HistoryCrossing the border of both civil and military

Xia Yuhao has never met anyone he admires, because he disapproves of no one except himself.

Xia Yuhao has never met anyone whom he always thinks of suddenly, even if he is his best friend, even Zhenwen Zhenwu who transferred with him, he never thinks about them when he is free .

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Because he is very busy, he spends his free time to catch up on sleep.

But after a whole day of volleyball training, Xia Yuhao lay down without any sleepiness, his mind was full of the scene of "intimate contact" with Qiu Zixuan in the bathroom just now.Thinking of Qiu Zixuan's muscular body that he saw just now, Xia Yuhao blushed and his heart started to beat. He was obviously the same as himself, although he seemed to be slimmer and his skin was more radiant and sexier.

That's right, sexy, Xia Yuhao thinks Qiu Zixuan is very sexy.

Now it seems that he can still feel the feeling of his hand caressing Qiu Zixuan's leg. He is as careful as stroking a treasure. The feeling became stronger, until he seemed to touch Qiu Zixuan's very sensitive part.As Qiu Zixuan retreated strangely, a kind of heart attack hit him strongly, making him want to desperately say "Qiu Zixuan, I seem to like you!"

If it weren't for the volleyball teammates who rushed in, he would really have confessed on such an occasion!

Xia Yuhao knew that he had different feelings towards Qiu Zixuan.

He used to think that this was the reason why Qiu Zixuan sacrificed his life to save him.

He and his mother depended on each other since he was a child, and the hard days taught him to rely on himself in everything, learned to expose his thorns to avoid harm, and learned not to let others know his weaknesses easily.

Ever since he was a child, he has fought a lot, let alone been beaten. Every time he was beaten, he tightly covered his face, and when he got home, he quietly hid the wound so that his mother would not see it.The more he was beaten, the better he would naturally be. Gradually, at some point, he had a hostile look on his face, which made people respect him and stay away from him.

But he was rescued by a man who seemed to be gentle and gentle, not to mention that their previous relationship was not pleasant, even tit-for-tat.

When he saw the long scar on Qiu Zixuan's kicked leg, he was moved. This person took his injured leg to face three or four adults with fierce faces, just to protect A stranger who is not yet familiar.

Although Qiu Zixuan said it lightly, Xia Yuhao knew that even if he wasn't a teammate, he would stand up.Don't ask why, he just has a feeling.

He also thought that he was moved by Qiu Zixuan's loyalty and enthusiasm for volleyball.

When he accidentally saw Qiu Zixuan silently watching the volleyball in his hands in the empty volleyball hall, the unreconciled, stubborn not giving up, and the kind of fanatical love in his eyes to serve another ball despite the pain, Xia Yu Howe was shocked.He inexplicably realized that Qiu Zixuan's crying that day was not for the pain, but for the volleyball field that he couldn't reach.

On the way to help him go home, he held Qiu Zixuan's hand and felt that he was holding back the pain, but he didn't make a sound.He began to feel sorry for this big boy wearing glasses, and how much sadness he was bearing alone under his calm appearance.They seem to have a little similarity, they are both working hard, but he is doing it for his family and mother, while Qiu Zixuan is doing it for the volleyball he loves.

Perhaps at that moment, when he decided to carry Qiu Zixuan on his back, he had already decided to carry his volleyball dream and take Qiu Zixuan to fulfill his long-cherished volleyball dream.

He began to expose more of himself in front of Qiu Zixuan. He never mentioned his family members, never showed that kind of warmth to outsiders, and never cooked for anyone other than his mother.

Seeing Qiu Zixuan admiring his cooking skills and eating up his improved bento, Xia Yuhao was delighted.

It's a pity that Qiu Zixuan came to run errands and lobbyists for his sister.

Of course he refused: impossible.

At that moment, he knew that the feeling of being knocked down in an instant that he had always wanted was brought to him by Qiu Zixuan.

Because when he saw Qiu Zixuan's eyes, he was knocked down.

He likes to be with Qiu Zixuan, so when Zhenwen went to Qiu Zixuan to send the records, he would go with him just to see Qiu Zixuan.So even though he didn't like studying very much, but Qiu Zixuan said that he would give him tutoring, he accepted it with a smirk.

He sat very close to Qiu Zixuan, and could occasionally look at Qiu Zixuan's face when he was concentrating on understanding the exercises. It was Qiu Zixuan outside the court. Those wise eyes and deep magnetic voice penetrated his nerves.

His fingertips were dancing on the paper, and he was so close to Qiu Zixuan's hand, as if he could touch it at any time.

While thinking wildly, there was a rustling sound from above, Xia Yuhao looked over, and the person who had been lingering in his mind was sitting up, with a suppressed expression of pain on his face, watching him limping Walking out on tiptoe, Xia Yuhao hurriedly got up, he must have cramp again.

Hastily prepared the heating bag, put the towel on, and ran to the bathroom, where Qiu Zixuan was indeed sitting there.

Xia Yuhao ran two steps to Qiu Zixuan's side, put Qiu Zixuan's leg on his squatting knee, tested the temperature of the heat pack with his hands, and then gently placed it on Qiu Zixuan's injured knee.

"Will it be too hot?"

"It's okay, thank you!" Qiu Zixuan leaned wearily against the wall.

Xia Yuhao grinned and said:

"You put the mat near the bathroom because you are afraid of disturbing others."

Looking at Xia Yuhao with lowered eyes, Qiu Zixuan said in a low voice pretending to be indifferent! "Know it and ask."

Xia Yuhao knew that Qiu Zixuan was just not used to having his heart-warming side discovered by others, this was probably a "common problem" of real men.

While holding the heating bag, he was massaging Qiu Zixuan's calf, feeling the tense muscles slowly relax under his hands.

"Can't it be cured?"

Xia Yuhao raised his head and asked, he wanted to ask this question since the first time he saw this scar.

Qiu Zixuan looked at his leg, as if that leg was on him but didn't belong to him, he paused for a moment before saying in a flat voice:

"In this way, it is already the best situation."

However, Xia Yuhao could feel the sadness in his voice, he looked down at this leg, his brows were furrowed, and his chest felt very stuffy.

A pair of large hands reached out suddenly and supported his chin, causing his head to look up at its owner.The dazed Xia Yuhao fell into Qiu Zixuan's smiling eyes, and lost his mind for a moment.

"I was the one who got hurt, not you, why are you sad!"

Xia Yuhao suddenly wanted to say, I'd rather be the one who got hurt, but when the words came out of his mouth, he changed into another way:

"You don't want to play anymore?"

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Xia Yuhao regretted it. He looked at Qiu Zixuan's smiling face, the smile slowly disappeared from his face, and the sadness and unwillingness that had long been hidden in his eyes seemed to be revealed.

These emotions are Qiu Zixuan's real feelings. He has been hiding it from people to see. Maybe it is his last way to protect himself. If he is exposed in front of others, he will lose his final dignity?

Annoyed, Xia Yuhao avoided Qiu Zixuan's eyes, and hurried away with the still hot heating bag.

Out of Qiu Zixuan's line of sight, Xia Yuhao hit his head with his fist, hating himself for speaking without thinking, just now must have aroused the most painful thing for Qiu Zixuan.

He wandered outside the bathroom, trying to think of how to tell Qiu Zixuan to make him feel better, so that he would not be so sad.

But his mind was in a mess and his heart was flustered, so in the end he had no choice but to bite the bullet and go back with the heated heating bag. Even if he didn't say anything, it was better than leaving him there alone to feel sad.

When he went in again, Qiu Zixuan was leaning against the wall and fell asleep, his closed eyes under the glasses danced from time to time, his brows furrowed for a while, and relaxed for a while, as if he couldn't let himself relax in his dream.

He is so tired!All the time and energy outside of study are devoted to volleyball, as if deliberately keeping myself from being idle.

Xia Yuhao grabbed Qiu Zixuan's shoulders, gently lifted his legs, and carried him back to the mattress.

Afraid that the excessive shaking would wake him up, Xia Yuhao slowly squatted down and lowered Qiu Zixuan's lower body, and then gently laid him down little by little.

Qiu Zixuan moved his body uneasily, the injured leg was arched, and the toes were raised upwards. Xia Yuhao hurriedly rubbed the muscles of his calf until he relaxed again.

Cover Qiu Zixuan with a quilt and take off his glasses. The face under the glasses is undisguised.The relaxed face is not the serious Qiu Zixuan on the volleyball court, not the Qiu Zixuan who is crazy about volleyball, the sleeping boy is just Qiu Zixuan right now!

Xia Yuhao lay beside him, staring at Qiu Zixuan's face so closely, looking at Qiu Zixuan's chin, lips, nose, and eyes, and even reached out to fiddle with his bangs to reveal his full forehead.

If he fell asleep looking at his face like this every day, and watched him get up, he would be happy, Xia Yuhao couldn't help dreaming about such a scene, there was a strong smile that couldn't be melted at the corner of his mouth.

Lying beside Qiu Zixuan, stroking his hair, smiling, sleepiness came quietly.

When Xia Yuhao was awakened by the photo, he was still dreaming. After being awakened, he sat up and faced He Chengen's playful face.

"Hey, you don't sleep on your own mat, you came to grab Zixuan, are you tired of work?"

Xia Yuhao rubbed his eyes, Qiu Zixuan was no longer by his side, he stared at He Chengen sullenly and said nothing.

"It was my leg cramps last night. He took care of me all the time. Don't blame anyone." Qiu Zixuan walked in from the outside with a refreshing scent of soap.

Qiu Zixuan regained his energy, the sadness that flashed in his eyes yesterday was gone, and he turned back to a serious manager.

"Xuan, it's your fault. Why didn't you call me for your leg cramps. I'm your bamboo horse."

Qiu Zixuan gently whipped him with the towel in his hand: "Jiajun hugs you so tightly, if I call you, won't I disturb him?"

He Chengen looked at Chen Jiajun with a sad face, and Chen Jiajun scratched the back of his head: "I, I may have regarded you as Zixuan's senior."

As soon as these words came out, the eyes of three people were instantly attracted. Qiu Zixuan was smiling, He Chengen was angry, and Xia Yuhao was shocked and guarded. Does Chen Jiajun also like Zixuan?Seeing Qiu Zixuan going to pack his things indifferently.

Here He Chengen strangles Chen Jiajun's neck:

"What do you mean, am I not your senior? Are you still wronged by holding me?"

Xia Yuhao ignored the two frolicking people over there, and went to wash himself with a sullen head.

I don't know how he likes Qiu Zixuan alone, which makes him feel like an enemy, especially since he is still a rookie in Chen Jiajun's mouth.

So on the last day of the training camp, when the coach said that he would play a practice match with the Renhe team, Xia Yuhao worked hard to get the rookie hat.

Standing on the court, Xia Yuhao was practicing the catch repeatedly, ready to do a big fight, when He Chengen patted him next to him:

"Xia Cainiao, why are you standing here? You should be in the second position."

Xia Yuhao stared blankly at He Chengen, while Chen Jiajun was already shouting impatiently: "Number two, number two!"

Xia Yuhao could only bite the bullet and ask with a laugh: "Where is number two?"

He Chengen quickly stopped the other team members, and said to Qiu Zixuan:

"Zixuan, you didn't tell him the rules, did you?"

Qiu Zixuan looked at Xia Yuhao who was standing in a wrong position, and seemed to have just remembered that there are rules.

In this way, Xia Yuhao could only watch the other players practice from below the court, but they were running around, unable to tell the difference between number one and number two, which made him even more dizzy.

At night, no matter how Qiu Zixuan drew pictures to explain the rules of the game, Xia Yuhao was very confused.

Qiu Zixuan became impatient.

"Put on your shoes, grab your clothes, and follow me!"

Xia Yuhao didn't dare to delay for a second, grabbed his clothes and followed Qiu Zixuan to the stadium without putting on his shoes.

After more than half an hour of on-site explanation, Xia Yuhao finally understood the rules of standing.

Qiu Zixuan drilled through the net and continued to explain: "During the game, you must never touch the net, and you must never cross the line. Especially your feet."

Xia Yuhao immediately retracted the foot that was about to follow.

Qiu Zixuan stepped on different positions on the dividing line: "It can't be like this, and it can't be like this."

Looking at Qiu Zixuan's serious face, Xia Yuhao stretched his hands across the net and put on a pair of scissors hands and said with a smile, "What about the other feet?"

Although Qiu Zixuan smiled, his subordinates showed no mercy. He slapped the notebook in his hand and said, "Above the feet, calves, thighs, body and hands, you can only cross the boundary when saving the ball. lose point."

Xia Yuhao originally wanted to ease the atmosphere and make Qiu Zixuan laugh, but unexpectedly it had the opposite effect, so he could only nod obediently.

Qiu Zixuan also seemed to realize that his attitude was bad, so his tone softened a bit:

"I'm sorry, I was only focused on training you to play and forgot to teach you the rules."

How could Xia Yuhao care about Qiu Zixuan, he hurriedly said with a smile: "It doesn't matter, there is still time anyway."

Qiu Zixuan finally had a smiling face: "Yes."

Seeing that Qiu Zixuan was in a better mood, Xia Yuhao recalled yesterday's conversation.

"You didn't answer my question yesterday. Don't you want to play anymore? Even if it's only 5 minutes."

Qiu Zixuan hurriedly said: "A real player, once on the field, will not want to come down."

Xia Yuhao's face, which had been a little excited just now, drooped again.

Seeing his listless look, Qiu Zixuan smiled and said, "I did lose the weapon I used to play, but that doesn't mean I can't fight. Now I use this place to fight." Pointing to his head.

"From strategy, to player training, to team operations, my volleyball dream is not over and will not end, it just continues in another way."

The more he talked, the more devoted Qiu Zixuan seemed to be describing his volleyball dream. The pride in his voice and the brilliance in his eyes deeply attracted Xia Yuhao's gaze.

Such Qiu Zixuan was extremely attractive in Xia Yuhao's eyes. He stared blankly at Qiu Zixuan's enthusiastic face, and couldn't help calling his name emotionally; "Qiu Zixuan."

Immersed in his vision for the future, Qiu Zixuan didn't notice Xia Yuhao's fiery gaze at all, and that almost whispered call, and continued to talk about his future: "Also, I plan to double major in the future. The Department of Information Science, as well as the Department of Sports and Health Science, can do more things for the team with more expertise.”

Through the volleyball net, Xia Yuhao looked at Qiu Zixuan who was shining for his dream, and he knew that he liked this boy!I like it very much!

Now that he was sure that he liked Qiu Zixuan, Xia Yuhao didn't want to wait for a moment, he grabbed the volleyball net, kissed Qiu Zixuan's lips through the gap of the volleyball net, and sent a confession kiss that could not be refused.

Qiu Zixuan's voice stopped abruptly and was sealed by Xia Yuhao's lips.

Standing there blankly, Qiu Zixuan's eyes, lips, and body seemed to be frozen.Xia Yuhao's heart was beating thumpingly, and he closed his eyes nervously. What made him even more excited was that Qiu Zixuan didn't back down, and didn't refuse his kiss.

When Xia Yuhao opened his eyes, he still saw that calm face. He mustered up the courage to say his long-awaited confession: "I know I crossed the line, but this is not a competition. Qiu Zixuan, I like you. "

Qiu Zixuan, who was waiting anxiously, did not respond for a long time, and Xia Yuhao was about to start getting nervous.

Qiu Zixuan had already retreated mechanically, turned around in a panic and left quickly.

Xia Yuhao hurriedly chased after him and grabbed Qiu Zixuan's hand. Did he think he was playing a prank, joking?

Using force to make Qiu Zixuan turn back to face himself, he eagerly explained:

"Qiu Zixuan! I was serious just now."

But after seeing Qiu Zixuan's expression, Xia Yuhao was frightened.

That expression had nothing to do with happiness at all, Qiu Zixuan shook off Xia Yuhao's hand, and growled: "Tomorrow is the game, you tell me this, are you sick?"

Xia Yuhao panicked, carefully discerning Qiu Zixuan's expression, is it anger?Is it impatient?Is hesitant?Xia Yuhao was confused, he had never seen Qiu Zixuan like this.Perhaps he was intimidated?Because being confessed by a boy, but he is not the one who likes boys?

"I didn't do it on purpose, I just..." He could only say apologetic words passively, passively trying to explain.

Qiu Zixuan didn't give him a chance to explain, and abruptly interrupted him: "I can't think about it now." He didn't even look at him, but at a certain point on the ground.

Xia Yuhao tried his last struggle.

"Qiu Zixuan."

"Don't call me!" Qiu Zixuan signaled him not to continue.

But Xia Yuhao was not reconciled.

"But I..." I just like you, you can dislike me, you can reject me, but please don't do this, I don't want to hurt you.

But Qiu Zixuan didn't give him a chance to say this.

"Don't bother me." He growled and pushed Xia Yuhao away who wanted to get closer. This time Qiu Zixuan finally looked at him directly, but the direct gaze had obviously pushed him out of his heart.

Xia Yuhao's heart that was about to fly into the sky with joy just now fell heavily on the ground, and the pain caused by the impact almost made him suffocate.

He was completely pushed away by Qiu Zixuan, such rejection could not be more obvious, but what made him sad was not because of being rejected, but because he might be rejected by Qiu Zixuan.

Xia Yuhao felt that something was hurt in his body, he backed away heartbroken, backed up again, he didn't want Qiu Zixuan to look at him like this, the only thing he can do now is to stay away from this place.

Running frantically all the way, he didn't stop until his lungs screamed that they couldn't bear any more pressure.

This kind of venting made his chest, which was stagnant just now, feel better, and his mind slowly woke up from the shock just now.

Xia Yuhao didn't believe that he was just wishful thinking, he hypnotized himself over and over again: Qiu Zixuan has done so much for him, those things have already surpassed the relationship between the manager and teammates, and those are not his own illusions.

Maybe Qiu Zixuan was just frightened by the sudden confession, because he was too reckless, and did all the actions he liked before saying what he liked.

It is, it must be, so maybe tomorrow, when he calms down, it will be different.

After turning around for a long time and returning to the lounge, Qiu Zixuan hadn't come back yet. He wanted to go out and have a look, but he was afraid of embarrassing Qiu Zixuan again.

Xia Yuhao lay on his cushion, with his back to the door, listening to the movement at the door with his ears up.

I don't know how long it took, until his eyes were already dry and painful, before the sound of footsteps came from behind.

Well, he came back safely.

Xia Yuhao closed his eyes, there is still a game tomorrow, maybe the game is his chance to express himself, he wants to let Qiu Zixuan know that he is worthy of Qiu Zixuan's expectation and care, even if the care is only for his teammates, that's fine!

The author has something to say:

There is only one chapter today, and I suddenly started writing from the middle, making me a little dizzy.

Tomorrow when civil and martial arts return, Xia Yuhao's second indirect confession will be interrupted again.