Catch My Little Traitor [Esports]

Tang Xu's mind went blank, he stared blankly at Lu Jing, wondering why Lu Jing would have guessed that he had such an unbearable scar on his body.

Lu Jing looked down at the scar on Tang Xu's hand, and sighed softly: "It's a little more serious than I thought."

This sentence made Tang Xu wake up abruptly. He struggled a bit and wanted to withdraw his hand, but this time Lu Jing grabbed him stubbornly and didn't give him a chance to escape like the previous few times.

Then, Lu Jing lowered her head and kissed those scars lightly.

The ugly protruding scar was touched by the soft lips, and there was a faint itchy touch.

Tang Xu's eyelashes trembled slightly, and the scars he least wanted to be seen by others were exposed in front of Lu Jing, which made him a little broken.

But Lu Jing was so gentle, so gentle that he couldn't even control his collapse. He wanted to escape, but also wanted to surrender himself without reservation.

"The Tang Xu I know is not someone who would commit suicide to escape." When Lu Jing raised her eyes again, her tone was soft, but her voice was trembling slightly, "So, would you like to tell me what happened?"

Tang Xu looked at him and said with difficulty, "If you find out, you might go crazy."

Lu Jing smiled: "It's okay to be crazy, I will blame one person."

Tang Xu lowered his eyes.

This is the deepest secret in his heart, because until today, he can't really believe that this thing happened to him.

But it was this secret that defeated the last line of defense in his heart.

It's still that day.

After signing the contract, it was getting late.

Li Ming got up and asked him, "Are you in a bad mood?"

"It's okay." Tang Xu said.No matter what his emotions were, he had already made up his mind not to tell Li Ming.

"Let's go." Li Ming stepped forward and put his arms around Tang Xu's shoulders, "I'll invite you to have a drink."

Originally, Tang Xu wanted to refuse, but now he has many fears besides disgust for Li Ming.

At this time Li Ming said: "One last cup, from now on we will go our separate ways and never see each other again."

So Tang Xu agreed.

They went to a bar. Tang Xu had never been in a bar because he didn't like the noisy environment.As soon as he entered the store, the loud music gave Tang Xu a headache.

Li Ming took him to the inner corner of the store, ordered wine for him, ordered wine for himself, and clinked glasses with him.

"What are your plans for going to MG?" Li Ming asked.

"No special plan, just fight normally." Tang Xu said.

"Won't you feel sorry for LSG?" Li Ming asked again.

He had already asked this question once in the office building just now, and Tang Xu didn't understand why he had to ask it again.

So Tang Xu replied again: "I am a professional player, no matter which team I am in, I will go all out."

Someone nearby seemed to be arguing, and the noise became louder and louder.

In that voice, Li Ming asked again: "Are you really not considering showing mercy in front of LSG?"

Maybe it was because of the courage of drinking, Tang Xu took a look at Li Ming: "That's too unprofessional, I can't do that."

"Ah, that's right." Li Ming looked a little embarrassed.After all, anyone could tell that Tang Xu's words were scolding him insinuatingly.

The two drink to each other without words, the words have reached the end of nothing to say.Tang Xu got up and prepared to pay the bill and leave.

At this time, there was an earth-shattering explosion from the crowd who had been arguing nearby. Tang Xu was startled. Turning his head to look, he saw that the wine bottle was broken on the ground not far away, and the foamy liquor was flowing freely.

It looks like a fight is about to start.Just as this thought crossed Tang Xu's mind, there was another explosion in his ear.

Another bottle of wine was smashed.

Even in the bar, this kind of fight is rare. People around have already stood up and prepared to leave to avoid being affected. Tang Xu also prepared to leave immediately. He didn't speak to Li Ming or look at Li Ming, thinking about parting ways like this Not bad either.

But his position was at the innermost part of the bar, and if he wanted to get out of the bar, he had to go through the broken wine bottles all over the floor and the crowd.

There were a dozen or so people in the fighting group, and the fight became uncontrollable in an instant. Chopstick rests and small table knives flew over their heads, and the terrified crowd ran away screaming. Tang Xu was among them, bumping from front to back. on people's shoulders.

There were broken glass and wine all over the floor, and it was a bit slippery. Tang Xu walked carefully for fear of falling.But when he stepped on a certain brick, his feet slipped slightly.

He swayed, trying to maintain his balance, when suddenly he was hit hard by someone behind him.

When Tang Xu fell face down towards the broken glass all over the floor, he only had time to stretch out his left hand to support the ground.

Wrists and palms felt sharp shattered glass all over the floor.

In the next second, piercing pain and dizziness invaded him.

Tang Xu fell to the ground, and his knees and elbows hit the stone floor so hard that he couldn't stand up for a while.He looked at his left wrist, a thin red line under the wrist quickly smudged along the ground with wine, and soon the small area in front of him was dyed red.

He was a little confused about the situation, felt all the strength in his body was draining away quickly, and wondered if I was bleeding. When he turned around, he seemed to see Li Ming looking at him with concern as he dialed the phone, vaguely listening to the phone call. Someone screamed, "Hurry up and save people! People are dying!"

When I woke up again, I was in the hospital.

His eyes were filled with the smell of disinfectant, and his whole body was in pain, especially in his knees, elbows, hip bones, and left wrist, which throbbed and throbbed like it wasn't his own.

He sat up with difficulty, reached for his mobile phone which was placed beside the bed, and opened it.

The 99+ unread messages on WeChat are all from Lu Jing, and the last one is "Why".

Tang Xu wanted to explain to him that she was accidentally unable to touch the phone last night, but she sent a message of "I'm sorry", and the WeChat message prompted "You are not his (her) friend yet".

Tang Xu couldn't even get out of the memories completely before he was hugged tightly.

The almost suffocating hug made him open his eyes.

Still in the Olympic Sports Center, in a dreamlike light, in Lu Jing's warm and firm embrace.

He tried so hard this time, as if even if the entire gymnasium collapsed from above his head at this moment, he would never let go.

"You..." Lu Jing hugged Tang Xu tightly, her voice trembling unbelievably, "After this kind of thing happened, after the MG official summer finals, just say you have a 'hand injury'? Called a 'hand injury'?"

Tang Xu sighed softly: "I reported to the team when my trauma was almost healed, and I didn't tell them my specific situation."

"Why?" Lu Jing asked.

After asking, he knew that he didn't need to ask.

Because Tang Xu was heartbroken at that time.

Forced to transfer, and then an accident happened, because of this accident, I lost the last chance to explain to my sweetheart... No one can withstand such successive blows.

What's more, the accident that happened in the bar was probably not a simple accident.

That's why Tang Xu didn't reply to Lu Jing's message for more than ten hours after he left without saying goodbye.

It wasn't that he was cruel, but that he was receiving treatment in the hospital at that time, and there was no possibility of any recovery at all.

At this moment, Lu Jing wanted to say sorry to Tang Xu, I also unconsciously hurt you back then, and also wanted to go back to the base to find Li Ming, beat him up and force him to admit all his crimes and post on Weibo to announce to the world Clear away Tang Xumeng's injustice.

Heartache, regret, mania, and so on were mixed in his heart, which made him go crazy.

But seeing Tang Xu's pale face, Lu Jing thought that no matter what he did, it would only make Tang Xu's mood more sad at the moment.

So in the end, Lu Jing just held Tang Xu's left hand and kissed it again, and then asked softly, "What about now? Will this hand still hurt?"

"The situation was serious at that time, the tendon ruptured due to trauma, and I had to undergo two operations." Tang Xu said, "I recovered later, but because I was in a bad mood during that time, I didn't fully recover according to the doctor's requirements, so the root cause of the disease still fell. , It’s usually okay, but I can’t play games for more than three hours a day, and even two hours will feel a little painful.”

"That's why I have been refusing to play professionally because I couldn't participate in training, right?" Lu Jing asked, "It's also because of this that the state has been declining back then?"

Tang Xu nodded, and for a moment he felt relieved.

In three long years, this is the first time he has spoken the truth about playing professionally.

"It's not necessarily impossible to fully recover." Lu Jing said, "I heard that some singers had problems with their vocal chords, and their high pitch could not be raised, but they were cured in the end. Some people engaged in competitive sports were injured. If you can’t do technical movements, you can still maintain a very high level even if you rehabilitate well and change your shape.”

He then asked, "Did you go to the doctor again later?"

Tang Xu shook his head.At that time, his heart was dead, and it made no difference whether his wrist was good or bad.

"Come on, sign into LSG, and I'll find you the best doctor." Lu Jing said.

"Forget it." Tang Xu sighed, but still refused, "Trouble and hard work, I'm fine now."

"Is it because you are afraid?" Lu Jing looked at him sincerely, "I mean, if your hand is recovering, it may not be as good as it used to be when you come back. Are you afraid?"

"I'm a person who has played in the Venezuelan league. Do you think I will be afraid?" Tang Xu smiled lightly, "But I can't drag you down, I can't train, you should know how important training is to the running-in of the team For one thing, even long-term games, I may not be able to play well."

"I will find the best doctor to see you and accompany you to recover. You can still play games now, so the situation shouldn't be too bad." Lu Jing said, "Xiao Fei will leave the team after the mid-season. Jungle, LSG really needs you now. If Ah Jian and the others know the real situation, they will definitely want you to come back."

Tang Xu was already very moved at this time, but the habitual self-loathing for a long time still made him make the final rejection.

"You can buy other junglers, and you can promote the jungler from the second team." Tang Xu said in a low voice, "Don't think that I can still be at the same level as before if I can pass C in the passerby game. I am really good now. And... I It’s just a dilapidated ship that will sink at any time, there are so many ships in the sea, you can definitely change to a better one, there is no need to keep pestering me.”

A finger touched his lips lightly.This self-defeating speech was suspended halfway through.

"Did I tell you just now that I will become smarter than usual about you?" Lu Jing said.

"Huh?" Tang Xu looked at him.

"In fact, not only IQ, but also memory is better than usual." Lu Jing said, "It's just that there are some things that I think you might want me to forget, so I'll just cooperate with you and pretend to be stupid."

Tang Xu was taken aback for a moment, Lu Jing pressed his shoulders, asked him to sit on the chair, and leaned down in front of him.

"I actually remember what happened on the night of my birthday." Lu Jing whispered.

When he spoke, those eyes seemed to have attractive swirls, and those lips seemed to rub against Tang Xu's.

The topic turned so suddenly, Tang Xu was dumbfounded: "You... what?"

"I kissed you, and you kissed me back. That night you put your arms around my neck and tried your best to hug me, but you didn't dare to say 'hug me' in the end." Lu Jing narrated calmly.

Tang Xu's face turned red, he clearly remembered every scene that night, Lu Jing described it so bluntly, he almost immediately recalled that scene.

The point is... Lu Jing actually remembers all of them?

"I thought about whether you regretted it, but then I realized that you were afraid of causing trouble for me and that I would be scolded because of you, so you pretended nothing happened, right?" Lu Jing asked.

Tang Xu was silent for a long time, and finally nodded slightly.

"So, it's not that I'm pestering you wishful thinking, but that you don't want me to let go. It's just that you don't want to say that you're always like this, that you don't like yourself, that you have trouble with yourself. In fact, the situation is not as serious as you think." Lu Jing sighed. Take a breath.

"I originally thought, if it makes you more comfortable, it doesn't matter if I pretend to be stupid. Anyway, I can kiss you again sooner or later. But now it seems that your situation is not as simple as being shy. So, let me tell you a story. " Lu Jing said again.

Tang Xu nodded. Being looked at so tenderly and affectionately by Lu Jing, he couldn't react other than nodding.

"There is a dilapidated ship floating on the sea. It has been soaked in water, but because it is too dilapidated and has nowhere to anchor when it reaches land, it would rather float on the sea until It sank." Lu Jing said, "The boat thinks that it is ugly in tatters, but it doesn't know that the real ugly is the demon who gouged out those wounds on its body."

He reached out and stroked Tang Xu's cheek, his movements were full of love, as gently as if Tang Xu was the most beautiful thing in the world.

In the darkness, the two of them were so close, their noses rubbed against their noses, and even their lips seemed to rub against each other.

"What... do you want to say?" Tang Xu asked stammeringly.Lu Jing's words and Lu Jing's intimate movements made him dizzy for a while.

"I want to say, I love this boat."

Lu Jing said in a low voice, her fingers gently stroked Tang Xu's lips.

"I want to take him to shore."