The whole world is waiting for your heart

Yan Zhen fell asleep for three days, and Gu Qinghe stayed outside the door for the same time.

She just sat quietly on the steps of the door, quietly watching the people who came in and out, Dr. Zhang, the nursing staff, Gu Nongxi, but she never stepped into the door.

She is obviously a doctor, and she can take care of each other personally, but she doesn't have the slightest courage.

The endless self-blame in her heart made her unable to face the injured Yan Zhen, and she was afraid that she would burst into tears when she saw Yan Zhen in any way.

So, she has been sitting quietly at the door.

guard.

This winter has been extraordinarily cold.

"Miss Yan is fine now, but she is still sweating coldly in her sleep. I am afraid that she is still trapped in her emotions and cannot get out. People are prone to post-traumatic stress after being abused or hurt. obstacle, perhaps"

"Doctor Zhang, come with me first." Gu Nongxi interrupted the old doctor in a timely manner, and dragged him to the backyard of the guest room.

She raised her eyes to look at the person sitting on the steps at the door of the guest room, and then told him in a low voice, "Doctor Zhang, no matter what happens to Yanzhen in the future, don't tell my sister that she won't be able to bear it, you Just tell me directly."

She once saw Gu Qinghe sitting quietly on the cold steps by himself at night and at a certain time during the day, secretly wiping tears.

No one dared to disturb her, or was reluctant.

During the period when Gu Nongxi discovered that Yan Zhen was unconscious, Gu Qinghe was shattered.

The inner anxiety and self-blame made that person dare not even step into the room to take a look at his sweetheart, but just sat silently outside the extremely cold room.

That strong and calm elder sister is really too fragile at the moment, as if a gust of wind can knock her down.

"Doctor Zhang, you said that Yan Zhen will have mental disorders in the future, can he recover through treatment?" Gu Nongxi asked softly worriedly.

Dr. Zhang can’t be sure, everyone’s psychological tolerance is different. If a person with a weak psychological defense line is subjected to violent threats such as abuse, humiliation, etc., he will have emotional instability and other stress disorder reactions for a period of time. , This time span is different for everyone.

Some people will recover on their own in a short period of time, while some people will have no solution for a lifetime even after treatment, accompanied by many negative emotions day and night until they eventually commit suicide.

But what she can be sure of is that Yan Zhen, a child who looks like a weak girl on the surface, is actually very tough, as she can tell from the bleeding palm of the other party.

During the time of suffering, the child did not give up life, but tried to keep himself awake.

She is trying very hard to survive.

Perhaps, Yan Zhen was waiting for that person to bring her back.

"Everything is unknown, we can only make a judgment after she wakes up." Dr. Zhang did not dare to make a rash decision and could only wait.

Gu Nongxi could only nod her head. She has studied psychology and knows these things. Once the nightmare invades, it will be very difficult to get rid of.

If Yan Zhen really develops a stress disorder, it's really not easy to deal with, sister, she...

Thinking of this, Gu Nongxi raised his eyes so much that he happened to meet the gaze of Gu Qinghe not far away looking at him.

She heard it all.

It's bad.

Gu Nongxi opened his mouth, wanting to say something, either to explain, or to comfort the other party, such as Yan Zhen hasn't woken up yet, so he doesn't need to make a judgment so early, but when he touches the other party, he is really on the verge of crying. Eyes, nothing can be said.

Gu Qinghe lowered his head, covered his face with his hands and stood at the door of Yan Zhen's room, silent.

Until the night is approaching and the winter rain is falling.

***

"Sister, you should eat a little bit. If you continue like this, your body will really collapse. Don't wait until sister-in-law wakes up. You end up in the intensive care unit."

Gu Nongxi looked at the box full of cigarette butts on the steps, and worriedly looked at her sister who was unconsciously abusing herself. She couldn't bear it, and didn't want to come to collect the body.

Gu Qinghe glanced at Gu Nongxi with eyes with thick dark circles, but did not respond.

"If you're like this, others will think you're on drugs." Gu Nongxi raised his eyebrows, with a triumphant smile on the corner of his mouth.

Sister, you have today too.

In fact, Yan Zhen just woke up, and his mental state should be... No way.

Dr. Zhang told her first, why did he tell her first.

The reason is simple, Gu Qinghe's extremely unfriendly face made Dr. Zhang fearful, and Dr. Zhang dared not talk to the eldest lady.

So I can only tell her through her mouth, and Gu Nongxi's mischievous nature can't let the elder sister know so easily, so she communicated with Dr. Zhang and his assistant, don't say it, she wants to talk to her sister-in-law chat.

Even though Gu Nongxi teased the other party like this, Gu Qinghe still had a blank expression of being unmoved.

Her elder sister really can't listen to anything now, she's so haggard.

"I don't think Yan Zhen wants to see you like this. You will scare her like this. It's ugly." Gu Nongxi added.

And obviously, hearing the word "Yan Zhen".

Only then did Gu Qinghe's eyes widen reflexively, she touched her cheek, and asked a little puzzled, "She... doesn't want to see this?"

"Yes, you have a face of a drugged-up zombie, and you can shoot horror movies without makeup at all." Gu Nongxi couldn't vomit quickly, taking advantage of the other party's still in this hurtful atmosphere, hurriedly Swear a few more words, lest you can't scold in the future.

Gu Qinghe put down the unfinished cigarette, patted his stiff face lightly, then lowered his head to smoke again.

Gu Nongxi tsk-tsk the most, and raised his eyebrows. He really felt that the old lady had no cure, so he could only enter Yan Zhen's room and closed the door.

She slowed down and walked to Yan Zhen's side, and sat down.

Yan Zhen's face was weak and pale, but the other party's bright eyes were still trying to look at her, trying to open his mouth to speak.

Gu Nongxi immediately understood, she slowly helped Yan Zhen up, and then handed him a glass of warm water.

Yan Zhen gave her a gentle smile to express his thanks, then lowered his head and drank the warm water slowly.

Gu Nongxi looked at her in surprise. She thought that Yan Zhen would be panicked and helpless when she first saw her, or that she would cry, be depressed, or be sad... In short, her vulnerable side would be fully revealed, but she didn't.

She never thought that the other party just smiled at her very gently. People who have experienced those sufferings can still be treated like ordinary people. Maybe Yan Zhen is much stronger inside than on the outside.

Gu Nongxi finally smiled understandingly, thinking in her heart that no wonder her sister loves her so deeply, she is her light.No matter when, Yan Zhen will be gentle and friendly to those close to her.

This person has a gentle and strong willpower in his bones.

"...Where's Gu Zai?"

Yan Zhen was still the same, the first thing she said was to ask where her sister was.

Gu Nongxi smiled slightly, and placed the cup in the other party's hand on the table next to him.

"Watching you at the door." Gu Nongxi replied.

After Yan Zhen heard this, she immediately wanted to get out of bed and go to the door, but Gu Nongxi had no choice but to stop this sister-in-law who didn't know how to take pity on her body.

No, both of them seem to be like this.

"Don't get excited, your body is still weak."

"Nongxi, I..." Yan Zhen lowered her eyes, her expression was indescribably melancholy, she still remembered everything that happened to her.

Horror and evil scenes like hell actually happened to me.

Ice water, being beaten with a fan, being forced to take off all clothes to take nude photos, and even almost being raped by those people...

Yan Zhen subconsciously clutched the clothes on her body tightly. She didn't know how they rescued her. She didn't dare to imagine it. If in the end, as Liang Haoqun said, no one could save herself, then would she not be able to save her now? He was really tortured to death.

Died in that eerie hell.

"I...do I look bad?" Yan Zhen finally asked, and she stroked her hair haggardly. Fortunately, it was still there.

Liang Haoqun's secret interrogation room even contained samples of various women's hair, some of which were even stuck to the scalp and were pulled off abruptly.

"Do you want me to tell the truth?" Gu Nongxi asked.

Yan Zhen nodded immediately.

"Sister-in-law, you are worrying too much. It's just that your face is a little pale, but the rest is still pretty. It's definitely suitable to meet her." Gu Nongxi opened his eyes and said nonsense.

Yan Zhen looked down at his hospital gown embarrassingly.

"Sister-in-law, I think... well, do you really feel uncomfortable now, physically or psychologically?" Gu Nongxi tactfully wanted to express whether the other party needed psychological treatment, but to be honest, she was not sure Is Yan Zhen normal now?

She did not have any response to post-traumatic stress as described by Dr. Zhang, and she was emotionally stable.

After thinking for a few seconds, Yan Zhen answered Gu Nongxi's question, "Yes, I feel uncomfortable."

"where?"

"I want to see her, but I can't. Gu Zai is outside the door, why doesn't she come in?" Yan Zhen asked nervously, biting her lip.

In fact, the first thing she saw after waking up was the figures of doctors and nurses around her, but it was not like being in a hospital, the environment was very strange.She was so scared that the scene of her being held down in the basement for a physical examination came into her mind. The old and kind old doctor comforted her, saying that this was Gu's family, Gu Qinghe's original family.

When the other party mentioned her name, Yan Zhen suddenly felt relieved. She had a long, long dream when she was unconscious. In the dream, someone was desperately holding her who was about to drown.

The face of the person above the water was blurred, but Yan Zhen could vaguely tell that the person was desperately pulling her up and never let go.

Just when she was entangled in the icy water and deep sea and was about to fall, that person dragged herself up with all her strength.

She knew who that person was, and there was only one person in the world who would treat her like this, who could support her at any time and would not let her fall into the abyss.

But why did Gu Qinghe not want to see her...?

Thinking of this, Yan Zhen looked down at his body sadly.

Gu Nongxi thought about her words, and finally concluded, "She is a coward, she is afraid of seeing you, my sister thinks it is her fault that you have suffered so much, and she blames herself, so she guarded outside your door for almost three days I didn't eat anything..."

Listening to Gu Nongxi's words, Yan Zhen couldn't bear it any longer, and wanted to get up to find her. She frowned sadly, and cared more about Gu Qinghe's foolish behavior than she had suffered. Waiting outside the door.

"Yan Zhen, Yan Zhen... Yan"

Obviously, Gu Nongxi couldn't stop this patient who was full of worries.

With a bang, the door was pulled open with difficulty.

After just walking these few steps, Yan Zhen felt a little hard to breathe. Panting, she held on to the door panel and looked around with frowning eyes. When she saw that person sitting on the steps a few meters away, tears welled up in her eyes. , She opened her mouth, trying to call the name she thought about day and night.

She's come through hell thinking she'll never see that man again.

Fortunately, fortunately, she Yanzhen received the mercy of the heavens, and she can see again...

But Gu Qinghe turned his head and looked at her in astonishment, she looked at Yan Zhen's anxious and haggard face, and his pale lips that were bloodless.

In the past few days, she has endured restraint and even been afraid of seeing Yan Zhen. This sudden meeting made Gu Qinghe's already faltering heart very flustered. She stretched out her hand and accidentally knocked the ashtray beside her into the flower bed .

She couldn't calm herself down, she still held an unburned cigarette in her hand, she stood up tremblingly, immediately turned her back to Yan Zhen, thinking of running away.

"Gu...Gu Zai! Cough cough cough..."

Yan Zhen saw that the other party didn't want to see her, and immediately yelled, her voice was hoarse, and she even coughed several times in the end.

Hearing this call, Gu Qinghe couldn't restrain the emotions in his heart any longer. He took a deep breath, turned around and watched carefully, with a sore nose, and then approached that person, hugging him tightly.

"I'm sorry, Yan Zhen, I'm sorry," Gu Qinghe stroked Yan Zhen's hair over and over again, she couldn't control her sadness, tears fell one by one, she had vowed to protect her well, but Yan Zhen But Zhen suffered those pains, Gu Qinghe couldn't help but blame himself, "I'm sorry..."

Gu Qinghe said "I'm sorry" many times, until finally it turned into a sad whimper.

Yan Zhen knew that she had no way to stop the other party from being so sad, so she could only wait for Gu Qinghe to vent all his emotions before speaking.

She reached out and patted Gu Qinghe's back lightly, comforting him as gently as before.

"Are you okay?" Yan Zhen asked softly.

Gu Qinghe shook her head in pain, she burst into tears, and tremblingly buried her head on Yan Zhen's shoulder, her voice was full of sad trills, "Not good, very bad, I'm... not normal, okay A few days……"