That bully is mine

What Gu Yan admires most about Fu Xiaonan is that he is ruthless in his bones.

"Then tell me, what about Ya'an?" Gu Yan tapped on the table with his fingertips.

"He sees it better than I do." Fu Xiaonan's eyes were extremely cold: "Otherwise, you can let someone like Liang Dong slap me in the face again and again? Gu Yan, would Lin Su treat you like this?"

Just this one sentence, if you ask Gu Yan to death, will Lin Su know it?Of course not, his children used to be not afraid of death, whoever dared to say that he was wrong, if Lin Su heard it, no matter how many people were on the other side, he would just rush up and beat him.

"It's not the same." Gu Yan finally said: "The situation of Ya'an's family is much more complicated than mine, so he naturally has more concerns."

"Yeah, but I'm quite similar to Lin Su." Fu Xiaonan stood up with a calm tone, "But Zheng Ya'an has never defended me like you defended Lin Su. That's fine, my department has something else to do, so let's go first."

Gu Yan was dumbfounded, how does this compare?Not only was there no one in their family who made things difficult for Lin Su, on the contrary, neither Gu Haosheng nor Qin Miao had time to love him.

In the afternoon, Zheng Ya'an called again, his voice was hoarse, and he opened his mouth to ask, "Fu Xiaonan resigned?"

"No." Gu Yan had a toothache and was at a loss for words: "He's fine."

"Very good?" Zheng Ya'an was confused.

Gu Yan pressed his forehead, thought for a while and said in a deep voice: "I told you a long time ago, Fu Xiaonan is not a spring character, he is actually very extreme, and your family pushes too much."

Zheng Ya'an was quiet for a few seconds: "I see."

"Doctor Zheng, the three-bed patient has been pushed into the operating room." The nurse came in to inform, and suddenly paused: "Doctor Zheng, are you okay? You look so ugly."

"It's okay." Zheng Ya'an said blankly, "Let's go."

The operation was a success. For five hours, Zheng Yaan didn't even move a step. His incision knife was extremely steady, and his deputy couldn't help but sigh. Too focused to hear at all.

Zheng Ya'an didn't hear it, but it has nothing to do with attention.

After the operation was over, Zheng Ya'an struggled to even move his fingertips. He refused the assistant's help, took off the surgical gown and sterile gloves by himself, and then walked slowly to the bathroom.

As soon as the door was closed, Zheng Ya'an took off his glasses suddenly. He squatted in front of the toilet, and the vomit almost splashed out. He hadn't eaten since last night, and until today, he felt his whole viscera after intense work. Being twisted into a ball, Zheng Ya'an vomited for an unknown amount of time, and gradually calmed down. There was a fishy smell in his mouth. It should be that the capillaries in his throat ruptured due to too much vomiting, Zheng Ya'an said with confidence.

He pressed the flush button and leaned against the door. The noise in his ears reappeared, and his head hurt from the noise. Zheng Ya'an suddenly remembered that when Fu Xiaonan left, he didn't look back. How cruel... Gradually, everything in front of him changed. Blurred, then day flashed, and darkened.

Zheng Ya'an clearly heard his own heartbeat, he shook his hand, but couldn't see anything.

In a panic, he lost his glasses, knelt and crawled on the ground to search, his hand might have been stretched too far, and someone stepped on him.

"Ah!" Zheng Ya'an exclaimed shortly.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" The person next door immediately apologized.

"It's okay." Zheng Ya'an said calmly, "Excuse me, have you seen my glasses?"

"Glasses?" The other party glanced around: "I see, here it is. The voice is Dr. Zheng, right? Come out and I'll give it to you."

"No, you can just put it in my hand." Zheng Ya'an listened to the movement with sideways eyes, opened her hand slightly, took the glasses and said, "Thank you."

"Doctor Zheng, are you okay?" The other party asked worriedly.

Zheng Ya'an smiled calmly: "It's okay."

The other party responded, and said a few more words, then opened the door and left.

Everything around fell silent, Zheng Ya'an leaned against the door with folded arms, yes, no matter what, he and Fu Xiaonan can do it anyway, and no one has contacted anyone until now, they are all rational people, love is not everything , Zheng Yaan felt that he performed very well, he could perform a five-hour operation without being out of breath, so he didn't care anymore.

don't care anymore...

Fu Xiaonan doesn't care, he can continue to work and go back to the past with Yu Qian.

But what should Zheng Ya'an do?He stretched out his hand, but still couldn't see it.

Traumatic stress response.

The body is far more honest than him.

From the moment Fu Xiaonan turned around to leave, Xue Lingling stabbed Zheng Ya'an's heart with a knife. He chased him out at that time, and he managed to convince himself to move his body. Even when I went back, I couldn't find Fu Xiaonan.

Zheng Ya'an is a doctor, he can make an accurate judgment on his body, but he feels that he can't save himself.

After sitting for about four or ten minutes, Zheng Ya'an returned to normal. He stood up stiffly, and when he opened the door to go out, it was the strict and indifferent Dr. Zheng again.

But Zheng Ya'an smelled a decadent and decadent smell wafting from his body.

Zheng's father and Zheng's mother came to find her at night, and found that the house was deserted, and the lights were not turned on. Zheng Ya'an was lying on the sofa, and there was an opened bag of bread on the table, and she ate two bites.Mother Zheng thought that Zheng Ya'an was asleep, but when she got closer, she realized that his eyes were open, but there was no light at all.

Mother Zheng immediately covered her mouth, tears streaming down her face.

"Ya'an, Ya'an, don't be like this." Mother Zheng hugged her son tightly: "Mom turned around and told Xiao Nan that Xiao Nan is a good boy, he will come back, he will definitely come back."

"Mom." Zheng Ya'an was extremely exhausted: "Don't be like this, he gave everything to our family in order to marry me, and now he can't step on it according to his dignity?"

Father Zheng's tone trembled: "Ya'an, the matter is not that serious. Dad didn't know about Yu Qian at all. Dad knew that and stopped your grandma a long time ago. As for Liang Dong, let's stop seeing each other in the future, okay?"

Zheng Ya'an frowned, yes, it's all trivial things, how did it come to this point?

He fell into a long memory again, every bit of the night of the quarrel was very clear, he gradually understood the crux of the matter, Fu Xiaonan was right, he had never said anything for him.

But why not say it?Zheng Ya'an thought about it again, yes, he thought Fu Xiaonan was too strong, but he ignored everything about the softest youth, which was in his own hands.

"Do it yourself." Zheng Ya'an said softly, "Do it yourself."

Father Zheng went to find Fu Xiaonan the next day, and blocked him downstairs in Gu's company. Fu Xiaonan's face was calm, with a bit of alienation, and he was no longer as clever and flattering as when they first met. Fu Xiaonan looked at him as if he was watching a stranger.

Father Zheng has lived for more than 50 years, and it is the first time that he finds out that there are such people. He loves vigorously in the last second, but if he doesn't love, he doesn't love anymore.

"Xiao Nan, Uncle Ling, please apologize. Grandma Ya'an is too old to think about Yu Qian." Father Zheng said in a low voice, "Can you go back and see Ya'an?"

"Don't look." Fu Xiaonan said softly, "I said before, I have nothing to do with your Zheng family."