I was not reborn to be a substitute

"What's the matter, Your Majesty, are you still shocked after suffering from a nightmare?"

Shaohua looked at Lu Chen'an with a surprised expression, "I shouldn't have said these things to you today, the Prime Minister has already explained it before he was alive, it would cost his life."

"I hope His Majesty can pretend not to have heard of it..."

Lu Chen'an didn't answer, he couldn't say a word now, he could only sit on the ground almost slumped.

Fu Huai died for him, and what Shaohua said was obviously a joke is true.

How is it possible, is there really such a coincidence?

Also, didn't that woman say that Fu Huai and Long Xiang were the same person, since they were the same, why.

Liars are all liars.

The hot liquid gradually blurred his vision, and Lu Chenan felt the vigorous and powerful beating of the heart in his chest.

It was Fu Huai who gave up this position, so his heart could continue beating.

Huang Chen'an stroked the position of his left chest, it was smooth and without any wounds, but without touching it, it was painful.

No matter how he was hurt in the past, he has never been so hurt.

The feeling of suffocation surrounded the whole body, Shaohua saw that Lu Chenan's appearance was not right, so he quickly touched his acupuncture points, and put him on the ground to see that he was panting hard without a trace of life on his face, like a thirsty fish.

"Your Majesty, Your Majesty?"

"Did the prime minister save you to make you so depressed?"

Although Lu Chenan opened his mouth slightly, he didn't make the slightest sound, and his eyes seemed to be drawn out of life, as dull as glass beads.

Shaohua felt so distressed, but no matter how he called, Lu Chenan didn't recover, it was as if he had died.

It's all her fault, why on earth did she tell the truth.

"Doctor, call the doctor quickly!"

Although the people Fu Huai left behind for him could not expand their territories, they were more than enough to keep the country.

But Lu Chen'an lay on the bed as if he was dead for half a month, even the best imperial physician and the best medicinal materials could not regain his consciousness.

The group of people thought that he was dying, and started to panic about the heir to the throne. After all, no matter how puppet the emperor is, he must have one, otherwise they would be dishonest in intervening in political affairs, and they would have failed Prime Minister Fu's entrustment.

After many screenings, they found a little doll with royal blood, and when he was about to announce the existence of the little child, Lu Chenan unexpectedly woke up.

This should have been a good thing, but the imperial doctor said after the examination that he was in poor health, and now he was terminally ill, he was dying, and there were only a few days left.

When Lu Chenan knew that he was about to leave, he was surprisingly calm, and he never lost control of his emotions.He even started to support the little child whom he had never met before, and let the clingy child call him daddy.

"Why is Daddy crying?"

"I'm thinking of someone."

"Did he bully daddy?"

"No, I love him very much."

Lu Chenan drank the tea in his hand, a plum blossom fell on the clear teacup, leaving an indelible aroma.

Wearing white clothes is better than snow, just one back is better than countless people in the world.I don't know if Fu Huai thought so at the beginning?

"Daddy is the emperor, what can't be obtained, still need to think like this?" Xiaotuanzi asked puzzled.

"You will also be alone in the future, or be manipulated by them."

"But no matter what, remember that things are impermanent. The country is peaceful and the people are safe. Even a gentle wind and light rain can change the world in a blink of an eye. Everything is not under your control, so don't ask for it."

"Absurdly asking?"

"Like me, I will always pursue what I can't get, and people who won't fall in love with me."

Bright red blood oozes from the corner of his mouth, and his consciousness gradually fades away in his body.

The sound of the teacup shattering made Lu Chenan slightly frown. He went to find Fu Huai, and if he was in such a mess before he died, would Fu Huai still want to see him?

"Daddy, what's the matter with you, Daddy?"

***

The dark room was slightly dim, and the teenager on the big bed rubbed his eyes and struggled to get up from the bed.

As if surprised that he was still alive, Lu Chenan pinched hard on the back of his hand.

The clear pain stung his nerves, his dizzy mind became clearer, and the touch under his body was astonishingly soft, more like sleeping on clouds than the hard bed board.

If it weren't for the stickiness flowing out of his lower body, Lu Chenan would really think that he had come to the sky.

"Chen'an?"

The man lying beside him also opened his eyes, looking at the familiar silhouette of the boy in front of him in disbelief.

Lu Chenan immediately recognized the person in front of him as Fu Huai.

Just now, the feeling of the poisonous wine piercing through the intestines was not as good as the shock and pain in my heart now, and my almost numb heart clearly ached after seeing Fu Huai.

"Why are you......"

Lu Chenan seldom shed tears, but at this moment, those eyes were covered by a layer of mist, and the upward curled eyelashes were covered with light mist.

At this moment, the slender waist was embraced by the person behind him, and the hot outline directly pressed against the naked lower body. Fu Huai's unique aura came closer and closer, and finally stayed on Lu Chen'an's neck.

"sorry."

Fu Huai's voice was low and easily touched people's heartstrings.

sorry Sorry.

It seemed that Lu Chenan had heard these three words from Fu Huai for the first time.

When Fu Huai used him as a stand-in to imprison his freedom, Fu Huai didn't say sorry.

When Fu Huai tortured him and wanted to die, this person never said sorry.

Why is it at this time.

Lu Chenan's lips trembled, and there was an obvious red mark on Fu Huai's shoulder: "I won't forgive you..."

After talking about it, I finally couldn't go on, I lowered my head and covered my face and sobbed.

"Always lie to me...I thought I hated you so much...but I just...couldn't live without you."

The slender finger bones tightly left clear scratches on Fu Huai's shoulders. Lu Chen'an, who had turned his back on Fu Huai just now, turned around and buried himself in his arms.

Hitting Fu Huai's body with a little force with both hands, tears kept gushing out like broken beads.

He thought that in the days after Fu Huai's death, his tears had been shed long ago. Unexpectedly, after seeing Fu Huai again, grievances, emotions, or previous resentments all rushed to his heart, and his tear glands became moist again. The master cried willingly.

"I'll never abandon you again." Fu Huai lightly pecked at the corner of Lu Chen'an's lips, and hugged his baby in his arms.

"Why should you die because of me?"

Lu Chenan finally stopped struggling and let him hold him in his arms, asking in a low voice.

Fu Huai hugged the person in his arms even tighter, his voice in the dark was slightly hoarse, and he said slowly and affectionately: "Because I love you."

"..."

Lu Chenan didn't answer, since he couldn't escape, couldn't escape, and couldn't bear the feeling of losing him, so what if he indulged himself and trusted him again?

I don't know when, those unforgettable injuries will be engraved in his life like the tyrannical person in front of him. Since he is Fu Huai's only weakness, let him spend the remaining long time with this person and start over.

The rising sun tore through the haze, pouring out rosy light to illuminate the earth, Fu Huai lifted Lu Chen'an's chin with extremely gentle movements, and kissed his trembling eyelashes delicately.

Lu Chenan hugged the person in front of him back, although his voice was soft, he was no longer cowardly and shy as before: "I entrust myself to you, you must treat me better."

"it is good."

I have gone through the darkness, and the dawn is just around the corner. I just want to hold your hand through every tomorrow.

——end

This ending is a bit rushed, see QAQ for the episode after 5.10

There should be daily sweet pets, abuse attacks, the past of the two, and the ending of the next deputy cp.

The author has something to say: This scene returns to modern times and is set in the timeline when the two first met. The end is the beginning. Thank you for your support along the way. ε?(?<)?з