The floating world sinks slightly

After a while, Mo Chengshen calmed down a little and was still a little nervous. He took the draft paper and simply tidied up his already neat clothes. Then, he went to the podium to find Xia Youqing.

He stood straight behind Mr. Xia, staring at the other's hand, watching him write and draw next to his writing process.

In fact, Mo Cheng was quite absent-minded, he didn't pay attention to what the teacher was writing at all.

Looking obliquely from his angle, you can see the teacher's side face. His face has probably returned to normal, except for his ears, which are still slightly pink.

After all, Mo Chengshen didn't dare to stare at people's faces all the time, because he was easy to be spotted, so he habitually moved his eyes down, and at this moment, his eyes were stuck.

There was a strand of hair hanging on the clothes on the teacher's shoulders, not long, about four or five centimeters, pitch-black, with a moist light shining under the lamp.That hair matched the snow-white cloth, making it look extraordinarily eye-catching.

Mo Chengshen simply compared it with the hair on the teacher's head with his eyes. The length and color, um, probably belonged to him.

It may be out of impulse, or it may be something else, he reached out, picked up the hair, and squeezed it tightly on the fingertips of his left hand.

Xu Shi made a big move, and suddenly alarmed Mr. Xia, he tilted his head slightly, "What's wrong."

"Oh, teacher, it's okay. I just brushed off a piece of hair on your shoulder." Mo Chengshen was already pounding like a deer in his heart, but he still pretended to be calm and replied. Ten sincere.

"Yeah." Teacher Xia stopped talking again, quietly watching Mo Chengshen's problem-solving process.

Mo Chengshen went to stare at Teacher Xia's neck again. It was white and thin, and it looked as if it could be easily broken.

Broken, he pinched his palm hard with the thumb of his right hand. He was really sick. He thought about what to do with such a bad word, and even used it on Teacher Xia.

When he got back to his seat, Mo Chengshen was laughed at by Li Haoyu, but it wasn't really a big deal. His good deskmate just suppressed a smile and stared at his face for two or three seconds. I was embarrassed, and finally said calmly, "Mo Chengshen, why is your face so red."

red?He didn't have a mirror, so he had to touch his right cheek with his right hand, as if it was indeed, a little hot.

He patted his cheek, trying to cool it down a bit.

Mo Chengshen sat quietly like this for a long time, and after taking several deep breaths, he finally felt that he could calm down.

After calming down, he was going to do a big thing.

Mo Cheng swallowed deeply, as if he was going to do some shady stalking, he circled around, went back and forth several times, and after confirming that no one was looking at him, he slammed the thing that he had been holding tightly with the fingers of his left hand. After entering the math exercise book, even if it took less than a second, he quickly glanced at the number of pages he had clipped.

Then, he solemnly placed the exercise book flat on the belly of the table, and then pressed another book neatly on top of it, not daring to crook it a little bit.

It's like the indescribable, ulterior, and unspeakable things in his heart that dare not crooked and wrinkled a little.

Then he pretended to be calm and did the physics homework at hand. It was strange that his heart was beating so fast and pounding.Also, how does the charge in this electric field move, why does it suddenly run towards the positive direction of the x-axis?

Back in the dormitory at night, the surroundings were finally completely quiet, and everyone was doing what they were doing at their desks.

At this moment, Mo Chengshen carefully opened the exercise book that he had carried all the way back from the first page, and then turned it backwards page by page.

One page after another, he turned the pages extremely gently and slowly, not even daring to take a deeper breath.

Finally, when he found it, he twisted the short hair as if holding some rare treasure, and observed it carefully under the desk lamp.

Dark, soft, but stubborn and straight, just like Mr. Xia, who seems gentle, but always has his own persistence and stubbornness.

Mo Chengshen put his nose on that hair again. In fact, there was no smell there, but he somehow thought it smelled good, it smelled very good, like the first spring rain when spring just came.

Until Mo Cheng sniffed enough and felt enough, he looked for books on the bookshelf. Well, this Oxford Advanced Vocabulary is not used very much. He used one hand and took a lot of effort to lift the heavy book. The book was taken down.

Then I opened it, and randomly turned a page, page 999, maybe this is fate, it is the number he likes.

Then Mo Chengshen sacredly clamped the hair into the deepest part of the page, then carefully closed the dictionary and put it back on the bookshelf.

After doing all this, he was in a great mood, and even his dreams at night seemed sweeter than before.

He dreamed of the teacher's side face, which he wiped over today, the skin is so good, it's so close, but still can't see a single pore.

It's crazy.

He didn't understand the purpose of all the inexplicable things he did tonight. He just followed his own heart, as if he was possessed by a demon, out of control and hard to get rid of.

What's even more ridiculous is that he was afraid of being discovered by others, so he tried to hide everything as much as possible.

Do you regret it?Probably not.

One thing, once you do it, you shouldn't talk about whether you regret it or not. After all, it has already happened.

Mo Chengshen plunged headlong into the net that was woven for him by someone who didn't know who woven it for him. Then he held his head, covered his eyes, and wrapped himself up densely.

Cocooning yourself.

At that time, he didn't know what kind of emotion it was, and he was still comforting himself, instinctively interpreting all these abnormal behaviors as blind worship of the math teacher.

But where is there such a kind of worship that suddenly sprouted after discovering the intimacy between that person and others?

In fact, Mo Chengshen hadn't deviated from the route for too long, and reminded him at this time, maybe he might be able to return to the original route in time.

However, at this time, no one around him was willing to hold a bright light and point him in the direction.

Then go off, in fact, this is not bad, the Creator always miraculously creates human beings, and then deliberately drives them to go off, until it is repeatedly confirmed that they can no longer adjust to the correct position, then let them go I realized something was wrong with hindsight, as if it was particularly interesting.

Maybe at this time, you and I have suddenly stepped on a road that has never been taken because of a previous accident, but you and I don't know, and we are still groping forward, thinking that what is ahead of us is what we want to go place.

But when you go through the pain and overcome the demons and reach the end, you suddenly find that when you tell yourself over and over again that you can’t give up, when you feel the most difficult and helpless but you can succeed through it, at that time It is the most stupid, the more you give, the more you will run counter to what you want.

So we don't have to spend extra energy to sneer at Mo Chengshen's stupidity. From the standpoint of the creator, you will think everyone is stupid.

Well, including yourself.

As for Mo Chengshen, he is still a child who hasn't grown up after all, even though he tries hard to grow up.So, for him, let's be more tolerant.