A Qi

Finally arrived at Ah Qi's current home. It was a very dilapidated thatched house with fences as walls and square pillars. It was trembling, as if a strong wind would blow this house and it would collapse in an instant.There is a small yard in front of the house, some carrots and Chinese cabbage are planted in the yard, which is quite breath of life, An Rong came here, and felt a lot more at ease.

Before entering the house, Aunt Zhao next door poked her head, pointed at An Rong and asked Ah Qi curiously who this person was, Ah Qi evaded his words and only said that he was a distant cousin.

Aunt Zhao also half-believed and believed it for the time being, and she still didn't forget to sigh with emotion-your cousin looks so different from you, it's like a sky, a land.

After entering the room, Ah Qi picked up the teapot on the table and wanted to pour him a bowl of water, but just as he picked up the teapot, he shook it and found that there was no water in it.

"Sit down first, I'll boil some water."

An Rong let out a "hmm", then sat quietly on the stool, looked around, this room is really small, there is a bed opposite the table, with a half-old blue bed curtain hanging down, the room is even There is no wardrobe, and there is a wooden box under the bed, which is probably for clothes.

"The water is ready." There were no teacups at home, only a bowl. Ah Qi wiped the bowl in his hand with his sleeve, and smiled awkwardly, "It's a bit dirty." He poured water for An Rong.

An Rong's hand holding the bowl was uneasy, and after a while, he said quietly, "Are you still used to it?"

Ah Qi nodded silently.

An Rong stopped talking, raised his bowl, took a sip of water, and looked straight at Ah Qi with obscure eyes, "What are your plans in the future?"

"I want to start a family..."

An Rong's hands trembled, and a puddle of water splashed down, his eyes darkened and he stared straight at Ah Qi, "Who will you marry?"

The only answer to him was the silence of the room and the mourning on Ah Qi's face.

"After you left, one day I went to the handy room where you lived, and there was a wooden box...you didn't take it away."

After being stunned for a while, Ah Qi said, "That, I don't want it anymore."

These words provoked An Rong, he suddenly grabbed Ah Qi's hand with great force, Ah Qi instinctively wanted to throw it away, but failed, so he could only let him hold it.The hand was so hard that Ah Qi felt that his bones were about to break, "It hurts." Unable to bear it, Ah Qi exclaimed, and An Rong let go of his hand.

After a long while, An Rong opened his mouth and said a few words in a rambling manner, "How can a lady talk to a husband like this." After speaking, she smiled, and then looked at Ah Qi with blurred eyes, "There is a piece of paper in that wooden box. It’s our name, how can you not want it? You can’t, it has a name..."

The voice was very soft, with a coaxing and gentle tone, like the intimacy of an ordinary couple.Ah Qi didn't want to listen to this man's words, he was afraid that he would be soft-hearted and beg for nothing to return to him. People said that if he didn't hit the south wall, he wouldn't turn back. He didn't know how many times he hit the wall, and he should wake up.

"I was ignorant before, and asked you to teach me how to write without knowing the fun. I am stupid. I have almost forgotten the name you taught me now. It was a waste of your teaching effort."

This person seemed to be getting farther and farther away from him, An Rong couldn't control the current situation, pursed his lips, and said, "I forgot, I will teach again."

"I can't learn it."

An Rong didn't speak, but suddenly hugged Ah Qi firmly, without any gap between them, put his lips to Ah Qi's left ear, and murmured, "Then learn slowly, you will learn." Sincerely, and with a bit of tactful pleading, Ah Qi, who obediently stayed by his side, moved further and further away from him.

Seeing that the night was getting dark, Ah Qi broke away from his embrace, "Go back, it's getting late." The intention to drive away the passengers was very obvious.

An Rong didn't move, and said, "It's dark and I can't see clearly on the road, and it takes half a day to ride a horse from here to Guangling City. It's dark, and I don't have a place to stay when I go to the wilderness. "

Ah Qi hesitated for a moment, feeling very helpless, "Then you can stay with me for a night and leave tomorrow morning."

An Rong remained calm, his heart was filled with excitement, and it was exactly what he wanted, this person was still reluctant to part with himself.

"En." Mingming's heart was full of joy, but his face couldn't be more indifferent.

Ah Qi went to the stove house, and there was nothing to eat at home, so he steamed a few steamed buns on the pot, and they were piping hot.

When returning to the room, An Rong was still sitting on the stool, crossed his hands, thinking about something, Ah Qi's voice broke his thoughts.

"There are only a few corn buns left, let's eat together at night."

An Rong took a cornbread, chewed it carefully, peeked at Ah Qi, and smiled.

At night, the surrounding villages were still silent and silent.This place is no different from the Changchun Courtyard. Every household turned off the lights early in the morning and went to sleep.Ah Qi felt troubled, there was only one bed in the whole room, and the two of them could only squeeze together.But now it's like this, how can I sleep with him with peace of mind.

An Rong saw his concerns and did not expose them. He wanted to see how this fool would solve them in the end.

Later, Ah Qi thought about the two men lying together, if he didn't want to, he could still force it.Always worrying about this and that, making myself look like a loyal martyr.

"Go to sleep..." Ah Qi was vague.

Ah Qi sleeps on the inside of the bed, An Rong sleeps on the outside, the weather is cold, and there is no charcoal stove for heating in the room, and there is only a thin quilt on the bed, which is not warm enough for one person to cover, and the two of them are even more lonely. For the sake of trembling.

Originally, there was a short distance between Ah Qi and An Rongzhong. In the middle of the night, Ah Qi curled up his arms and legs, looking for a heat source, and moved towards An Rong, but he fell asleep and didn't feel it.An Rong stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him, and the person in his arms felt a little warmer, and the expression on his face gradually slowed down.

Obviously the person in his arms was wearing thick clothes, his whole body was tightly wrapped by the clothes, and he couldn't touch his skin at all, but An Rong's lower body was still hot, and his body felt dry and hot, especially when Ah Qi's mouth An Rong mumbled something sticky, and An Rong felt even more uncomfortable.This person is simply his poison.I don't care about desires, but every time I face him, all rational restraint falls apart.

It was really hard for him to bear it, An Rong grabbed Ah Qi's hand and put it under his body, not only did the fire not go out, but even worse, An Rong slowly peeled off the clothes of the person in his arms, the old and new scars intertwined on his body, Shocking, and the scar on his neck... An Rong gently pressed his lips against the scar.This person is only 24 years old. This big and small injury has overcome the ups and downs of other people's life.

"I'm sorry..." To Ah Qi's left ear, An Rong gently confided his innermost thoughts, the desire dissipated, and now only the heart-piercing pain remained.

The next day, when Ah Qi woke up, she found that she was held in An Rong's arms, moved a little, and An Rong woke up with a start.

Ah Qi thought that she threw herself into this man's arms in the middle of the night, so she couldn't help being a little embarrassed, "It woke you up..." Unnaturally, she grabbed the quilt with her hands.

An Rong's eyes were full of affection, "I haven't slept soundly for a long time."

"Why, your bed is much more comfortable than mine."

"After you left, I didn't sleep well..."

Here it is again, at this moment, Ah Qi really doesn't want to listen to his ambiguous love words, because he is not sure how true or false these words are, and he doesn't want to plunge into the abyss again.

The two are still lying on the bed, their eyes are facing each other, An Rong suddenly reached out and clasped Ah Qi's shoulder, looking extremely serious, "Sometimes, I really miss you."

Ah Qi's first reaction was that he wanted to cry. For someone as proud as An Rong, if he could say such a thing, regardless of whether it was true or not, he, Ah Qi, must be so moved that he could cry bitterly.What virtue and ability is there to get his favor.It's just that today is different from the past, and now he just wants to live and live a good life.

Seeing that he didn't speak, An Rong kissed him impulsively, like a torrential rain and wind, the kiss became more and more intense. Ah Qi was not as strong as him, and couldn't break free. He pressed his hands tightly on An Rong's chest, trying to tear the two apart. The distance between people, but to no avail.Ah Qi was in a hurry, and suddenly bit An Rong's lower lip, blood oozing, even their mouths were mixed with blood.

An Rong finally let go, with a very hurt expression on his face.

In a fit of rage, Ah Qi tore off An Rong's clothes and saw hickey marks all over his body, but Ah Qi suddenly smiled, and then his eyes began to blur, "Did he touch you again? "

An Rong stared blankly at Ah Qi, her eyes were red, but she didn't answer him.

"I think it's dirty." The voice was weak, as if Ah Qi had exhausted all his strength before he could say such a sentence.

"Pa——" An Rong slapped Ah Qi, then glared at him, "Say more!"

"I think it's dirty!"

"Pa--", "Say more!"

"I think it's dirty."

……

Not only did he repeat it many times, but An Rong stopped and Ah Qi stopped talking only when Ah Qi's face was swollen out of shape.

An Rong didn't dare to look at Ah Qi again, got up in a panic, put on her clothes one by one, finally took out an ivory hairpin from her cuff, put it on the table, and left a sentence - "This is for my wife." He walked away without looking back.

This hairpin is exactly the same as the one he gave An Rong back then.Love is a cycle.

Ah Qi on the bed couldn't bear it any longer, hid in the quilt, and wailed loudly. He said those hurtful words on purpose just now, how could he think he was dirty, he wished he could give his whole heart to that People are afraid that he will despise him for being inferior.This person was really forced away by himself, and Ah Qi's heart seemed to be dead.In a trance, Ah Qi remembered that night, somewhat unbelievable, somewhat ecstatic, and asked——

"Sir, what's your wife's name?"

"Aqi."

The scene is like yesterday, and I can't bear to look back.

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