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I've been a little busy recently, and after I finished writing the main text, it took a few days before I had the time to calm down and write this postscript.

There are many things I want to say, because I am not lively enough and not good at getting along with everyone, so I can only chat with you in this way after the article.

The idea of ​​writing "Entering the Boundary" was born when Liang Fei and Liang Meng quarreled in "The Conspiracy". Originally, Liang Fei was just a small supporting role, but in that chapter, he looked cowardly, cute, and a little Sophisticated and tactful, when chatting with friends, my thoughts drifted, and I thought of a very good character design, so I roughly settled on this protagonist, but at that time I was busy with the fifth volume of "The Conspiracy", so this idea was put in the corner , no more reason.Later, I came up with the idea of ​​"A Companion in the Yellow Spring", and picked up Liang Fei's character design, and wrote the beginning of both articles. At that time, I wanted to write two light-hearted articles. Not quite in line with the original intention.

After writing "A Companion in the Underworld", I was tortured myself. I opened Liang Fei's profile again and thought about the document for several days, but I didn't think of a suitable title. With this title, there is also the core concept of the whole article - entering the world - two people who have nothing to do with each other have come into contact with each other's world. , fall in love with each other.

Then there was this article "Into the Boundary", which I wrote for 9 months and was serialized on the Internet for 6 months.

When I wrote the beginning, I didn't expect that I would write so long, I didn't expect that I would like the world I created so much, I didn't expect that I would appreciate these two people and other characters in the text so much.Although this is a series of articles in "Planning", it is completely different from the writing style of "Planning". Gentle, playful, romantic, warm, an article about perseverance, respect and understanding.

But these two essays share the same world view—a world view that is cold, sophisticated, rigid, and even disappointing and questionable.

And Liang Fei and Yan Qing are the two cute and lovable people I can find in this world, who can make people feel bright and warm.

An arrogant but upright, gentle and tolerant, smart and principled, upright and not blindly obedient, although a bit puzzled, but with the ability to speak love, from the very beginning, he never lost his heart due to the cruelty of the world.

A self-willed but restrained, cute and handsome, lively and not stupid, loved and even admired by everyone, with a sensitive and meticulous heart, bravely chooses fate, optimistic and powerful, and knows how to love and be loved.

Two proud sons of heaven, two souls worthy of being loved.

I am even reluctant to let them have any conflicts and quarrels, and sometimes I think, how can there be a couple without conflicts?However, in the process of writing, I found that they do not actually have conflicts and quarrels.These are two overly rational people, so rational that they have a strong heart and know how to face work and life, because they are strong in their respective worlds, and they cherish the little things together.This is a naive right that people who are too smart lose prematurely. People who are too cautious will always subconsciously reduce risks and unconsciously choose the safest way.

This is their worldly side, they spend too little time together, so this kind of worldliness appears meticulous and considerate.Of course, these two people are the two expectations in my dream, the kind of people I hope to meet or become. However, my personal ability is limited, so I can only enjoy creating such characters in the text!

And the other people in the story are also a group of people that I try to portray as full as possible, Zhang Yao, Ti Ya, Qing Tong, Zhan Bai, Wang Hui, Wen Yu, Lan Zhao, Zhi Yun, Xiao You, Hoyle, Nan An, Lan Su, Kou Jun, and the Liang family brothers and sisters...they exist in this world and have their own personalities and standpoints. This is another group of people completely different from the two protagonists. Everyone's ideas and behavior styles are also different. Each has its own characteristics. Although there is not much ink in the limited space, I hope that I can write enough three-dimensional.

There are many positive characters, everyone is funny, gentle, cute, smart, shameless, funny, men and women are likable; the negative characters are Wen Yu and Lan Zhao, the two scorpion kings, I hope I didn’t write them as idiots , but a villain who is enough to be the protagonist's opponent.These characters are not cannon fodder. In this long story, they also have their own lives, different occupations, choices, principles and styles of doing things, as well as their life experiences and changes.

In "Entering the Boundary", there are also some thoughts and feelings about life that I want to express, about love, family affection, friendship, about work, love, family, about belief, three views, and sense of responsibility. Because of the two protagonists, there are also There are some thoughts about how to choose a job, how to fulfill your dreams, and what kind of person you want to be.The world of adults is not just as simple as work and life. In a limited life, how to realize ideals and what kind of person to be is not just a distant fairy tale.

This article is also a brand new attempt of mine. The three parallel lines (Yanqing's Liansheng business front, Liang Fei's special task line of the Seventh Division (main), and the line adjusted by the Special Investigation Division) seem unrelated, but they are in the The plot is interspersed with each other, and finally the ending of three lines is completed. You may feel a little confused about the main line after reading the first part of the article. In fact, it is because of my writing style, my writing power is limited, and the writing is probably unsatisfactory. Thank you for your support. Looking at it all the way, although until the end I also felt that I did not control it very well, which is a regrettable part. After all, trying is always not perfect, and I am also writing while groping.

The writing style of "Entering the Boundary" is affected by my personal state during the year. In fact, each of my articles is more affected by the real life state. This article is because I have entered work this year and I am also trying to Trying to balance work, life, writing, and health, I am busy, stumbling, tired and full, but generally speaking, there are not too many worries and pressures, and everything seems peaceful and beautiful in the adjustment, so even The background of this article can be regarded as tense, but I wrote it like still water flowing deep, without too much ups and downs. Maybe a different angle and writing method would make the writing tense and exciting, but I probably don’t have that much emotion Ups and downs, coupled with being too busy, making time for intermittent writing will always be interrupted, so when I write this article, it always looks relaxed and sweet, and there are always some interesting interactions when it should be the moment when I should be tightening my heart , It can be regarded as sprinkling sugar from beginning to end, I hope everyone will not feel embarrassed.

This article is quite long. Before the online update, I had already saved a 20-word manuscript. I felt that I could finish it on the premise of guaranteeing daily updates, so I uploaded it and started to update it. This is what I can do as an author , the most common kind of promise to readers, probably because there are so many manuscripts saved, so even if Kavin gets stuck in the head and hurts, he is so busy that he has no time to open the document for more than ten days in a row, it is still like this, and the daily update I walked down slowly, and tried not to let everyone who was chasing the update see me who was procrastinating because of Calvin or busy, had a headache, or was deliberately injecting water because of fear of interrupting the update. I feel that this article has no redundant places for water injection, and the plot I basically didn’t write anything irrelevant, including the extra stories of the supporting actors, and I didn’t drag them into this story to interfere with the three lines of the article, because it was unnecessary, and it would be better to simplify it. You can imagine as much as you want in the blank space haha .

Hmm... This year, I actually calmed down and reflected on myself. Since the postscript is just gossip, let me share it with you.

As for my personal personality, I am not very lively, and I am not very cute. I am a relatively rigorous, serious, gentle, and low-key person. When chatting with others, I am always described as a caring old lady. I’m also not good at interacting with everyone like other authors, so I only mention it in the copywriting and the first post when I ask everyone to bookmark. In addition to the daily update notice, Weibo also rarely posts. It seems that it is not very suitable for sharing. After all, everyone has their own lives. Besides the novel, I, as the author, is actually another concept. The author who updates every day has something to say. Apart from thanking the readers who smashed Lei, it is not very friendly. Everyone is nagging, I am afraid that you will find me annoying, so I can only reply to everyone's comments every day, as a basic interaction.My personality is not proactive enough, it is difficult to take the initiative to meet someone, and I am a bit of perfectionist obsessive-compulsive disorder, love to worry, so I always have a lot of shortcomings, I have been writing in Jinjiang for about five or six years, and the result is only I know how to use the author’s background, climb up to update it every day, and then close the website after replying. I don’t understand anything else. It’s better for you as readers. Basically, the column collection can’t increase by 30 a year. It’s a bit embarrassing to say it. Haha, don't laugh at me, everyone.

I have long been aware of my cold writing physique. After all, when I write essays, it depends on my own mood and imagination. The subject matter and style of writing always change. I read too much online novels, and I don’t pay attention to other novels on the website. I’m probably out of touch with the world of online novels, and I can’t keep a few regular readers. So it’s special to see that everyone doesn’t mind me, a friend who has a cold physique and chases updates every day. I am touched, although not many, but it is rare to meet a confidant, thank you for your care.

Because "Entering the Boundary" has been written for a long time, and I have a lot of scattered things in the third dimension. Writing the article is too energy-intensive. Most of the time after work is spent on this, which leads to other problems. Things are always in a hurry intermittently. Although everyone always says that it’s okay to stop occasionally. If you are tired, take a break and write such considerate words. But I know that once writing starts to slack off, it will be difficult to go on. So I can only persevere in one go and try to balance work, life, and writing.

My personal health has always been a problem. It's not that I'm sick, it's just that I have a bad physique. So in recent years, I have been recuperating my body, adjusting my sleep, and trying my best to learn and enrich myself.After leaving my student days and entering the society, I will find that the reality is very cruel. There are many things to deal with, and I don’t have such chic capital. I also need to be like every ordinary person. Have your own physical health.Sometimes when I calm down and think about it, I am actually not suitable for the path of being an author. I am too willful and a bit idealistic. Occasionally, when my relatives and friends tease me about working hard for a few months, I will be speechless. Although I know that I have gained more understanding, love, and friendship that are worth cherishing in the process of writing, but because I am already an adult, I cannot share it with these people who do not understand when facing reality. , I also feel at a loss when I am particularly tired, wondering if emotional support can really give me enough comfort.

The author is always a sensitive and complicated group, and it is difficult to tell others about many things on his mind, so he can only covertly pour his own thoughts and feelings into the story, and break away from reality to build a world he likes.

It seems that I have entered the real world, and the angle of thinking is gradually changing. More and more things will squeeze the time and space for independent writing, and I will gradually feel whether the things I write are too heavy, and in the eyes of more people Li is too naive.I will feel that I am small and not good enough, sit on the sidelines, work behind closed doors, and have more thinking and scruples when writing, and the requirements for myself are getting higher and higher, and then I don’t know what to write in the next story. Conveying more emotions and thoughts, and wondering whether this kind of thinking will make you feel naive and hypocritical.My own growth and experience are also constantly affecting the stories I write. It seems that it is difficult for me to write purely silly and sweet stories when I can no longer return to writing freely and freely. A few silly and sweet stories in the early years. Knowing my little friend 2333

This year is the fourth year of the contract in Jinjiang, and there is only one year left before it expires. The collection is terrible, and the data will not be mentioned, so it is still one of the thousands of little transparent, which also proves that I am indeed not suitable to go. This way, it is estimated that there are mostly personal reasons, and the personality is the main reason. Considering that I am getting more and more busy in the third dimension, I don’t know if I will have time to write a story before the contract period ends.

Let me explain a little bit about the things you are more concerned about.

"Entering the Boundary" probably won't write a side story anymore. I don't know what to write. After the main text is finished, I always feel that it is quite good. There are many small stories that you want to see. It seems that I don't have much energy to write. Everyone If you are interested, you can ask some curious questions and story details in the comments, and I will answer them.

The task for the second half of the year is to make my personal blog. "The Conspiracy" will definitely come out, but I am moving slowly, so don't be impatient. I will try my best to open the pre-sale in August. The number of purchases is estimated to be small, but I will try my best to make it the best. good.Let me tell you in advance that the cover of the first and second volumes has already been drawn, and the style may be quite different from other people's zines. It is more abstract. I don't know if you will like it, but I personally think it is quite interesting.Next, the surrounding design and book typesetting work will be carried out.

As for the other articles, I am not sure whether "Starting from Parents" will be published, let me think about it again. As for this "Entering the Boundary" just finished, judging from the data of the article, there are not many people who read the article. It is estimated that there are not many people who want a blog, so I won’t mention it for now.In fact, most of the girls who asked me if I couldn’t publish a blog in other articles, I was quite helpless, and I couldn’t give an accurate answer. Not many people read it, which means that the printing volume is small, and publishing a blog is relatively difficult. It’s troublesome (because I’m not easy to deal with perfectionist obsessive-compulsive disorder), so in this case, I personally tend not to do it. The cost of capital is not low. It is not easy for me to support myself, and I don’t want to ask for trouble [mainly because I am poor and don’t have the capital of such arrogance (cover my face)], I’m sorry to say such a big truth, so mundane In reality, I made everyone laugh, but I hope everyone can understand. When the printing volume is large and the willingness to buy is high, I will definitely try my best to meet everyone's expectations, but I have always been slow to make an ambition. Please forgive me_(: з"∠)_

In terms of life, in the second half of the year, it is estimated that I will continue to adjust my body, start the health maintenance mode, and work hard to make money. However, I am considering continuing to learn new things to enrich myself. I feel more and more that I am a scum, and work hard to improve!When writing an article... I have no confidence in myself, I am afraid that I will not have time, and I am afraid that I will not have a good idea, so let it go.

My sincere advice to everyone is to go to bed early, stay up late less, pay attention to diet, and exercise more. The body is the most important thing, and it is the capital of everything—the bloody experience and advice from a senior with a wonderful physique.

Finally, I would like to thank the friends who have accompanied me for the past six months. Although there are not many, their daily companionship still warms me up and makes me feel less lonely when I write.And the little angels who helped me sell Amway, I will show you my heart (づ￣3￣)づ╭～

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After reading so many hypocritical thoughts of mine, thank you for your hard work, and see you again by fate.

Good luck.

flooded with ink

2017.6.17