Why is my master always lost and swollen? !

Someone once witnessed the scene of Liu Zihan falling into the river on the West Mountain.That person was none other than Liu Zihan's personal servant girl, Yuan'er.

On the day when the accident happened a year ago, Liu Zihan was planning to cross the Western Mountain and go to a certain city to watch the festival celebration.Since he escaped secretly, Liu Zihan only brought Yuan'er to serve him.

When they went out in the morning, the sky was clear, and the two of them packed lightly and set out on the road.Unexpectedly, as soon as we entered the West Mountain, the sky changed inexplicably, and finally it began to rain.The two had no choice but to hide under a rock where the statue of Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva stood to shelter from the rain, and at the same time they were thinking together.

Compared with the city where my family is located, this place is closer to Lincheng.The two reached such a consensus.

At this moment, the rain has no intention of stopping.

Why not just run over in one breath, Liu Zihan suggested.Although Yuan'er felt that this was a bit risky, she couldn't find a better way at the moment, so she nodded and agreed.

Everything went according to the original plan, but due to the heavy rain, the cliff on one side of the mountain road collapsed.Large and small rocks rolled down, Yuan'er was lucky and escaped by walking behind, but Liu Zihan couldn't dodge, was hit by gravel, rolled down the hillside, fell into the rushing river and was caught by the flowing water. engulf.

"Then, Yuan'er went crazy. For a while, you were still at home, busy doing things; for a while, she cried bitterly, saying that she killed you. Mother felt that it would not look good if it continued like this, so she let me Returned her contract of prostitution and taught her to find another job elsewhere."

"I also said that she is a girl who is free to work as a helper in the hotel. It turns out that there is a reason for this."

"At the beginning, I gave her a large sum of money and planned to let her go home and wait to get married, but she thought that you had traveled a long way and would have to come back sooner or later, so she waited in the hotel. Hard work pays off, but You are waiting to come back."

"But I'm not the one she was waiting for..." Liu Zian sighed.

"If you say you're not, then you're not? We all think you are. Speaking of which, since you're back, why don't you bring Yuan'er back, or leave her waiting for you."

"Didn't you return the deed of sale to her?"

"You are a real person. I have been waiting for you for so long, why do you want me to come back to be a girl?"

"Otherwise? Is it possible that I have to be an ancestor to confess."

"I don't understand the girl's intention at all... She is in love with you with all her heart, don't you feel it at all?"

"How do you feel?" Liu Zian felt that he really didn't have any special feelings for Yuan'er.

"It's a bit similar to... how you feel about me." Guo'er blushed shyly as she spoke.

"But, I don't have any feelings for you..." Liu Zian muttered, although his voice was very small, Guo'er still heard him.

"Okay, you won't admit it if you eat it in your mouth?"

"No, it's just that I don't know exactly what the feeling you're talking about is like." Liu Zian was telling the truth. Unlike Liu Zihan, he grew up so old that he didn't even have a female ambiguous partner around him. .

"Let's use an analogy. For example, if you are with her, you will always be influenced by her emotions involuntarily. You are happy when she is happy, and you are not comfortable when she is sad." Guo'er thought for a while and replied.

"Well, what then?" Liu Zian nodded thoughtfully.

"What and then, is there any?" Guo'er felt a little puzzled, but she had already made it very clear.

"You just said one, how can I judge? Tell me more." Liu Zian urged.

"Really, it seems like I'm trying to get you a concubine... Also, I always want to do something for her, even if it's just such a small thing as combing her hair... Then, I always follow behind her unconsciously, Wherever she goes, you will go there, just like a little follower... You always want to do everything possible to fulfill her wish, even if it is not what you want... Also, you always have her in your mind Shadow, I often fantasize about what will happen to you in the future..."

While talking, Guo'er started to cry.

Liu Zian didn't know what he was thinking, he was stunned for a while, and then said to Guo'er: "Although I don't know what Yuan'er is thinking, I really don't have such feelings for her."

"Really?" Guo'er wiped away tears and asked with red eyes.

Liu Zian nodded.

"However, if all these items are met, what does that mean?" Liu Zian pretended to be casual and asked, but his heart was extremely nervous.

"It means you are in love with her."

"No... I mean, what if it's between the same sex? Like... two men."

"Shouldn't it be possible?"

"Isn't this an analogy!"

"Then these two men should be brothers Qi. If not, it would be too sad."

"why?"

"We are clearly in love, but we can't be together, isn't it sad?" Guo'er smiled and said, "You really haven't changed, you always like to ask some weird questions."

On the surface, Liu Zian was calm, but deep down there was a turbulent wave.He finally knows what kind of feelings he has for Mr. Baohe...or he has always known it, but it was only confirmed today.However, as Ruoer said, he is sad, because it is impossible for him to be with Mr. Baohe, not to mention whether his family agrees or not, Mr. Baohe alone may find it difficult to accept such an unbearable fact. .

"Okay, here it is. You have to pay your respects, after all, this is your own tomb." Liu Zian stood in front of the tomb in a daze, listening to Guoer say.

A Yao was playing beside him, waving a small wooden stick boredly.

"It's unlucky, I'm still alive."

The one buried at the bottom of the tomb was the man named Liu Zihan.He fell into the river in Xishan, and his body was not recovered downstream until a week later.The Liu family believed the dead body to be Liu Zihan and buried it, but now thinking about it, they insisted that they had mistaken the person.The face of the drowned corpse was swollen, and it was already difficult to distinguish the face. The only basis for judgment was that the pattern and color of the clothes were consistent with what Liu Zihan was wearing that day.

"It's really sad. You are still alive. So, who is the man buried here? Ah, hello!"

A Yao, who was playing, was beating a row of tombstones with a small wooden stick.Seeing this, Guo'er scolded.Standing in front of Liu Zihan's grave, Liu Zian said to him silently in his heart: "Hey, you boy, this is a troublesome thing. Your family mistook me for you."

Because Liu Zian knew very well that he was not Liu Zihan, so he couldn't treat the man buried in the tomb as someone else like others.

The man in the tomb must be Liu Zihan himself, Liu Zian said with confidence.He has the same appearance and personality as me. He is married to the woman in front of me and even has a son.

Liu Zian gradually felt that Liu Zihan's life seemed to be another life that he himself might have.Inexplicably, I walked with Mr. Baohe and fell in love with him, but I started a family with others here and lived a serious life.

"Speaking of which, I'm such a wimp. I don't mean your husband Liu Zihan, but I'm standing here right now. I've lived so long, I've never accomplished anything, and I don't know what I want to do. If you are in chaos all day long, you know that running around the world with your husband will not be of much help."

Leaving the cemetery, the three walked side by side as if they were a real family.

"Actually, at the beginning, I didn't like going out with my husband. It was hard and tiring, and I often got lost to unknown places."

"It's more like your personality." Guo'er smiled, "I'm afraid of trouble."

"However, I haven't gone out with my husband for a while, but I feel empty in my heart... It can be said that I used travel to escape. When I go out, it's as if I have something to do, and the feeling of uneasiness will disappear."

"Why do you feel uneasy?" A Yao raised his head and asked with a puzzled face.

Liu Zian smiled wryly, and said: "You are still young, so you don't understand... If everyone in the family has their own things to do, and you are the only one who has nothing to do all day, you will feel that you are a superfluous person who shouldn't exist feeling in this world."

A Yao nodded with a vague understanding.

"Yes, you were that kind of person. But I know you are a good person. You are kind-hearted and never gossip. It's just that you don't do things as well as others. But it doesn't matter. As long as you can always It doesn't matter if you stay with us." Guo'er said.

While talking, the three of them walked to the hotel where Mr. Baohe stayed.

"Why don't you go in and have a look." Liu Zian suggested.

"Exactly, I'm still thinking about when I'll find time to talk to Yuan'er." Guo'er responded with a smile.

In this way, the three walked into the hotel.

When Guo'er was talking to Yuan'er, Liu Zian took A Yao to Mr. Baohe's room to play.

"This is your son?" Mr. Baohe asked in wonder as he looked A Yao up and down.

A Yao shyly hid behind Liu Zian.

Liu Zian was a little helpless, and said: "Sir, they don't know, don't you know? It's my first time here, so how could I have a son?"

"But this child looks too much like you." Although Mr. Baohe knew that this was not Liu Zian's child, he still felt that the two of them were carved out of the same mold, saying that they were not related by blood. No one will believe it.

"It looks like that Liu Zihan..." Even so, Liu Zian also felt that if he had a son, he would probably look like this.

"By the way, what is this child's name?" Mr. Baohe asked.

"How do I know? Hey, tell him what's your name." Liu Zian patted A Yao's head and said.

"Ah Yao." Ayao blushed and replied in a low voice.

"Ah Yao." Mr. Baohe nodded, "It's a pretty good name, did your father give it to you?"

A Yao shook his head and said, "Mother gave it to me. The first name my father gave me was 'Big Dog'."

"Big Gouzi?" Mr. Baohe nearly burst into tears from laughter, "Zian, why did you name your child such a name?"

"I didn't come up with this." Liu Zian said angrily, "Besides, the name Big Gouzi is pretty good too! A cheap name is easy to support."

"Father." A Yao gently pulled Liu Zian's sleeve.

"what happened?"

"Can you play with me?"

"playing what?"

"Windmill."

Following the method A Yao taught him, Liu Zian grabbed his feet and swung him around in circles.

A Yao giggled out of breath, extremely happy.

"father!"

"What's the matter?"

"Let's play wrestling!"

"Oh, okay."

Looking at the two children, one big and one young, playing happily, Mr. Baohe squinted his eyes with a smile.

Because A Yao laughed too much, the guests in other rooms complained, Guo'er came over with Yuan'er, who was not wearing a servant's clothes, and scolded them.

A Yao played wildly and fell asleep when he was tired.

Mr. Baohe said, "I'm going to leave tomorrow morning. What are you going to do?"

Looking at the child's sleeping face, Liu Zian was momentarily speechless.

Mr. Baohe sipped his tea and looked at the greenery in the courtyard.

The leaves are exposed to the sun, and the pieces are crystal clear and emerald green.There was the chirping of birds again.

Liu Zian remained silent the whole time, and Mr. Baohe also sipped his tea quietly without saying a word.