On how to get to the top with multiple jobs

Tired lowered his eyelids and was silent for a moment.

For a moment, he wanted to throw the book far away, and it would be best not to see it in his life - just because of the uncontrollable panic he felt.

Why is he so disturbed?

But apart from fear, the emotion that occupied his mind was actually sadness.

Unspeakable sadness.

Obviously he only saw the beginning, but he seemed to have guessed the end.Obviously just know a node, but it seems that the whole story has been connected in series.

so sad.

The heart seemed to be severely strangled by someone, and then slowly cut with a blunt blade.

It hurts, it hurts.Why is it so painful?I obviously don't have any memory.

Why am I so sad when I don't even have any memory?

This emotion not only tormented his heart, but even had feedback to his body.

His fingertips trembled violently.Tired frowned, trying to forcefully suppress his abnormal trembling with the other hand, but when the other hand came up, he couldn't exert force no matter what.

Why can't you make it work?

Tired and confused, he spread his hands flat in front of his face.

It turned out that both of his hands were shaking.

He calmed down for a while, inhaling and exhaling.Sitting in one place staring at the wall in a daze for ten minutes.

Finally recovered.

He stood up and took a candlestick from the side.

Just squatting there, he continued to read quietly in an uncomfortable position.

"Snow in a certain month and a certain day

Tired is a very smart child.At the same time, he is also a very quiet child.

He memorized all the truths of the stories my wife and children read to him every night before bed.He can also write the new characters we teach.He even started asking us, saying that he wanted to study by himself.

This made me both happy and sad.

God, how I wish I could give him my body.What a wonderful thing it would be if he could have the body of a healthy person!He can go out and play with other kids his age.Not in a gloomy home with no possibility of even stepping out of the yard. "

"A certain month and a certain day are sunny

I went down the street and bought some fun stuff that wasn't physically demanding.Hope you can like it. "

"It rains on a certain day of the month

Tired and feverish.

I'll keep those toys under wraps. "

"It rains on a certain day of the month

I have already asked all the famous doctors, and searched every passing doctor.Why is there no one who can cure my son? !

quack!They're all a bunch of quacks! !You can cure so many people, you can have such a high reputation - why can't you cure my son?He is still so small.Still so small.

I want to watch him grow up, get married and have kids.

I want to watch him do the career he wants to do, and visit the roads I have traveled or not.

God, even if I beg you.Let him grow up healthy and healthy. "

……

The pages are getting thinner.

The above content is talking about tiredness from beginning to end.

Tiredly lowering his eyebrows, he held the candlestick and didn't make a sound for a long time.

The tired in the diary is a child who is in poor health, frail and sickly, but extremely smart.

And his parents prayed non-stop every day, every day.If you want your child to be healthy, it doesn't matter if you die. ——As long as he can live in good health, everything is fine.

Tired and inexplicably sad.

He didn't know where his sadness came from. If he insisted on saying it, he might have to trace it to the reading material he accidentally found before.

He later picked up the book again and read it briefly.The story is about a child drowning. To save him, his father jumped into the river to save his own child who was in the turbulent water.The child was brought back to shore, but the father died.

Father's straw sandals are still rolling in the current.But he is no longer there.

For a moment, Tired felt a... resonance from the bottom of his heart.Ah, there is still a bright lamp burning in this boundless and lonely night.He thought: This is probably the supreme family affection.This emotion is so sacred!So awe-inspiring!

He thought: This is probably family affection.

Human affection is continuous.By what?Is it related by blood?

No, it is a sacrifice.

Gently brush the page with your fingertips.He muttered silently: Sacrifice.

Sacrifice is the essence of family affection.

He thought that the protagonist in this diary—Tired—must be someone who has this affection.

What an enviable existence.

I also want to have such family affection.

"On a certain day of the month.

Tired hair turned white.The eyes became strange.But he told us he recovered.

is this real!I was ecstatic and brought a doctor to his home to diagnose him.The doctor told us that he was perfectly healthy, as healthy as a child who had never been sick - just don't know why the eyes and hair are the way they are.He told us that it would be best to wait and see to see if there were any repercussions. "

The following diary no longer marked the time.The handwriting also became more and more illegible.After reading it several times, I can gradually parse out the words.

"Why is there blood at home?" "I saw scattered limbs." "Did something unclean come in?" "Blood is in the tired room."

"Someone in town has disappeared."

"Lei said, I have become a ghost."

"What is a ghost?! What is a ghost—how did Tired become such a thing?! I asked him, that, the blood that appeared in that house, those human fragments——

Ghosts must eat this, he said.This is ghost food.Mom and Dad, why do you look so unhappy? "

Then there are two full sides of finely divided words and frantic pen and ink, with some very extreme words mixed in between.Tired frowned and skipped to read it, and just came to the last page.

He was a little disappointed: Is this the end?Withdrawing the foreword, tired parents are really unreasonable.

Obviously tired has become a healthy existence, why can't they accept their children and live a happy life as a family of three forever together?

He scanned the last page slowly.

To his surprise, the handwriting on the last side is clear and beautiful, just like the man who firmly wrote "I want to watch him grow up safely with my wife and children" at the beginning of the diary.

Read it patiently.

"My wife and I have made up our minds. We will kill Tired.

He has done an unforgivable act.Murderers will go to hell and be burned by karmic fire.

But it doesn't matter, because my wife and I will bear the same sin, and then we will go down with him and atone with him.

Tired, forgive my father and mother.

Mom and Dad love you. "

The author has something to say: I want to play games at night, so I wrote it early~