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Chu Shao followed Zhou Lanmu all the way back to the inn.

Zhou Lanmu was very calm along the way, as if the person who died in front of him just now was someone who had never been related.

Qi Chu was hysterical before, but now he is completely calm, he can't even cry, all the guards want to drag him away from Bai Canglang's body, but they can't break his grip on the other side's hand.

As if his soul had been sucked away, Zhou Lanmu waved his hand to signal all the guards to go down, only Chu Shao followed him into the room.He closed the door, only to see Zhou Lanmu turn around to look at him, staggered a step, and collapsed directly on the ground.

He hurried to pick it up, holding his warm body in his arms, feeling the other person shaking gently.

Zhou Lanmu bit his shoulder.

The clothes were thin, and there was some pain, but Chu Shao endured it all his life. He didn't say a word except hugging him tightly. He didn't say a word until the other party let go, "Brother..."

There seemed to be a bloody smell between the lips and teeth, Zhou Lanmu licked his lips, leaned on his shoulder, and did not answer.

"You're going to meet Voga Alos tomorrow," Chu Shao said, patting him on the back lightly, "The time of his sacrifice has delayed the private meeting, so we have to go straight down to Marriage Chishan, you have to be energetic , can’t slack off.”

Zhou Lanmu took a long breath and exhaled again, the warm breath circulated around his neck.

"Don't be sad."

"Feng Shuo hates me. He told me these things just to let me understand that what I thought I had, father's kindness, is just the expectation of a perfect heir." Zhou Lanmu was silent for a while, dumb He said, "He has people he loves in his heart, and those he loves have their children. What are my mother and I? He spoils me and trusts me, and gives me power, but it is just paving the way for his own love. What am I? It's nothing, just like Qi Chu, it's just a pawn."

Hearing his indifferent tone, Chu Shao suddenly became uncontrollably flustered: "All he did for you was not just using you as a pawn."

"Really?" Zhou Lanmu chuckled lightly, "My mother left early, my father's benevolence is just a joke, my brother wants me to die, and the only relative I have left is a younger sister..."

Chu Shao swallowed and interrupted him: "Then what about me, am I not your relative?"

"You—" Zhou Lanmu's hand slowly slipped from his back, "You have been deceived and hated for so many years, you are a poor person. I know you have tried your best, but you have never believed me once."

Chu Shao was taken aback, and just about to get up, he hugged the back of his neck and pressed it back on his shoulders, and continued: "Before the Dingfeng Rebellion, if you don't believe me, tell me the matter, and I will go to find the emperor for you to ask about it." Later, you didn't believe that I was capable of protecting myself during the Dingfeng Rebellion, so you insisted on using your own method to save me, causing both sides to suffer. Not long ago...you still didn't believe me, and if you didn't believe me, I couldn't bear to kill you. "

"I... grew up with my mother since I was a child, and I have seen too many people and the world," Chu Shao replied tremblingly, "From the first day she left me to follow my father and entered Zhongyang alone, I I have always firmly believed that no one can be trusted. I met you and wanted to protect you, but I couldn't trust you wholeheartedly, so everything that happened after that...you really should kill me. "

"It doesn't matter whether we kill you or not. Our life is just like this..." Zhou Lanmu replied slowly, and suddenly said, "It's a good night, let's do something else."

He was sitting paralyzed with Chu Shao, but at this moment he suddenly turned around, pressed down on Chu Shao's shoulder with one hand, and pulled out the white jade hairpin on his head with the other.

Qingsi instantly scattered her shoulders.

Zhou Lanmu supported his shoulders, and straddled the opponent, making a gesture to bow his head, but the opponent covered his mouth with one hand.

He leaned back, and asked in a hoarse voice with some surprise: "Why, don't you want to?"

Chu Shao's hand moved down, groping for a long time on his small chin, and then he stood up abruptly, wrapping his arms tightly around his waist.

Zhou Lanmu licked his fingertips and tasted a trace of blood.

"Think," Chu Shao hugged him, and with a little force, the two switched directions. He looked down condescendingly, and said slowly, "But this time I don't want you to take the initiative."

In the middle of the night, Lu Yangchun came to the door of the two with a jug of wine, he really didn't understand why Fang He insisted on him delivering things at such a time.After thinking for a long time, he still bite the bullet and knocked on the door: "Your Majesty..."

Then he heard a broken, messy nasal "ah."

Lu Yangchun hardly dared to raise his head, it took a long time before Chu Shao opened the door with bare feet.

He was only wearing a middle coat, which was very thin, but he didn't respond when he saw him coming, he just took the pot of wine from him silently, just as Lu Yangchun raised his head, he saw a red kiss between his collarbone mark.

He didn't dare to wait any longer, turned around and was about to leave, when he heard Chu Shao's hoarse "Thank you".

Zhou Lanmu frowned, and stretched out a hand from the gauze curtain, his voice still choked up unnaturally: "...what's the matter?"

Chu Shao walked over with the wine, sat down in front of the tent, and grabbed his hand: "It's a good night, I always feel that there must be good wine, brother, do you want to drink with me?"

Zhou Lanmu poked his head out, the blush remained at the end of his eyes, and he seemed to have a kind of deep affection: "Okay."

Chu Shao got up and wanted to find a wine glass for him, but Zhou Lanmu reached out and took the pot of wine ahead of time, without caring about anything, he hooked his hand and fell down.

The wine was fine wine from the Western Regions, dark red, flowing down the corners of his mouth to his clothes, Chu Shao lowered his eyes, and carefully wiped off all the wine flowing down his neck with a handkerchief.

After Zhou Lanmu finished drinking, he let go of his hand, and the gold-plated jug fell to the ground with a clang. He asked unapologetically, "Good wine, good wine, don't you want to drink it?"

Chu Shao threw the handkerchief in his hand, raised his hand and pushed him down lightly: "I wanted to drink just now, but seeing you like this now... I don't want to drink anymore..."

It seemed to be raining in the middle of the night. The patter of rain became louder, and then there was even thunder. The strange thing was that the thunder was getting louder, but Zhou Lanmu felt that the sound in his ears was getting quieter.

Drowsy and weird.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Chu Shao get up, sat down beside him, slowly put on a pair for himself, and put on another piece for him.

He seemed to be very leisurely, even taking care of his bun meticulously. The white jade hairpin thrown somewhere was held in his hand and passed through his hair heavily.

Zhou Lanmu wanted to ask him what he was doing, but his lips seemed to be heavy, and he couldn't say a word.

What does he want to do?

As his consciousness became more and more blurred, Zhou Lanmu suddenly realized that something was wrong. After thinking for a long time, he remembered that he drank a jug of wine passed by the other party in the middle of the night.

Is it...

Before he could think about it, he quickly interrupted his train of thought. Since the Dingfeng Rebellion, he had been thinking about everything, and he was always worried about the betrayal of anyone around him, and he had never expressed his heart to anyone. He...was different.

Only by his side, he can firmly believe that it is impossible for the person beside him to harm him.

But now...

Seemingly aware of his refusal to close his eyes, Chu Shao was taken aback, sat down beside his bed, and reached out to stroke his face.

The calloused hands that are unique to military personnel brushed across his face, and his body still remembered the stimulation of the touch, and there was an ambiguous shudder.

"what are you up to……"

It took so much effort to say these five words, Zhou Lanmu almost bit his own tongue, Chu Shao saw this, but still didn't answer, just held Zhou Lanmu's face, lowered his head and kissed it.

The lips and teeth are hot, as if they are plundering.

In such a deeply entangled kiss, he belatedly noticed that the other party was different from usual.

"You... in the end..."

Chu Shao bit the corner of his lips, finally let go of him, but still touched his face with her hand: "Don't look at me with that look, you know, I won't hurt you."

Zhou Lanmu's throat surged, but he couldn't speak.

Chu Shao covered his eyes with his hands, and his deep voice seemed to be coaxing: "Go to sleep, when you wake up, everything will be the same as many years ago. You are still young, and you can do many things. There will be no more enemies, and you will not be killed by others. You will be a monarch who will go down in history and shine through the ages, except that you don’t look the same as before—speaking of which, I like your current face better than you. I know how attractive you are when you raise your eyes and smile at me."

When it came to the end, there was a feeling of gnashing of teeth, Zhou Lanmu felt that Chu Shao came over and licked the red mole under his eyes.

"Do you know that when I saw you smiling at someone, I wanted to gouge out the other person's eyes... When Wei Shuqing talked to me about the conditions, I was really moved, and I really wanted to lock you up, Let no one see. Day and night you can only see me, day and night, nothing but desire."

"But I can't."

There was a cold touch on the back of his hand, and Chu Shao knelt in front of his bed, babbling as if pleading guilty: "Because I love you, I want you to be happier than anyone else, and let you do what you want , to fulfill all long-cherished wishes, without any regrets, even if all this has nothing to do with me, even if I can't see it... I am willing."

Zhou Lanmu felt a numb cold coming from his arm, which immediately covered his whole body.

"I used the wrong method and killed you and my life. If you want to kill me, I will kill you. If you don't kill me, I can't live with peace of mind. But for the sake of... you still forgive me Forget it, this life takes today as the boundary, and everything from the past is wiped out, if you and I can meet again in the next life, I will be your brother to protect you."

"You used to say that I was stupid, but you see, you, the smartest person in the world, will be tricked by me one day." He leaned close to his ear, his voice was as soft as a dream, "Brother, I have said so many words in my heart , don't forget me."

"No...don't..."

Zhou Lanmu struggled to say a few unsound words, and finally fell into a coma. This sleep was long and dark, without a single dream. When he finally woke up from the nightmare, it was already daylight.

His whole body was covered in cold sweat, as if he had just crawled out of the water.Zhou Lanmu was stunned for a while, then suddenly stretched out his hand to push aside the gauze curtain in front of him. Outside the gauze curtain, Fang He knelt down with low brows. Seeing him wake up, he presented a letter.

Zhou Lanmu didn't answer, he suddenly felt that something was different. The heavy pain that accompanied his whole body suddenly disappeared overnight. His eyes swept across the empty room, and he felt the usual dizziness They were all gone, and they were as peaceful as a newborn.

After a while, he suddenly understood something, and frantically opened his sleeves. Sure enough, the black moon that had been with him for half his life, like a nightmare, had disappeared completely.

The letter is still the most familiar words.

"Brother Chengyang, words are like faces."

"Brother farewell to brother, don't come to look for it. I only hope that there will be a bright moon on the sea, and we will share this time together at the end of the world."

"Praise Chunqi."