The floating world sinks slightly

Seeing his embarrassment, Xia Youqing sneered, didn't tease him again, and sat back on the stool slowly, putting on clothes one by one.

"Son, you are still too young and don't understand many things, so don't say you like it easily. It's unfair to the person you really like in the future." Teacher Xia's voice returned to calm.

The painting style changed so quickly that Mo Chengshen was taken aback for a moment.

"The love between men is not as simple as you imagine. To be precise, this is a road of no return, a road of no return that you should never step on. You boys who are still in school, this When you are older, you should study hard, and then when you are older, such as college, find a girl you like, have a sweet relationship for a few years, and after your job is stable, you will get married, have children, and live a life of yourself and peace. Beautiful little days."

Teacher Xia raised his hand and looked at it carefully. His fingers were still white and slender, but they were no longer as delicate and soft as before. Even the color of the nails did not seem to be as pink as before.

At this time, even he had to sigh, time is not forgiving.

"What about the teacher, did you like a girl in college? Is that person Teacher Meng? Is the love between you sweet?" As I said before, Mo Chengshen's focus is always very strange .

"That's our business." Xia Youqing Moming was a little embarrassed. These questions were really asked of him, but he refused to answer them.

"But she's married and has a child, but you're not the bridegroom." Mo Chengshen was probably stimulated by Teacher Xia's casual attitude, and he became excited immediately, even his voice rose several decibels.

"So what?" Teacher Xia's momentum could not be suppressed by a student, and he also raised his voice.

"Then do you still love her?" Mo Chengshen chased after the victory. At this moment, he completely forgot that he was just a student.

"Love, what to do; don't love, what to do." Teacher Xia is stubborn, he does not allow himself to be weak in front of others.

"If you love, you know that this kind of feeling is not so easy to let go, so you don't need to persuade me anymore. If you don't love, that's even better. Since you have let go, why don't you want to accept another person? Accept another person Try a man who won't abandon you to marry another man and have children, can't you!" Mo Chengshen spoke out the words that had been held in his heart for a long time, but it might be because he spoke too hastily, he was a little out of breath, He was panting violently.

Xia Youqing was dumbfounded, he didn't know when his class representative became so sharp-tongued.

After a long time, Teacher Xia sighed, and said slowly, with bitterness in her voice, "There was indeed such a relationship between me and her. But you know, I never loved her. Even if I want to marry her later , and it's not for her at all."

Mo Chengshen did not expect to get such an answer, he lowered his head and remained silent.

He was waiting, waiting for Teacher Xia to tell a long, long story.

The story is very bloody, so bloody that it may be a plot that can often be seen in idol dramas at eight o'clock.

The whole story is covered with large expanses of sycamores. This exotic plant, with its wide branches and green leaves, adds a touch of wonderful color to the whole story.

At that time, Xia Youqing was still very young, in his twenties, his face and figure between a teenager and a young man were full of youthful breath, he was a child in the village, and it was the first time he came to such a bustling city , I was a little excited, but also a little apprehensive.

It has always been his wish to come to the provincial capital to study at a teacher's school, and until today, this wish has come true.

He put down the big and small bags in his hand, and took out the mobile phone that his sister had just bought for him.

My sister said that college students now have it, so let Xia Youqing hold it anyway.

In fact, Xia Youqing is not very good at understanding such high technology, and after a long time of tossing, he finally dialed the number of a senior girl he knew.

She said she was a senior, but in fact she was the daughter of my high school head teacher, a class higher than him, an enthusiastic townsman, after seeing that her student was admitted to the same school as her own, she decisively left her child's contact information , let his daughter communicate with him.Take the time to do your best to take care of this lonely and helpless child.

Lonely and helpless, who can say otherwise, the mother ran away with someone when the child was one or two years old, and his father died a few years later.There are no rich people in the village, but everyone has a kind heart. The owner’s family steamed steamed buns and sent some extra ones to the child; The daughter-in-law of the Nan family is hardworking, and she comes here every now and then to help him wash his clothes and clean up the house; the Bei family can't help him materially, so they let their children often come to him to play.

Although he is an orphan, his life is considered carefree with the intentional or unintentional help from the neighbors around him.

Xia Youqing was not called Xia Youqing at that time, his original name was Xia Mingdu, I heard that it was given to him by his mother.He has good ears and eyes, and acts with sincerity.

At that time, he was still too young, and he was ignorant of everything, and he couldn't distinguish between separation and death. He only knew that he was different from other children with parents. As for the specific differences, he also said not come out.

The only memory of that time is probably at the age when I should have entered school, I often sat alone on the ridge of the field, watching the group of children carrying schoolbags and playing around, saying that I am not envious is a lie, but it is not enough How sad.

This is not a big deal in the village. Many people don't even have money to go to school for their own children. Who has spare money to help a child without a father or a mother.

But fortunately, Xia Youqing met an aunt who was willing to adopt him. It was not appropriate to say that it was an aunt. The girl was obviously only ten years older than him. On the small road in my hometown.

Then she saw this child, five or six years old, wearing old clothes that were obviously too big, sitting on the ridge with his knees hugged alone, looking at the school in the distance, with longing in his eyes.

The girl saw that the child was really cute, and after hearing what the villagers told about his tragic experience, she couldn't help feeling a little bit of pity.

She is also a miserable person. When she was young, her family was poor, and her parents thought she was a girl. After studying a few words in elementary school for two years, they sent her to work in the city to earn money. She wandered around all these years and suffered a lot. The days are getting better, and it is also fate to go back to the hometown to visit relatives. As soon as I entered the village, I saw the little Xia Youqing.

It was unrealistic to take the child to the city, so she discussed with the child's neighbor that the neighbor would take care of him, and then she would pay the neighbor a living allowance every month until the child graduated from college.

There are no college students in the town yet, the girl thought, if she could cultivate a college student, it would be a great merit.

It's just that she really doesn't like the child's name, Ming Du Ming Du, she finds it ironic no matter how it sounds.After discussing with the child, I changed it to her favorite two words.The surname has not changed, and she still can't do the matter of cutting off people's roots.

She stroked the little Xia Youqing's head and smiled at him. From now on, you can call me sister.

The people in the small town are simple and honest, even though the neighbors treat Xia Youqing not as good as their own children, they can be regarded as doing their best.

Children always grow up very fast, it seems that Xia Youqing will go to university soon.

He told his sister that he didn't want her money anymore, that he had hands and feet, and that he could work part-time to support himself after school.

My sister completely refused. She said that she has no education, and all her dreams are to become a dignified college graduate.But she missed the opportunity. Right now, all her hopes are pinned on Xia Youqing.

Now that Xia Youqing has entered the university, it can be regarded as fulfilling his wish, but college students are also students, but any student should study hard, go out to work all day, do you still have time to study hard?

Xia Youqing couldn't hold back her sister, so she had no choice but to compromise.After packing up his luggage, he came to this place that was completely unfamiliar to him.

He originally planned to come with the senior sister, but the senior sister had to come to school in advance to participate in some club activities of the drama club.

He didn't know what it was, he only knew that the dormitory for freshmen was temporarily closed at that time, and it would cost money to live there, so he waited until now to come.

The senior sister answered the phone and arrived quickly to help carry the pile of things.

It is said to be a pile, but in fact there are not many, a few new clothes and two pairs of shoes.

These were bought by my sister recently and sent to him. She said that she was going to college and she couldn’t dress too shabby. inside.

In addition, there are some daily necessities like pots, toothbrushes, etc. You can actually buy them here, but these things are obviously available in small towns, and the prices are much cheaper than in cities, so I just bought them there and carried them back. .

So this pile of things doesn't look like much, but it's quite heavy.

The senior sister brought Xia Youqing to the dormitory, and helped to clean it up. It took a long time to tidy it up. He was a little embarrassed, so he said that he would treat the senior sister to dinner.

The meal was indeed eaten, but it was paid by the senior sister, and he never dragged the senior sister.

After Xia Youqing's college life, he lived a poor life. Although his sister offered to transfer money to him on time every month, he still tried his best to save as much of it as possible.

Even if he doesn't know the details, he can imagine how difficult his sister's life is. Over the years, she has helped him so much. Even if he can't repay her for a while now, he will firmly remember these kindnesses.