after scraping a customer's car

Song Yanwo stayed at home for a long time, tired of watching TV, so he took out his mobile phone to browse casually, and finally stayed on the dialog box of chatting with Shen Ci.

He looked at the message records carefully, and several times wanted to send Shen Ci a message to ask him what he was doing, but after thinking about it, it was better not to ask such unnutritious and boring questions.

It was already five o'clock when we left the Shen family's villa, and it was getting dark early in winter. When we got in the car, Shen Ci seemed to hesitate, but finally drove to the cemetery.

The uncle who watched the cemetery was open all year round, and he was a little surprised to see Shen Ci coming, but he didn't say anything.

Before entering the cemetery, he took a deep breath, walked in with a bunch of flowers he had prepared before, and finally stopped in one place.

Standing still, Shen Ci looked at the smiling couple on the tombstone, and reached out to touch the photo.

In his memory, he was very vague about the appearance of his parents. All these years, Shen Ci relied on photos to recall the appearance of his parents.

He gently placed the bouquet of flowers in front of the tombstone, pretending to be a joke: "I just bought a bunch, you two don't fight." The next moment his eyes were wet, his vision blurred, Shen Ci lowered his head, sucked He sniffed his nose, holding back his tears and not letting it stay.

After a while, he said sadly: "Mom and Dad, I've been very unhappy recently. Nie Huai'an is getting married, but it's a pity that he's not married to me."

He added: "I confessed my sexual orientation to my grandpa. Grandpa was very unhappy and said he was disappointed with me, but even so, grandpa was still very kind to me."

He sniffed again, "Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, you must be as angry with me as grandpa."

"I'm sorry..." He apologized again, and said, "Mom and Dad, I want to go out for a walk in two days, and I won't be able to visit you for a while." Shen Ci said, looking up at the dead cemetery, and then Pretentiously joking, "With so many friends accompanying you, I don't think you will be lonely."

After he finished speaking, his nose became sore again, but he still held back his tears, but he still couldn't hold back. He lowered his head and wiped his tears, again and again, it seemed that the more he wiped, the harder he wiped.

Shen Ci buried his face very low, choked up and said: "Mom and Dad, I'm just this time, I will never cry next time, really..."

The cemetery was very quiet, even a little scary, except for Shen Ci's suppressed crying.

The sky became darker and gloomy again. After crying for a long time, his mood gradually stabilized, and he began to talk about some happier things with his parents.

The topic was chatting and Song Yan was mentioned, Shen Ci said: "A very special person, very simple, I don't know why, there are some things I always want to tell him."

Shen Ci said, took a deep breath, and looked up at the photo on the tombstone, "Parents, don't worry, even if there are sad things, there are more happy things, and your son is very strong."

After coming out of the cemetery, it was already dark, and there was still rain mixed with snowflakes. Shen Ci got in the car and smoked a cigarette before driving home.

The magnificently decorated house is so quiet, and the city outside seems to be also very quiet, they seem to be in Shen Ci's mood at the moment.

After crying in the cemetery, Shen Ci felt much more comfortable physically and mentally, and was also much quieter.

For so many years, Shen Ci didn't like to let bad emotions surround him for too long, this time was an exception, he told himself secretly, there would be no next time.

Because, in the future, there will never be another person who can make him give so much love and energy.

He called his grandfather and Xu Anming back, then went to the bathroom to take a bath, submerged his body in the warm bath water, Shen Ci let out a soft sigh, feeling more relaxed physically and mentally at this moment.

He looked at the chandelier on the ceiling. Apart from being deserted, there seemed to be no shortcomings in this house.

Shen Ci suddenly had the idea of ​​adopting a puppy or kitten, but he rejected it the next moment. He couldn't even take care of himself, let alone a weak cat or dog.

Song Lu didn't come home until dark. Song Yan was reading a book on the sofa. When she saw her, she asked if she had eaten.

"Eat early, brother, have you eaten yet?" Song Lu went to the coffee table and grabbed a handful of melon seeds, sat down, and said while eating melon seeds: "Brother, it's raining and snowing outside. It's quite big. Salt particles are like snow."

Song Yan gave an absent-minded "Oh" and said, "Do you still have dinner?"

"Have you had dinner? You didn't answer the question just now, what are you thinking?" Song Lu ate the melon seeds, and then took a piece of candy into her mouth.

Song Yan said: "I've been waiting for you, why don't we order a bowl of dumplings, and I'll heat up the leftovers from last night."

Song Lu nodded, "OK."

For several days, there was no movement from Shen Ci. Song Yan sent him a WeChat message stupidly, but Shen Ci didn't reply.

Song Yan couldn't keep posting anymore, and thought about making a phone call, but he was afraid of annoying Shen Ci, so he had to hold back.

Fortunately, he went back to work in the back kitchen of the hotel where he was originally. He started working in the third year of junior high school. He was very busy every day, so he would think for a while before going to bed.

Sometimes Song Yan couldn't figure it out, because he had only met Shen Ci a few times. Although he often chatted on WeChat, what he said was very ordinary. How could he be so fascinated by Shen Ci.

He admits that Shen Ci is really good-looking, and the word good-looking alone is not enough to describe him, but Song Yan is not that kind of superficial person, he always feels that Shen Ci's good-looking skin is a wounded heart, no matter Whether it was the death of his parents, the betrayal of his lover, or other sorrows, Song Yan felt distressed.

There is always a desire to bring all the happiness in the world to Shen Ci, so that he can be happy every day.

Song Yan was upset and turned over. He laughed at himself for wanting to eat swan meat.

On the night of the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, Song Yan just got home from get off work when the phone rang in his pocket. He thought it was Shen Ci, so he quickly took out his phone, but it was a spam message, and Song Yan suddenly felt lost.

During this period of time, Shen Ci did not reply to his messages, and the phone was turned off after several calls. Song Yan felt as if something was missing in his heart.

He was thinking about going to Shen Ci's house for a stroll after work tomorrow.

"Brother, I made a cold dish, stir-fried pork with garlic moss, and cooked glutinous rice balls. Let's spend the fifteenth day like this, shall we?" Song Lu's voice came from the kitchen.

Song Yan walked to the kitchen, rolled up his sleeves, and put on an apron, "Okay, you go outside to watch TV, I'll do it."

"I'm off work today, and I'm not tired after cooking. Go and rest." Song Lu said it as a matter of course, and then asked with a smile: "Brother, you have been cooking for a day in a big hotel, and you still fry when you get home. Don't you think it's annoying? ah."

Song Yan smiled, he was indeed a little tired, because of the festival, the hotel business was good, and their back kitchen almost never stopped.

But he was not willing to let his younger sister do this kind of cooking. For girls, washing and cooking vegetables hurts the most. He said, "I don't mind it. I just love cooking. It's not like you don't know."

Song Lu was speechless and could only help.

"Brother, the hotel only asks you to go back to work. Did you mention compensation?" During the meal, Song Lu asked, and added, "Have you mentioned this to your leader?"

"I mentioned it," Song Yan said with embarrassment, "The leader told me to wait."

Song Lu frowned, "How long have you been waiting? You said it was a work-related injury, and your legs were broken. What kind of broken hotel are you talking about, and you say it's famous all over the country? I don't think it's too bad."

Song Yan also frowned, "Didn't you give [-] before? Well, don't worry, I'm going to work again now, and I'll have more time in the future."

"Sixty thousand is enough for what, you spent more than one hundred thousand in the hospital," Song Lu said unhappy, "Brother, what should I say about you! If you say it nicely, you're honest, if you say ugly, you're useless!"

Song Yan smiled, "Don't be angry, it's Lantern Festival today, come here, hurry up and eat your Lantern Festival, stuffed with black sesame seeds."

Song Lu had no choice but to mutter a few more words while eating Yuanxiao, and finally said: "Also, it's been another year, when will you find me a sister-in-law? I can't face the fact that I visited our parents' graves years ago. They're gone."

Song Yan ate the pancakes and didn't strike up a conversation.

Song Lu was completely speechless, took a hard bite of the pancake, and said, "Brother, actually, Sister Bingbing from the supermarket asked me to ask you, what do you think of her?"

Song Yan almost choked.

Song Lu laughed, "As for being so excited? If you are also interested in others, then I will tell Sister Bingbing. Anyway, I think she is a nice person. I am very happy to be my sister-in-law."

Song Yan held back for a long time and said, "I'm not happy."

"Brother," Song Lu stopped eating glutinous rice balls, "What exactly are you looking for? Do you have a target?"

Song Yan didn't speak, he was wondering if he wanted to tell his sister that he was gay.

Song Lu continued: "Look at the past two years, there are quite a few people who have told you about a partner, and some who have taken the initiative to chase you. Why are you indifferent? What's going on? Either you have a goal, or you... ..." Having said that, she stopped, couldn't help but glanced at Song Yan's crotch, and asked, "Brother, didn't that accident hurt you?"

Song Yan was speechless, and frowned, "Little girl...don't talk nonsense!"

Song Lu smiled, "Then why?" After eating some food, she hesitated and said, "Brother, do you think your legs and feet are not good..."

Song Yan ate a glutinous rice ball with a spoon, and said, "There is something about it."

"Brother, I know, I understand, but Miss Bingbing doesn't care, she said, so I just like you."

Song Yan frowned, "I can't do anything good." He avoided the topic and said, "Hurry up and eat."

Song Lu scooped two glutinous rice balls into her mouth, and said vaguely: "Brother, don't run away." She chewed the glutinous rice balls three or five times, looked at Song Yan, and said seriously: "Brother, the other reason is that I Right? Are you afraid that I will be wronged if you get married?"

Song Yan shook his head, "Don't think about it."

Song Lu said with a bitter face and depressed: "I know, don't think that I really don't understand anything, Grandma Zhang told me that if you get married, it won't be so casual to give me money to take care of me, after all With my sister-in-law, brother, don't worry, I can earn money to support myself now, and I plan to get married early, so don't delay your own marriage because of me."

Song Yan looked at her, chewed the vegetables, and said, "It's not because of you, what are you thinking?"

"It's because of me." Song Lu felt very uncomfortable, "If it really delays you, I will have no face to see our parents in the future."

Song Yan had nothing to say, and ate with a dull head.

"Brother, talk!" Song Lu became emotional.

"I..." Song Yan still didn't have the courage to confess with a stick in his throat, so he just said, "If you don't eat it, I'll eat it all."

Song Lu said "ah", "My glutinous rice balls, brother, why are you doing this!"

Song Yan smiled and breathed a sigh of relief at the same time, but he was thinking that he had to find a time to confess his sexual orientation to his sister.