【ABO】Who said AA can't fall in love

During the day, Jian Cheng was awakened by a ray of sunlight coming through the entrance of the cave in the early morning. He looked around but found that Lu Anzhao had woken up early and was sitting in a corner sullenly.

"you're awake?"

"Has the fever gone?"

With that said, Jian Cheng got up and walked towards Lu Anzhao, raising his hand to touch his forehead.

But just when his hand touched Lu Anzhao, he turned his face away awkwardly, "...I'm already healed..."

Jian Cheng withdrew his hand that stopped in mid-air, a little confused, "Stop being childish, you... I'm worried, I'll take your temperature again."

But who would have thought that Lu Anzhao was staring at him with an uneasy expression, his pupils were covered with red bloodshot eyes, and big dark circles appeared on his face that had never been blemish, it seemed that he didn't sleep well last night.

"What's wrong with you, didn't you sleep well last night?"

"Or is your condition getting worse?"

Seeing Lu Anzhao like this, Jian Cheng couldn't help feeling worried.

"Jane Cheng... Let me ask you, what kind of person am I in your heart?"

Jian Cheng: "...It's my brother. You not only study well, but you are also good at fighting. You are a very good person."

He was a little confused, wondering why Lu Anzhao suddenly asked this.

"...Well, I'll ask you a few questions next. The answer is very important to me. I hope you can answer me truthfully."

Jian Cheng was dumbfounded, but still nodded and said: "...Okay, you can ask."

Lu Anzhao asked straight to the point: "Since you were born until now, have you ever liked someone else? What I mean by liking is the love and attraction between the opposite sex, not the liking between friends."

Jian Cheng shook his head decisively, "No."

"Before you met me, did you have anyone you depended on, anyone who you think is very important in your heart, except your relatives."

Jian Cheng: "Tao..."

As soon as he said a Tao character, he took it back in time, and continued, "...Qin Xiaoran and Jiang Wan, there should be only...them two."

However, Lu Anzhao had a full view of Jiancheng's strangeness, and he asked, "Who did you want to talk about just now?"

Jian Cheng's eyes dimmed unavoidably, "It has nothing to do with you, he...is an older brother I met in the army before."

Lu Anzhao sneered: "Why, it has nothing to do with me, your business is my business!"

"I want to know who this person is, is it the man in your MP3?"

Jian Cheng: "Have you listened to my MP3?"

Lu Anzhao: "Sorry, I didn't mean to listen, but I really want to know who he is, is he so important in your heart, Jiancheng, so important that you have to listen to his voice even when you sleep Can I fall asleep?!"

Jian Cheng's voice sounded a little hoarse for no reason at this time, he was silent for a moment before saying: "...You are right, I really have to listen to his voice every night before going to bed to fall asleep."

"But it's not what you think it is?"

Lu Anzhao is about to explode with anger now, he feels that his chest is like a water tank that has been stored for a long time, there is too much water, and one day the water inside will burst out of the tank.

"It's not what I thought, so tell me what it is?"

Jian Cheng: "...This is the last recording he made during his lifetime. I listen to his recording every night to remind myself all the time, and at the same time tell myself, don't forget Tao Ran's death. As long as I live, I will We must avenge him!"

This last sentence, Jian Cheng almost roared out, at this time his eyes were a little red, as if he remembered something.

Lu Anzhao was really confused at this moment, what do you mean?

He has been fighting with a dead man all night?

"Don't you want to know, Lu Anzhao, I'll tell you!"

"The man in the recording you listened to was killed by me. I am a sinful person. Now you know it!"

"People like me don't deserve to live in this world. I should have died back then, you know!!"

"Why? Why is God so unfair! Brother Ran is so good, so good, so young, and his future is bright, but it's all because of me that he was killed!"

"I'm a murderer, I'm a murderer!"

"........."

"........."

At the end, Jian Cheng was sobbing, and his tears were gushing down at this moment, and he was no longer as cold and arrogant as before.

Looking at Jian Cheng who was already in tears, Lu Anzhao's heart was clenched into a ball.

He... he didn't expect things to turn out this way...

he... he thought...

At this moment, Lu Anzhao was very annoyed, he began to regret why he was so stingy, why did he eat so much jealousy there.

"Jian Cheng, calm down. Although I don't know what happened, I believe you definitely didn't mean it."

Lu Anzhao stepped forward and hugged Jian Cheng, comforting him.

"Did you know, Lu Anzhao, I was the one who was kidnapped back then... In fact, Brother Ran can completely ignore my escape, after all, the kidnappers are too powerful..."

"Brother Ran...in order to worry about my safety, he ran over to rescue me alone first. This...was almost successful, but who knows that I gave Brother Ran the hanging puppet on the halfway. The chain is so... not strong, it alarmed the kidnappers..."

"Brother Ran, in order to protect my safety...you still have to fight them, where...where are their opponents...Really, it's just one step away...just one step away, Brother Ran and I can escape ..."

"It's all my... It's all my fault, I'm such a waste! Not only did I not help anything, but it also added chaos. I killed Brother Ran!"

"........."

"........."

From Jian Cheng's intermittent narration, Lu Anzhao has already guessed the general situation of the incident at that time.

He felt sorry for Jian Cheng, and felt sorry for him that he had to go through this at a young age.

He also admired Tao Ran, admired him for not giving up on Jiancheng, even though he saved Jiancheng at the cost of his life.

He suddenly felt that he was simply too impersonal. Compared with the other party, his small thoughts and small actions seemed too childish.

At this moment, Jiancheng finally found an outlet to vent out the guilt accumulated in his heart for many years. In the past few years, he has gradually changed from an optimistic, cheerful, mischievous little boy to a man who cares about everything. A person who hides in his heart and closes himself.

He forced himself to become strong, and he swore that as long as he lived, he would avenge Tao Ran.

He trains desperately every day, consuming his body like crazy, hoping that one day he will have the ability to fight against that person, instead of a cowardly and incompetent brat who can only hide behind Tao Ran and cry.

Lu Anzhao said softly to Jian Cheng: "It's not your fault. If you want to blame, you can blame the kidnapper. I believe Tao Ran won't blame you. He treats you so well, how could he be willing to blame you."

"I think he certainly doesn't want the child he saved with his life to live in guilt towards him. I think he definitely wants to see you well. Only if you live well is the best atonement for him. Jane Cheng, isn't it?"

Jian Cheng muffled: "...I know the truth, but I just can't get over this hurdle in my heart."

"Lu Anzhao, you have had insomnia at night, and when you finally fall asleep, your dream is full of blood, making you breathless. Have you ever felt this way?"

"...I have been here almost like this for the past few years. Although Brother Ran in the dream is always smiling, he gently tells me that he doesn't blame me, but I blame myself!"

"Brother Ran, the better he is, the more I feel sorry for him... Whenever I see him smiling at me in my dream, I really want to cry. He smiles so beautifully, obviously he has more Opportunity can be noticed by everyone, but now...he can only smile in my dream..."

Jian Cheng's tone sounded sad and helpless, and the tears couldn't stop flowing down, making people feel distressed because of their fragility.

Having finally told everything, Jian Cheng's heart is undoubtedly happy at the moment. This scar has been burned on his chest for so many years, and he finally dares to tell others.

How much he once wished that time could come back again. At that time, he would definitely die himself and would not let Tao Ran come to save him.

Lu Anzhao hugged Jian Cheng tightly, waiting silently for him to vent his emotions.

"Jane Cheng, I know you won't listen to what I say right now, but what I want to tell you is that people—you always have to look forward."

"You think you are atoning for Tao Ran, but you don't know that it will only make him more uncomfortable. He saved your life not by letting you abuse yourself. He hopes that you can live for him and see for him what he once loved. this world."

"He hopes that you can continue his life and fulfill all his regrets in this world, you know?"

After hearing his words, Jian Cheng raised his head to look at Lu Anzhao, with tears still in the corners of his eyes.

"You said Brother Ran...will he...forgive me? "

Lu Anzhao: "As long as you stop abusing yourself like this, you will always be his beloved younger brother, and he will hope that you will come out in heaven."

"Jane Cheng, it's up to you—"

"It depends on whether you want to come out or not."

After listening, Jian Cheng was silent for a long time.

"Let me try."

After a long time, Lu Anzhao heard a faint voice coming from beside his ear.

There are no people living in this world who don’t have a painful past and unbearable past. When you walk on the street, everyone seems to be smiling and glamorous, but only they know the pain behind them.

There are two types of people in this world:

One is the forward person,

One is the person who backs off.

Those who move forward work hard to lick their wounds, turning these wounds into a hurdle in their growth, and the opposite of the hurdle is light.

Those who backed away carefully concealed their scars, allowing these scars to devour themselves bit by bit, and the opposite of them was darkness.