The whole world is waiting for your heart

The soft moonlight shrouded the night city. She pulled up her collar and walked on the deserted streets. Immediately afterwards, heavy snow fell in the sky, and the pure white snowflakes gently fell on her hair. , She stretched out her hand to take the white snow all over the sky, and suddenly she was a little lost.

Snowing.

"Gu Qinghe, you see the moonlight is beautiful, doesn't it?"

When Gu Qinghe heard this voice, she stopped instinctively. She couldn't help the throbbing in her heart, and slowly raised her head to look at the blurry figure in front of her.

The man walked towards her against the light.

Gu Qinghe could only stand stiffly on the snowy street, unable to move.

She opened her eyes wide and looked at that person's increasingly clear face, as bright as moonlight, as if pulling her thoughts back to 11 years ago in an instant. Yi walked towards her gently, approaching slowly until his fingertips touched her face gently.

"What's the matter, Gu Zai, am I particularly beautiful today?"

After Yan Zhen finished speaking, he smiled sweetly at her, and there were two dimples at the corners of his mouth when he smiled.Only Gu Qinghe knows how much she likes Yan Zhen's smile, and he has liked this smile for 11 years by accident.

Gu Qinghe stared deeply at the person in front of her, the person who made her sleepless all night and thought about it day and night.

She froze in place, letting the other party caress her face, a little unbelievable.

After a long time, she stretched out her hand to gently hold the other's palm. She was afraid that the other person would disappear as soon as she touched it, but she didn't know that her hands were already trembling.

"Yan Zhen, are you back?"

Gu Qinghe asked carefully, with hot tears in his eyes, as if they would fall if he touched them lightly.

Yan Zhen didn't respond to her, but gently touched her face, as gentle as treating a precious thing.Gu Qinghe wept and rubbed against the other person's palm, she missed her touch so much, tears fell down one by one.

"I... miss you so much, I really miss you so much. I have been thinking about you all the time in these 11 years. When I think of you, my heart hurts uncontrollably, and I can't sleep well every day..."

Yan Zhen gently wiped the teardrops from the corners of her eyes, then compared her height with her, and said with a smile, "Don't cry, I haven't seen you for so long, and you are even taller than me."

Gu Qinghe let the other party joke like this, she looked straight at Yan Zhen's frowns and smiles, she wanted to firmly engrave any appearance of the other party in her mind.

"Gu Zai, I'm leaving." Yan Zhen looked at the snowy sky and said softly.

"No, don't go, don't go, okay..." Gu Qinghe tried to hold the other's hand, his eyes were full of sadness and begging, but she couldn't touch it anyway, she cried sadly and followed that figure , but fell to the ground, and when he looked up, that person had long since disappeared.

"Yan Zhen!"

With an exclamation, she straightened up from the bathtub as if she was suffocating deeply, panting heavily, maybe she would drown to death if she stayed in the water for another second.

She slightly raised her head and looked around, the white ceiling, the fog-shrouded airtight room, those dark eyes filled with great sadness, the long wet hair drooping on her cheeks, and the water drops running down her hair Dripping, the water temperature in the bathtub had already cooled to freezing point.She silently looked at herself in the mirror, stretched out her hand to cover her face in pain, and wiped away the water on her face, whether it was water or tears, with a wry smile.

She dreamed of Yan Zhen again, it was the same dream, and in the end, she still wanted to leave her.

How nice it would be if the scene of the two of them watching the snow together in the dream ended abruptly.Then she would rather live in the dream forever than wake up again.

"sucker..."

Gu Qinghe laughed at herself. She looked at the shelf next to her, stretched out her hand and took out the photo in the book, a gleam of light flashed in her wooden eyes, and she carefully stroked the girl playing the piano in the photo with her fingertips. face until he kissed that figure reverently, and then clipped the photo into the half-seen medical book on the side.

She pulled a bath towel stiffly and wiped her already cold body.Looking at the alprazolam that had been knocked down on the ground, she could only bend down to pick it up one by one and put them back, picked out two pills, and swallowed them with water.

She is a doctor herself, and she knows how bad her state is at the moment. She can't sleep almost every day. Even though her body is so exhausted that she will fall to the ground in a second, she still suffers from severe insomnia and cannot fall asleep. status has persisted for many years.

There is no cure, unless her memory is erased, but that person is her entire belief, and she can't forget it even if she wants to.

I can't forget her, I miss her very much.

Even if he tried to hypnotize his memory, the figure of that person was still imprinted deep in his heart like a chisel.

Gu Qinghe looked at the time. This afternoon, she still has her own surgery analysis seminar and needs to go to the hospital in person. She has a splitting headache. Only by forcing herself to soak in the pool can she feel at ease, and perhaps getting closer to death can make her feel better. It has been 11 years since I clearly held the figure of that person in my mind.

Gu Qinghe walked to the hanger in the living room, stretched out her hand to tidy up her coat, ready to take it for dry cleaning, she touched her pocket, and there was a hard bronzing card inside.

On it is a personal business card named "Tan Heng".

"Mingdu Entertainment Group...Yanzhen." Gu Qinghe stared at this business card and fell into deep thought. Her long-term drug-dependent body made it impossible for her to think about what happened yesterday, not to mention that she just ended her seven-year-old business card in the early morning this morning. hours of surgery.She frowned tightly, and her thoughts drifted to yesterday afternoon——

She hugged that person tightly in the elevator, the person who made her think about it day and night for 11 years.

"Long time no see, Qinghe."

"It's been... 11 years."

She forced herself not to lose her composure in front of that person, but she couldn't do it, her tears even fell uncontrollably, and in front of that person, she met in the worst way.

This is the most unbearable thing for her, and the last thing she wants.

"I'm sorry." She seemed to use all her strength to let go of Yan Zhen, keeping a distant and polite distance.

Yes, she should do this, this is her who has always been strict and self-reliant.She lowered her head all the time, the black hair on her forehead, the gold-rimmed glasses, the white medical mask, and the hand that let go of the other person's body and wiped away the tears for a moment... perfectly concealed her gaffe just now, and Yan Zhen didn't notice her The childish act of shedding tears.

After a while of silence, Yan Zhen asked her.

"These years, have you... how have you been?"

Yan Zhen's voice was hoarse, and he was still coughing in the treatment room just now.

Gu Qinghe felt bitter, he didn't even recognize this person's voice at first.

She seems to have a cold, is it serious?Have you taken good care of yourself?Why did you accidentally burn your arm?She even wanted to take the other person's scalded arm to confirm the situation again.

"I'm alright."

No, my life is not good at all, very bitter, very bitter, suffering every day.

Gu Qinghe held back his trembling voice, and answered in a nearly steady tone.

She licked her dry lips, smiled and asked Yan Zhen, "How about you, you should be fine."

"Yeah." Yan Zhen's voice was very soft, but she never lied to herself.

She was always worried about Yan Zhen's life, until one day, when she heard the other party's report of her safety, she finally felt a lot more relaxed. She hoped that Yan Zhen's life would be better than herself.

"That's good." After she finished speaking, she pursed her lips tightly, and kept her head down, not daring to look at Yan Zhen. She was afraid that all her irrationality and unstable emotions would leak out of her eyes.

"Gu Qinghe." Yan Zhen whispered her name softly.

This cry made Gu Qinghe want to cry, she blinked her eyes frantically, and glanced away.

Yan Zhen tried to grab the other's hand, but the other party instinctively avoided his touch, Yan Zhen smiled softly, "You are still the same, but I never expected that you would become a doctor..."

Gu Qinghe listened to Yan Zhen's words silently, she didn't dare to make eye contact with Yan Zhen, she just nodded slightly.

Immediately afterwards, her assistant urged Yan Zhen in a low voice, and there were staff at the door to meet them. It seemed that they wanted to go back early and avoid the crowd as soon as possible.

Yan Zhen is leaving.

Her heart suddenly tightened, and the strong thoughts in her heart were unwilling to say anything. She still had a lot of things to ask and say, but she didn't have any reason for the other party to stay.

"Well, then I'll be leaving first." After explaining some things to the assistant, Yan Zhen took a black business card from the assistant's hand, then took out a pen and wrote a number on it and handed it to her, "This is... You have always been reluctant to look up at my private number. Can you tell me the number you are using now? I think, maybe in the future...we can contact each other when we have time. " Yan Zhen spoke slowly.

Gu Qinghe listened to Yan Zhen's voice in silence, and it took him a long time to answer, "I haven't changed it, it's still the same number as before."

"...Oh, that's it, I see."

These were the last words Yan Zhen said to himself.

No one knows how long she stood there after watching the car leave.

In an instant, Gu Qinghe came back to reality from her memory, lowered her head sadly, looked at the string of numbers on the black card in her hand, and at a glance, she could clearly engrave it in her mind. Information is all about it.

"Yan Zhen." She murmured this name, as if waking up from a dream. She didn't even know which one was the real reality. Has that person really come back...

Gu Qinghe picked up the darts that had fallen from the table and looked at the dart board that was already a bit worn out. It seemed that she hadn't thrown darts for a long time. She wiped away the tears on her face, squinted her eyes slightly, and stared at the dart board. red heart.

(Note alprazolam: for the treatment of anxiety, depression, insomnia, and as an anti-panic drug.)

The author has something to say: Once those seemingly cold people fall in love, they will collapse and die.

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