Catch My Little Traitor [Esports]

Tang Xu trembled in his heart, took a step back, and leaned against the wall.

Subconsciously, his left hand was behind his back, and he clenched his fist in a place where Lu Jing couldn't see.The newly cut nails scratched the palm, and there was a slightly rough pain.

"What did you say?" Tang Xu forced himself to smile, "It's too sudden."

"Is it important not to be sudden?" Lu Jing said, "Answer me, why did you leave at that time?"

Tang Xu bit his lower lip and turned his eyes away.

This is a question that cannot be answered.

The room was very quiet, only the sound of rain outside the window. Lu Jing's body smelled of rain and dampness. He took another step forward and forced Tang Xu into a corner.

Familiar cub-like feeling.

"I didn't force you to give an answer before, but I want to know now." Lu Jing said, "Why did you leave? Why did you agree to go to Venezuela?"

Tang Xu raised his eyes slightly: "How do you know I'm in Venezuela... Ban Yue told you?"

Ban Yue is Tang Xu's friend who came to pick him up from the airport, and he is also the top commentator of LPL.

If Tang Xu suddenly appeared for a month and a half while chatting and chatting, Lu Jing would definitely be in a hurry with him, but now the focus is not here.

"It's not him, I haven't talked to him much." Lu Jing said, "Don't change the subject, tell me, why?"

When Lu Jing spoke, she kept staring at Tang Xu, her eyes seemed to be burning with a dark fire.

Tang Xu couldn't meet Lu Jing's eyes. He lowered his eyes and said in a calm tone as much as possible: "I can't go on anymore. I have to retire. I can't help it."

"It's not that you can't go on, it's that you don't want to continue." Lu Jing said, "You don't want to play professionally for a long time, right? When? When you went to the third-tier team? When you were in the second-tier team? Or transferred to MG? Have you given up on yourself in a while?"

Every sentence was like a knife tearing apart the unbearable past. Tang Xu looked at the floor under his feet and forced a smile: "People who are already going to retire, why are you talking about this?"

"Are you really willing to retire with such infamy?" Lu Jing asked.

Tang Xu lowered his eyes, his face was almost bloodless pale under the light.

It was a long time before he said: "I did something wrong, and I should be scolded."

"I don't believe it." Lu Jing said.

Tang Xu raised his eyes abruptly, looking at Lu Jing with shock in his eyes.

"You have always trusted me so much before, and it's not like we haven't lost. You said you want to win the championship with me, and we are only one step away. No matter how I think about it, I can't understand why you transferred at that time." Lu Jing said, "Is it just because you lost a series?"

"I hated you before, and I still hate you even now, but what I hate is not your transfer, but why you can leave without any worries. Your attitude is dismissive and you have to say 'I'm leaving' If you don't even want to say, then what are we teammates who have been with you for so many years?" Lu Jing asked.

"..." Tang Xu was silent for a long time before saying, "I am obsessed with ghosts."

"Don't say such stupid things." Lu Jing took another step forward while speaking.

The distance between the two of them was so close that Tang Xu subconsciously wanted to back away, but this was already a corner, he had no way to retreat, and was forced to look into Lu Jing's eyes.

"Do you really think I saw something before I suddenly realized that there was something hidden about the past?" Lu Jing said, "Then have you ever thought about why I was so kind to you when you returned to China? Heart of Mary that can forgive?"

Tang Xu was speechless and could only look at him.

"Today I duo with a small jungler, a youth player from the team next door, and he played very well." Lu Jing suddenly changed the subject.

Tang Xu was stunned for a moment, his chaotic mind was a little more comfortable because of this information that was squeezed in suddenly and was a little easier to accept.

"He mentioned you to me, so I will check your past affairs. He is only 17 years old, but he likes you very much." Lu Jing said, "I saw your news on Weibo. Since leaving the team, I have been recording your news for several years, you are such a good person, even if the hammer is too solid, they, and I, are still unwilling to believe that you will do those things."

"Don't embarrass yourself anymore, Tang Xu, so many people love you sincerely." Lu Jing said, "You really don't want to give them, give me, an explanation?"

Tang Xu's nose was sour when he heard it, he hadn't recalled these things for a long time.

He dare not recall.

The glory of the past, those cheers and praises appeared in front of his eyes. He was the first player with more than one million followers on Weibo, and the first LPL player to appear in the center of the promotional poster of the finals.

A few years ago, all LPL events were still held in the same venue, instead of being divided into different home courts as it is now. At that time, the most dazzling light board lit up in the auditorium, and the name on it was jugX.

He failed everyone's love for him.

With the infamy on his back, after a long time, even he himself has forgotten which ones are true and which ones are false, which ones are voluntary and which ones are helpless.

It's been three years, is it really going to continue like this?

"Is someone from MG forcing you to transfer? Or someone else? What are they trying to blackmail you?" Lu Jing asked, "No matter who it is, tell me, there are me, Lao Li, Brother Xiao, and Ah Jian, As long as you are willing to speak up, all misunderstandings can be explained clearly. Even the official people are not afraid, everything is no more open and transparent than before, and I am not what I was back then, no matter who the other party is, I can protect you. "

--unable.

The three words were like a sharp arrow, piercing through Tang Xu's mind and waking him up suddenly.

It's all over.You are doing well now.Like you said, no one can hurt you now.Even if someone wants to break the promise, you are no longer a pawn they can easily move.

You are in LSG, you have both fame and fortune, you trust your brothers a lot, and you are happy every day.

When you retire a few years later, in retrospect, it is also a shining day.

You have lost a precious memory because of me.

I can't destroy you again like I did three years ago.

"Don't ask." Tang Xu said with difficulty, "There is nothing, these are all your guesses."

"Really?" Lu Jing asked.

"Really." Tang Xu gritted his teeth and looked away.

In the silence, only the sound of drops of water falling on the umbrella in Lu Jing's hand was heard.

Tang Xu bit the tender meat in his mouth tightly, and didn't even taste the bloody smell filling his lips and teeth.

Lu Jing must be very disappointed, even he himself is very disappointed in himself.

"Okay, I won't ask any more." Lu Jing said, "Don't be nervous."

Tang Xu couldn't believe what he heard, he raised his head blankly and looked at Lu Jing.

Lu Jing smiled: "What kind of eyes do you have, as if I want to eat you."

Tang Xu still looked at Lu Jing. Although he wanted to change his movements, he could only look at him now.

Because at this moment, Tang Xu's heart was full of pain, confusion, confusion and fear, and all kinds of emotions mixed together, which put him in a state of almost short-circuiting. He needed to use all his strength just to receive what Lu Jing said, and he couldn't pay attention to it. react.

"If you don't want to say it, then let's not worry. I've been waiting for you for three years, and I don't mind waiting a little longer." Lu Jing said, leaning over and pinching Tang Xu's shoulders stretched like stones, "Relax, don't ask No, I really don’t want to ask.”

Tang Xu still couldn't say anything, Lu Jing's hands were neither light nor heavy, which made him not want to think much.

"To be honest, I didn't come here to hurt you today, and I didn't even come here to question you on purpose." Lu Jing said, "I accidentally got too excited and scared you. I'm sorry."

Tang Xu shook his head and asked with his eyes, what are you doing here?

Lu Jing said, "I just think that if it rains heavily today, you must be very lonely."

Tang Xu was stunned, his mind was blank.Lu Jing looked at him with a slight smile in his eyes.

Tang Xu's hands were shaking all the time. From just now, Lu Jing's expression was very gentle at the moment. His figure was outlined with a shallow golden border under the light, which looked so warm.

Tang Xu suddenly felt that it had been raining for too long.

Feeling Lu Jing gently wrapping his arms around his shoulders, Tang Xu froze for a moment, but finally did not resist.

Lu Jing patted him on the back gently, like comforting a frightened cub.

Outside the window, the rain is pattering and pattering, blocking other sounds, and the hut is like a small universe.

"It's raining heavily outside." Lu Jing sighed, "Are you afraid of spending the night alone?"

Tang Xu closed his eyes and put his face on Lu Jing's shoulder.His hands were still shaking, but he finally relaxed slowly.

"Scared." Tang Xu said in a low voice.