I'm probably a ghost

Many times, I feel that the world is fickle, the world is always changing, things are changing, people are changing, it seems that the only constant in this world is change itself, and the rest is always unpredictable.Including love and hate.

Su Bai sometimes wonders, will there be a day when Gu Changxuan doesn't love him, and how long can his feelings for him be strong and fresh?

He left Gu Changxuan that day and went to play in the world alone, and saw a woman who had cheated on her, crying hysterically, saying that he was not at fault, it was his husband who was at fault, and it was the husband who couldn't give him happiness.

Then his husband sighed at the side and said, "I can't do enough daily necessities, how can there be so much love and love?" He told the woman that you just can't see the reality clearly, although I don't like pampering you and coaxing you when I was young. , but in the end I am sincere to you, treat you as my wife, and never betray you.

The woman burst into tears and said, I know, hello, I know, but I'm sorry, I can't live like this, and I can't bear this kind of life.

What kind of life is this kind of life?

Su Bai didn't want to look any more, he left silently, walked alone in the long tree shade, looking at the endless fields and the vast sky, and for the first time resented the long life.

He thought, if this life has time, he and Gu Changxuan will both have a day of birth, old age, sickness and death, maybe they can hold the hand of their son and grow old together as the poem says, and they can love for a long time until they grow old. Let this feeling stay at the best time, and it will never fade.

Su Bai was afraid. He was afraid that this long time would consume the pure and flawless relationship between the two of them. He was afraid that the end of their journey would not be a happy reunion but a disintegration. After all, this time is long, and long time will always bring endless happiness. The possibilities are endless.

At that moment, Su Bai suddenly had the urge to pull Gu Changxuan to die for love.

Su Bai shook his head, feeling ashamed of his sudden thought, he was just about to do something to divert his attention when Gu Changxuan came over unexpectedly.

That person didn't kiss him and hug him like he did in earlier years, he just stood with his hands behind his back, raised his eyebrows coquettishly, and asked, "What are you doing here?"

It looks like they came here to catch rape and watch a good show.

Of course, Gu Changxuan is not really very coquettish, but in the eyes of beholders, not only beauty, but also some inexplicable, incredible things that others can't see, or even completely inconsistent with the facts.

And Gu Changxuan didn't really come to catch the rape, he just missed Su Bai, and when he thought of him, he couldn't control his steps and insisted on following up to have a look.

Can't get enough of it.

No matter how many years have passed.

In fact, what Su Bai thought was unnecessary at all, there is indeed nothing eternal in this world, but he miscalculated a person's stubbornness.

That stubbornness is the loyalty that puts a person in his eyes and never wants to look away. That stubbornness is that after a feeling is filled in the heart, a wall will be built, and it will never let it disappear and disperse.

Really, you must believe that there is a person who will love you forever, until the day when he disappears unchanged, this feeling will be filled in the world and cannot be dissipated for a long time.

On the contrary, it sounds like resentment. After death, the obsession will not dissipate, and it will turn into resentment and linger on the land of Shenzhou for a long time.Besides, I have never heard of anything that can last long after death, but if you think about it carefully, isn't love a kind of resentment, a kind of persistence?

Anyway, Su Bai didn't think so much now, his mind is full of the young woman who cheated on her, and he automatically and consciously changed the face of the young woman into the face of Gu Changxuan, imagining this man Say to yourself, I know how you are, I know everything, but I'm sorry, I can't live like this, and I can't bear this kind of life.

Su Bai felt a chill when he thought of this, he shook the goosebumps on his body, thinking if he wanted to play tricks and act coquettishly with Gu Changxuan as he did when he was young, and let him love and pamper him like he did many years ago Own.

But Su Bai felt that he couldn't let go of his face.

Su Bai felt that he was quite old now, and he was no longer the lively Xiaobai who had the courage and leisure to chase Gu Changxuan everywhere. People will always change, and he has become this sky-shattering Get down as a quilt, and even a big stone in the heart lake can't lift any stagnant water.

Yes, he is not Xiaobai, he is already Laobai.I can no longer be coquettish and shameless like when I was Xiaobai, and I have to show some elder style and majesty.

So Su Bai saw that Gu Changxuan was coming, and didn't pounce on him. He just raised his chin, stroked the non-existent beard, and said to Gu Changxuan with a domineering look and the air of a superior, "Ask me What are you doing here? Why do I need to come here?”

Su Bai always thinks that he has grown up, but in fact, in Gu Changxuan's eyes, he is just a child, and he always does something emotionally to show his existence, and always doubts that he was born to prove that he has thoughts and opinions.

To put it bluntly, it is childlike innocence.

But the two of them are indeed an old married couple. It is no longer popular for those little whites in the past to hug their elder brothers.Gu Changxuan didn't coax him when he heard Su Bai's words, but just looked him up and down, and said indifferently: "Oh. I was just passing by, so I just asked casually."

"Passing by? I thought someone came here to find me."

"Thinking too much." Gu Changxuan elongated his tone, waved a fan he got from someone who didn't know where, and said while fanning the wind: "I can't see enough of you every day, I am so happy that you are not here, I can hide It's a leisurely time."

Alright, this time we're going straight into the old couple mode where you lose face if you don't.

Seeing Gu Changxuan's appearance, Su Bai snorted lightly, then walked past Gu Changxuan swaggeringly, raised his neck and said: "Then you can continue to have a leisurely time, remember, if you have the ability, you will be followed by me."

Gu Changxuan has no skills, so Gu Changxuan followed him unhurriedly, Su Bai is fast, he is fast, Su Bai is slow, he is slow, Su Bai finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned back to stare at him and asked him angrily why are you following me, Gu Changxuan He tapped the fan on his palm and said, you go your way and I go mine, where did you see that I followed you?

Su Bai rolled his eyes angrily, and didn't leave immediately, he lifted his robe, sat on the ground, didn't speak, just stared at Gu Changxuan with his eyes.

Gu Changxuan was fearless, and just sat down with him, and the two of them stared together.

Just staring at each other for a long time, the two of them laughed at the same time for some unknown reason.

Su Bai couldn't hold back at first, so he collapsed on Gu Changxuan's knee, out of breath with joy, and tears flowed far away.

"Why are you acting like a child, the older you get, the more fun you get?" Su Bai poked Gu Changxuan's face.

Gu Changxuan also pinched his face, and said with a smile: "Stupid or not, which one of us looks like a child?"

"I, can't it be me?" Su Bai curled his lips and couldn't help sighing: "I always ask you to let you go, but there is no way, who told me that I still have some feelings for you and don't want you to run away for the time being? .”

"Where am I going?" Gu Changxuan thought it was funny. "It's you who runs around and makes trouble all day long, baby, think about it, how many times I have coaxed you, I can't even count it? How can I remember that you made me not remember that I made you. "

"You didn't remember whether you let me or I let you before, but now you care about these things, so you don't love me anymore."

"Then there is so much affection and love." Gu Changxuan said.

"How could it not be?" Su Bai patted his thigh, leaned into his arms and said to him, "Oh, let me tell you, I saw a young couple today, and that wife, the red apricot is out of the wall Yes, I found another man."

"Huh?" Gu Changxuan changed his posture to make Su Bai more comfortable.

"Guess why? It's because that man doesn't coax her to pet her like he did before he got married, so we still have to have this kind of love."

"That's not right," Gu Changxuan smiled, "The two of you have lived together for many years, even if you don't have feelings anymore, there is still family affection."

"But a couple who only have family affection but no love is quite sad." Su Bai leaned his head on Gu Changxuan's shoulder.

"Su Xiaobai, your idea is very dangerous." Gu Changxuan pushed Su Bai away, squeezed his chin and squinted his eyes, "I want to say that the wife Hongxing cheated because she was disloyal and disrespectful. It’s okay without love.”

"Okay." Su Bai pouted.

But Gu Changxuan nodded between his eyebrows, refusing to let him go, "Why, you also want to make a wall and replace it with a fresh one?"

"Oh, are you scared?" Su Bai held his chin and looked at him, "What's the matter, why don't you treat me well, maybe I can think about making it with you."

Gu Changxuan snorted softly, crossed his arms, and started staring at Su Bai again.It's just that this time Gu Changxuan was indeed defeated first. He sighed, rubbed Su Bai's head, and said helplessly, "I'm afraid. If I'm afraid, you can't do it? My brother treats you well. If there is something that makes you dissatisfied, I will change it, and I will change everything."

"You are not as nice to me as before." Su Bai rubbed his arms into his arms, completely forgetting what he thought before that he was too old to act like a spoiled child.

Gu Changxuan kissed him, "You are wrong about this, it's not that I have treated you better than before, it's just that the method is different."

"What's the difference?"

"It's more restrained now," Gu Changxuan scratched the tip of Su Bai's nose, and said with a smile, "After all, I'm getting older, so it's not as good as before."

"What happened in the past?" Su Bai didn't give him face, "You were already very old when I met you, and now you are just older, but in the end, they are all old, and there is no difference in fact."

"You still have the nerve to talk about me? Xiaobai, where did you say such things to me before, and how could you hurt me so much?"

"Because I'm not a novice anymore, I'm an old white."

"Nonsense again." Gu Changxuan nodded on his forehead.

Su Bai held his hand, humming and chirping, "Actually, I really didn't think I was too old, but you just couldn't do it anymore. Look at you, back then you kept asking for me every day, now you touch me Don't touch me anymore."

Rao is an old couple for many years, even when Su Bai said such words, he still couldn't keep his face from changing and his heart skipping a beat.

Gu Changxuan was also choked by him, and he found his voice after a while, "Xiaobai, do you doubt me?"

"It's not that I doubt you, it's you..."

Gu Changxuan blocked Su Bai's mouth and roughly pushed him to the ground.

……

With the sky above his head and the green grass under his feet, Su Bai was finally convulsed all over his body, he had to push and push the person on him, begging him with a soft nasal voice: "Enough, I don't want it anymore."

Gu Changxuan was still thinking about what he was suspected just now, how could he let him go, he moved his waist, and told Su Bai that he couldn't say anything anymore.

The cold war between the two lasted for several days, and finally ended with such an intimate and affectionate gesture.

Also good.

Although I feel that the world is changing and the world is changing, I know that we will always love each other until the day we die.

And until that day comes, I will always be with you, and you will always be by my side.