A Qi

In the winter of the seventh year of Pinghua, on the way back to Mishan from Guangling City, it was one night, the heavy rain had just stopped, and the road was muddy. When passing through a forest, he faintly saw a person lying in front of him.Is it dead or alive?I got closer and sniffed, but it turned out to be a living person.Fortunately, it's not far from home, so I spent a lot of effort to help this man back.

The stove in the house was burning hot, and the candles were brightly lit. I helped the man take off his wet clothes and put him on my bed.After fetching a basin of hot water and carefully wiping his muddy cheeks to remove the layer of mud, I realized that this is a rare beauty.Calling a man a beauty is not because I have never seen the world or a good-looking woman, but because this man is really good-looking.The eyebrows are picturesque, the nose is high and the lips are red, but it is not vulgar, but there is a dewy beauty.

My mother has some medical skills, and then I went to call my parents.The mother took the pulse of this man, with a calm expression, and said that the man must have suffered from the cold and rain, so he fell into a coma.

After cooking some ginger soup and adding some more charcoal to the stove, the room was as warm as spring.

This man occupied my bed, so I had no choice but to lie down on the desk and case for the whole night, but I didn't sleep soundly.In the middle of the night, in a daze, I heard this person talking in my sleep, probably "Father, mother..." shouted a few times, then fell asleep again.

I don't know what happened later, because soon I dreamed of going to Duke Zhou.

The next day, while I was still in a daze, I heard a rustling noise and opened my eyes with difficulty. The man woke up. He was half-supporting himself, looking around, trying to know where he was.He soon found out that I was looking at him.

His first sentence didn't ask "Where is this?", "Who are you?", but said "Thank you", and I thought this person was interesting at the time.

For the next few months, he stayed at my house.He seldom talks, and often stays alone in the room, either in a daze or reading a book.

One day, I couldn't bear it anymore, and I had a long and sincere talk with him.

But this man didn't mention anything except that his name was An Rong, he was seventeen years old, and he was born in Guangling.I was a little angry, obviously this kid didn't take my lifesaver seriously.

One day during the meal, my father and I mentioned a few words about the current situation in the court. There was a lot of anger in the conversation, and some insinuations and satirical remarks about the current prime minister Liang Huaishi.Father is a martial artist, to be so indignant, it shows how bastard that shit prime minister is!

Who would have thought that An Rong would really open his heart after such a conversation at the dinner table——

It turned out that his father was the Minister of the Ministry of War, and was framed by Liang, leaving him alone in the family.

My father and mother and I all had infinite sympathy for this boy, the meal was really unpleasant, and everyone seemed to be immersed in sorrow and compassion.

Later, Miss Mu Yanyan came to my place and met An Rong.After that, I heard her talking about her brother An Rong in my ear every now and then, and I thought this little girl was really tempted.I wholeheartedly wanted to match them, but An Rong had no such intention.I thought, maybe shyness?Maybe it's a family feud?After all, there must be a reason.

A few months later, it has been eight years since the leveling.An Rong didn't know where he heard that the eldest son of the Liang family was a man, and also knew that the Changchun Courtyard in Pingkang was the property of the Liang family.He wanted to enter the museum as a servant, so as to get close to the Liang family.This is really a bad idea. My mother pitied him for going through this disaster when he was young, and tried to persuade him many times, but he didn't listen.This man's temperament is really stubborn.There is no way, he has to go, and we can't influence him in any way.

Since he went to Pingkangli, his life can be said to have been turned upside down.

When I saw Ah Qi for the first time, he was hiding outside the door and eavesdropping. An Rong was holding a dagger and resting it on his neck. As long as he swiped a little deeper, the man would be killed on the spot, but I stopped him Anrong.Sometimes I think, if I hadn't been a good person at that time, what would happen to An Rong now?

The second time I saw Ah Qi was at Taoran Temple, it was all because I didn't sleep soundly, otherwise I wouldn't have gotten a glimpse of their secret.I was in a daze at the time, I really couldn't figure out that An Rong would do such a thing to that humble turtle slave.

The subsequent development of the situation was completely beyond my expectation. I thought he was impulsive, but who knew that this person was getting deeper and deeper.

An Rong was born in a well-dressed family, with elegant demeanor, just like a son of a family.If it wasn't for such a disaster in his family, his life would have been smooth and smooth, which everyone envied.What a blessing it would be to seek fame and fame and be married to a well-educated and well-educated young lady.But in this world, where is there any hypothetical?

After everything is settled, I still hope that An Rong can marry Yanyan. The two of them, one is a younger sister and the other is a good friend. If they can get married, I am naturally very happy.So I went to his house and mentioned Yanyan's matter to him again, but this time, the man told me that he was getting married soon, and he was marrying Zhou Taiwei's daughter.My first reaction at that time was, what should Ah Qi do?It's definitely not because I feel sorry for that person, but because they have been in a relationship for a long time. I am curious about how An Rong will arrange this person.

On the fifth day of August, I went to Anrong's mansion, asked him about his wedding, and expressed my concern.Only then did I know that Ah Qi was sent to the outskirts of the city by An Rong.Thinking about how pitiful this person is, and because Palin couldn't agree with An Rong's behavior, I decided to go to the outskirts of the city to see Ah Qi.

This person is thin and out of shape, with sunken eye sockets, and his body is really sick. I think that heart disease also accounts for a large part.When he grabbed my arm and begged me to send him away, I granted him, but on one condition—

I hope he will never return to Guangling, and never return to An Rong again.

I thought it would be a difficult deadlock, but I didn't expect him to agree, and then he really kept his promise and disappeared forever.

I definitely never expected that Ah Qi's "death" would hit An Rong so deeply.I originally thought that after a year or so, I should stop thinking about it, but no, the more time passed, the more serious this old disease became, and it seemed to kill my heart and my life.This is my decision, An Rong is like this, and I am also responsible.Sometimes I get distracted, I think it's better to tell him everything, he is willing to live with that turtle slave for the rest of his life, so let's live the rest of his life, I don't care about him anymore.

When I was about to try, Palin stopped me.He scolded me loudly, saying that Ah Qi is also a person of flesh and blood, why should he be abused by you like this.I backed off, and I even began to reflect on what he had said.Except for his humble background and rough appearance, that Ah Qi didn't seem to have done anything outrageous. On the contrary, he must have been very kind to An Rong, otherwise An Rong's desolate temperament would never have become so attached to him.When I think about it this way, I seem to be a villain.

I often go to see An Rong, he already looks like a decadent drunken man who doesn't know where to wake up, although he looks like an ordinary person on the surface, I know that he is desperate inside.I always advised him to take a closer look, maybe Ah Qi just felt tired of living in the world and moved to live in another place.It’s okay not to say this, but after he finished speaking, he stared at me blankly with wide eyes, muttering in his mouth, “He’s too annoying, he can leave if he wants to, and I——I Still at home."

Alas, it is better not to say this.

It is rare for me to calm down and read a book. Once when I read a book, I came across a proverb-the world will not be sad for a long time.I savored these words over and over again, and chanted them several times. I felt that these words had the effect of enlightenment.Once again, I found An Rong again, and I read this poem to him. I stood in front of him with a very solemn expression, and I read this sentence to him three times.

"Don't be sad for a long time in the world." All pain will be forgotten in time.An Rong is a smart person, he should understand the meaning of these words.

As a result of that day, he drove me out of the mansion like crazy, and I had no idea what went wrong.Later I asked Palin, and he told me, how can I say this sentence in front of An Rong, thank you for taking it as words of comfort.The more he listened, the more confused he became, only listening to him muttering, An Rong must be afraid that Ah Qi, who is under the nine springs, will gradually forget the pain, and also completely forget him.

It turns out that the relationship between people, if there is no love, but there is hatred, is also a kind of maintenance.An Rong probably thought so, he would rather Ah Qi hate him to death than that person forget him.It's ridiculous, I can't think of any other reason why a living person can argue with a ghost, except for deep affection.

In the 17th year of Pinghua, An Rong still found Ah Qi. Not long after, An Rong resigned from office and left Guangling. , and then there is a strong reluctance, the next time I see them again, I don't know if it will be the year of the monkey.

A few years later, Palin and I went to Taoran Monastery to pray for our parents, but unexpectedly, we ran into that eminent monk from back then.The eminent monk gave me another word-the things in the world are still unsolved, and eventually they will not be resolved.In a daze, I remembered that when An Rong met the eminent monk for the first time, he was taught by him to cherish the person in front of him.

It turned out that the love-hate entanglement of these two people was already predestined, and they should be together according to fate and the cycle of cause and effect.At that moment, I seemed to realize the truth.

As for me and Palin, that's another story.