top secret love

After eating enough, the old man asked his little granddaughter to find a small room with Ye Xiaojin and Ji Xiu. The room was very simple, without even a decent bed. There was only a wooden plank on one side of the room, and a stack of With some sundries.Fortunately, both of them were carrying sleeping bags. They were both tired and sleepy along the way. Ye Xiaojin asked Ji Xiu to go to bed first, and kept watch by herself.

He hasn't been on a mission for a long time, Ji Xiu's body is much better in the action group than before, and the quality of sleep is better next to Ye Xiaojin, maybe he is worried about letting Ye Xiaojin go to bed early, he only slept for more than three hours and fell into a coma Waking up in a daze.

Ye Xiaojin's health is good, and he doesn't have as many injuries as Ji Xiu. It's not uncommon for him to stay up for a night or two.After Ji Xiu fell asleep, he sat on a small stool by the window and watched him quietly.

Ji Xiu's eyebrows were originally soft, but when he closed his eyes and relaxed completely, his eyebrows were picturesque and cute. His lips were slightly closed, and occasionally he would involuntarily twitch the corners of his mouth when he was dreaming. Ye Xiaojin I feel that just looking at him like this, he can't get enough of it.

Ji Xiu was so dazed that he had a bad dream. He dreamed that right in front of his eyes, Ye Xiaojin was covered in blood, her beautiful eyes were wide open, and she stretched out a hand towards him.In the dream, Ji Xiu was sweating profusely. He ran towards Ye Xiaojin with all his strength, trying to hold him in his arms, but he couldn't run no matter what.Ye Xiaojin opened her mouth as if she wanted to say something to him, but before she could say anything, a large stream of blood gushed out.

In the dream, Ji Xiu felt as if he knew he was dreaming, struggling to escape from this boundless doom, Ye Xiaojin's appearance covered in blood was too real, he was soaked in the sadness of losing him, his heart seemed to want to was pulled in half.

He didn't know how he woke up from the nightmare, Ji Xiu hadn't recovered from the strong sadness yet.In fact, Ji Xiu has had such dreams many times in the past few years. Ever since Ye Xiaojin often went on missions, he has always been like this, but he has never experienced such real emotions like this dream. .

In the dream, when he finally hugged a cold corpse, the boundless pain and despair of losing his beloved swept him away, as if without him, there would be no joy in the rest of his life.

Just as Ji Xiu woke up from the dream, he was eager to look for Ye Xiaojin, for fear that what happened in the dream would actually happen in reality, and he realized that something had subtly changed in his heart.His feelings for Ye Xiaojin are no longer the original brother and best friend, he likes him so much that even if he loses him, he will be out of pain.

In fact, as soon as Ji Xiu woke up, Ye Xiaojin quickly cleaned up the love that was overflowing from his body through his eyes, and put on a flat smile, asking him, "Why did you wake up after sleeping for so long?"

This skillful change also fell into Ji Xiu's eyes. Ji Xiu used the movement of bowing his head to get up, thinking in his heart, does he like himself too?

He didn't know how he should face this sudden feeling. For a while, he often had the thought that if Ye Xiaojin was a woman, he would definitely marry him.But he is a man, so Ji Xiu gradually treats him as a good brother, but after all these things, he sometimes feels a little different, the way the two of them get along doesn't seem so innocent good brother.

What really made him see clearly in his heart was not as simple as this nightmare, it was just a trigger that made him have to face up to the emotions that he had deliberately avoided.

He just woke up, his mind was still dazed, but he encountered such a problem at this time, he thought Ye Xiaojin also liked him.But things like relationships are not as simple as two people liking each other and just being together. Letting go of the fact that both of them are men, just the discipline in the group is enough for him to have a headache.Ji Xiu scratched his hair, and for the problems that couldn't be solved immediately but were not in such a hurry, he decided to take it easy.

Ye Xiaojin was actually quite flustered, he felt that Ji Xiu should have noticed the change in his eyes just now, but there was nothing unusual about the expression on Ji Xiu's face, he could only get lucky, maybe Ji Xiu didn't think in that direction Woolen cloth.

However, these three or four years of deep love and almost crazy suppression of his feelings made Ye Xiaojin want to rush forward desperately, and shouted out his full love to him.He felt that the joints all over his body were itching, his heart was beating "thumping", and even his blood was boiling and clamoring.

In the end, Ye Xiaojin suppressed that urgency by relying on the "forbearance skills" she had practiced hard for three or four years.

"Sleep for a while, I've had enough sleep." Ji Xiu quickly got out of the sleeping bag. Originally, he wanted Ye Xiaojin to get in and sleep directly because of the heat he had just slept in, but now he was thinking He was in a mess, afraid that if he did too much, it would attract Ye Xiaojin's attention, and he was also afraid that if he did less, it would be different from before, which would arouse Ye Xiaojin's suspicion.Ji Xiu had no choice but to put on his coat, said, "I'm going to pee," and walked out of the room.

When Ji Xiu came back, Ye Xiaojin got into the sleeping bag he just slept in, ready to sleep.Ji Xiu thought, this is also normal, there is really no need for him to spread another sleeping bag and get in to warm up slowly, that would be even more wrong.

Ji Xiu was also sitting on the stool by the window, he was afraid that if he moved a little while sitting on the bed, the crude bed board would "creak" and affect Ye Xiaojin's sleep.

"Then I'll sleep for a while. If you get sleepy later, wake me up and I'll change you." Ye Xiaojin fell asleep with her back to him after speaking.

Ji Xiu stared at his back for a while, recalling the past few years between the two of them.He had never noticed it before, but from what Ye Xiaojin said just now, he suddenly felt that as long as he was with Ye Xiaojin, he was always in a position of being taken care of and cared for without knowing it.

He tolerates his petty capriciousness that he can't display elsewhere; he takes care of some subtle habits that others have never noticed; ;He worked so hard to train and go on missions. Without him, how could I have lived such a comfortable life in the past few years...

Ye Xiaojin silently did too many things for him, but did she really not realize it?Ji Xiu didn't think so, he just covered his eyes and enjoyed his contribution with peace of mind and deliberately avoided thinking about why he was so kind to him.

Ji Xiu's hands were a little cold. He retracted his hands into his sleeves and touched the sweater he was wearing underneath. He had worn this sweater for more than two years, and the cuffs were a little frayed, but he never threw it away.It was because this dress was very suitable and comfortable, and it was the first time Ye Xiaojin came back from a mission alone as a gift.

It seems that before he knew it, Ji Xiu's world was full of Ye Xiaojin.Ji Xiu was still thinking, what did he do for him?Other than saving his life and giving him a job opportunity to avoid going into the "senior people's apartment", he didn't do anything else.But these are all his work, no matter if this person is Ye Xiaojin or not, he will do the same thing, so it cannot be counted as his contribution to Ye Xiaojin.

He stared at Ye Xiaojin's sleeping back for a while, then turned his head to look out of the window, outside the old and dirty glass was the bright night sky, Xia Xuanyue hung alone in mid-air, only a few dim stars in the distance .

Ji Xiu suddenly had an impulse, no matter whether the other party was a man or a woman, how could he live up to the person who entered his life like this and paid so much for him.He wanted to respond to Ye Xiaojin's love, maybe it would be good for the two of them to be together like this.However, the gun in the backpack and the current chaotic situation are like a basin of cold water in the twelfth lunar month, extinguishing his just-emerging impulse.

Even if they disregard the iron-like discipline of the action group and live such a precarious life all day long, they don't know when they will be out of a mission and they will never go back. What qualifications do these two people have to be together? The other side only increases the burden.

Ji Xiu was bored in the room, so he simply got up and went out for a walk. He ran around the house twice, and then punched a set of military punches on the open space in front of the house. Wearing the unlined clothes she wore when she was sleeping, she went out in a panic.

"What's the matter?" Ji Xiu's figure was hidden in the thin night. Ye Xiaojin had undergone myopia surgery. When she just woke up, her eyes were always a little dry, so she didn't see him immediately. It wasn't until Ji Xiu made a sound that she saw him clearly. s position.

"I woke up and saw that you weren't here. I thought something was wrong, so I came out to look for you." Ye Xiaojin turned over half asleep and half awake, but didn't see Ji Xiu. She woke up instantly, and hurriedly fumbled for a gun in her backpack and came out to look for someone. , I didn't bother to wear the coat.

Ji Xiu's heart was soft and full, he took off his coat and put it on Ye Xiaojin, "It's a barren mountain, what can happen, it's so cold, go back quickly."

It was only then that Ye Xiaojin felt cold, she wrapped it up tightly and walked into the house shivering with Ji Xiu's hot coat on.Ye Xiaojin got into the sleeping bag to warm up for a while, and then felt that she had returned to the world.

"I'm afraid that if I lose you, you can't just go out and look for me without wearing any clothes. What if you go out like this on such a cold day, and you freeze to death before I find you?" Ji Xiu sat down on the bed and complained to him .

"How is it possible? It's not tens of degrees below zero in the Northeast, and people can still freeze to death." Ye Xiaojin had just froze for a while, and when she came back from the warmer, her face exposed outside the sleeping bag was flushed. His skin was fair, which is rare. Tender moments.In the past, Ji Xiu only treated him as a brother, and didn't pay attention to whether he was good-looking or not. Now that he had a different change in his heart, looking at Ye Xiaojin's "full face", he just felt that he was really good-looking .

"Stop talking nonsense, go to sleep, you've only slept for a few hours." Ji Xiu was afraid that Ye Xiaojin would find it unnatural, so he stopped looking at him and took out his phone from his pocket to look at it.

Ye Xiaojin didn't know if she had noticed the difference in Ji Xiu's behavior. After listening to Ji Xiu's words, she lay upright in her sleeping bag and closed her eyes.In less than 3 minutes, it opened again, "I was a little nervous just now, but I can't seem to fall asleep now, why don't I get up and put you to sleep."

"I'll give you another chance, just say one more nonsense, knock me out immediately, and go to sleep!" Without raising his head, Ji Xiu pulled out a change of vest from his backpack and threw it on Ye Xiaojin's face, Ye Xiaojin didn't say anything else , reached out and tugged on the vest, only covering his eyes, and concentrated on sleeping.

After all, Ye Xiaojin woke up after only three hours of sleep. Seeing that he insisted on not going back to sleep, Ji Xiu went back to sleep again. After [-]:[-] in the morning, he felt that it was time for the villagers to get up and move around, so he got up and took a quick shower. .

After Ji Xiu woke up, Ye Xiaojin had finished her morning exercises and was having breakfast with her master's family. She even took out the convenience food she brought and made some for the two children at home.Ji Xiu also squatted beside him and ate some spicy and preserved meat-based meals.

After dinner, the two packed their backpacks, bid farewell to the host's house, and started wandering around the village.Seemingly aimless tour, and taking pictures around with a camera.In fact, the focus of the two people was on the ancestral hall in the village, the family where the case had occurred, and the vicinity of their home.