Improv [Rebirth]

"I don't want to live here anymore," Chen Yan said suddenly, "I want to go home."

Qi Andong was taken aback for a moment, as if he didn't understand, and said: "Okay, when you want to go back, I will accompany you. Is your mother's illness better?"

"I mean, I want to go back to the house I rented." Chen Yan paused, "It's not good to stay at your house all the time, and it will cause you trouble."

This is clearly an excuse, Qi Andong just pretended not to understand: "What's the trouble, I'm not used to you not being here, I woke up in the middle of the night when you were away, I wanted to find you, but I couldn't find you."

"Then how long am I going to live?" Chen Yan asked him.

Qi Andong replied naturally: "Even if you live forever, I am willing."

Chen Yan tilted his head to look at him, as if he had known him for the first time, and said, "Do you still like me?"

"As I said, the last time I mentioned...letting you go is what Mr. Lu meant."

Chen Yan was quiet for a few seconds before he said: "I don't understand. I don't understand. You have been very kind to me these days, so good. I don't know why. You used to be up and down. I don't understand. Now I am worried, afraid that one day you will get angry again. We are no longer the relationship we used to be, and I don't have to be so harsh on myself, I am still willing to move out. "

Qi Andong was upset, he said: "You don't understand? What's so difficult to understand? I like you! Don't you know?"

Chen Yan recalled the dream last night, and shook his head calmly: "You said you let me live forever, so when I'm old, will you like me too?"

"It's not like that! It's not that I like beautiful objects and want to play with them in my hands. I like you as a person, and I like everything about you."

"That……"

When Qi Andong thought he was going to agree, he heard him say: "Sorry, you like me now, but I can't stand it."

He was like a thunderbolt, he thought that Chen Yan would be happy if he said it, even though he might be a little bit unwilling before this happiness, but he didn't expect Chen Yan to refuse so simply.

He propped his upper body on the bed in a daze, Chen Yan looked at him, his tone was flat, the same as usual, but the words he said poured down on his head like ice water.

"Do you remember a time when you were drunk?"

Qi Andong didn't remember, he was too drunk.

Looking at his expression, Chen Yan knew that he had no impression, so he smiled indifferently and said, "You were drunk at that time, and you asked me why I didn't like you, you only liked money, and you said you liked me, but I didn't appreciate it, Very ungrateful."

"I'm sorry." Qi Andong apologized very neatly recently, he didn't ask what was wrong, and let him soften first.

"I didn't ask you to apologize, I just wanted to say..." Chen Yan looked at him with big and round eyes, "You always think that your affection is more precious than money, and hundreds of thousands and millions of dollars treat you It’s nothing to say, but it’s rare to give sincerely to others. But I’m different, I’m poor and afraid, and you are nothing compared to life-saving money in my heart. This is the difference in positioning, you think too much of yourself, you... Do you understand?"

Chen Yan dug a hole in his heart with a knife, and shoveled it down with a knife, and gusts of cool wind blew up.He would have been furious in the past, but his temper has improved a lot recently.

So why are you leaving now?He wanted to ask Chen Yan, why did you leave when you were not sober, but stayed until now, and everything followed me, giving me the illusion that you don't care anymore?

There was a voice in his mind telling him that the reason why Chen Yan lived until today was because the results of the Peony Award had not come out, and it was safe and convenient to follow him.But he didn't want to listen to this voice, he said no to himself over and over again, Chen Yan was not like that.

But he ignored the grudge in his heart and said to Chen Yan: "Then you don't have to move away. Everything is convenient for you here. You said before that someone beat you, splashed water on you, and threatened you. If you leave , How can I protect you? Also, now many people ask you to write scripts, if you stay here, I can also help you look at it and give me some advice, don't... don't be deceived. "

Qi Andong thought that his stance was low enough, and it would be good if he could use the benefits to keep him first.

Chen Yan still didn't let go, he said in a joking tone with his old friend: "No need, you can raise me for a while, and you want to raise me for a lifetime? You will suffer."

After he finished speaking, he got out of bed and took a shower. All the supplies here were bought for him by Qi Andong, and he didn't bring any of his own, so he didn't need to clean up anything, and he could leave with someone refreshed.

He walked to the door, and Qi Andong chased him out: "Wait!"

"Ok?"

Qi Andong stared at him, as if he wanted to soften him with his scorching gaze, but he failed in the end, sighed, and said, "I'm worried, I'll let Zhengqing come to pick you up, just wait for a while."

"No need," Chen Yan shook the sunglasses and hat in his hand, "I'm fully equipped."

When he was about to go out, he turned his head to Qi Anton and said: "By the way, I still don't know who got our affairs out. I don't feel at ease if there is an enemy in the dark. If you are still willing to investigate Just remember to tell me the result, it's a little bit of old love that I have served you in the past few years."

After he finished speaking, he turned and left. Qi Andong suddenly laughed and shouted to him: "You probably don't remember what you said that night, but I remember it clearly."

Chen Yan looked at him suspiciously.

"So I don't care what you say, I know you like me, and I'm waiting for you." His eyes pierced Chen Yan's appearance like a needlepoint and pierced into his heart, making Chen Yan tremble all over.

Qi Andong stood there for a long time after the elevator doors closed.What he said just now sounded good, but in fact he didn't know what he was thinking. Chen Yan was different from before. He suspected that this illness made Chen Yan lack something, and what he lacked was tenderness.

Chen Yan saw Shan Yu as soon as he went out from the back door of the community.

Shan Yu was entangled with the security guard, as if trying to persuade the security guard to let him in.As soon as he saw Chen Yan, he left the security guard and ran over, and called him in surprise, "Chen Yan!"

Shan Yu stood in front of him, so Chen Yan had no choice but to stop, and asked blankly, "Why are you here?"

"There were too many reporters at the front door, so I didn't dare to leave... I just tried my luck here, but the security guard didn't recognize me and wouldn't let me in."

Chen Yan looked at him, wondering if he should tell him that since the last time he went upstairs, Qi Andong had already told the security department not to let any irrelevant people in.

In the end, he still didn't say much, just said: "I didn't ask this."

"Oh," Shan Yu said quickly with a nervous look, "I'm here to find Brother Dong. I can't talk to him elsewhere, and I can't get in touch with him by phone or text message."

Chen Yan nodded: "I don't know when he will come down, just wait slowly."

As he said he was about to leave, Shan Yu grabbed his sleeves.He frowned.

Shan Yu said, "Can you, can you help me find him?"

"No, I'm leaving, and I won't be coming back." Chen Yan said.

"Really?" Shan Yu's eyes lit up first, then quickly dimmed, "But I can't even see his face..."

With tears in his eyes, he said to Chen Yan: "Please, find a way for me to have a word with him?"

"I can not."

Shan Yu probably thought that Chen Yan would ask him what happened, but Chen Yan didn't ask a word, but just refused, so he could only say: "Because of the matter with Brother Dong, I'm having a bad time in Hongda. They all want to see For his sake, he won't give me a movie, and he won't give me any chance to be on camera..."

Chen Yan was in a trance for a while, his body shook twice, and he barely stood still. The moment he was unconscious just now, he almost traveled back through time and space to the time when Ning Zhixin came to ask him for help.

The two men even spoke so similarly.

"My family is too poor, and my elder brother has cancer, and I have no money for medical treatment... Most of my acting money was handed over to the hospital, and now I have no money to pay, and my brother's treatment has also stopped, please ...I know Brother Dong never liked me, he has always only liked you, can you say something for me, okay?" Shan Yu's tears wet his sleeve, and there was a dark water stain on it.

No one could bear to watch him cry, but Chen Yan laughed out loud, and Shan Yu stared at him blankly, forgetting to cry.

"Do you know Ning Zhixin?" Chen Yan asked.

Shan Yu nodded timidly, as if Chen Yan was the big man who controlled his life and death.

"Is he in full swing now? He did your same thing before, and I suspect that you were taught by a studio." Chen Yan sarcastically said, "The stories he made up for me are much worse than yours."

"I do not……"

Chen Yan interrupted him: "You framed me, do you remember? Why should I help you?"

Seeing that Chen Yan was monolithic, Shan Yu had nothing to say, he just stood there and listened to Chen Yan criticize him.

"People like you and Ning Zhixin, you won't change, after all, your nature is hard to change." Chen Yan looked at his pitiful look, and said, "Why do you all look for me? I like Are you being taken advantage of? Did you know about Ning Zhixin and think I'm easy to talk and easy to deceive?"

He knew that these one or two begged him, and offered him like a Buddha, not for himself.If he didn't know Qi Andong, or didn't have that kind of relationship with Qi Andong, they probably wouldn't even look at him.They came to beg him and asked him to beg Qi Andong, but Qi Andong's favor is so easy to exchange?

He let out a long breath, thinking that you don't know what I have paid.

Shan Yu turned pale and took two steps back.His previous arrogance was gone, and he seemed to be a little weaker than Chen Yan.

He said: "You don't want to help me, you don't need to humiliate me like this."

Chen Yan didn't speak.

He also said: "What is the difference between you and me? You just rely on two words-luck."

"Qi Andong is with me to divert your attention, and to bypass me is to reassure you. Even so, you are still not satisfied and feel that you have been wronged."

"You also sell your body, but you want to pretend to be noble and laugh at us. You feel aggrieved by leaning over others, that Dong Ge treats you badly and treats you as a plaything, don't you?" Shan Yu smiled miserably, "That's because you didn't Met other people."

After he finished speaking, he left, and Chen Yan didn't feel any wind in his heart, as if he couldn't hear Shan Yu scolding and humiliating him, and he didn't know if he had cultivated the ability to protect himself.

He watched Shan Yu walk to the corner of the street, and the driver got out of the car and opened the door for him.

The situation was not as bad as he said, Chen Yan thought, he still had the car and the driver.

The driver glanced at Chen Yan without any emotion, like a monk who was born out of this world.

Chen Yan went home.

Qi Andong stayed in the room until night, after all he was worried.When Chen Yan wasn't in his line of sight, he was thinking wildly, always feeling that someone was going to hurt him.

He called Ni Zhengqing in the middle of the night and woke up the manager who was about to fall asleep.

He said, "You'd better put my bodyguard at Chen Yan's place."