After biting President Vinegar
Chapter 38
The last time Yunzhi cried in front of her was ten years ago, when she was still young, Shen Jinxun's feeling about it was only moved.
Now the emotion is more intense, as if a certain string in my heart is being plucked by Yunzhi all the time.
He obviously didn't know the reason for the tears, but he panicked because of it.
Taking out a few tissues and helping to wipe away the tears on his cheeks, Shen Jinxun asked, "What's the matter?"
Yunzhi pondered for a while, but finally stopped talking.
He said, "It's nothing."
What should I say?The 18 years before it seemed carefree, but it was actually a nightmare?
To be more specific, it is said that the old man broke his left hand, and his future was almost ruined, and his life that should have been smooth sailed was deviated.Even if it is restored to its original state now, can the wasted four years never be made up again?
Or reveal that Shen Xifu was so considerate to him, seemingly by his side to raise him carefully, but in fact he was just secretly controlling him, letting him grow up safely under the nose, and then go to exchange the lives of other vampires.
It's just that fate played tricks, and I only awakened my talent after he was critically ill, so I escaped by accident?
Shen Jinxun is connected with them by blood, and has received their sincere protection. If he knows this, he will definitely feel more uncomfortable than himself.
The moment she saw him, Yunzhi was full of grievances and distress, and there was no way to express it. Seeing him was like seeing a vent, and she planned to confide in it regardless.
But this thought lasted for less than half a second before it was dismissed.
Even if Shen Jinxun likes to be brave and bears a lot of pressure quietly, if he knows this, he will take the shortest time to understand, bear, and share the pain.
But Yunzhi found that he couldn't open his mouth. If he could, he didn't want to make this person who always said it didn't hurt hurt again.
"Ask you and you don't say anything, you just cry at me." Shen Jinxun said, "Then what should I do?"
Yunzhi shook his head, and muttered as if swearing: "Don't cry."
"Come to see me together, just to shed a few tears?"
He choked twice and didn't speak.
It was very late, and it would be a new day in a few minutes. Shen Jinxun sat on the edge of the bed, raised his hand and pulled Yunzhi.
"It's been a busy day, and you're still standing, aren't your feet tired?" He asked.
Yunzhi sat next to him, the curtains in front of him were not drawn, and he could see the bustling night scene of the area near the hospital.The city is illuminated by lights along the street, and it is orange-red when viewed from a distance.
His vision was blurred, and he felt that the light spots in his eyes seemed to be dancing, like candles in front of Shen Xifu's mourning hall.
Shen Jinxun saw that he was so dull and abnormal, so he didn't force him to answer his confusion, and ran his left hand through his hair.
This kind of silent reassurance is very effective, without any rush, gently telling Yun Zhi: He is with him and can provide him with support at any time.
Shen Jinxun said: "Is it true that all those who play art are the same, with a particularly sensitive mind?"
Yunzhi doesn't know others, but only describes herself: "Sometimes I think a lot."
"I have to think a lot here?" Shen Jinxun said helplessly, "Whether it's your bamboo horse or your suitor, it seems that I have failed."
He made it clear that he had no intention of revealing anything, but he didn't panic. His left hand slid down the back of his head, touched the back of Yunzhi's neck, and squeezed it gently.
Yunzhi twisted her fingers, closed her eyes: "No."
Let yourself become apprehensive, can't help but empathize with him, and then feel distressed and timid, Shen Jinxun must have succeeded.
After finishing speaking, Shen Jinxun didn't answer, they were silent, thinking about their own thoughts.
After 5 minutes, hearing Yunzhi's sobbing gradually stopped, Shen Jinxun hiccupped. Shen Jinxun turned his head to see Yunzhi covered his mouth, and his peach blossom eyes were bent.
But his expression is not happy, with a little seriousness.
Even though he likes Yunzhi, he will be partial, he will accommodate, and he will be unable to extricate himself from it.But his personality has not been reduced by excessive love, he still has his own ideas and persistence, and he is not a believer who unconditionally worships the gods.
Some things can be indulged, but some things must be clear, and there are minor problems that need to be corrected.
"I think you've misunderstood our relationship a little bit," he said.
At first, Yunzhi thought that Shen Jinxun wanted to emphasize that the relationship between them was gradually deteriorating, and that it was no longer the pure friendship of the past.
However, Shen Jinxun didn't mean that.
Falling in love is different from doing a problem. The latter seeks to get the correct result quickly, while the former wants process experience.To him, as long as the other party is Yunzhi, ambiguity is not interesting.
Although he sometimes wanted to confirm the relationship, he never thought of urging Yunzhi to accept it at this time.
He said: "Let me say something that is a bit off-topic. There were a lot of posts discussing my mother before, and some of them were overtime and deleted. Before the doctor put me in a cast, I just talked to the public relations department Make a good call."
Yun Zhi immediately sweated, and looked at him with a frown.
"It's relatively early to intervene here. Those who deliberately spread the news behind them should know that I noticed it and didn't continue to post it. You don't have to worry about it." He said, "Actually, I want to talk about things from my childhood."
Hearing him say "when I was young", Yunzhi felt a little strange.
"How small?"
"13 years old, young enough."
As soon as he was 13 years old, Yunzhi knew what Shen Jinxun recalled.
Other people's 13-year-old is generally carefree, but Shen Jinxun's 13-year-old is full of scars.
The father had a feud with someone because of a business dispute, and the man had no way out, so he took the risk and inflicted hatred on Shen Jinxun and Shen's mother in a distorted way.
"My mother and I were kidnapped. We were beaten during the day and starved at night. On the third day, we were unbearably cold and made plans for the two-meter-high hole in the wall."
Shen Jinxun said: "I can only step on her back to reach the edge of the hole, and then hold it there. My mother needs to stand up and support me, and lift me up. If it is now, I should be able to lift me up." Take her out, don't leave her there, and run away by yourself."
For Shen Jinxun who was young at that time, not crying and dragging his feet was already the limit, and he had no ability to protect his mother at all.
His mother asked him to run out alone to ask for help. He ran in the ice and snow all night without daring to stop. Finally, he was exhausted and passed out on the road, which attracted the attention of passers-by.
I tried my best, but I didn't have time to rescue my mother. After finding out that I had escaped, the kidnappers retaliated. After the rescuers opened the door, they saw only bright red.
Shen Jinxun suffered from severe frostbite, fell into a weak coma for two days and two nights, and lost consciousness several times.
"After I woke up, for at least 5 minutes, I really thought I was dead. The body was already lying in the coffin, and the soul came out of the body and saw the picture of the bedroom. Otherwise, how could the surrounding be so quiet."
He said: "Later, you turned your head and found that I was awake and waved to me. I realized that I was still alive, but they were all paying attention to other things. What is so important?"
Although he has long understood that the atmosphere at home is a bit sick, relatives value interests, and their feelings for each other are very weak.
But it was beyond his expectation that he was so indifferent.
Yun Zhi shook his head, not because he didn't know, but because he didn't want him to continue talking.
Shen Jinxun gave an example: "guess how soon my dad will get married again, discuss the adjustment of the consortium structure, or speculate on the change of shares."
He was a little gloomy when he mentioned his mother, but now his tone turned flat, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.
But that was actually the most difficult and dark period in his past.
Being regarded as a play object by relatives, when grandpa came, he pretended to sympathize with himself.Shen Jinxun was able to distinguish between falsehood and hypocrisy, and this kind of comfort could only make him sick.
Being talked about, being looked at, these can still be ignored.At that time, Xue Fengshu couldn't maintain his rationality in his grief, so he recklessly pinned the crime on him.
——Why are you running so slowly?
——Why did you leave your mother and escape alone?
——Why is there still a face here?
The lines were full of anger and accusations, Shen Jinxun remained silent, and did not resist after being beaten up until Yunzhi came to fight and was accidentally bumped by Xue Fengshu.
He got into a fight with Xue Fengshu, he was 13 years old, and Xue Fengshu had just come of age.Logically speaking, the elder brother should be able to crush, but the two of them froze in a mortal stance.
Afterwards, Shen's father hurried over and scolded Xue Fengshu.Xue Fengshu, whose forehead was broken, held the wound, and left here with his grandfather coldly, while Shen Jinxun was injured all over again.
With his grandfather around, Shen Jinxun was surrounded by his relatives when he was bandaging his wound. He said "Xue Fengshu should be damned" on the left and "take it easy, doctor, don't hurt the young master".
Yun Zhi wanted to squeeze in to see him, but was stopped, and said "outsiders don't come to make trouble again".
The vampire living under the fence had to go back to the attic and only visited in the middle of the night.
Shen Jinxun changed the gauze alone, while Yunzhi sat next to him, saying that he was blocked from the door during the day, and those people were very cruel to him, so he was scared back, which is why he came so late.
After explaining, he trembled and cried, which shocked Shen Jinxun so much that he froze in place and dared not move.
In fact, the scene in front of me is somewhat similar to that time.
Sitting side by side, one was downcast and the other was wounded.
The difference is that Yunzhi has become sensitive and worried now, and will not complain to Shen Jinxun all-in-one.
Shen Jinxun said: "You seem to be hiding it all the time. Is there any secret that you can't share with me? I don't quite understand it. You can tell me directly about anything."
Yun Zhi bit her lip, looking at a loss.
"I feel that what I said is representative enough. Those people don't treat you well at all, but if you run into a wall, you will continue to visit me and complain to me. And they play tricks on me, I don't Put them in your eyes, you are the only one who cares."
After a pause, Shen Jinxun said: "I always felt that we were dependent on each other in those years, didn't you?"
At this moment, it was no longer Shen Jinxun who froze in place, but Yun Zhi.
Dependence is too heavy a word, he never dreamed that the relationship between himself and Shen Jinxun could be called like this.
Describing him as a childhood sweetheart exhausted his guts.
Being humbled by the accident, and being lifted up to the clouds by Shen Jinxun, he tried to smile at Shen Jinxun, but the smile was forced.
He clasped his palms together, "I will tell you, I need some time to think about how to tell you."
"Think about it." Shen Jinxun said, "Then what should I do now? Others buy a house with a loan, and I take a loan to coax others? Let's make you happy first?"
Yunzhi said, "You are so capable."
After speaking, he received a call from the homeowner.
"Are you not at home, when will you be back?" the owner asked.
Yunzhi asked, "What's wrong?"
The owner said: "The residents downstairs reported that the bathroom on your side is leaking, and it has seeped into their ceilings. They ask you to deal with it quickly."
Enlightened, Yunzhi called the 24-hour maintenance hotline, and rushed to the rental house with the repairman.
Before leaving, he looked at Shen Jinxun, then at the elevator entrance, and dawdled for a while.
Shen Jinxun said, "Reluctance?"
Yunzhi groaned, "No."
The eye sockets after crying a lot are still a little red, looking soft and sticky, reluctant to leave at the door.
Not to mention that he didn't want to leave, Shen Jinxun also wanted to keep him.
It means that the residents downstairs have to scold the street.
After a while, Yunzhi still didn't leave, the two looked at each other and laughed out loud at the same time.
Shen Jinxun was still not at ease, and made a confirmation: "Don't let others bully you, you can only bully me alone, do you understand?"
Yunzhi didn't answer, then turned around three times at a step, and didn't forget to look behind after pressing down on the elevator.
Shen Jinxun still stayed there casually.
He tilted his head, imitated what the previous model had done, and blew a kiss to Shen Jinxun.
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Now the emotion is more intense, as if a certain string in my heart is being plucked by Yunzhi all the time.
He obviously didn't know the reason for the tears, but he panicked because of it.
Taking out a few tissues and helping to wipe away the tears on his cheeks, Shen Jinxun asked, "What's the matter?"
Yunzhi pondered for a while, but finally stopped talking.
He said, "It's nothing."
What should I say?The 18 years before it seemed carefree, but it was actually a nightmare?
To be more specific, it is said that the old man broke his left hand, and his future was almost ruined, and his life that should have been smooth sailed was deviated.Even if it is restored to its original state now, can the wasted four years never be made up again?
Or reveal that Shen Xifu was so considerate to him, seemingly by his side to raise him carefully, but in fact he was just secretly controlling him, letting him grow up safely under the nose, and then go to exchange the lives of other vampires.
It's just that fate played tricks, and I only awakened my talent after he was critically ill, so I escaped by accident?
Shen Jinxun is connected with them by blood, and has received their sincere protection. If he knows this, he will definitely feel more uncomfortable than himself.
The moment she saw him, Yunzhi was full of grievances and distress, and there was no way to express it. Seeing him was like seeing a vent, and she planned to confide in it regardless.
But this thought lasted for less than half a second before it was dismissed.
Even if Shen Jinxun likes to be brave and bears a lot of pressure quietly, if he knows this, he will take the shortest time to understand, bear, and share the pain.
But Yunzhi found that he couldn't open his mouth. If he could, he didn't want to make this person who always said it didn't hurt hurt again.
"Ask you and you don't say anything, you just cry at me." Shen Jinxun said, "Then what should I do?"
Yunzhi shook his head, and muttered as if swearing: "Don't cry."
"Come to see me together, just to shed a few tears?"
He choked twice and didn't speak.
It was very late, and it would be a new day in a few minutes. Shen Jinxun sat on the edge of the bed, raised his hand and pulled Yunzhi.
"It's been a busy day, and you're still standing, aren't your feet tired?" He asked.
Yunzhi sat next to him, the curtains in front of him were not drawn, and he could see the bustling night scene of the area near the hospital.The city is illuminated by lights along the street, and it is orange-red when viewed from a distance.
His vision was blurred, and he felt that the light spots in his eyes seemed to be dancing, like candles in front of Shen Xifu's mourning hall.
Shen Jinxun saw that he was so dull and abnormal, so he didn't force him to answer his confusion, and ran his left hand through his hair.
This kind of silent reassurance is very effective, without any rush, gently telling Yun Zhi: He is with him and can provide him with support at any time.
Shen Jinxun said: "Is it true that all those who play art are the same, with a particularly sensitive mind?"
Yunzhi doesn't know others, but only describes herself: "Sometimes I think a lot."
"I have to think a lot here?" Shen Jinxun said helplessly, "Whether it's your bamboo horse or your suitor, it seems that I have failed."
He made it clear that he had no intention of revealing anything, but he didn't panic. His left hand slid down the back of his head, touched the back of Yunzhi's neck, and squeezed it gently.
Yunzhi twisted her fingers, closed her eyes: "No."
Let yourself become apprehensive, can't help but empathize with him, and then feel distressed and timid, Shen Jinxun must have succeeded.
After finishing speaking, Shen Jinxun didn't answer, they were silent, thinking about their own thoughts.
After 5 minutes, hearing Yunzhi's sobbing gradually stopped, Shen Jinxun hiccupped. Shen Jinxun turned his head to see Yunzhi covered his mouth, and his peach blossom eyes were bent.
But his expression is not happy, with a little seriousness.
Even though he likes Yunzhi, he will be partial, he will accommodate, and he will be unable to extricate himself from it.But his personality has not been reduced by excessive love, he still has his own ideas and persistence, and he is not a believer who unconditionally worships the gods.
Some things can be indulged, but some things must be clear, and there are minor problems that need to be corrected.
"I think you've misunderstood our relationship a little bit," he said.
At first, Yunzhi thought that Shen Jinxun wanted to emphasize that the relationship between them was gradually deteriorating, and that it was no longer the pure friendship of the past.
However, Shen Jinxun didn't mean that.
Falling in love is different from doing a problem. The latter seeks to get the correct result quickly, while the former wants process experience.To him, as long as the other party is Yunzhi, ambiguity is not interesting.
Although he sometimes wanted to confirm the relationship, he never thought of urging Yunzhi to accept it at this time.
He said: "Let me say something that is a bit off-topic. There were a lot of posts discussing my mother before, and some of them were overtime and deleted. Before the doctor put me in a cast, I just talked to the public relations department Make a good call."
Yun Zhi immediately sweated, and looked at him with a frown.
"It's relatively early to intervene here. Those who deliberately spread the news behind them should know that I noticed it and didn't continue to post it. You don't have to worry about it." He said, "Actually, I want to talk about things from my childhood."
Hearing him say "when I was young", Yunzhi felt a little strange.
"How small?"
"13 years old, young enough."
As soon as he was 13 years old, Yunzhi knew what Shen Jinxun recalled.
Other people's 13-year-old is generally carefree, but Shen Jinxun's 13-year-old is full of scars.
The father had a feud with someone because of a business dispute, and the man had no way out, so he took the risk and inflicted hatred on Shen Jinxun and Shen's mother in a distorted way.
"My mother and I were kidnapped. We were beaten during the day and starved at night. On the third day, we were unbearably cold and made plans for the two-meter-high hole in the wall."
Shen Jinxun said: "I can only step on her back to reach the edge of the hole, and then hold it there. My mother needs to stand up and support me, and lift me up. If it is now, I should be able to lift me up." Take her out, don't leave her there, and run away by yourself."
For Shen Jinxun who was young at that time, not crying and dragging his feet was already the limit, and he had no ability to protect his mother at all.
His mother asked him to run out alone to ask for help. He ran in the ice and snow all night without daring to stop. Finally, he was exhausted and passed out on the road, which attracted the attention of passers-by.
I tried my best, but I didn't have time to rescue my mother. After finding out that I had escaped, the kidnappers retaliated. After the rescuers opened the door, they saw only bright red.
Shen Jinxun suffered from severe frostbite, fell into a weak coma for two days and two nights, and lost consciousness several times.
"After I woke up, for at least 5 minutes, I really thought I was dead. The body was already lying in the coffin, and the soul came out of the body and saw the picture of the bedroom. Otherwise, how could the surrounding be so quiet."
He said: "Later, you turned your head and found that I was awake and waved to me. I realized that I was still alive, but they were all paying attention to other things. What is so important?"
Although he has long understood that the atmosphere at home is a bit sick, relatives value interests, and their feelings for each other are very weak.
But it was beyond his expectation that he was so indifferent.
Yun Zhi shook his head, not because he didn't know, but because he didn't want him to continue talking.
Shen Jinxun gave an example: "guess how soon my dad will get married again, discuss the adjustment of the consortium structure, or speculate on the change of shares."
He was a little gloomy when he mentioned his mother, but now his tone turned flat, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.
But that was actually the most difficult and dark period in his past.
Being regarded as a play object by relatives, when grandpa came, he pretended to sympathize with himself.Shen Jinxun was able to distinguish between falsehood and hypocrisy, and this kind of comfort could only make him sick.
Being talked about, being looked at, these can still be ignored.At that time, Xue Fengshu couldn't maintain his rationality in his grief, so he recklessly pinned the crime on him.
——Why are you running so slowly?
——Why did you leave your mother and escape alone?
——Why is there still a face here?
The lines were full of anger and accusations, Shen Jinxun remained silent, and did not resist after being beaten up until Yunzhi came to fight and was accidentally bumped by Xue Fengshu.
He got into a fight with Xue Fengshu, he was 13 years old, and Xue Fengshu had just come of age.Logically speaking, the elder brother should be able to crush, but the two of them froze in a mortal stance.
Afterwards, Shen's father hurried over and scolded Xue Fengshu.Xue Fengshu, whose forehead was broken, held the wound, and left here with his grandfather coldly, while Shen Jinxun was injured all over again.
With his grandfather around, Shen Jinxun was surrounded by his relatives when he was bandaging his wound. He said "Xue Fengshu should be damned" on the left and "take it easy, doctor, don't hurt the young master".
Yun Zhi wanted to squeeze in to see him, but was stopped, and said "outsiders don't come to make trouble again".
The vampire living under the fence had to go back to the attic and only visited in the middle of the night.
Shen Jinxun changed the gauze alone, while Yunzhi sat next to him, saying that he was blocked from the door during the day, and those people were very cruel to him, so he was scared back, which is why he came so late.
After explaining, he trembled and cried, which shocked Shen Jinxun so much that he froze in place and dared not move.
In fact, the scene in front of me is somewhat similar to that time.
Sitting side by side, one was downcast and the other was wounded.
The difference is that Yunzhi has become sensitive and worried now, and will not complain to Shen Jinxun all-in-one.
Shen Jinxun said: "You seem to be hiding it all the time. Is there any secret that you can't share with me? I don't quite understand it. You can tell me directly about anything."
Yun Zhi bit her lip, looking at a loss.
"I feel that what I said is representative enough. Those people don't treat you well at all, but if you run into a wall, you will continue to visit me and complain to me. And they play tricks on me, I don't Put them in your eyes, you are the only one who cares."
After a pause, Shen Jinxun said: "I always felt that we were dependent on each other in those years, didn't you?"
At this moment, it was no longer Shen Jinxun who froze in place, but Yun Zhi.
Dependence is too heavy a word, he never dreamed that the relationship between himself and Shen Jinxun could be called like this.
Describing him as a childhood sweetheart exhausted his guts.
Being humbled by the accident, and being lifted up to the clouds by Shen Jinxun, he tried to smile at Shen Jinxun, but the smile was forced.
He clasped his palms together, "I will tell you, I need some time to think about how to tell you."
"Think about it." Shen Jinxun said, "Then what should I do now? Others buy a house with a loan, and I take a loan to coax others? Let's make you happy first?"
Yunzhi said, "You are so capable."
After speaking, he received a call from the homeowner.
"Are you not at home, when will you be back?" the owner asked.
Yunzhi asked, "What's wrong?"
The owner said: "The residents downstairs reported that the bathroom on your side is leaking, and it has seeped into their ceilings. They ask you to deal with it quickly."
Enlightened, Yunzhi called the 24-hour maintenance hotline, and rushed to the rental house with the repairman.
Before leaving, he looked at Shen Jinxun, then at the elevator entrance, and dawdled for a while.
Shen Jinxun said, "Reluctance?"
Yunzhi groaned, "No."
The eye sockets after crying a lot are still a little red, looking soft and sticky, reluctant to leave at the door.
Not to mention that he didn't want to leave, Shen Jinxun also wanted to keep him.
It means that the residents downstairs have to scold the street.
After a while, Yunzhi still didn't leave, the two looked at each other and laughed out loud at the same time.
Shen Jinxun was still not at ease, and made a confirmation: "Don't let others bully you, you can only bully me alone, do you understand?"
Yunzhi didn't answer, then turned around three times at a step, and didn't forget to look behind after pressing down on the elevator.
Shen Jinxun still stayed there casually.
He tilted his head, imitated what the previous model had done, and blew a kiss to Shen Jinxun.
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