Looking forward to returning home

The little girl's crying was restrained, it was completely instinctive from the sadness in her heart, from soft crying to whimpering, it was really unbearable.

Gu Yanxiao was actually quite afraid of children crying, especially when she was taking care of her second aunt's youngest daughter, Wang Ying, she would start crying every few minutes. She couldn't find the source at all, or it was something very unreasonable.For example, I want to find my parents, or I can't find the toy I want, and my brothers and sisters ignore me and don't play with her.

It is really difficult to carry.

Gu Yanxiao almost had the sequelae of being afraid of children.

Fortunately, there is a child at home who listens to his own words. He does what he says and does. He is not picky about food or playful. When he sees adults busy, he knows how to sit quietly and play with himself.

The little milk bag was crying and crying, and her emotions sank into it, and she couldn't extricate herself for a while, Gu Yanxiao quickly raised her hand to pull down her little paw that kept wiping her eyes.

"You are a good boy. It's their fault that your parents don't want you. It has nothing to do with you. If you are so obedient, my sister likes you very much, right?" Gu Yanxiao knelt down in front of An Lin, looked up at She held An Lin's little hand in her own again, and kept stroking to comfort her emotions.

She was afraid that where the child just went to play, something dirty was on his hands, and if he rubbed his eyes, he was accidentally infected by some bacteria, and it would be difficult to deal with.

Although An Lin was crying, she could still hear Gu Yanxiao's voice clearly, she pulled her hand down again, her eyes were blurred by tears, she blinked in a trance, and barely saw Gu Yanxiao's face clearly.

She sniffed and choked several times before her voice came out intermittently from her throat: "Really... woo... Isn't it my fault? But... .”

"Of course, how could it have anything to do with you." Gu Yanxiao held her face in his hands, wiped her cheeks with his slender fingertips, wiped away the tears, and took a few tissues to help her wipe away the tears and snot.

"Don't cry, they don't want you, and my sister will always be with you, you know?" Gu Yanxiao casually threw the tissue into the trash can, looking at An Lin's face with a solemn and serious expression, as if promising.

She hugged An Lin with one arm, let her sit half on her knees, then lifted up the note with the word 'An' and put it in front of the two of them, saying softly: "This surname is Mom gave it to you, although she has left your side for the time being, she definitely doesn’t want you anymore, but she can’t take care of you for the time being, so you have to live with your sister and uncle and aunt first, you know?”

"Mother has her own difficulties. It was very hard for her to give birth to you, so in the future, you can't hate your mother because of this matter. You have to learn to understand your mother. She must also hope that you can grow up healthy and happy, and grow up safely and smoothly, right?"

An Lin listened carefully to Gu Yanxiao's words, and nodded with a vague understanding.

"Okay, sister knows you are the best." Gu Yanxiao looked at her sideways, stroked the top of her head encouragingly, and praised her in a low voice, then she cast her eyes on the paper again, and whispered, "An ......cold......"

"An Lin..."

The little girl paused and asked, "Is sister calling me?"

Gu Yanxiao laughed lightly, the moles at the corners of his eyes trembled slightly, and dimples appeared on his lips: "Well, I'm calling you... the new name sounds nice, doesn't it?"

Xu Shi was infected by the smile between Gu Yanxiao's eyebrows and eyes, she narrowed her red eyes, and a smile burst into her face: "It sounds good."

This is the name her mother gave her. Since her sister likes it too, she thinks it's good too.

Gu Yanxiao smirked when she saw her red eyes squinting like a little rabbit.He leaned over and touched her forehead, and said, "From now on... my sister will call you 'An'an', okay?"

"An An..." An Lin repeated softly, and then nodded, "Okay."

While speaking, there was a sudden 'grunt' sound in the ear, Gu Yanxiao and An Lin were startled, then Gu Yanxiao lowered his eyes, looking at An Lin's stomach as if unintentionally, the corners of his lips curled up. Checked, looked at An Lin again, and asked, "Are you hungry?"

"Hmm..." An Lin was a little ashamed

.She was already a little hungry when she was waiting at home, but when Gu Yanxiao came back, she was happy and immediately stopped feeling it.As a result, as soon as I relax now, my stomach immediately growls.

Gu Yanxiao guessed this, didn't pick on her, didn't continue to tease her, but took some tissues to help her dry the tears on her face, and then coaxed: "It's okay, we'll go eat when we're hungry, An An is the best. "

Children naturally love to hear these kind words, especially those who like them praise themselves.

Aunt Liu has already prepared dinner and put it on the dining table, three dishes and one soup, wrapped in plastic wrap.

Gu Yanxiao put the dishes in the microwave and heated them up, then filled two bowls of rice in the rice cooker, and finished eating with An Lin.

An Lin knew that Gu Yanxiao was busy, and tried not to cause her any trouble. After eating, she sat on the sofa and watched cartoons for a while, then grabbed her clothes and went to take a shower.

Before, I thought she was too young to come by herself, but I didn't expect that she would hold the shower head and adjust the water temperature in a leisurely manner.

Gu Yanxiao also took a shower in the bathroom downstairs.

It was almost eight o'clock when everything was done.

An Lin didn't come down to the living room again, but had already hid in her own little bed.

Qian Hao bought a lot of fairy tale books and sent them to An Lin to read, so as to pass the time.

Although the child is not very literate, he can still understand the pictures.

The overhead light in the room was brightly turned on, and Gu Yanxiao saw that she was looking at it seriously, so he didn't call her. He took out his homework on the desk downstairs and finished it, and then started to review.

She was serious about her work, she settled down quickly, sank in two or three times, and completed all the tasks she had set. Then she looked up at the time and found that it was past eleven o'clock.

Breaking away from the tense state, she suddenly felt a little tired, and subconsciously yawned, then remembered An Lin, and when she looked up, she stopped.

She told An Lin earlier that she would stay late when she was busy with her homework, so she would go to bed earlier when she was sleepy.

But looking at it now, I don't know whether she is obedient or disobedient.

An Lin's small body was lying on the railing beside the bed, and she fell asleep with her head tilted like this.

Most likely because he was bored after reading the storybook, he leaned on the railing and looked down at Gu Yanxiao's vigorous writing, but because he was still young and lacked energy, he couldn't get over the drowsiness.

Gu Yanxiao looked helpless, shook his head slightly, walked up the steps to the upper bunk, half-kneeled on the bed and hugged her to let her lie down and sleep.

There was a deep sleep over there, there was no reaction at all, it was really fast asleep.

Gu Yanxiao looked at An Lin's sleeping face with lowered eyebrows, her face was pink and cute, and she was likable.

He sighed slightly in his heart.

It turns out that having a sister is like this.

An Lin's sixth birthday was spent with Gu Yanxiao's company.

Soon after, the hot summer vacation passed, and An Lin went to elementary school near her home.

Since going to school, she has had fewer chances to see Gu Yanxiao, but before the third grade of elementary school, school ends early, so the happiest thing for her every day is to be able to wait for Gu Yanxiao at home after school return.

And now she can sit side by side with Gu Yanxiao on the desk to do homework.

Occasionally, due to monthly exams or other school arrangements, there may be early dismissal of school or study leave, Gu Yanxiao will pick An Lin home from school.

Children are always in groups after school, and An Lin's classmates were a little curious when they saw Gu Yanxiao for the first time.

Because this sister is very good-looking.

They leaned over and asked, "An Lin, who is this?"

An Lin held Gu Yanxiao's hand, then raised her head and looked at Gu Yanxiao, with pride on her face, she replied delicately: "My sister."

The corners of Gu Yanxiao's mouth twitched slightly, and he gently touched An Lin's head, helped her take off her schoolbag, and carried it on her shoulder.

The children also discovered that this sister looks better when she smiles.

It's just that such days didn't last long.

Since the second grade, An Lin saw Gu Yanxiao less and less frequently, even at night.

She didn't come back in time, and it wasn't until after ten o'clock that she heard the news of her coming home.

Because the situation of YA gradually stabilized, Guo Miao was no longer so busy. When she had time to come back and take care of An Lin, Gu Yanxiao felt a lot more relaxed.

The little girl didn't know about these things, because few people would take the initiative to mention them to a child, and she didn't dare to ask any more questions, so she could only occasionally hear some details from their conversations, but because her experience was too shallow, she was considered a Neither the ears nor the brain can understand.

But when she came back with her report card after the midterm exam, seeing her excellent grades, Guo Miao couldn't help praising her, and then casually mentioned that she is as good as your sister, and I don't know if she can perform well in the college entrance examination. …

She asked a few more questions before she knew that Gu Yanxiao was going to take an exam called 'College Entrance Examination', so now she had to stay in school and study until very late.

In particular, Guo Miao added casually: "I don't know what school my sister can go to, maybe she will go to a place far, far away to study, just like your brother Yanzhi and brother Xu Rui."

Brother Xu Rui from the aunt's family went directly to study abroad and did not take the college entrance examination. Gu Yanzhi went to Canada to go to school a long time ago. An Lin had heard about it.

Do you have to travel that far to go to university?

After knowing this, An Lin was depressed and afraid for a long time alone.

Gu Yanxiao went to school on the weekend morning to finish her lessons, and An Lin greeted her at the door as usual.

But she just kept following Gu Yanxiao, but she didn't call her sister or speak.

Gu Yanxiao relieved his fatigue, and then realized something was wrong, so he turned to look at her.

When I looked at her, I saw some different emotions in her eyes.

She was a little confused, exhaled, then squatted down in front of her, and asked, "An'an, what's wrong?"

"Sister... don't you want me anymore?" An Lin hesitated for a while, flattened her small mouth, and said.

When Gu Yanxiao heard this, she was completely stunned, not knowing why she had such a perception.

"Auntie said, you are going to study in a place far, far away."

It was only over a year since that incident happened, and because of the relationship between Gu Ping and An Ran, what she feared most in her heart was parting.

But in a year or two, even Gu Yanxiao will leave her.

Of course she would be afraid.

Although the child is young, after experiencing these things, there will always be shadows and special sensitivity.

After An Ran left Gu's house, she came back on the eve of An Lin's birthday, but came and went in a hurry, left some money for her, said a few words of concern, and said that she would visit her again in the future.

After staying for a few hours, he left again.

An Lin stared blankly at An Ran's leaving back, holding the red banknote in her hand, looked down, turned her back silently, and the mother and daughter gradually drifted away.

She didn't know how An Ran was doing recently and what she was doing.

But since Gu Yanxiao said that her mother was working hard, it was true.

She believed what Gu Yanxiao said more than anyone else, and always remembered all the promises Gu Yanxiao had said to her.

"Didn't my sister say that she would stay with me all the time?" An Lin lowered her eyebrows and said in a low voice, "Didn't I do something wrong that made my sister angry?"

"No. How could it be? Why would An An think like this?" Gu Yanxiao already knew why An Lin was sad, and then smiled softly, took her little hand and held it in his, with a clear voice, "Sister won't go away Yes, my sister promised An An that she would grow up with An An."