nickname that people from his hometown used to call him, but it didn't seem disobedient to say it from his mouth.

He pursed his lower lip, and subconsciously replied, No. [-] Middle School in the provincial capital.

Wang Seyuan lit a cigarette, took a puff and stuffed it into Xia Youqing's mouth.He turned his head away, he really didn't like the smell.

So Wang Seyuan laughed, and he took another big puff, and then extinguished the cigarette in his hand.

He lowered his head and kissed Xia Youqing's eyebrows and eyes, with a faint smell of tobacco between his lips, he said, let's do it again.

Before graduating, Xia Youqing received a notice asking him to go to No. [-] Middle School in the provincial capital to take the written test.

In that kind of school, if you want to take the written test, you must have at least a postgraduate degree, so Xia Youqing understood. He didn't express anything to him on the surface, but he was grateful in his heart.

For Wang Seyuan, this matter may be just a matter of little effort, but I didn't ask him at the beginning, thanks to him still remembering, of course I can't embarrass him.

Xia Youqing defeated hundreds of people who competed together, many of them had higher education than him, and the school was better than him, but their final written test and interview results were not as good as his, so he got his wish to enter a In middle school, he became a mathematics teacher.

The position in No. [-] Middle School is really remote. Xia Youqing thought that after she got a job, the physical relationship with Wang Seyuan would end soon, but it didn't.

He still can't figure out what's the point of spending two or three hours to pick him up and another two or three hours to send him back just for the one or two hours in the middle.

Around Mr. Wang, just like a woman, how can there be a lack of boys of all kinds, what looks, figure, and personality he wants, it is impossible to cut off people, why does he just pester himself ?

But Xia Youqing just knew that no matter how often the women around Wang Seyuan changed, he was the only man from the beginning to the end.

No one would believe it, but it's true.

In his third year in No. [-] Middle School, Xia Youqing was very happy to learn that his senior sister would also come to teach in No. [-] Middle School.For so many years, the two have never broken contact. He knows that she has a good graduate tutor and has a bright future.

She obviously could choose a better way out, but she still followed her here. Xia Youqing really didn't know if all this was because she still had feelings for her.It's really not because of his narcissism that he thinks so. Senior sister's language that seems to be insinuating often makes him not think too much.

Meng Xiuyan's first year here was the most peaceful and harmonious time they had ever spent. He chatted, went shopping together, and did a lot of things together. It had nothing to do with feelings and was in line with etiquette.

They can say a lot of things to each other, but they don't talk about each other's emotional life.

They still look like, best friends.

Until one day, Teacher Meng fainted, and Xia Youqing sent her to the hospital.

Pregnant, with a thunderbolt from the blue sky, he asked her who the child belonged to, but she didn't speak, she took out her mobile phone and called the father of the child, and not long after, he saw him, who was very familiar with him.

He thought about countless possibilities, but he never thought that the child's father would look like this.

Obviously the day before yesterday, he was still hugging himself tenderly, talking touching words of love.

He has no position to blame this man, let alone say no to the senior.

He just, with a smile on his face, took one step at a time, leaving the hospital.

Wang Seyuan made an appointment with Xia Youqing that afternoon, and the two of them stayed in Wang Seyuan's private house in such a tacit understanding. Xia Youqing couldn't remember the exact number of days.I only know that until Meng Xiuyan was discharged from the hospital, he would stick together like this every day, sleep when he was tired, and do it when he woke up, no matter whether it was day or night outside, he just kept doing it like this until he fell asleep when he was tired.

Humans are really adaptable animals, and they will obviously bleed for the first time.

Now, yes, there is no bleeding, so, will it still hurt?

What do you think?

By the end of the pain, it was all numb.

Xia Youqing didn't forget his duty, he remembered his class schedule, no matter how tired or sleepy he would go to school, finish the class, and then come back, sleep or do it, the cycle repeats.

As for Meng Xiuyan, Xia Youqing is not worried. Even if Wang Se is far away from her, there will always be a lot of nannies from the Wang family around her.

On the morning when Meng Xiuyan was discharged from the hospital, the sun was shining brightly, shining on the big bed through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and it was very warm.After the hearty intercourse, Xia Youqing fell asleep again, and he vaguely heard him say, let's break up.

Well, he replied, pulling the quilt over his tearful eyes.

Wang Seyuan was still the same as many years ago, one cigarette afterwards, but today, this one cigarette became one after another, and soon, a pack was completely smoked.

For the first time, Xia Youqing felt that the smell of tobacco was so pleasant.

He didn't know if the other party would also have such a trace of reluctance.

It was almost noon, Xia Youqing faced the mirror, and put on the clothes he had worn at the beginning again neatly, smoothing every detail of the folds evenly, and after putting everything on, he walked away , can not see a trace of nostalgia.

Wang Seyuan called him to stop, and packed your things. Over the years, you have a lot of clothes and other messy items, and they have been kept with me. Today, take them all away.

Xia Youqing shook his head, those things were all given to me by you, only the one I am wearing now is bought by myself, those things do not belong to me in the first place, if you think it is an eyesore for you, just throw them away .

After finishing speaking, he never looked back, and left simply and resolutely.

What doesn't belong to him is more than those things.

From beginning to end, maybe he has nothing.

From that day to now, Xia Youqing has never seen Wang Seyuan again.

He didn't blame Meng Xiuyan, since the day she went to look for Wang Seyuan for him, she had changed, very subtle, but Xia Youqing felt it very clearly.

He didn't criticize or look down on anyone, but he knew that with Meng Xiuyan's aptitude, it was impossible to win the favor of that famous graduate tutor in China and accept her as a close student, but she still did it, no matter what means she used.

Now it is Meng Xiuyan who married into the Wang family with no background, not any woman around Wang Seyuan over the years, any woman whose appearance, figure and background are better than Meng Xiuyan.