Improv [Rebirth]

Qi Andong thought about Chen Yan's words over and over again.

In fact, that sentence doesn't have to be interpreted from an overly pessimistic perspective, but considering Chen Yan's current mental state, it seems abnormal to look at it optimistically.

He really wanted to shake Chen Yan's shoulder and ask what "no worries" means.

Lu Kaiji was also taken aback, he changed the phrase and asked: "Xiao Yan, are you not going to write something?"

"I……"

Chen Yan thought back on the scripts he wrote recently. Except for the unfinished business in his previous life, he was always picky and picky. The quality of those movies and dramas is nothing more than a quality issue, which will not have a greater impact on him, let alone Let him worry about it.

Although they are all biological, there are also differences between closeness and closeness. You can't let go of some children, but you can't care about others when they grow up.

Sin Song was the last child he worried about, so he thought he would have nothing more to worry about when it was a grown-up.He will go home to take care of his parents, explain clearly about himself and Qi Andong, and try his best to treat his mother.Birth, old age, sickness and death can't be avoided by everyone, all he asks is to accompany them to spend their old age peacefully.

How can I describe this feeling of being disconnected from the world?

He shook his head and said sincerely to the teacher, "I don't know."

Yes, that's the feeling, don't care, don't care, don't have a plan, it's okay to have it, it's okay to have it, just let it go.

Lu Kaiji's worry was on his face, Qi Andong's worry was in his heart.He thought he should not be too close to Chen Yan. This was the first time he suppressed his desire and felt the aggrieved feeling of wanting but not being able to.

He privately contacted the doctor who had treated Chen Yan and asked him how to deal with the recent situation. When he finished talking with the doctor and rushed to the set, everyone had already started work, and he was just waiting for his arrival.

He rolled his eyes around, but he didn't see Chen Yan, probably he didn't come today.

After changing the costumes, the makeup artist put on his makeup, and the director confirmed the shooting content with him, and then he remembered the person who played against him today, and he asked, "Didn't Liu Xi come?"

"Here we are, waiting by the side." The assistant pointed to the lounge.

Today's play is about Yu Xiangdi, played by Liu Xi, committing suicide by jumping off a building.

Yu Xiangdi is Yu Gaoyuan's girlfriend. The two met 20 years ago, and they are both teenagers.After Yu Gaoyuan and Lin Haoyan became friends, Yu Gaoyuan introduced Yu Xiangdi to Lin Haoyan, and deliberately condoned and even led them to have a physical relationship.

Lu Kaiji and Chen Yan talked about this.Unlike Europe or even North America, in the domestic context, showing such content is particularly unacceptable to the audience, and even seems unreasonable.They also considered deleting this paragraph, but no matter what plot was used to fill it, it was not as direct as the original plot.

Because sex is something that is not used to being shown by sex, and sex addiction is a particularly personal hobby, so the intimacy and deformity on sex can better express Yu Gaoyuan's distortion of Lin Haoyan's positioning.

Yu Gaoyuan is happy to see his "young self" with Yu Xiangdi, but Yu Xiangdi finds it difficult to accept his closeness to Lin Haoyan.Tortured by this kind of infidelity, she fell in love with Lin Haoyan painfully. They changed from Yu Gaoyuan's private game to a pleasing lover, and finally watched the man she had loved for 20 years kill her new lover and confessed to him His love for her is far less than his narcissism.

So she couldn't bear it and chose to die.

Liu Xi's part on the roof has already been filmed, and she just waits for Qi Andong to finish filming the scene where Yu Gaoyuan witnesses the death of his lover, and then have a supernatural conversation with her on the ground where the dead body opens its eyes.So she is resting briefly in her room now.

The shooting location is an abandoned factory building, where Yu Xiangdi and Yu Gaoyuan once worked together.The death scene she chose was undoubtedly the final choice - she still chose Yu Gaoyuan.

The first shot is a close-up of Qi Andong rushing into the corridor; the second shot is a hand-held camera, following up in the dilapidated corridor, focusing on Yu Gaoyuan's back and chaotic footsteps, the photographer is Lu Kaiji's old partner; the third The camera is at the corner of the stairs on the sixth floor, through the old-fashioned hollow wall, Yu Gaoyuan saw a falling figure, and then completely collapsed.

Qi Andong stood at the designated position, made an OK gesture, and began to adjust his emotions. The scene was completely silent.

Qi Andong raised his head, his eyes were anxious, he described it as crazy, and he read his lines to the empty roof.

"...Come with me! So enthusiastic, so young, we still have infinite hope..."

In the middle of his reading, he suddenly stopped, and everyone could clearly see the change in his expression, from acting anxiety to genuine panic from the heart.

It's not that he didn't act well, in fact, everyone present thought his performance was impeccable. If it wasn't for seeing his doom-like expression at this moment, no one would think that there is anyone else who can perform better than the previous Qi Andong .Now they knew there was another rendition, one that no one had seen before.

And Qi Andong had already forgotten that he was acting, he forgot that the camera was still looking at him, and that Lu Kaiji was still looking at him, because he clearly saw another person appearing on the roof where there should only be cameras and photographers.

It's Chen Yan.

Chen Yan was wearing a dark red T-shirt, as red as blood, and walked up and down the edge of the roof indifferently, as if he would fall in the next second.

Nothing to worry about—he said so.

Qi Andong opened his mouth again and again, wanting to speak to Chen Yan, but his mind went blank, only the lines he had just reviewed kept circling.

"We have died countless times! You killed me and I killed you. We were disappointed in each other, hopeless, wished we had never been together, and finally I understood that you have made a hole in my heart A pocket that leaks out of anyone but you. I know you too. I never really hated you. I know you too. Who else can you love but me?"

"Isn't it good to be with me? We were so perfect! On the other side of death, I won't wait for you. Come and kiss me, now, come and kiss me! You are the only memory of my flawless youth!"

He didn't know if he said those words, maybe he didn't, because he rushed upstairs immediately after he realized that he had nothing to say, trying to stop Chen Yan.

Why is this an abandoned factory building?Why is the elevator not working?Why are the corridors dim and long?Why can I only step up two steps at a time?

He walked upstairs desperately, and only when he got close to him would he have a chance to speak and stop him.

There were still many things he didn't say out loud, and he didn't dare to say out, but he was relieved at this moment.Instead of forgiving, it is better to say that he has reached a reconciliation with Chen Yan's illusion in his heart.

If you want to take a pool of spring water as your own, how can you not give up the moon in the water.He wanted Chen Yan, no matter if it was the one who talked and laughed happily, or the one who was wronged and obedient; The heart-to-heart one.

Either one is good, it's better than nothing, just watch him go away.

In the upward corridor, he saw himself who had been so preoccupied and overwhelmed in the past few years. He once wished to count all the bad and stupid things that Chen Yan had done, so as to prove that giving up on him was not a wrong choice, so that he could be persuaded I will never regret it later.

But he has already regretted it. When he saw Chen Yan looking down expressionlessly, as if it was not a tall building but just flat ground, and it didn't matter if he jumped off it, he regretted it.

There was a commotion downstairs.He couldn't hear such a cry because he couldn't see what Chen Yan was doing now.

When he once again saw the sunlight outside from the rhombus at the corner, a black shadow fell from his eyes with the sound of wind, and then there was a loud sound hitting the ground, not the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground, but the sound of soft flesh falling to the ground.

In the few seconds that the black shadow passed by, he saw the dark red color mixed with it, as well as Chen Yan's face, his eyes were still looking at him in the corridor indifferently.

Qi Andong couldn't climb anymore, he broke out to go up so many floors at the fastest speed, and then collapsed all of a sudden.

He took a few steps forward, pushed away the things in front of his eyes, and looked out the window as if lost in his soul.

The people who followed him seemed to be frightened by him, seeing his red eye sockets and veined temples, they dared not approach him.

Qi Andong is a contradictory body. At this moment, the anger and pain in him are fighting each other, and both sides want to dominate.

This kind of struggle is as intense as it would tear the host apart to the point of terror.

He stood quietly in the corridor, not speaking to anyone, and then walked down the stairs step by step.

The way down was as long as the way up, and he hadn't reached the exit after walking for a long time.He wanted to see Chen Yan sooner, but he would rather the road would never end, and let him pull this ray of hope to land in the abyss without end.

Someone tapped him on the shoulder from behind, but he didn't notice it at all.

The man didn't stop, turned to him and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Qi Andong was startled, he saw Chen Yan again!He grabbed Chen Yan, squeezed his wrist as if confirming that he could still touch him, and then pulled him into his arms.

"It hurts... what are you doing?" the man said.

"Are you a ghost?" Qi Andong asked in a low voice.

Chen Yan pulled his head hard, but it couldn't move, he frowned: "You are not too involved in the drama, are you crazy?"

"You fell from upstairs, you obviously fell...Is this the Yellow Spring Road?"

"No one fell from the upstairs," Chen Yan said, "The one who fell was a dummy. Didn't you confirm it yesterday?"

"I saw you upstairs..."

"Oh," Chen Yan finally understood, he didn't know what Qi Andong went through just now, he just thought it was funny, "I'm going to help the teacher keep an eye on the machine above. Do you think I'm going to commit suicide?"

"I should ask." Qi Andong muttered to himself.

When he arrived on the set, he shouldn't have pretended not to care because of Lao Lu's scrutinizing eyes and other people's peeping. He should have asked Chen Yan if he didn't come according to his own will.

"Can you let me go?"

"No, I can't."

"I won't commit suicide." Chen Yan said.

Qi Andong had calmed down. He saw the photographer following behind, the staff members watching the dummy, and Lu Kaiji with a strange expression.He thought of the camera that he pulled aside, and the exaggerated facial features of that dummy, not at all like Chen Yan.But he still refused to let him go.

"What do you mean no concern? What do you mean?"

"It's not interesting. I didn't want my life in the previous life. This life was extra. After paying off the debt of the previous life, I have nothing to worry about, and death doesn't matter. It's just that I won't commit suicide again, because I don't want to Choose again."

"You're still sick." He sighed.

"I'm not sick." Chen Yan said.

Qi Andong stretched his hand through his hair and couldn't help laughing: "I don't care about you. I forgive you."