HistoryCrossing the border of both civil and military
Chapter 67 Questioning
In midsummer, the scorching heat enveloped everything, and there was rumbling thunder in the distance. Before the arrival of the typhoon, the air seemed to be stingy, not willing to give more oxygen to people's lungs, making people walking on the street feel a little breathless difficulty.
Zhenwen's chest seemed to be blocked by a stone, making every breath laborious.He had been wandering the streets at noon aimlessly for a while.
Zhenwen touched his arm, the sun's scorching made the skin on his arm very hot, the skin cells on his body still remembered the feeling of Zhenwu embracing him, now he longed for such a hug from the inside out, let him never Come out of your emotions.
Everything was fine originally, although he didn't like Zhang Yu very much, but he was also grateful for his existence, because he once helped and took care of Gu Zhenwu.Seeing Zhenwu and Zhang Yu chatting intimately all the time, he was very depressed, but he held back, he could choose to just look at the person he likes, because Zhenwu looked very happy.
But when the word "blind date" hit his ears, he felt something explode in his body.Rationality told him that those were all things in the past and he could not worry about them, but what was raging in his heart made him lose his reason quickly.
He kept rolling a question in his mind over and over again, why?Why didn't Zhenwu tell him?He didn't even know why he was so entangled in this answer, as if a weak voice in his heart was constantly reminding him of something, which made him feel a little panicked.
It didn't matter who was the one who ordered people to attack them, he didn't want to care about those anymore, he just wanted to know why.
What made him more concerned was that there seemed to be something in Zhenwu's eyes that avoided him, and there seemed to be something else to hide from him besides this matter.
He originally wanted to sit there and wait for Zhenwu, waiting for his answer.Thinking that Zhenwu would be the first to think of him like before, but this time he was ranked behind the octopus.He didn't listen to what Zhenwu and the octopus said after that. The octopus seemed to give him a card, and he wasn't in the mood to read it.
He just stared at Zhenwu, but Zhenwu still didn't answer him, he couldn't wait any longer, he didn't want to wait any longer, so he chose to leave.
He heard Zhenwu calling him, and he thought that Zhenwu would catch up soon, and he could ask to understand, but he was wrong, he walked three blocks, and Zhenwu didn't follow.
Zhenwen finally stopped, looked around, and was a little confused for a while, but he didn't care about being lost.
Entering a coffee shop, Zhenwen found a single seat near the corner and sat down, avoiding the extreme heat and low air pressure outside, as if avoiding facing Zhenwu.
Does Zhenwu feel that he is making trouble for no reason?Is it because he was angry at such a question, so he didn't follow up?All kinds of guesses in his mind could not make him feel relieved, after all, Zhenwu did not keep up.
He was just asking a question, if Zhenwu answered, no matter what the answer was, even if Zhenwu was lying, he would accept it.
But Zhenwu was dodging and evading, this kind of Zhenwu turned his one question into more, and a lingering uneasiness enveloped him.
He leaned back in the chair, closed his eyes, and cleared his mind of nothing, he needed to calm down.
Maybe it was the high temperature outside that made his head dizzy, or maybe it was just his feeling of suffocation that made him drowsy, and when he opened his eyes again, the sun had already set in the west.
Looking around, there is no familiar figure, Zhenwen suddenly panicked, is Zhenwu looking for him?If you can't find it, you must be very anxious.
He turned on his cell phone, and was annoyed to see that Zhenwu had made more than a dozen calls, and there was a music playing when he was half asleep and half awake. He forgot that he just changed the ringtone of his cell phone.
His finger lingered on the call button for a while, and then put it down again. He still didn't call Zhenwu, but just opened the chat page and sent Zhenwu his location.
Putting down the phone and looking out the window, it seemed that he didn't feel so swollen to the point of exploding now, but another settled feeling made him even more uncomfortable.
In less than 10 minutes, Zhenwu hastily pushed open the door of the coffee shop, his face was flushed red, and his clothes were soaked with sweat.
After seeing Zhenwen sitting in the corner, Zhenwu stood there, adjusted his shortness of breath, and walked over to sit opposite Zhenwen.
Seeing the sweat on Zhenwu's cheeks, Zhenwen moved unconsciously, took out a few tissues, leaned over, and wiped off the sweat on his face.
Zhenwu has been examining Zhenwen's face, staring into Zhenwen's eyes, trying to reach out to grab the hand that wiped his sweat, but Zhenwen dodged it.
Zhenwu called out softly:
"Zhenwen."
Zhenwu's voice seemed to be pleading, he had never seen Zhenwen's strange appearance before him, and he began to get scared.
Zhenwen sat back in his seat, his calm voice could not detect any emotion.
"So, you can tell me now?"
"What do you want to hear?" Zhenwu replied weakly.
"You knew it was a blind date dance from the beginning, didn't you?"
Zhenwu nodded.
Zhenwen took a deep breath and asked:
"I wonder why you didn't tell me then."
Zhenwu asked back:
"If I told you, would you go obediently?"
"No." Zhenwen answered simply.
"That's why I didn't tell you."
"But at that time, you already knew that I liked you, and you also said that you liked me, so why did you go to such a banquet?"
"I just don't want to embarrass Dad, and I want to ease Dad's aversion to our affairs."
Zhenwu lowered his eyes to look at his hands, staring at the dust and a few small wounds under the dust that he didn't know when he rubbed on his hands, maybe it was when he ran too fast and fell down just now.
Zhenwen deliberately ignored the glaring red bloodstain on Zhenwu's hand, and said forcefully;
"You lied! Did you know you're a good liar?"
"I don't." Zhenwu hurriedly raised his head and met Zhenwen's eyes.
"Okay, if you don't have one, is there any other reason?"
"there is none left!"
"So, you clearly know that I like you, and you still watch me go to such a banquet, aren't you worried that my future will be decided just like that?"
"..." Zhenwu's lips moved, but he didn't answer.
Zhenwen squinted his eyes, staring at Zhenwu who hesitated to speak, and speculated:
"Or, is that the result you want?"
Zhenwu reached out and scratched his hair, closed his eyes, bit his lips tightly, and opened his eyes again, what he saw was Zhenwen's unbelievable eyes.His expressions and actions are equivalent to giving the answer.
Zhenwu hurriedly explained: "Zhenwen, I..."
But what is he going to say?How to explain?The reason I insisted on at the time is ridiculous even when I think about it.If those reasons were told to Zhenwen, what would Zhenwen think?
It took Zhenwen a while to find his voice, and asked in a low voice, "Why?"
Zhenwen tried his best to recall the memories before and after that time, and some details that he didn't care about emerged, and what did he capture.
"At that time you said one love story every day, and when we graduated from high school, 480 sentences, why did you say that? What were you thinking at that time?" Zhenwen's eyes were fixed on Zhenwu, not letting go of his subtle eyes.
Unsurprisingly, Zhenwu avoided his sight again and made a final struggle: "I didn't, I didn't think about anything."
Zhenwen approached Zhenwu, stretched out his hands to hold Zhenwu's face, gritted his teeth and said in a low voice, "Wang Zhenwu, tell me the truth!"
Looking at the persistence in Zhenwen's eyes, Zhenwu sighed secretly, gave up resistance, he pulled Zhenwen's hand down, and held it in his own palm:
"Okay! I say. But you must listen carefully, will you?"
Zhenwen took out his hand, leaned back on the chair and said, "Okay, tell me, I'll listen."
Zhenwu looked at his empty hand, pondered for a moment before speaking:
"When I was injured at home, my mother and I had a long talk.
Mom is worried, the reason why you like me is because we have been together since we were young, we have never been separated, and there is no chance for you to get in touch with others.Perhaps it is because of this that you regard your dependence on me as liking.Maybe, when you get older, when you meet a girl you really like, things will change.
Also, she is worried that your future may be messed up because of such a choice, after all, you are the heir to inherit Dad's family business.
The more she talked, the more flustered I became.
I thought about it for a long time that day, and struggled with it for a long time. I was worried that maybe, what Mom said was right, your future should not be surrounded by me.
So, I made an agreement with my parents. I will accompany you until graduation, but I will also give you the opportunity to meet other girls. If you really meet a girl you like, I will leave after graduation. "
"Zhenwen, when I said those words, what I was thinking was, I hope I don't leave you, I hope you really like me, it's not just your illusion."
"So, when you said you loved me at the banquet that day, I was so excited that I couldn't help it. I changed my mind when I came back from the banquet. It will be a mess, and I will always be with you."
After finishing speaking in one breath, Zhenwu looked at Zhenwen carefully. What was beating in his eyes was not Zhenwen's enthusiasm, not relief, but it seemed to be pain.Zhenwen just looked at him blankly with heartbroken eyes.
"Zhenwen, I'm done." Zhenwu whispered cautiously.
Zhenwen's lips moved, and it took a while before he spoke:
"That is to say, in fact, you don't believe me at all!"
"At that time, it was not so much that I didn't believe in you, as it was that I didn't believe in myself so lucky."
"what about now?"
"Now I believe that you really like me, not some bullshit illusion."
"But, how should I believe you? Do I believe that everything now is true? What if you are still in that damned agreement?" Zhenwu wakes him up with a love sentence every morning, is it counting down ?
"That agreement has long been voided, and the acceptance of my parents is true now, and I am true to you."
"How are you going to prove it?"
"We can ask our parents. Mom knows, and she has been worried about this for a long time."
"I don't ask them, I ask you, how do you prove it?"
"Zhenwen, don't you want to be like this?" Looking at Zhenwen's distant eyes, Zhenwu's heart ached like being pricked by countless needles.
"I want to do this!" Zhenwen raised his voice.
"Tell me, what do you need from me to believe me?" Zhenwu was anxious, asking in a voice that was almost pleading.
Beside, an impatient voice came out:
"Hey, you two, don't you want to be so troublesome, just kiss me directly?"
The author has something to say:
Sorry, I ran for a day today, and now I have just finished a chapter.
Zhenwen's chest seemed to be blocked by a stone, making every breath laborious.He had been wandering the streets at noon aimlessly for a while.
Zhenwen touched his arm, the sun's scorching made the skin on his arm very hot, the skin cells on his body still remembered the feeling of Zhenwu embracing him, now he longed for such a hug from the inside out, let him never Come out of your emotions.
Everything was fine originally, although he didn't like Zhang Yu very much, but he was also grateful for his existence, because he once helped and took care of Gu Zhenwu.Seeing Zhenwu and Zhang Yu chatting intimately all the time, he was very depressed, but he held back, he could choose to just look at the person he likes, because Zhenwu looked very happy.
But when the word "blind date" hit his ears, he felt something explode in his body.Rationality told him that those were all things in the past and he could not worry about them, but what was raging in his heart made him lose his reason quickly.
He kept rolling a question in his mind over and over again, why?Why didn't Zhenwu tell him?He didn't even know why he was so entangled in this answer, as if a weak voice in his heart was constantly reminding him of something, which made him feel a little panicked.
It didn't matter who was the one who ordered people to attack them, he didn't want to care about those anymore, he just wanted to know why.
What made him more concerned was that there seemed to be something in Zhenwu's eyes that avoided him, and there seemed to be something else to hide from him besides this matter.
He originally wanted to sit there and wait for Zhenwu, waiting for his answer.Thinking that Zhenwu would be the first to think of him like before, but this time he was ranked behind the octopus.He didn't listen to what Zhenwu and the octopus said after that. The octopus seemed to give him a card, and he wasn't in the mood to read it.
He just stared at Zhenwu, but Zhenwu still didn't answer him, he couldn't wait any longer, he didn't want to wait any longer, so he chose to leave.
He heard Zhenwu calling him, and he thought that Zhenwu would catch up soon, and he could ask to understand, but he was wrong, he walked three blocks, and Zhenwu didn't follow.
Zhenwen finally stopped, looked around, and was a little confused for a while, but he didn't care about being lost.
Entering a coffee shop, Zhenwen found a single seat near the corner and sat down, avoiding the extreme heat and low air pressure outside, as if avoiding facing Zhenwu.
Does Zhenwu feel that he is making trouble for no reason?Is it because he was angry at such a question, so he didn't follow up?All kinds of guesses in his mind could not make him feel relieved, after all, Zhenwu did not keep up.
He was just asking a question, if Zhenwu answered, no matter what the answer was, even if Zhenwu was lying, he would accept it.
But Zhenwu was dodging and evading, this kind of Zhenwu turned his one question into more, and a lingering uneasiness enveloped him.
He leaned back in the chair, closed his eyes, and cleared his mind of nothing, he needed to calm down.
Maybe it was the high temperature outside that made his head dizzy, or maybe it was just his feeling of suffocation that made him drowsy, and when he opened his eyes again, the sun had already set in the west.
Looking around, there is no familiar figure, Zhenwen suddenly panicked, is Zhenwu looking for him?If you can't find it, you must be very anxious.
He turned on his cell phone, and was annoyed to see that Zhenwu had made more than a dozen calls, and there was a music playing when he was half asleep and half awake. He forgot that he just changed the ringtone of his cell phone.
His finger lingered on the call button for a while, and then put it down again. He still didn't call Zhenwu, but just opened the chat page and sent Zhenwu his location.
Putting down the phone and looking out the window, it seemed that he didn't feel so swollen to the point of exploding now, but another settled feeling made him even more uncomfortable.
In less than 10 minutes, Zhenwu hastily pushed open the door of the coffee shop, his face was flushed red, and his clothes were soaked with sweat.
After seeing Zhenwen sitting in the corner, Zhenwu stood there, adjusted his shortness of breath, and walked over to sit opposite Zhenwen.
Seeing the sweat on Zhenwu's cheeks, Zhenwen moved unconsciously, took out a few tissues, leaned over, and wiped off the sweat on his face.
Zhenwu has been examining Zhenwen's face, staring into Zhenwen's eyes, trying to reach out to grab the hand that wiped his sweat, but Zhenwen dodged it.
Zhenwu called out softly:
"Zhenwen."
Zhenwu's voice seemed to be pleading, he had never seen Zhenwen's strange appearance before him, and he began to get scared.
Zhenwen sat back in his seat, his calm voice could not detect any emotion.
"So, you can tell me now?"
"What do you want to hear?" Zhenwu replied weakly.
"You knew it was a blind date dance from the beginning, didn't you?"
Zhenwu nodded.
Zhenwen took a deep breath and asked:
"I wonder why you didn't tell me then."
Zhenwu asked back:
"If I told you, would you go obediently?"
"No." Zhenwen answered simply.
"That's why I didn't tell you."
"But at that time, you already knew that I liked you, and you also said that you liked me, so why did you go to such a banquet?"
"I just don't want to embarrass Dad, and I want to ease Dad's aversion to our affairs."
Zhenwu lowered his eyes to look at his hands, staring at the dust and a few small wounds under the dust that he didn't know when he rubbed on his hands, maybe it was when he ran too fast and fell down just now.
Zhenwen deliberately ignored the glaring red bloodstain on Zhenwu's hand, and said forcefully;
"You lied! Did you know you're a good liar?"
"I don't." Zhenwu hurriedly raised his head and met Zhenwen's eyes.
"Okay, if you don't have one, is there any other reason?"
"there is none left!"
"So, you clearly know that I like you, and you still watch me go to such a banquet, aren't you worried that my future will be decided just like that?"
"..." Zhenwu's lips moved, but he didn't answer.
Zhenwen squinted his eyes, staring at Zhenwu who hesitated to speak, and speculated:
"Or, is that the result you want?"
Zhenwu reached out and scratched his hair, closed his eyes, bit his lips tightly, and opened his eyes again, what he saw was Zhenwen's unbelievable eyes.His expressions and actions are equivalent to giving the answer.
Zhenwu hurriedly explained: "Zhenwen, I..."
But what is he going to say?How to explain?The reason I insisted on at the time is ridiculous even when I think about it.If those reasons were told to Zhenwen, what would Zhenwen think?
It took Zhenwen a while to find his voice, and asked in a low voice, "Why?"
Zhenwen tried his best to recall the memories before and after that time, and some details that he didn't care about emerged, and what did he capture.
"At that time you said one love story every day, and when we graduated from high school, 480 sentences, why did you say that? What were you thinking at that time?" Zhenwen's eyes were fixed on Zhenwu, not letting go of his subtle eyes.
Unsurprisingly, Zhenwu avoided his sight again and made a final struggle: "I didn't, I didn't think about anything."
Zhenwen approached Zhenwu, stretched out his hands to hold Zhenwu's face, gritted his teeth and said in a low voice, "Wang Zhenwu, tell me the truth!"
Looking at the persistence in Zhenwen's eyes, Zhenwu sighed secretly, gave up resistance, he pulled Zhenwen's hand down, and held it in his own palm:
"Okay! I say. But you must listen carefully, will you?"
Zhenwen took out his hand, leaned back on the chair and said, "Okay, tell me, I'll listen."
Zhenwu looked at his empty hand, pondered for a moment before speaking:
"When I was injured at home, my mother and I had a long talk.
Mom is worried, the reason why you like me is because we have been together since we were young, we have never been separated, and there is no chance for you to get in touch with others.Perhaps it is because of this that you regard your dependence on me as liking.Maybe, when you get older, when you meet a girl you really like, things will change.
Also, she is worried that your future may be messed up because of such a choice, after all, you are the heir to inherit Dad's family business.
The more she talked, the more flustered I became.
I thought about it for a long time that day, and struggled with it for a long time. I was worried that maybe, what Mom said was right, your future should not be surrounded by me.
So, I made an agreement with my parents. I will accompany you until graduation, but I will also give you the opportunity to meet other girls. If you really meet a girl you like, I will leave after graduation. "
"Zhenwen, when I said those words, what I was thinking was, I hope I don't leave you, I hope you really like me, it's not just your illusion."
"So, when you said you loved me at the banquet that day, I was so excited that I couldn't help it. I changed my mind when I came back from the banquet. It will be a mess, and I will always be with you."
After finishing speaking in one breath, Zhenwu looked at Zhenwen carefully. What was beating in his eyes was not Zhenwen's enthusiasm, not relief, but it seemed to be pain.Zhenwen just looked at him blankly with heartbroken eyes.
"Zhenwen, I'm done." Zhenwu whispered cautiously.
Zhenwen's lips moved, and it took a while before he spoke:
"That is to say, in fact, you don't believe me at all!"
"At that time, it was not so much that I didn't believe in you, as it was that I didn't believe in myself so lucky."
"what about now?"
"Now I believe that you really like me, not some bullshit illusion."
"But, how should I believe you? Do I believe that everything now is true? What if you are still in that damned agreement?" Zhenwu wakes him up with a love sentence every morning, is it counting down ?
"That agreement has long been voided, and the acceptance of my parents is true now, and I am true to you."
"How are you going to prove it?"
"We can ask our parents. Mom knows, and she has been worried about this for a long time."
"I don't ask them, I ask you, how do you prove it?"
"Zhenwen, don't you want to be like this?" Looking at Zhenwen's distant eyes, Zhenwu's heart ached like being pricked by countless needles.
"I want to do this!" Zhenwen raised his voice.
"Tell me, what do you need from me to believe me?" Zhenwu was anxious, asking in a voice that was almost pleading.
Beside, an impatient voice came out:
"Hey, you two, don't you want to be so troublesome, just kiss me directly?"
The author has something to say:
Sorry, I ran for a day today, and now I have just finished a chapter.
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