after scraping a customer's car

The car stopped slowly after a while, and Song Yan brought Shen Ci to the Martyrs' Garden.

The two got out of the car, and Song Yan stood beside the car, not daring to take a step, with a serious expression on his face.

After walking a few steps, Shen Ci looked back at him and said, "Song Yan, you brought me here, I don't even know them, don't you take me to meet your comrades in arms?"

Song Yan's lips trembled slightly, he lifted his feet lightly, and the next moment he limped over. Shen Ci was waiting for him and walked with him.

Not long after, when he stood in front of the tombstones of the three martyrs, Song Yan's expression became serious. He took off his hat and saluted, and he pressed his lips together. His lips were trembling, and he suppressed his sobs, and said, "Leizi, Xiaotian, Dayuan, I'm coming to see you..." He lowered his head and didn't speak for a long time. After a long time, he raised his head, looked at Shen Ci, and introduced him one by one.

Names, birthdays, when they met, personal strengths, what achievements they have made, what awards they have received, and what punishments they have received can all be told.

Song Yan pointed to the comrade-in-arms named Da Yuan and said: "He happened to be a father the year he died, but he didn't even see the child..." He was choked up again, "I'm sorry for Da Yuan's parents, family and children... ..."

"Lei Zi is engaged, and he planned to get married when he returned to China, but he never went back..." Song Yan's eyes turned red, "Xiaotian, he is the youngest of us, he said that after returning to China, he will participate in the competition between Lei Zi and me." In the wedding, he even said that he would be our best man..."

Song Yan suddenly knelt down on the ground, bowed his head and knelt there without saying a word.

Shen Ci's expression was serious, he squatted down, didn't make a sound, just held Song Yan's hand.

After a while, Shen Ci said, "Song Yan, it's normal for people to feel sad, sad, self-blame, remorse, hatred, etc., but people can't let these emotions surround themselves all the time, you know?"

Song Yan raised his face, there was a little bit of beating light in his tearful eyes.

"Actually, I don't know how to enlighten people, but I feel sorry for you like this, and your comrades will also feel sorry for you." Shen Ci said with a faint smile, and tidied Song Yan's military uniform.

Song Yan looked at the two tombstones for a long time, took a deep breath, and said, "Xiao Ci, you are right."

Shen Ci didn't speak, just stared at him quietly, stretched out his hand, gently wiped away the tears from Song Yan's eyes with his fingertips, and then looked at the tombstone.

I am full of emotions, but I am speechless in the end. In the glorious years, thousands of martyrs have paid for peace, and only each of us can be worthy of them if we live well.

After leaving the Martyrs' Garden, they got into the car and didn't drive. The two just sat in the car without talking.

After a long time, Shen Ci took a deep breath and said: "Song Yan, there are a few things I don't understand, that is, you said ten years of cooking experience, and your feelings..." He suddenly became serious, "Are you Is there something else you are hiding from me?"

Song Yan looked at Shen Ci and said frankly: "Xiao Ci, I did lie about being a cook for ten years. In fact, I didn't have that many years of experience as a cook, and I only worked in the army cooking class for more than a year. I am very interested in cooking, so I took the chef certificate test. As for lying, it is because I don’t want others to know about my past,” he said with a wry smile. , I stayed at home for more than a year before I went to work in the back kitchen of the hotel. From then on, whenever someone asked me, I would say the cook, and if asked about the age of the cook, I would just say a number."

After listening to his words, Shen Ci understood. After a while, he asked: "What happened to your leg? Was it injured during the battle? Or was it in the hotel?"

"Yes, this leg has been injured several times." Song Yan said: "It was shot earlier, the hotel caught fire, and the leg was broken to save people, and it has been limping since then." He smiled indifferently.

Shen Ci frowned, "Before you said that you had been lying on the bed for a long time because of an accident? Did you mean the accident in the hotel?"

"No," Song Yan smiled nonchalantly, "I told you nonsense at the time, it's okay, it's all over, I'm not fine now."

"But your leg is lame!" Shen Ci felt unspeakably uncomfortable. He knew about the fire in the hotel. At that time, he was abroad and saw reports of a fire in his hotel. He didn't expect that Song Yan would lose a leg because of the fire. .

"Has the hotel compensated?" He asked.

"I paid compensation. I paid [-] yuan for treatment during the hospitalization, and another [-] yuan last spring." Song Yan said honestly.

Shen Ci was a little displeased, "You are so serious, why did you pay so much?" After speaking, he showed cold eyes, and scolded irritably, "How do you deal with those bastards!"

Song Yan was stunned for a moment, "Farewell, let's talk about it. First, I volunteered to save someone, and it has nothing to do with the hotel. Second, this leg was shot, which was already a bit unfavorable, but the accident worsened later on. It caused me to walk with a limp now."

Shen Ci was still angry, ignored him, took out his mobile phone and made a call, and when the connection was made there, he just questioned him coldly, and even scolded the person over there bloody.

After hanging up, Shen Ci turned around and said to Song Yan again.

Song Yan smiled, and Shen Ci got angry, "Still laughing? Where's your Northwest wolf's temper?" After speaking, he snorted and twisted his face angrily, "Go back and ask the person in charge of that matter!"

Song Yan pulled his hand, "It's not worth getting angry about such a trivial matter."

Shen Ci sullenly refused to let him touch it, and said angrily, "That's your leg, how can it be a trivial matter?"

Song Yan knew that Shen Ci felt sorry for him, so he went to hold his hand again, and said like coaxing a child: "It's all my fault if you don't get angry."

This kind of coaxing tone made Shen Ci uncontrollable, and he showed a little smile, but the next second he suppressed his smile and said, "Why is it all your fault?" He breathed out, "All your treatment expenses, List all living expenses, recuperation expenses, and mental damage expenses to me, and I want those who bully you to return it to you ten times and a hundred times."

His voice was very soft, but his eyes seemed to kill.

Song Yan was a little stunned, and then said: "Xiao Ci, no, this has nothing to do with other people, they are all part-time workers, it's not easy, don't do it for me..."

"What are they!" Shen Ci suddenly became angry, raised his voice, and a cold light flashed in his eyes, "I know the whole story of the accident in the hotel, and I also know how much grandpa approved to compensate the injured employees. The legs are useless, I don't want them to have a leg, it's cheap for them!"

Song Yan was stunned for a moment, it was the first time he had seen Shen Ci like this, strangers were strangers, but his heart was involuntarily sweetened, at last he grinned, grabbed Shen Ci's hand, and murmured, "Small words..."

Shen Ci glared at him, "Still laughing? How can you look like a soldier like this?"

Song Yan still smiled, "Xiaoci, you should have heard from grandpa what soldiers should be like and how they should treat ordinary people."

Shen Ci slapped Shen Ci's lame leg angrily.

Song Yan pretended to cry out in pain, Shen Ci was taken aback, and asked nervously, "Pain?"

"A little bit." Song Yan suppressed a smile.

Shen Ci was even more nervous. He leaned over to look at it, but was suddenly hugged by Song Yan.

"Xiaoci," Song Yan called him, "let me hug you."

Shen Ci didn't move, just let Song Yan hug him, and leaned into his arms again, like a coquettish kitten, and rubbed Song Yan's chin with his head.

"Xiaoci, I know you love me," Song Yan said slowly, "but loving the people and dedicating myself to the mission are my most basic qualities. I don't have the same knowledge as them, so don't be angry about the things that have passed. okay?"

Shen Ci muttered softly, "You've already been demobilized, those people are no good people." After speaking, he hit Song Yan's chin with his head angrily.

Song Yan laughed heartily, hugged him tightly, couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed Shen Ci's hairy head.

Shen Ci touched him twice with his head, and then laughed too. In an instant, the rain cleared, and Song Yan's mood improved.

The two hugged for a while and then let go. For some reason, Song Yan suddenly wanted to kiss Shen Ci again. He leaned over and whispered, "Xiao Ci, I want to kiss you."

"..." Shen Ci turned his head to look at him, before he could react, Song Yan's mouth kissed his lips, and then boldly pushed him against the back of the chair and kissed him deeply.

After the kiss, Song Yan didn't dare to look directly at Shen Ci, wiped his mouth, and started the car.

Shen Ci also wiped his mouth, straightened the clothes that Song Yan had messed up just now, looked ahead and said, "You are not a delivery man, nor a cook, nor a soldier, but a hooligan! You are still a professional."

"..." Song Yan blushed, and drove the car without speaking.

For some reason, Shen Ci suddenly laughed, bit his lower lip, and mischievously commented on Song Yan's kiss just now.

Song Yan's ears were red, and he wished he could find a hole in the ground and get in.

As the car drove towards the main road, Shen Ci asked, "Go home or take me somewhere else?"

Song Yan looked at him, "Are you hungry?"

"A little bit." Shen Ci straightened his back as he spoke, and looked at him, "There is still something you haven't explained to me clearly, now is the time to talk about it."

Song Yan nodded, "Yes."

Song Yan slowed down the car, "Xiaoci, back then, there was a girl from the health team who liked me, and she went to the border with me for me, and suffered a lot there. During that time, to be honest, I I was very moved, she impressed me both mentally and otherwise, so, so..."

"So what?" Shen Ci's expression was concentrated, his eyebrows twitched.

"So me and her, the two of us...that's..." Song Yan seemed embarrassed, a little embarrassed to say it.

Shen Ci's heart beat rapidly, and his face sank, "Stop!"

"Xiaoci." Song Yan said with a bitter face, "I'm sorry."

"You stop first." Shen Ci sullenly.

Song Yan obediently parked the car on the side of the road.

Shen Ci looked at Song Yan, his expression was low, but he pretended to be casual, "You and her, what's the matter with you two? What are you embarrassed about? Do you dare to act or not to be a big man?"

"I followed her into the grove..."

"..." Shen Ci's face turned black, and he was hit by another wave. He looked at Song Yan in a daze, and said sadly, "You are also with a woman..."

"No, I went to the grove with her and told her that I was gay, and then I befriended her as a brother and sister." Song Yan said.

Shen Ci, "..."