The last period of their time in Tianxia Discussion Hall was really not very pleasant.
Gao Xuanchen asked Ye Wuyu to send Ji Qingze away that day, but actually didn't think too much about it.He himself was hurt, his mind was blank, and he needed someone to calm down, and he didn't want to see anyone.In addition, he was worried that Tian Fengfeng would kill him, so he thought of asking Ye Wuyu to send Ji Qingze away first.
Later, Ye Wuyu really took Ji Qingze away, Tian Feng never came back, and his internal energy also left in the same way, never turning back.
He stayed at the foot of the mountain alone for two nights, and then he returned to Tianxia Lunwu Hall like a drowned chicken in the early morning when it was drizzling.
As soon as he returned to his room and sat down, Ji Qingze rushed in with a pale face and asked him where he had been for the past two days.
In fact, it wasn't that Gao Xuanchen wanted to be a saint, he was seriously injured and lost all his internal energy, or he was willing, but it was also for Ji Qingze.But now that he has come to this point, there is no need for him to say some things—so what if he said it?What is lost can never be returned.
He lightly said that he was drunk and forgot to return, and then exposed the matter.
But Gao Xuanchen is not a saint.
There are some things he didn't say, even if he said it, others can't feel it personally.Even after that period of time, when he recalled it himself, it was difficult to understand why he was so disgusting when he was in torment.In the past, he could walk on water and floating leaves, and he could walk tens of miles without stopping, but suddenly, when he was walking, his right foot was tripped by his left foot; Suddenly, compared to the most basic moves, the sword would fly out of his hands inexplicably; in the past, he was so powerful that he was inferior to everyone, but suddenly, it seemed that he had become the most redundant and incompetent person in the world.
The dantian is destroyed, and the inner strength is lost, which is not an injury that can destroy a person.A guy like Shen Feiqi who doesn't have much talent in martial arts and spends his days idle all the time can still live his life carelessly and laughing all day long.What is really fatal is that Gao Xuanchen's own heart is broken.
He became irritable and volatile.Suddenly he spoke coldly and mocked Ji Qingze wantonly, and when he calmed down a bit, he also understood in his heart that it was not Ji Qingze's fault, and the time to get together was not long, so he was more caring and considerate to him.After a while, he suddenly turned his face and left, hiding all day without a trace.
If it wasn't for the emotional foundation of getting along with him for the past five years, I'm afraid he would have made everyone stay away from him during that time, so as not to cause trouble for no reason.
At that time, he often slipped down the mountain, unlike in the past when he wandered down the mountain and came back on time, he went for most of the day, and only came back in the middle of the night smelling of alcohol.
Although his capacity for alcohol is acceptable, his wine taste is not very good.What he said and did after he was drunk, he woke up with a splitting headache at noon the next day and forgot everything.
One day at the second watch, he returned to the mountain with a drunken fist, and when he was halfway up the mountain, he was blocked by Ji Qingze who came out to look for someone.
Ji Qingze frowned when he smelled alcohol, and opened his mouth several times to say something, but swallowed them all.
When Gao Xuanchen saw him, he tidied up his clothes in a leisurely manner - he thought he was in order, but in fact he just made the already messy clothes even more messy.Then he folded his chest and leaned against a tree, pretending to be listening attentively.
Ji Qingze is very familiar with his appearance like a dead pig who is not afraid of boiling water. There are quite a few martial arts masters who talk about big principles in the martial arts hall of the world. Every time they want to teach others, Gao Xuanchen will take out This tone can make people's liver hurt.
Ji Qingze stayed for a while without saying anything. Finally, he stepped forward and grabbed Gao Xuanchen's hand, and said in a low voice, "Let's go back."
Gao Xuanchen was dragged up the mountain by him, tilted his head, innocently curious like a child: "Why don't you scold me anymore?"
Ji Qingze said, "Have I ever scolded you?"
Gao Xuanchen pouted aggrievedly, and then seriously poked his cheek with his finger: "Yes! You have scolded me many times!"
These days Gao Xuanchen was too abnormal, Ji Qingze did chase after him to ask questions, but if he were to scold him, that wouldn't be counted as scolding. When he was most anxious, he once said a few words that he hated iron but not steel.
Ji Qingze said in a daze: "What did I scold you for?"
Gao Xuanchen said: "You called me devoid of conscience, a disaster to the martial arts, you said you want to eradicate me as a disaster!"
Ji Qingze was startled, and suddenly let go of his hand: "When did I say such a thing! Come on, you're drunk!"
Gao Xuanchen was walking staggeringly, but when he flicked his hand and kicked him to the ground, he immediately fell down and fell to the ground.
After he fell, he didn't get up immediately, and lay there motionless.
Ji Qingze was going crazy, so he rushed over to help him up.But Gao Xuanchen seemed to have fallen into a swamp, and was sucked by the ground, no matter how much he pulled, he couldn't get up.It was only then that Ji Qingze realized that Gao Xuanchen was resisting him.
At the back of the second watch, there was no candle, and even the birds in the forest fell asleep. The only thing left was the breeze blowing the willow branches and the rustling of the fallen leaves on the ground.
Ji Qingze stopped pulling if he couldn't move.In the dark, he couldn't see Gao Xuanchen's expression clearly, so he stretched out his hand to touch it, but his hand was wet.
Gao Xuanchen was crying.
Ji Qingze knew from the beginning of their acquaintance that Gao Xuanchen was a very childish person.He likes and hates as he pleases, and changes his face as quickly as turning the pages of a book.But he has always remained childish and heartless, he doesn't take anything to heart, no matter big or small, after a delicious meal and a good night's sleep, it all disappears, and he has never been seen to be troubled by insomnia for any reason.This was the first time in five years that he lost his composure and cried.
Gao Xuanchen complained with tears: "You threw me."
Ji Qingze gave up the unnecessary tugging, bent down and hugged him: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it."
Gao Xuanchen said: "You don't want me anymore."
Ji Qingze hugged him even tighter, and said at a loss: "No, no, how is it possible."
Gao Xuanchen squeezed his wrist tightly like an iron hoop: "Anyone can leave me, only you can't."
Ji Qingze said solemnly: "I don't care about others, I definitely won't."
After a while, Gao Xuanchen let go of his hand feebly, and Weng wrinkled his nose, giggling again: "What should I do, I look like a lunatic."
Ji Qingze was stunned, not knowing what to say.
After Gao Xuanchen finished laughing, he began to mutter again.He kept calling Ji Qingze's name, and when he called, Ji Qingze responded.Then he said, sorry.
Ji Qingze was confused by him again, trying to see his expression clearly under the moonlight.
Gao Xuanchen said: "Qingze, I'm sorry. I should go far away, maybe one day, I will die silently in a place where you can't see. But I'm so selfish, I can't bear it. You're right, I'm a very, very bad person."
Ji Qingze froze when he heard him talk about life and death inexplicably.After a while, he trembled with anger, and grabbed Gao Xuanchen's skirt, trying to force him to speak clearly.
But Gao Xuanchen is so capricious, one moment he was talking about leaving, and the next moment he suddenly became extremely gentle.He touched the back of Ji Qingze's neck, pressed him to himself, and kissed his lips awkwardly.
Ji Qingze was like a marionette mobilized by his emotions, sad with his sadness, angry with his anger, and suddenly dragged into an inescapable vortex by him.After he froze for a moment, he disarmed himself and surrendered, and began to respond clumsily.
The teenagers who have just learned about human affairs are like two deer licking each other.Gao Xuanchen was lying on the ground, he rolled over with Ji Qingze's waist in his arms, and took the initiative.
Such a kiss, he also kissed again and again.He suddenly vented and wanted to swallow Ji Qingze into his stomach, and Ji Qingze responded fiercely; he suddenly seemed like an awakened drug addict, panicked and wanted to escape, but was caught by Ji Qingze who was even more panicked.
Finally, the two were exhausted and separated, lying side by side on the ground, their heads covered with mud, bathed in the moonlight shining from the gaps in the branches and leaves.
Ji Qingze said in a hoarse voice: "You drank too much, and when you wake up, you won't remember what happened after drinking. What you said, what I said, are all for nothing."
Gao Xuanchen breathed quietly and did not respond.
Ji Qingze said: "If you don't remember, don't remember. I have something to say now, at worst, I'll say it again when you wake up. You almost scared me to death today, but now I feel at ease again."
He said: "You have made me very angry and annoyed these days, but I am not angry now, you always have your reasons."
He said, "No, I'm so happy."
He said: "Very happy, very happy. It turns out that I can also be so happy. Thank you."
Gao Xuanchen had already fallen asleep, and in his sleep, he still held Ji Qingze's hand and did not let go.
However, the next day, Ji Qingze failed to repeat what he wanted to say.
That night, Gao Xuanchen and Xie Li disappeared from Tianxia Lunwutang together.
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Ji Qingze cried and said, I'm sorry.
In fact, if you calculate all the details that day, you can say that the bastard is also Gao Xuanchen's bastard.Some things, no matter how much one person is willing to understand, but if he doesn't know the truth, even if he wants to die alone, he doesn't know where to understand.
If Ji Qingze knew earlier that Gao Xuanchen was a member of the Tianning Sect, he would definitely be resentful, if he had known earlier that Gao Xuanchen was suffering and refused to tell him, he would also be resentful.But piles of things accumulated in one place... He only felt one or two out of ten of the embarrassing and entangled mood that day, and he didn't dare to think about it any further.
He said, sorry.
This made Gao Xuanchen at a loss, and he laughed for a long time: "Why are you sorry for me? I was tangled up and down by myself at that time, and you didn't know anything. I really made you miserable. You didn't I strangled to death, which shows that you treat me well enough."
Ji Qingze said: "No."
He looked into Gao Xuanchen's eyes, and took a deep look to the end: "I understand now. Why did you say you were selfish at that time. You didn't. It's just that you are a human being. You also have a heart."
Gao Xuanchen asked Ye Wuyu to send Ji Qingze away that day, but actually didn't think too much about it.He himself was hurt, his mind was blank, and he needed someone to calm down, and he didn't want to see anyone.In addition, he was worried that Tian Fengfeng would kill him, so he thought of asking Ye Wuyu to send Ji Qingze away first.
Later, Ye Wuyu really took Ji Qingze away, Tian Feng never came back, and his internal energy also left in the same way, never turning back.
He stayed at the foot of the mountain alone for two nights, and then he returned to Tianxia Lunwu Hall like a drowned chicken in the early morning when it was drizzling.
As soon as he returned to his room and sat down, Ji Qingze rushed in with a pale face and asked him where he had been for the past two days.
In fact, it wasn't that Gao Xuanchen wanted to be a saint, he was seriously injured and lost all his internal energy, or he was willing, but it was also for Ji Qingze.But now that he has come to this point, there is no need for him to say some things—so what if he said it?What is lost can never be returned.
He lightly said that he was drunk and forgot to return, and then exposed the matter.
But Gao Xuanchen is not a saint.
There are some things he didn't say, even if he said it, others can't feel it personally.Even after that period of time, when he recalled it himself, it was difficult to understand why he was so disgusting when he was in torment.In the past, he could walk on water and floating leaves, and he could walk tens of miles without stopping, but suddenly, when he was walking, his right foot was tripped by his left foot; Suddenly, compared to the most basic moves, the sword would fly out of his hands inexplicably; in the past, he was so powerful that he was inferior to everyone, but suddenly, it seemed that he had become the most redundant and incompetent person in the world.
The dantian is destroyed, and the inner strength is lost, which is not an injury that can destroy a person.A guy like Shen Feiqi who doesn't have much talent in martial arts and spends his days idle all the time can still live his life carelessly and laughing all day long.What is really fatal is that Gao Xuanchen's own heart is broken.
He became irritable and volatile.Suddenly he spoke coldly and mocked Ji Qingze wantonly, and when he calmed down a bit, he also understood in his heart that it was not Ji Qingze's fault, and the time to get together was not long, so he was more caring and considerate to him.After a while, he suddenly turned his face and left, hiding all day without a trace.
If it wasn't for the emotional foundation of getting along with him for the past five years, I'm afraid he would have made everyone stay away from him during that time, so as not to cause trouble for no reason.
At that time, he often slipped down the mountain, unlike in the past when he wandered down the mountain and came back on time, he went for most of the day, and only came back in the middle of the night smelling of alcohol.
Although his capacity for alcohol is acceptable, his wine taste is not very good.What he said and did after he was drunk, he woke up with a splitting headache at noon the next day and forgot everything.
One day at the second watch, he returned to the mountain with a drunken fist, and when he was halfway up the mountain, he was blocked by Ji Qingze who came out to look for someone.
Ji Qingze frowned when he smelled alcohol, and opened his mouth several times to say something, but swallowed them all.
When Gao Xuanchen saw him, he tidied up his clothes in a leisurely manner - he thought he was in order, but in fact he just made the already messy clothes even more messy.Then he folded his chest and leaned against a tree, pretending to be listening attentively.
Ji Qingze is very familiar with his appearance like a dead pig who is not afraid of boiling water. There are quite a few martial arts masters who talk about big principles in the martial arts hall of the world. Every time they want to teach others, Gao Xuanchen will take out This tone can make people's liver hurt.
Ji Qingze stayed for a while without saying anything. Finally, he stepped forward and grabbed Gao Xuanchen's hand, and said in a low voice, "Let's go back."
Gao Xuanchen was dragged up the mountain by him, tilted his head, innocently curious like a child: "Why don't you scold me anymore?"
Ji Qingze said, "Have I ever scolded you?"
Gao Xuanchen pouted aggrievedly, and then seriously poked his cheek with his finger: "Yes! You have scolded me many times!"
These days Gao Xuanchen was too abnormal, Ji Qingze did chase after him to ask questions, but if he were to scold him, that wouldn't be counted as scolding. When he was most anxious, he once said a few words that he hated iron but not steel.
Ji Qingze said in a daze: "What did I scold you for?"
Gao Xuanchen said: "You called me devoid of conscience, a disaster to the martial arts, you said you want to eradicate me as a disaster!"
Ji Qingze was startled, and suddenly let go of his hand: "When did I say such a thing! Come on, you're drunk!"
Gao Xuanchen was walking staggeringly, but when he flicked his hand and kicked him to the ground, he immediately fell down and fell to the ground.
After he fell, he didn't get up immediately, and lay there motionless.
Ji Qingze was going crazy, so he rushed over to help him up.But Gao Xuanchen seemed to have fallen into a swamp, and was sucked by the ground, no matter how much he pulled, he couldn't get up.It was only then that Ji Qingze realized that Gao Xuanchen was resisting him.
At the back of the second watch, there was no candle, and even the birds in the forest fell asleep. The only thing left was the breeze blowing the willow branches and the rustling of the fallen leaves on the ground.
Ji Qingze stopped pulling if he couldn't move.In the dark, he couldn't see Gao Xuanchen's expression clearly, so he stretched out his hand to touch it, but his hand was wet.
Gao Xuanchen was crying.
Ji Qingze knew from the beginning of their acquaintance that Gao Xuanchen was a very childish person.He likes and hates as he pleases, and changes his face as quickly as turning the pages of a book.But he has always remained childish and heartless, he doesn't take anything to heart, no matter big or small, after a delicious meal and a good night's sleep, it all disappears, and he has never been seen to be troubled by insomnia for any reason.This was the first time in five years that he lost his composure and cried.
Gao Xuanchen complained with tears: "You threw me."
Ji Qingze gave up the unnecessary tugging, bent down and hugged him: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it."
Gao Xuanchen said: "You don't want me anymore."
Ji Qingze hugged him even tighter, and said at a loss: "No, no, how is it possible."
Gao Xuanchen squeezed his wrist tightly like an iron hoop: "Anyone can leave me, only you can't."
Ji Qingze said solemnly: "I don't care about others, I definitely won't."
After a while, Gao Xuanchen let go of his hand feebly, and Weng wrinkled his nose, giggling again: "What should I do, I look like a lunatic."
Ji Qingze was stunned, not knowing what to say.
After Gao Xuanchen finished laughing, he began to mutter again.He kept calling Ji Qingze's name, and when he called, Ji Qingze responded.Then he said, sorry.
Ji Qingze was confused by him again, trying to see his expression clearly under the moonlight.
Gao Xuanchen said: "Qingze, I'm sorry. I should go far away, maybe one day, I will die silently in a place where you can't see. But I'm so selfish, I can't bear it. You're right, I'm a very, very bad person."
Ji Qingze froze when he heard him talk about life and death inexplicably.After a while, he trembled with anger, and grabbed Gao Xuanchen's skirt, trying to force him to speak clearly.
But Gao Xuanchen is so capricious, one moment he was talking about leaving, and the next moment he suddenly became extremely gentle.He touched the back of Ji Qingze's neck, pressed him to himself, and kissed his lips awkwardly.
Ji Qingze was like a marionette mobilized by his emotions, sad with his sadness, angry with his anger, and suddenly dragged into an inescapable vortex by him.After he froze for a moment, he disarmed himself and surrendered, and began to respond clumsily.
The teenagers who have just learned about human affairs are like two deer licking each other.Gao Xuanchen was lying on the ground, he rolled over with Ji Qingze's waist in his arms, and took the initiative.
Such a kiss, he also kissed again and again.He suddenly vented and wanted to swallow Ji Qingze into his stomach, and Ji Qingze responded fiercely; he suddenly seemed like an awakened drug addict, panicked and wanted to escape, but was caught by Ji Qingze who was even more panicked.
Finally, the two were exhausted and separated, lying side by side on the ground, their heads covered with mud, bathed in the moonlight shining from the gaps in the branches and leaves.
Ji Qingze said in a hoarse voice: "You drank too much, and when you wake up, you won't remember what happened after drinking. What you said, what I said, are all for nothing."
Gao Xuanchen breathed quietly and did not respond.
Ji Qingze said: "If you don't remember, don't remember. I have something to say now, at worst, I'll say it again when you wake up. You almost scared me to death today, but now I feel at ease again."
He said: "You have made me very angry and annoyed these days, but I am not angry now, you always have your reasons."
He said, "No, I'm so happy."
He said: "Very happy, very happy. It turns out that I can also be so happy. Thank you."
Gao Xuanchen had already fallen asleep, and in his sleep, he still held Ji Qingze's hand and did not let go.
However, the next day, Ji Qingze failed to repeat what he wanted to say.
That night, Gao Xuanchen and Xie Li disappeared from Tianxia Lunwutang together.
--------
Ji Qingze cried and said, I'm sorry.
In fact, if you calculate all the details that day, you can say that the bastard is also Gao Xuanchen's bastard.Some things, no matter how much one person is willing to understand, but if he doesn't know the truth, even if he wants to die alone, he doesn't know where to understand.
If Ji Qingze knew earlier that Gao Xuanchen was a member of the Tianning Sect, he would definitely be resentful, if he had known earlier that Gao Xuanchen was suffering and refused to tell him, he would also be resentful.But piles of things accumulated in one place... He only felt one or two out of ten of the embarrassing and entangled mood that day, and he didn't dare to think about it any further.
He said, sorry.
This made Gao Xuanchen at a loss, and he laughed for a long time: "Why are you sorry for me? I was tangled up and down by myself at that time, and you didn't know anything. I really made you miserable. You didn't I strangled to death, which shows that you treat me well enough."
Ji Qingze said: "No."
He looked into Gao Xuanchen's eyes, and took a deep look to the end: "I understand now. Why did you say you were selfish at that time. You didn't. It's just that you are a human being. You also have a heart."
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