diseased bone

"Brother Chu, why aren't you happy?" Xie Ran's voice was full of hospitality, "Brother, I found the most beautiful girls with great difficulty. Look at your stinky face, which frightens other girls. But you used to I have no interest in them, or I'll call you some pretty boys?"

"Don't worry about it, I'm not in the mood today." Chu Shao answered casually, "Recently, I often see the prince resting in the palace, with a lot of preoccupations, and he refuses to tell me. It's very annoying."

"It's just entering the palace, what does it have to do with you - I haven't asked yet," Xie Ran laughed, "Prince Xie, this person usually follows the rules, how can he be like this now, look at you, you have succeeded gone?"

Only then did Chu Shao's mood ease a bit, he raised his eyebrows, and his voice was a little smug: "Of course."

"That's really an anecdote!" Xie Ran sighed, "Back when Qi Yong'an came up with this idea, we thought that he would only come up with such bad ideas because of his broken sleeves, but we didn't expect Brother Chu to be romantic. Wushuang not only fascinated the girl from Zhongyang, but even the prince Xie..."

There was a "boom" in Feng Xie's mind, and he could hardly hear what he said behind him, his heart was beating in his chest, each beat brought a burst of twitching confusion and pain like being cut open by someone.

Chu Shao said casually amidst the pain: "How can those people be compared with him, don't talk nonsense."

After hearing this sentence, Xie Ran was a little embarrassed. I don't know if it was to ease the atmosphere, but Chu Shao smiled dryly and said, "He is much more interesting than that group of people."

"Really, what's the idea? Look at him who is usually high above you, but he is still the same in front of you?" Xie Ran's voice sounded very excited, "It's been so many years, it's really not easy... If it wasn't for you that day I came up with such an idea in Chunshen Academy, won his sympathy, maybe it won't go so smoothly..."

blunt knife.

Like a blunt knife with a curly blade, it pierced into the heart, but it couldn't give you any pleasure. It could only be cut open slowly, letting the blood flow drippingly all over the ground.

Those... the decisions he had made with all his courage, every thought he had thought, and all the plans he had thought about, turned out to be nothing more than a flimsy joke.Thinking about him and caring about him for so many years, at the very beginning, was actually a complete deception.

After all, during these years in Zhongyang, those dandies were as afraid of him as if a mouse saw a cat.Chu Shao learned martial arts so early, they must have suffered a long time ago.

On the day they met at Chunshen Academy, they knew he was coming, how could it be such a coincidence that they happened to be seen by him?

Qi Lang seemed to be unable to listen any longer, he walked behind him, wanted to reach out to give him a hug, but in the end he withdrew his hand restrainedly, and only reached his ear.

His wet and hot tears flowed down Feng Xie's cold neck drop by drop, even he himself didn't know whether the tears were from anger or pain: "Your Highness, Your Highness... This is his true face, he was just like this people!"

Feng Xie felt cold sweat dripping down his back, he thought blankly, yes, countless people's jokes passed by his ears, they said "General Xiao Chu is unparalleled", they said "General Zhehua kisses you all over the world" The face of every woman who adores him in Great Seal".

But he never took these words to heart. As long as he saw the soft eyes of the other party, heard his coquettish words, was embraced by him, and said "like", he would dazedly hold one of his own. Sincerely, I didn't even hesitate at all.

Are those words true or false?

How could it be so stupid?

He has lived for more than 20 years, followed the rules, stood high, crushed opponents one after another, and held the supreme authority of the Great Seal—he was a person who was honed from the intriguing court, and he had to ponder many times before saying a word Exit, but now he has been tricked by such a brat.

Poor, ridiculous!

Thinking back to a few days ago, for his gift of marriage, for his own gift of marriage, I did not hesitate to anger my father, just to give him a stable promise with a foreseeable future.

He was devoting himself to this, but while he was doing these things, Chu Shao embraced those girls, bragging about his cheap feelings in front of a group of well-made "mortal enemies".

Thinking of the mouth that said "he is much more interesting than that group of people" and kissed his lips lingeringly, Feng Xie felt so disgusted that he was about to throw up.

The first meeting ten years ago, and the day-to-day confrontation four or five years ago, he thought he was the person who knew him best in the world, but thinking about it now, all his words were lies, all his sincerity was wasted, and even his memories became nothing. A sharp knife dripping with blood.

Feng Xie raised his head as if losing his mind, and wanted to kick open the door in front of him, but suddenly felt dizzy, and took a step back involuntarily.

Qi Lang didn't care about anything anymore, reached out to catch him, and exclaimed: "Your Highness, what's wrong with you?"

There was a moment of silence.

The door next door was hurriedly pushed open, Chu Shao rushed out in disbelief, followed by Xie Ran.Seeing that the situation was wrong, Xie Ran waved the fan in his hand and retreated a few steps, and said in his mouth: "Chu...Brother Chu, I will find you to drink some other day. I am not feeling well today, so I will not accompany you for now!"

Feng Xie lowered his head deeply and did not speak.When he came back from the palace, he still had his fine clothes on, and the scarlet cloak was wrapped around his body, looking at Xiao Sha who was like thick blood.

"Bastard!"

Before Chu Shao could react, he was kicked by Qi Lang who was behind Feng Xie. Qi Lang rushed towards him and cursed angrily: "Beast, beast! It really is something that has no father or mother. Is it so fun to ruin other people's sincerity in vain? You are worthy of your highness! If it weren't for your highness, your bones would have been eaten up by dogs long ago! You heartless thing, I pooh, I pooh! "

He came from a good background and was well educated, and he seldom scolded these dirty words from the market, so he was really angry to the extreme at this moment.

As long as Chu Shao raised his hand, he could resist his bite, but he knelt down on the ground with a "plop" at the opponent's foot, and even though he beat and scolded without thinking, he never even resisted.

After a long time, he raised his head tremblingly, and called out tremblingly, "Brother Prince..."

Feng Xie supported the door frame beside him and turned around.

In fact, he didn't think about what to say, but in the short time just now, he had restrained all his previous warmth and pampering, and his face was as cold as ice: "General Xiao Chu is unparalleled, and not only The girls in Zhongyang are fascinated..."

He said this in a cold voice, and suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly: "At the end of the 16th year of Qingyuan, I saw you being bullied by them in Chunshen Academy and brought you back to the Prince's Mansion. It has been five years now."

Chu Shao knelt at his feet, seemingly terrified, shaking her shoulders, unable to speak a word.

"From the very beginning... when we met at Chunshen Academy, you made a plan?" Feng Xie looked at him and asked very seriously.

Chu Shao looked up at him, her lips trembling, and finally said "no".

"Yes or no, it doesn't matter that much," Feng Xie looked away, and said very calmly, "Since in General Xiao Chu's mind, I am no different from the women here—oh no, I am even better than them Interesting, isn't it?"

"Brother, what's wrong with your face?" Chu Shao didn't answer, but stared at the obvious red marks on Ruyu's cheeks, "You've been worrying recently, did the emperor make things difficult for you, he..."

That mark—it was a willing struggle at first, but now it seems that it is more like a mark of shame.

It reminded him clearly how stupid he was.

"Since there is no difference, there is no point for General Xiao Chu to stay in my mansion." Feng Xie did not answer, and continued with a blank expression, "Tonight, I will ask someone to collect your things and deliver them tomorrow. Royal father rewards you to go to your mansion - the general must rest assured, I will tell them to be more careful, and nothing will be missing from you."

"Brother, what do you mean?" Chu Shao's complexion suddenly turned pale, and he stammered as if he couldn't believe it, "You want... to drive me away?"

Feng Xie knelt down in front of him, wanted to show a flawless smile, bent the corner of his mouth, but failed, so he could only use a trembling, indifferent, mocking tone, gnashing his teeth: "Who is... ...your brother?"

Can't lose.

If he showed even a little sadness at this moment, it would become a talking point for him to brag about in the future.

Even though the soreness in his chest has turned into Ling Chi-like pain, and he is even a little numb, but he will not cry, and he will not let the other party see a flaw.

"No, I... I drank too much, I was talking nonsense, I..." Seeing that he turned to leave, Chu Shao was in a mess, so she had to take a few steps forward, hugging his leg tightly, almost desperately Say, "What I said before, I mean it all!"

"Sincerely..." Feng Xie repeated sarcastically without even lowering his head, "Don't tarnish these two words, why are you so disgusting?"

Chu Shao pursed her lips and closed her eyes, tightly hugging his leg, refusing to let go.

Feng Xie paused on the spot, then shook him away forcefully.

Chu Shao was thrown aside by him and fell to the ground in embarrassment. When he got up, he saw that his always gentle and calm brother finally lost his composure, his eyes were red, and he yelled at him out of composure: "Get out!"

Chu Shao's legs gave way, and he didn't even have the strength to continue chasing him. He knelt down on the spot with a plop, watching Zhu Yi's figure disappear from his sight step by step.

He opened his mouth in bewilderment, as if he wanted to call out again.

But he desperately knew that even if he shouted his throat, the other party would not stop.

Only an exquisite sachet fell in front of her, embroidered with a few Tang flowers, and filled with herbs.

Tomorrow is Shangsi Festival.

He stretched out his hand to grab the sachet, and suddenly remembered that half a month ago, Feng Xie said that he was too busy these days, and told him to wait every night until the day of Shangsi Festival, he must take a day off to spend a good time with him Together, go outing, travel, or do nothing, lie under the crabapple tree and bask in the sun together.

It is clearly something that is within reach, but now it is separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

Two guards were waiting at the door in regular clothes, Feng Xie walked away agitatedly, so he took off the scarlet cloak on his body and threw it to the guard at hand.Qi Lang chased after him, calling out worriedly: "Your Highness..."

"My eldest son, thank you very much today." Feng Xie got into a very low-key carriage with no expression on his face, and said coldly, "It's not early today, you go back first, I will invite you to a banquet in the future to express my gratitude."

Qi Lang wanted to say something more, but Feng Xie ignored it, and only raised his voice to order: "Go back to the residence."

The cloak is untied, and it is still a bit cold in March, but the wind does not feel cold.The heart-piercing coldness that he had never felt from the bottom of his heart almost suffocated him.

This is... the relationship of more than ten years, the person he fell in love with!

His thoughts were extremely chaotic, for a while it was the innocent smile that Chu Shao looked at him in the past, and for a while it was the careless and lazy expression just now.He said "I like my brother too", he said "it's much more interesting than those girls", he showed an aggrieved expression in Chunshen Academy, and he showed a triumphant smile while clinging to the wine glass.

Which one is fake and which one is real!

Why does a person who has been together for so long show such a cold and vicious side?

Such thoughts haunted him, causing him to stagger and fall when he got off the carriage.Qin Mu was very worried, wanted to help him up, but didn't dare, Feng Xie waved his hands, and rushed into his study without even looking back.

He locked the door with his backhand, and he released a little bit of his tense emotions. His slender and white hands were clenched into fists, with obvious blue veins popping out.

He tried his best to support himself so as not to let himself slip, but his eyes turned red in an instant.

He raised his head in a daze, but happened to see the "Six States Getou" written by himself.At the beginning, he tried to test whether Chu Shao wanted to move out, but he didn't expect Chu Shao to directly hang this painting in his study room, and he seemed to still see the young man with the high ponytail sitting on his desk, shaking a pair of long Legs, breathing in his ear: "I don't want to move away, I will never leave my brother."

He has learned good calligraphy with a sharp hand, and every stroke is full of proud character, which brings a kind of chivalry to this calligraphy——

The young man is chivalrous, and he makes friends with Wuduxiong.Liver and gallbladder hole, hair standing up, standing and talking, life and death are the same.A promise is worth a thousand dollars.Push Qiaoyong, show pride and indulgence, lightly cover and embrace, Lianfei, Douchengdong.Boom drinking wine, spring floats cold urn, absorbs the sea and hangs down the rainbow.Freely call the eagle and the dog, the white feather picks the carved bow, the cunning hole is empty, and the joy is in a hurry.

Looking at it now, every word and every sentence is unbearable.What kind of youthful chivalry, what life and death are the same, what promises are worth a lot of money... Deceitful, all deceitful!

Feng Xie picked up the paperweight at hand, and slammed it viciously at the beautifully framed words.

The framed scroll seemed to be mixed with gold thread, so it was very strong, but it didn't break, but an ugly wrinkle appeared.On the contrary, the hard white jade paperweight was fragile. When he smashed it, it shattered all over the ground, making a series of crisp sounds in the silent Prince's Mansion at night.

Feng Xie turned his head to look, and there were traces of Chu Shao everywhere in this study—he found those few good inkstones; On the rosewood shelf, his dark blue robe was set up; the half-finished picture here was drawn by him himself...

The blood stagnated in his chest, and driven by an impulsive anger, he took a few steps forward and overturned the desk, kicked the wooden frame, and tore the half of the unfinished painting to pieces.

Everything is chaotic.

He knelt in the middle of the study room full of fragments, remembering the jade pendant around his waist, he violently pulled it off, he wanted to shatter it viciously, but in the end he didn't give up.

The cracks on the back of the jade pendant, and the lingering blood... were left when he blocked the sword for himself.

Feng Xie finally collapsed, he clutched the jade pendant tightly, and knelt down on the ground along the cold wall.His father had told him countless times since he was a child, not to shed tears for others, not to have weaknesses, not to lose reason and judgment because of misty emotions, why did he come to this point?

Feng Xie lowered his head, felt the saltiness in his eye sockets, and lifted it up again.His vision was slightly blurred, he stared at the emptiness above his head, telling himself over and over again that he could not fall into this inexplicable emotion anymore, absolutely not.

What went wrong to make him like this?

The author has something to say: [Put on the lid of the pot that I haven’t seen for a long time...]

The young man is chivalrous, and he makes friends with Wuduxiong.Liver and gallbladder hole, hair standing up, standing and talking, life and death are the same.A promise is worth a thousand dollars.Push Qiaoyong, show pride and indulgence, lightly cover and embrace, Lianfei, Douchengdong.Boom drinking wine, spring floats cold urn, absorbs the sea and hangs down the rainbow.Freely call the eagle and the dog, the white feather picks the carved bow, the cunning hole is empty, and the joy is in a hurry.

——He Zhu's "Six States Song Tou"