After the failed feign death of the mermaid princess

The garden of the imperial court of the Dasheng Dynasty was elegantly and magnificently built, with dense branches and leaves in midsummer, which resisted the scorching sun and cast a thick shade all the way.

It was mid-afternoon, and the surroundings were quiet except for the constant chirping of cicadas, and a quiet figure stood at the end of the cobbled path.

The midsummer of this year is particularly hot, just like the weather on Penglai Island.

Mae Ji had never been so serious, as if she had a sharp sword on her head, waiting to be judged at any time.

Until the familiar phoenix red palace dress appeared, the girl's back straightened instantly, her body stood stiffly in place, and even the veins on the back of her hands popped out.

Sweat rolled down the side of her face like bean-sized beads.

Mei Ji didn't care, she just stared at the woman walking towards her.

She is still so gentle, next to her daughter who is in her prime, and the palace guards are holding umbrellas behind, they walk very slowly, laughing and talking.

The third princess has grown into the appearance of a young girl, her childishness has faded, the beauty of her eyebrows and eyes has gradually appeared, and she has become more and more calm.She had already entered school, and the queen personally picked her up from the school, following the usual practice to inquire about her studies.

Obviously the daughter's answer made the queen very satisfied, and a smile kept appearing on her face.

Mei Ji's palms were already covered with sweat. She had stood in a hot place for too long, and her whole body felt greasy with sweat. There seemed to be a fire burning in her throat, which made her lips cracked, pale and dry. The rouge that went up has all faded away.

The queen got closer and closer, and she should have seen herself, but she kept her eyes fixed on it, as if she hadn't seen her.

Mei Ji's limbs fell into the void, supporting her body weakly, staring at her, like a desperate person in a deep abyss of fire, with only one thought in her heart——

Please take a look at me!

It was the third princess who saw her and ran over with a concerned look on her face, "Mei Ji, why are you standing here alone? Go back to the house and have a rest." Maybe it was because she looked too scary, the group of people stopped pace.

Mei Ji didn't hear anything, she looked over the worried face of the third princess and looked directly at the silent queen beside her.

The queen's beautiful and beautiful face restrained her smile, and swept her over like a stranger.

Under Mei Ji's eager eyes, the queen said, "Su Yang, let's go back, don't worry about Ma Cai girl."

After she finished speaking, she turned her face sideways, extremely indifferent.

When Mei Ji heard the word "Cai Nu", the expectation in her eyes was extinguished inch by inch.

She never mentioned her identity like this, she thought she didn't mind, and she also knew that she hated and hated this identity the most, so when the two got along, they always tacitly forgot about it.

But now everything has changed, simply because...

It was with great difficulty that Mei Ji held herself back from falling down, pinched her fingernails vigorously on the palm of her hand, held back her tears, turned her head and walked away silently.

I vaguely heard the voice of the palace people yelling, "How can I see the empress and not salute and say hello..."

Mae Ji paused, she was the one who was being rude.

She wanted to turn around and salute, so she had a reason to spend more time with her, but she didn't want the queen to stop her directly, "No, you go to rest."

Mei Ji's shoulders trembled, and she didn't know whether it was tears or sweat, which made her vision sticky. She just felt that life would be worse than death.

Did she not even want to stay with her for a moment?He hated himself so much.

Mei Ji didn't know how she got back into the room, she sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, the maid was holding a handkerchief and clear water, afraid to go forward timidly.

Mei Ji let her go out, then picked up the handkerchief herself, and slowly wiped off the sweat on her face, but she didn't feel much refreshed.

In a daze, Mei Ji collapsed beside her pillow, thinking about the past a lot.

She is 20 years old now, and she has been with the Queen for six full years in the deep sea-like harem. Too many things have happened in these six years. When she realized that her relationship had deteriorated, she was so caught off guard.

The people who were close to her suddenly didn't dare to speak loudly to her, and when they were tossing and turning at night, all they could think of was the figure of that person.During the daytime, seeing the emperor looking for her from a distance, and the image of the emperor and empress being dependent on each other, was like a needle stuck in his heart.

Mei Ji knew that her thoughts were absurd and outrageous, and she could only bury them in her heart. This was a love full of crises.

Until the night three months ago, Mei Ji was standing under the window and overheard the breakup between the emperor and empress.

The queen's voice was calm and gentle, piercing through the scent of aloe came from inside, "Your Majesty, if nothing happens, please don't come to see me again."

The emperor was not romantic, and there were only a few concubines in the harem, and most of them were just for display. He always came to see the empress every day, even if the empress never took the initiative to see him, she would not vent her anger.

But for some reason, eight out of ten times I was always refused to meet. The queen's attitude was gentle but firm, and everyone in the palace tacitly knew that the empress had not consummated the marriage for a long time after she had a pair of children.

The emperor didn't make a sound, and the atmosphere in the room was extremely suppressed.

"The phoenix tree I planted back then has grown into a forest now, but His Majesty broke his promise. From now on, I can no longer trust Your Majesty."

The queen seemed to get up, "Please leave, Your Majesty."

The emperor's voice couldn't hide his sadness, "You never admitted that we were husband and wife..."

"I have already done what I promised Your Majesty." The Queen's voice was strong and forbearing, "If Your Majesty wants more, all I have is one life."

The door was pushed open, and the emperor came out full of anger and depression.

Mae Ji hid behind the crabapple tree, like a beneficiary of a secret.She despised herself for not being able to hold back a secret joy at this moment.

It turned out that they were not in love, and the so-called marriage was just a transaction.

She thought that her chance had come.

For several days, the emperor really did not come to the queen again.I heard from the palace people that the emperor favored a new beauty and liked it very much, it seemed that he really lost his mind.

Mae Ji doesn't care if it's true or not, she's just ecstatic.

The queen was not affected in any way, and lived in the palace as usual, guiding her daughter's studies and teaching Mae Ji's music notation.

Mei Ji also tried her best to get along with her as usual, observing her secretly, seeing her calm expression, talking and laughing as usual, she was completely at ease.

As time passed, Mei Ji became more and more eager to express her affection to her.

Recalling the anxiety and longing of these days, Mei Ji pressed her face deep into the pillow and tightly grasped the tassel with her fingers, only deeply regretting.

She should wait a little longer, no, she should never say it out loud, but keep it in her heart, and just guard her well, and she should be satisfied.

She shouldn't be greedy for more, and end up destroying what she had.

The last rays of the setting sun outside the window were about to be swallowed up, and the room fell into darkness and silence, only the mermaid's breathing could be heard from the bedside.

It's heavier and slower.

Mei Ji bit the corner of the quilt, tears rolled down uncontrollably, her fingers, pillow, and quilt were all soaked.

That scene always comes to her mind.

She stood under the crabapple flowers, holding a round fan in her hand, covering most of her face nervously, her palms were wet and slippery, watching the queen walking towards her with a smile.

Her beautiful long and narrow phoenix eyes contained a hint of pampering, and even her voice was gentle, as if talking to her own daughter, "Amei, what are you doing standing there? It's getting hotter and hotter today. It's completely cold, come over and drink it, Su Yang has already drunk it obediently."

Mei Ji's eyes were slightly red, she swallowed her throat, and finally asked, "Sister Lu, what am I in your eyes?"

Seeing that most of her body was hidden behind the crabapple tree, the queen didn't lean over as usual, but looked nervous and expectant, and paused for a rare moment.

Mei Ji bit her lips hiding behind the round fan, insisting on her answering.

The queen seemed to realize something, or maybe she didn't think of anything, she still had a smile on her face, "Amei, how old is the age difference between you and the prince?"

Mei Ji lowered her eyebrows and remained silent.

"You are like my daughter. I will protect you under my wings and keep you safe forever. When Su Yang grows older, I will find a way to let you go out of the palace with her to build a mansion." The queen's voice was gentle and compassionate , full of care.

However, Mei Ji heard that her blood faded away, her lips turned pale, she straightened her back, and finally found her voice, "I am not your daughter, and I don't want to be your daughter! Please don't treat me like this in the future !"

The queen only thought that she was losing her temper, and smiled softly and indulgently, "Okay, come over and drink the fenugreek drink first, it will be bad if you suffer from heat stroke."

If she suffers from heat stroke, she will let herself lie on the couch, and then take a porcelain spoon and scrape Sha on her back.He will feed her medicine and food with his own hands until she recovers.

Thinking of the previous scenes, Mei Ji found sourly that she really treated herself like a child.

Now, Mei Ji has a stick in her throat and doesn't like it anymore.

She has grown up, in her twenties, she is really not young.

When she arrived at the room, the queen personally brought her a glass of mustard drink that had been chilled with ice cubes, and skillfully cracked open a fresh orange next to her.

She always takes pity on the mermaid's helplessness, and every time she peels the orange for her, and then serves it to her.Even the third princess was jealous, "The queen mother has never treated me so carefully."

Mei Ji sat beside her, drank the drink with downcast eyes, but her heart was trembling, she didn't want to hold back anymore.After seeing the truth about the emperor and empress' incompatibility, she couldn't hide it anymore.

"Sister Lu..." Mei Ji mustered up her courage, and looked up at the queen who was reading quietly opposite.

The queen covered her lips with her fingers, and signaled her to whisper, "I'm going to read a book, go find Su Yang to play after you finish drinking."

Mei Ji gave a wry smile, she was long past the age of playing, and even the little princess became calmer now, apart from chatting in a gentle manner, they would not laugh and fight as before when they stayed together.

What's more, she put her mind to it, and behaved more and more cautiously, lest the third princess would see something.

Putting down the smoky blue porcelain bowl, Mei Ji lowered her eyebrows and said, "Sister Nalu, please do your work first, I will come to you tomorrow."

The queen raised her head and took a special look at her, but she didn't see anything, so she let her go back.

When Mei Ji stepped out, the sweltering heat came blowing in her face, and there were dragonflies flying around at low altitude.The palace servants were collecting things, busy, "I'm afraid it's going to rain."

Mei Ji also felt very dull, seeing everything was messed up, and even though she drank a large bowl of fenugreek drink, her throat was still uncomfortable like a fire.She turned her head and looked at the quiet Queen's bedroom surrounded by bead curtains, feeling ashamed of her dirty thoughts.

She blushed, bowed her head and hurried away.

Mei Ji went back to the house, rummaged around, and finally found a set of palace skirts with the least amount of fabric, and she could see her snow-white skin faintly.

She went to find another charming light red underwear, bit her lip, and put it on for herself.

After finishing everything, she sat on the edge of the bed, clasped her fingers against the edge of the bed, struggled for a long time, even her body trembled, finally mustered up the courage to stand up, and groped in the dark to the queen's bedroom.

She has lived here for six years, and she is already very familiar with every plant and tree, and she also knows the rules of duty of the palace people. It is not difficult to pretend to be one of them and sneak into the palace.

Putting on the palace clothes, Mei Ji stepped into the queen's bedroom with her head down.

At this time, she is taking a bath.

The people in the four palaces had already knelt on the ground, and Mei Ji was holding warm water, sensing that the atmosphere inside was not right, she was suffocated, and quickly knelt aside.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the bright yellow hem flashing past.

The emperor even came over.

There was water flowing on the tiled floor, and Mei Ji looked over uncontrollably.

She saw the emperor took off his shoes and socks, and stepped over barefoot, the gauze curtain hanging from the floor was lifted, and a snow-white figure emerged from the hot bath.

Suddenly tears welled up in Mei Ji's eyes, they were a serious couple, but what was she?A malicious pretender?

How despicable.

Under the ordinary outer clothes of the palace maids, the specially selected pink and enchanting inner shirt was covered with green thorns, causing Mei Ji to feel pain all over her body.She was too despicable, to have such an unbelievable thought.

When I sent a box of merman teardrops back then, I should have returned to Penglai Island, or when the little fish was caught back by the puffins, I should have followed it back instead of staying behind for various clumsy reasons, or even making myself more sink deeper and deeper.

What happened in the bathtub above, Mae Ji didn't have the courage to look up at all, she knelt on the cold floor, listening to the ambiguous voice, she felt that life would be worse than death.

The queen did not make a sound all this time, but she didn't know what happened, and everything suddenly stopped.

The emperor suddenly rushed out with big strides, shouting, "Call the doctor!"

Mei Ji raised her head abruptly, she saw that the Queen was still sitting in the bath, her snow-white back was motionless, her voice was still gentle, "Please don't see me again, Your Majesty."

"..."

The emperor stood where he was, his fingers clenched tightly.

After a while, a girl in white clothes came in with a medicine box in her arms. Before she got close, the queen stopped her.

"Bai Zhi, I'm fine, you go back."

The girl paused, seemed to weigh it over and over again, before giving a deep blessing, "Please take care, Queen."

She followed the emperor out and seemed to have something to say.

Mei Ji knelt down on the ground, and her tears fell like running water. She didn't know what happened recently, she kept crying, as if she wanted to shed all the tears in her life.

Looking at the Queen's quiet back, she felt the despair, sadness and loneliness in her heart, which almost overwhelmed her.

At that moment, Mei Ji felt that she understood the queen, she wished she could crawl over, hug her tightly, and tell her that there was still me.

From then on, the emperor really never set foot in the queen's bedroom, but every now and then, people sent precious gadgets or clothes and jewelry to let everyone know that the queen was not treated coldly.

But the queen didn't really care about this.

No one knows what the queen really wants.

When she is free, she will take her daughter in a chariot and pass under the long phoenix trees all the way, without saying a word, just quietly watching those phoenix trees flash by before her eyes, and then go back It was a long silence.

Her years seemed to have stopped ahead of time.

It was the prince who couldn't stand it anymore and took the initiative to find Mei Ji.

Although he wanted to avoid suspicion, the prince still found Mei Ji.

"The queen mother actually likes you very much, and now you are the only one who can save the queen mother." Through the curtain, the prince even gave her a deep blessing, "She can see in you the years she once lived wantonly, the mermaid The smell is also what she likes."

Mei Ji sat on the hard and cold pear wood chair, unable to calm down for a long time.

The prince hesitated to speak, "It's just why didn't you take the initiative to find your mother recently? She always thinks about you."

After the prince left, Mei Ji sat motionless until tears streamed down her face.

She dare not, dare not see the queen, she is so despicable, not pure, not pure anymore.

She became the emperor 18 years ago, and with dirty thoughts, she approached this lonely flower blooming alone, to pull her from the pure white world into her own filthy world, in order to satisfy her inner desire Instead, he spoiled her, polluted her, and even tried to make her blend into his own world.

The emperor spent 18 years, but he still didn't let her fully integrate into his world.And how could she do it.

She didn't even have anything but endless tears.

No one understands that the queen has already given birth to a pair of children for her husband, and this life should be like this, and it can be regarded as a happy life. In some people's eyes, the queen's actions are really hypocritical.

Do you want to compromise?

Eighteen years ago, an imperial edict was issued, and she compromised for the sake of her family, and entered the palace as the queen.

On the wedding night in the bridal chamber, she looked at her strange husband who had been coveting her for a long time. He was handsome and gentle. Even if he was an emperor, he treated her affectionately and patiently. Because of this man's infatuation, she compromised and promised to give him an excellent heir. By.

After giving birth to a pair of sons and daughters, she felt that she had fulfilled her mission, and the emperor also promised to let her be free when the phoenix tree she planted was in full bloom, and she would be a free phoenix.

She was looking forward to it, but the phoenix flower bloomed, but the emperor's promise was not fulfilled. He broke her wings and insisted on trapping her in the deep palace. The reason was that she had already given birth to a child for him. She shouldn't have left, she has the responsibility, and being a mother is justified.

She compromised again.

After a pair of sons and daughters grew up, the queen finally didn't want to compromise anymore.But no one understood her.

Naturally, the three princesses and the crown prince could not tell these words as their children.

Sitting in front of the window in Queenstown, she suddenly looked back, only to realize that she had fallen into the trap of the world. Even though the trap looked so exquisite and luxurious, she didn't want to stay in it anymore, she wanted to live for herself once again.

Mei Ji stood behind the gauze curtain, the midsummer wind was so cool, so vast.She slowly unbuttoned her outer garment, revealing her beautiful body.

A woman in her twenties is like a ripe peach on a branch, everything is just right.

"Sister Li, look at me, I've grown up, I'm already a woman."

Her voice is still so honey-like, viscous and seductive.

The queen stood up and looked at the naked woman standing in front of her. She felt anger sweeping through her body.

Mei Ji was still looking at her pitifully, and even wanted to reach out to touch her, but the queen picked up the clothes on the ground expressionlessly, and then put them on for her.

Mei Ji suddenly exerted force, grabbed her hands, and put them where they shouldn't be.

Tears rolled down her eyes, "I don't want to be your daughter anymore, and I'm not your daughter either! I want to be your woman."

There was a cold slap in the air, and Mei Ji turned her head away, her temple hair fell down, and tears rolled down her lips, extremely sour.

The queen helped her fasten the last button of her clothes and fastened her skirt, "Mei Ji, I am 13 years older than you. I am friends with your mother. You should call me aunt."

Mei Ji looked at her desperately, blinked her eyes hard, then stood on tiptoe, and bit the Queen's red lips hard.

"I don't want to, I want to be your woman!"

The author has something to say: There is still more to this episode, let me take it easy, I will be a little free recently, and try to update it every day.

感谢在2020-06-0121:37:11~2020-06-0822:26:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Yuai, Ten Years Changbai 1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!