Catch My Little Traitor [Esports]

I don't know how long I waited, or maybe not long.

Tang Xu said, "Yes."

It is still light and floating, and there is a feeling of being unable to grasp it.

"Really?" Lu Jing asked.He didn't want to ask, he felt like he didn't trust the other party, but he couldn't help it.

"Really." Tang Xu smiled and said, "It may not be easy to do at first, but I will try my best to change."

After a pause, Tang Xu said again: "You're right, I don't want you to worry too much."

Lu Jing responded, feeling very subtle in her heart.He wanted to be more mature, but Tang Xu still seemed to see through his anxiety, and it felt good to be comforted by Tang Xu.

The bad thing is that Tang Xu said the answer he wanted to hear, but he couldn't believe it.

Recalling Tang Xu, thinking of the night when that person went to the empty house, Lu Jing realized that he hadn't walked out of that scene three years ago at all, and it could even be said to be a kind of obsession.

It's only a little better if you can see him and hear him all the time.

Lu Jing didn't know how to further enhance his sense of security, because he didn't want to demand too much from Tang Xu, and he knew that Tang Xu's life was more difficult than his these years.

In the end, Lu Jing told herself, as a human being, you have to boldly let go of your doubts before you can move forward.

It is difficult to change things like trust with one sentence, but there must always be one sentence as a starting point.So let's start here.

Lu Jing didn't get entangled in the topic just now, he felt a little depressed, and thought it would be better to divert his attention: "I went to see you on the first day of the new year?"

It was originally the third day of the new year, but he still couldn't bear not seeing each other for so long, especially after he said these words just now.

Tang Xu froze for a moment: "Is it so early?"

"It's too early for you?" Lu Jing was taken aback.

"It's not too early." Tang Xu noticed his hesitation, and immediately explained, "I'm afraid that your family will think that it's not good for you not to go home all year round, and rushing back to Shanghai during the Spring Festival."

"It's not that exaggerated." Lu Jing said, "But if you really want me to stay at home, I will stay at home, the same."

"No." Tang Xu sighed lightly, "You should come here on the first day of junior high school."

"Yeah." Lu Jing replied stiffly, and the atmosphere became cold again.

This happens every time.Lu Jing thought while silent.

Even if he told himself to control his emotions again and again, but Tang Xu said anything casually, as long as he showed a little alienation, he would lose his temper.

But Tang Xu would say this again and again, although he would explain it soon, but no matter how he explained it, Lu Jing always felt uncomfortable.

When there are audiences in the live broadcast room, the two of them can always be in harmony, but when alone, he will become a irascible ghost.

This can't be blamed on Tang Xu, but on himself, who is fussy and petty.

But he was wronged again, feeling that he had done a lot for Tang Xu, why couldn't Tang Xu be more intimate with him.

"Come here on the first day of junior high school, and I'll cook for you." This time it was Tang Xu who broke the silence, "Last time you said you wanted to eat fried lotus root boxes, right? I'll practice tomorrow."

"Hmm." Lu Jing said sullenly.

It's like this again, recruit him first, and then coax him softly.

Lu Jing still had nothing to do with Tang Xu, and felt that he had too many things to do, but at this time he would also feel that Tang Xu had caught his life. Tang Xu could make him sad if he wanted him to be sad, and if he wanted him Being happy makes him happy.

Even if he wanted to, it wasn't such a wonderful experience.

What's more, this person who holds all his joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys in his hands has never really belonged to him.

"Don't be angry." At this time Tang Xu coaxed, "Be good."

This kind of getting along reminded Lu Jing of the past. At that time, he yearned for Tang Xu in his heart, and felt that Tang Xu was too bright and too far away, so he wanted his attention recklessly in front of him, and deliberately lost his temper waiting for him to coax him, but every time Tang Xu really coaxed Lu Jing felt so humble in her heart again.

Now Lu Jing doesn't want to do this, he has a little self-esteem of "I've grown up" and "I can protect you" in his heart. This kind of emotion makes him force himself to behave mature and stable in front of Tang Xu.

So he followed Tang Xu's tone and changed the subject to talk about something else.

In the final analysis, both of them are young people, as long as Tang Xu is willing to coax, Lu Jing will not be angry for too long. From fried lotus root box to Man Yue to red envelopes to spring games, the two of them will soon be happy and sticky again. We chatted stickily.

As he talked, he even inexplicably talked about things abroad.

Tang Xu seemed to be in a good mood, and even smiled when talking about foreign countries.

"Did you have any pastimes when you were abroad?" Lu Jing asked.

Tang Xu thought for a while and said, "There are few people and cars there, and the sky is very bright at night. I sometimes go to the rooftop on the top floor of the base to watch the stars."

Lu Jing was tickled by his words, got up and went to the window, but unfortunately there was a long section of windshield outside the window of the LSG base, and he could hardly see the sky above when he poked his head out of the window.

Although he could see the night in the distance, with Lu Jing's slight myopia, it was just a romantic blur.

"Are there any stars tonight?" Lu Jing asked.

Hearing rustling noises from Tang Xu's side, she seemed to sit up, and then Tang Xu walked and said, "The night sky in Shanghai seems to be devoid of stars. I'll go to the window to have a look."

"It's true." Lu Jing felt a little regretful.

"But tonight there are really." Tang Xu said in surprise, "The wind just now was so strong that it blew away the clouds, and you can see the stars."

"Really? Then I'll go out and have a look." Lu Jing immediately stood up, grabbed the down jacket hanging on the door of the wardrobe next to the bed, threw it on hastily, and walked downstairs to the base.

I don't know how a young man in his 20s suddenly has such literary feelings for watching stars.

There is a small yard in the LSG base. Li Ming has a bamboo chair in the yard, and occasionally he will sit here to pass the time.

The young people laughed at him for being an old man, including Lu Jing, but at this moment he was very grateful to Li Ming.

It was midnight at night, the strong wind stopped, but there was still a breeze, and it was a little bit cold. Fortunately, Lu Jing was young and strong, so he could withstand it.

Instead, the sound of the wind blowing through the microphone of the mobile phone made a loud noise. Tang Xu asked suspiciously, "What are you doing? Why is there such a loud wind?"

"I'm watching the stars in the yard." Lu Jing said, "It's tiring to look at the sky outside in the base house, and you know that."

"..." Tang Xu said helplessly, "You don't need to watch it, don't run out in the middle of the night, what should you do if you catch a cold."

"It's okay, it's not cold." Lu Jing smiled and curled up on the chair. In fact, it was really not cold, but the trousers were a little leaky.

But obviously Tang Xu didn't think so, and his tone was a little tough: "Go back quickly, aren't you afraid of catching a cold?"

"I can't catch a cold, I'm still a young man." Lu Jing couldn't help complaining, "You are really a mother-in-law."

Tang Xu said, "Okay then," and then started laughing. Lu Jing listened, wondering why this man had such a good laugh.

Listening to Lu Jing, Lu Jing found that there was also a slight wind on Tang Xu's side.

"Are you outside?" Lu Jing asked, "It's so late and cold, what are you doing?"

"Not outside." Tang Xu said, "I'm on your balcony, watching the stars with you."

Lu Jing's single room has an open-air balcony. Although he has never been to it, he likes this design very much.

However, when Lu Jing heard that Tang Xu was on the balcony, she frowned before she had time to be happy about "watching the stars with you", "Aren't you afraid of catching a cold when you run to the balcony so late?"

"It's not cold, I'm also a young man." Tang Xu said with a smile, "Why are you like a mother-in-law like me?"

Lu Jing: "..."

Although he was at a loss for words, he couldn't help but put a smile on his face.

"And I wear a lot." Tang Xu said again, "I pay great attention to health."

"Really?" Lu Jing said, "I don't believe it."

"Huh?" Tang Xu was taken aback.

"Play the video for me to verify." Lu Jing said.

"...Why do you sound like a wretched man?" Tang Xu sighed.

"I didn't moles the little girl." Lu Jing smiled, "I just molested you."

"Nonsense." Tang Xu paused, "Also, do you really want to start the video?"

Lu Jing didn't take it seriously when she said it, but Tang Xu asked, of course he couldn't let go of this opportunity.

"Really." Lu Jing said, "Do you need to touch up your makeup?"

Tang Xu laughed for a long time: "No, I can fight without makeup, just tidy up my bangs."

Lu Jing responded, her heart beating a little faster than before.He leaned back in the chair, turned on the night shooting mode, and after confirming that his image was still perfect, he pressed the video call button.

The moment the video was connected, Night Breeze suddenly became gentle.

Tang Xu's face appeared on the screen of the mobile phone. He was still wearing the same white flannel pajamas, his hair should have just been washed, and his bangs were fluffy, making him look fluffy.

There was a small night light on the balcony. Tang Xu turned it on. The light was behind Tang Xu, casting a layer of warm light on his whole body. Tang Xu's eyes were very bright in the light, and the eyes were not obvious. smile.

All of Lu Jing's thoughts were emptied in an instant, and with a duang sound, her mind was filled with earthy love words.

What kind of starry sky are you looking at? Just look at your eyes.

Tang Xu coughed lightly, and Lu Jing came back to her senses, suddenly realizing that she must have been an idiot just now.

He quickly glanced at his camera in the lower right corner. Fortunately, the light was so dim that he couldn't see Tang Xu even if he was drooling.

What a shame, Lu Jing was a little embarrassed.But Tang Xu didn't say anything to tease him like Lu Jing thought.

On the contrary, Tang Xu slightly bent the corner of his mouth and moved the camera.

So Lu Jing saw that the camera turned from Tang Xu's frontal face to the profile, and finally Tang Xu came out of the frame, and his field of vision turned into the night of the magic capital.

Looking down from the balcony on the fifth floor, it is not a very grand scene, but the red lanterns hanging in the community are on, and there are cars driving by on the empty road in the distance, a scene of quiet and peaceful human fireworks.

"Did you open the video just to show me the night scene?" Lu Jing said.

The tone was full of complaints, but Lu Jing didn't mean to complain at all.Thinking of Tang Xu at the end of the fireworks in front of him, he felt only tenderness in his heart.

"Why, do you look down on the night scene?" Tang Xu's voice was outside the screen, his tone still soft, with a slight smile.

Lu Jing felt in a trance as if his heart was soaked in a jar of honey-stained wine. He thought, there must be something wrong with this person.

As long as he smiled, he didn't even need to show his face, just saying a few words made his heart beat faster.

"The night scene is pretty good, but I still want to see you more." Lu Jing said boldly.

It's over, I'm more like an idiot.Lu Jing rubbed her face, it was hot.

"What are the words of tigers and wolves?" Tang Xu laughed again, but he didn't move the camera.

His reaction made Lu Jing suddenly understand something: "Are you shy?"

I feel like I'm really drunk, and I dare to say anything I think of.

"No." Tang Xu retorted immediately.

"I think there must be, why don't you even show your face?" Lu Jing said.

Tang Xu didn't answer his words, and raised the phone to gesture to the distance, and then tapped on the screen, a small focus frame appeared at the end of the field of view in the viewfinder.

Lu Jing looked at it suspiciously. After all, it was just a mobile phone, not a drone. The position Tang Xu sketched was at the limit of the viewfinder, and he could only see the other side of the road, by the bridge, not to mention the night scene, which was more detailed. The picture has been blurred into a mosaic.

"What is this?" Lu Jing asked blankly.

"It's the LSG base." Tang Xu said with a smile, "So you are here."

Then he stretched a finger into the viewfinder and said with a smile, "Now we are in the same frame."

Lu Jing was startled, and then felt an indescribable softness in her heart.

He didn't know how to describe this feeling, he just felt that he liked this person so much, he liked it so much that he was floating high in the sky, he liked it so much that his heart would explode, he liked it so much that he wanted to rush to him immediately and give him a big hug Embrace.

It has been more than five years since we met, and it has been three years since we parted. Tang Xu has changed a lot, but he is still the same as when we first met, with a clear and shallow smile, and there are always stars in his eyes.He does everything slowly, Lu Jing's quick temper can't hold him, but every time he can find his gentleness in the details.

That tenderness always makes Lu Jing fascinated.

Normally, Lu Jing would never let herself have such daydreams, because thinking too much will only lead to disappointment when she wakes up.But what she saw, heard, and thought at this moment made Lu Jing feel that all this seemed to be a dream that she had experienced countless times in the past three years.

In dreams, people are always bolder than usual.

"Tang Xu." Lu Jing called out.

"Huh?" The camera shook, and Tang Xu reappeared on the screen.With a light smile on his face, there is a warm orange light behind him.

"I miss you so much."

Lu Jing said.

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