Hey, your overlord is broken
Chapter 42 Chapter 42
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It turned out to be him!
In an instant, Chu Yuanxiao felt that the blood in his whole body froze with Yan Hao's words "It's me", and the bone-piercing cold spread all over his body, so cold that he couldn't move an inch.
Soon, the coldness was melted by Yan Hao's scorching gaze, and the temperature of the body rose, but it changed uncontrollably to another extreme, as if countless flames burst out in the body, and the heat wave rolled in the blood, just like the chaos at the beginning night...
No matter what, the pain and suffocation that couldn't be broken free came like a physical attack. Chu Yuanxiao's body couldn't help shaking slightly, his hands were clenched into fists, and the eyes that looked at Yan Hao moved a little bit without noticing it. get cold.
Yan Hao kept staring at Chu Yuanxiao, and immediately noticed the change in his mood. His heart sank, and he couldn't help but want to explain: "Yuan Xiao, I..."
"Shut up!" Chu Yuanxiao's body shook when he heard Yan Hao's voice, and he blurted out almost reflexively, "Get out, I don't want to see you!"
After the words fell, he clearly saw the astonishment and discomfort on Yan Hao's face, the discomfort was so clear that his heart throbbed with pain.
The rejection and fear from the bottom of my heart are real, as are the pain and distress. I can't get close, and I can't bear to stay away.
Chu Yuanxiao closed her eyes, with a bitter expression, and said in a low voice, "Yan Hao, you go out and leave me alone, okay?"
As long as he showed a slightly uncomfortable expression and made a gesture of compromise, no matter what request he made, Yan Hao could not refuse.
At least, he didn't say he wanted to leave, he just didn't want to see himself...
Yan Hao left and closed the door softly.
The room was so quiet that even the sound of breathing could hardly be heard. Chu Yuanxiao sat on the bed blankly and looked out the window.
The sky soon brightened, the sun rose, and the sun shone through the windows, warm and bright.
Chu Yuanxiao sighed, after thinking for so long, he decided to move out.
Yan Hao is the one who caused him a psychological shadow. As long as he thinks about this, living in Yan Hao's house becomes a stressful thing for him.
Here, there are Yan Hao's footprints everywhere, and there may be Yan Hao's breath in the air, which makes him think of dark memories almost all the time, and is always in the pain that has been haunting him for so many years.
It was too difficult, and it was too easy to destroy and drown the good memories about Yan Hao in his mind.
If he continues to live with Yan Hao here, he is afraid that he will say and do more hurtful things to Yan Hao, and even more afraid that he will not be able to help Yan Hao.
——In many nightmares, he imagined that he had a weapon in his hand and killed the person who was pressing on him, so as to end the inescapable pain.
Keeping a distance is the most suitable choice for them now.
Just as she was thinking, the phone vibrated. Chu Yuanxiao hesitated for a second, reached out to pick it up, and clicked on the unread text message.
[Yan Hao: Breakfast is in the kitchen, remember to eat it.Starting today, I will live with my parents, and I will take the glutinous rice balls with me.If you want to see me, feel free to contact me, I will go to you as quickly as possible.take care of yourself. 】
After silently reading the text message several times, Chu Yuanxiao began to edit the reply, from "this is your house, if you want to avoid it, I will go", "I see", "sorry" to "ok", "um", delete Deleted, edited, and finally got no reply.
He doesn't want to talk to Yan Hao now.
Putting aside his phone, he took a change of clothes and went to the bathroom.
Yan Hao knew him well, and obviously guessed that he might choose to leave here, so he made countermeasures earlier than him.
It's just that this countermeasure is actually not perfect at all, because Yan Hao has no control over whether this strategy can succeed, and the decision is entirely in his hands.
Yan Hao's move is not so much a strategy as a gamble.
"If I still move out, what will happen to you?" Chu Yuanxiao raised his head and rushed head-on for a few seconds as the cool water poured down from the bathroom heater. Then he turned his back and wiped his face with his hands. His mind was full of Yan Hao, "You won, as expected, I can't bear to let you down."
You are working hard, and I will not be indifferent.
After taking a shower, Chu Yuanxiao received a call from Season [-].
"Yuan Xiao, have you been surrounded by paparazzi since you haven't come to the company yet?"
"No. It's my own problem. I haven't gone out yet."
Chu Yuanxiao was a little embarrassed. He rarely affected his work due to personal issues.
"Heh~ Didn't sleep well?" Quarterly muttered in a low voice, and then said, "I think you might as well stay at home these few days. If you have something to ask Guan Ming to find you. Because of the scandal between you and Yan Hao , There are a lot of paparazzi outside the company early in the morning, and you will be annoyed when you come."
Chu Yuanxiao thought about it, he was really free, it didn't matter whether he went to the company or not.
"Then I won't go, and I will ask for another week's leave by the way."
Quarterly said: "Is one week enough? I remember you said before that you want to buy a house. Why don't you take a good look at it these few days and buy the house. If you don't have enough money, I have it here. Don't be polite to me. You have If you leave the house, at least when your relationship with Yan Hao is exposed, there will be no bad gossip. Moreover, if you quarrel with him, you will have the confidence to slam the door out—of course, if you are willing to stay with me It’s okay to buy a house, or I’ll give you a house, as long as you’re willing to accept it.”
"You really can't stop worrying." Chu Yuanxiao was silent for a moment, then said with a smile, "Don't worry, I won't be polite to you. If you don't have enough vacation time or money, I'll come to you."
"Although come."
At 06:30 in the evening, Chu Yuanxiao prepared dinner and put three dishes and one soup on the table.
He picked up the phone and opened the SMS inbox. Under the dialog box belonging to Yan Hao, the text message Yan Hao sent when he left in the morning can be seen at a glance.
From 06:30 to [-]:[-], the dishes changed from hot to cold, Chu Yuanxiao did mental training again and again, but the "I made dinner" was not sent out.
He threw his phone aside in frustration, and ate a tasteless dinner with slightly cold dishes.
On the driveway outside the apartment, a black car stopped on the side of the road.
In the driver's seat, Yan Hao lowered the window, and his sight landed on the familiar floor accurately.
The warm light reflected on the window and shone into Yan Hao's eyes, which also warmed his restless heart all day long.
Yan Hao exhaled, his face, which had been tense all day, finally eased.
I wonder what Yuan Xiao is doing?Did you have a good meal?
Without him, would Yuan Xiao feel unaccustomed or... more at ease?
Is it possible, for a moment, to think about him?
How long will it take for Yuan Xiao to overcome the psychological shadow and be willing to see him?
How long will he have to wait for Yuan Xiao's text message?
The evening wind in midsummer is inevitably a little hot, but at this moment Yan Hao feels a rare peace of mind.
There is no anxiety like in the past, and you can only wait and see from a distance, and you don't have the panic that Yuan Xiao knows the truth, and you don't even have the uncertainty about the future.
Just looking at that lamp, he felt peaceful in his heart, as long as Yuan Xiao was still there, he wouldn't be bothered no matter how long he waited.
At 09:30pm, the lights dimmed.
Yan Hao thought, very good, going to bed early and getting up early is good for your health.
Yuan Xiao, I wish you a sweet dream.
Yan Hao drove away from the community.
Chu Yuanxiao turned off the light in the room, sat by the bed for several minutes, then got up suddenly.
He didn't turn on the light, but got up by the moonlight outside the window, left the room in his pajamas, and walked to Yan Hao's room.
The closer he was to the door, the slower his steps were and the faster his eyelashes fluttered, but no matter how slow he walked, he finally reached the door.
When she put her hand on the doorknob, Chu Yuanxiao's body was as tense as a rock.
This posture lasted for tens of seconds. He took a deep breath slowly and swallowed nervously.
Close your eyes, open the door, stride into the room, close the door, and rush to the big bed—probably because you have imagined it several times in your mind, even though you didn’t turn on the light and closed your eyes, Chu Yuanxiao quickly and smoothly jumped onto the bed— — Yan Hao's bed.
The familiar scent that was the same as the shower gel he was used to came rushing towards Yan Hao's face with the unique scent of Yan Hao. For a moment, Chu Yuanxiao felt in a daze that he had thrown himself into Yan Hao's arms.
Yan Hao is that person.
As soon as this thought appeared in his mind, a cold sweat broke out on Chu Yuanxiao's back, he propped up his body almost by reflex, and ran as soon as he wanted to.
As soon as his body left the bed, he reacted, suppressed the rejection and discomfort in his heart, and slowly lay back on his stomach.
Don't be afraid, there is nothing to be afraid of, it's all hallucinations, it's all fake, it won't hurt anymore, and Yan Hao won't hurt him again.
Huh...huh...don't be afraid...
The next day, when Chu Yuanxiao woke up, his whole body was sticky, he had sweated a lot all night, and he was extremely tired. He washed Yan Hao's quilt cover and bed sheets, and put on Yan Hao's spare ones again. Duvet covers and sheets are provided.
During the day, he contacted to check the house. The number of this person was given to him by Yan Hao before. According to Yan Hao, this person is the sales director of the community where they live now. If you buy a house from him, you can get a discount.
There are not many vacant houses left in the community. Chu Yuanxiao looked at all of them and thought that two of them were not bad. One of them was exactly in the same building as Yan Hao’s house, separated by seven floors, and the other was more than half a block away. The community - of course it's not too far away.
He told the person in charge to think about it for a day.
In fact, he is more optimistic about the set that is far away, and the number of floors is more in line with his wishes. He likes slightly higher floors.
He said that after thinking about it for a day, he wanted to see if Yan Hao had anything to say.
He believes that the person in charge of sales will definitely tell Yan Hao about his viewing.
Sure enough, at night, he received a text message from Yan Hao.
[Yan Hao: Buy whichever you like, you can buy both, I put a card under the coffee table in the living room, the password is your birthday, if you are willing to use it, I will be very happy. 】
Chu Yuanxiao: "..."
He had just enough money for the discounted down payment.
This time he still didn't want to text back.
He found a black card under the coffee table in the living room, and he was not interested in how much money was in the black card. When he entered Yan Hao's room in the dark at night, he slipped the black card under Yan Hao's pillow.
On the third day of separation, Chu Yuanxiao settled down on the house, found a few photos of Yan Hao, and placed them in the kitchen, living room, dining room, and room—you can see them almost everywhere you go.
Yan Hao was still waiting for his call, but Chu Yuanxiao found that every time he saw Yan Hao's photo, his emotions would become uncontrollable, and he almost tore the photo several times, thinking that they still had to keep a distance.
On the seventh day of separation, Chu Yuanxiao woke up in Yan Hao's bed and felt less uncomfortable, and he started to go back to work in the company.
These days, Yan Hao has suppressed the rumors on the Internet, and there are no paparazzi outside the Four Seasons Entertainment.
Since he bought a house, was in debt, and wanted to challenge himself from a more comprehensive perspective, Chu Yuanxiao decided to get in touch with more people. If he could adapt, he could consider taking on a job.
It just so happened that the filming of Director Wu's movie "Ghost Behind" has started. He had agreed to perform a special performance before. When Director Wu asked him when he would be free, he said that he could do it anytime.
Perhaps because he was afraid that he would regret it, Director Wu immediately set a time when he heard it: "Then why don't you go to the small town of Z City with the crew tomorrow, and shoot your part first the day after tomorrow."
"Row."
The author has something to say:
(づ ̄3 ̄)づ╭?~
I have attended several weddings recently, and the single dog’s psychology and wallet have been hit o(╥﹏╥)o
It turned out to be him!
In an instant, Chu Yuanxiao felt that the blood in his whole body froze with Yan Hao's words "It's me", and the bone-piercing cold spread all over his body, so cold that he couldn't move an inch.
Soon, the coldness was melted by Yan Hao's scorching gaze, and the temperature of the body rose, but it changed uncontrollably to another extreme, as if countless flames burst out in the body, and the heat wave rolled in the blood, just like the chaos at the beginning night...
No matter what, the pain and suffocation that couldn't be broken free came like a physical attack. Chu Yuanxiao's body couldn't help shaking slightly, his hands were clenched into fists, and the eyes that looked at Yan Hao moved a little bit without noticing it. get cold.
Yan Hao kept staring at Chu Yuanxiao, and immediately noticed the change in his mood. His heart sank, and he couldn't help but want to explain: "Yuan Xiao, I..."
"Shut up!" Chu Yuanxiao's body shook when he heard Yan Hao's voice, and he blurted out almost reflexively, "Get out, I don't want to see you!"
After the words fell, he clearly saw the astonishment and discomfort on Yan Hao's face, the discomfort was so clear that his heart throbbed with pain.
The rejection and fear from the bottom of my heart are real, as are the pain and distress. I can't get close, and I can't bear to stay away.
Chu Yuanxiao closed her eyes, with a bitter expression, and said in a low voice, "Yan Hao, you go out and leave me alone, okay?"
As long as he showed a slightly uncomfortable expression and made a gesture of compromise, no matter what request he made, Yan Hao could not refuse.
At least, he didn't say he wanted to leave, he just didn't want to see himself...
Yan Hao left and closed the door softly.
The room was so quiet that even the sound of breathing could hardly be heard. Chu Yuanxiao sat on the bed blankly and looked out the window.
The sky soon brightened, the sun rose, and the sun shone through the windows, warm and bright.
Chu Yuanxiao sighed, after thinking for so long, he decided to move out.
Yan Hao is the one who caused him a psychological shadow. As long as he thinks about this, living in Yan Hao's house becomes a stressful thing for him.
Here, there are Yan Hao's footprints everywhere, and there may be Yan Hao's breath in the air, which makes him think of dark memories almost all the time, and is always in the pain that has been haunting him for so many years.
It was too difficult, and it was too easy to destroy and drown the good memories about Yan Hao in his mind.
If he continues to live with Yan Hao here, he is afraid that he will say and do more hurtful things to Yan Hao, and even more afraid that he will not be able to help Yan Hao.
——In many nightmares, he imagined that he had a weapon in his hand and killed the person who was pressing on him, so as to end the inescapable pain.
Keeping a distance is the most suitable choice for them now.
Just as she was thinking, the phone vibrated. Chu Yuanxiao hesitated for a second, reached out to pick it up, and clicked on the unread text message.
[Yan Hao: Breakfast is in the kitchen, remember to eat it.Starting today, I will live with my parents, and I will take the glutinous rice balls with me.If you want to see me, feel free to contact me, I will go to you as quickly as possible.take care of yourself. 】
After silently reading the text message several times, Chu Yuanxiao began to edit the reply, from "this is your house, if you want to avoid it, I will go", "I see", "sorry" to "ok", "um", delete Deleted, edited, and finally got no reply.
He doesn't want to talk to Yan Hao now.
Putting aside his phone, he took a change of clothes and went to the bathroom.
Yan Hao knew him well, and obviously guessed that he might choose to leave here, so he made countermeasures earlier than him.
It's just that this countermeasure is actually not perfect at all, because Yan Hao has no control over whether this strategy can succeed, and the decision is entirely in his hands.
Yan Hao's move is not so much a strategy as a gamble.
"If I still move out, what will happen to you?" Chu Yuanxiao raised his head and rushed head-on for a few seconds as the cool water poured down from the bathroom heater. Then he turned his back and wiped his face with his hands. His mind was full of Yan Hao, "You won, as expected, I can't bear to let you down."
You are working hard, and I will not be indifferent.
After taking a shower, Chu Yuanxiao received a call from Season [-].
"Yuan Xiao, have you been surrounded by paparazzi since you haven't come to the company yet?"
"No. It's my own problem. I haven't gone out yet."
Chu Yuanxiao was a little embarrassed. He rarely affected his work due to personal issues.
"Heh~ Didn't sleep well?" Quarterly muttered in a low voice, and then said, "I think you might as well stay at home these few days. If you have something to ask Guan Ming to find you. Because of the scandal between you and Yan Hao , There are a lot of paparazzi outside the company early in the morning, and you will be annoyed when you come."
Chu Yuanxiao thought about it, he was really free, it didn't matter whether he went to the company or not.
"Then I won't go, and I will ask for another week's leave by the way."
Quarterly said: "Is one week enough? I remember you said before that you want to buy a house. Why don't you take a good look at it these few days and buy the house. If you don't have enough money, I have it here. Don't be polite to me. You have If you leave the house, at least when your relationship with Yan Hao is exposed, there will be no bad gossip. Moreover, if you quarrel with him, you will have the confidence to slam the door out—of course, if you are willing to stay with me It’s okay to buy a house, or I’ll give you a house, as long as you’re willing to accept it.”
"You really can't stop worrying." Chu Yuanxiao was silent for a moment, then said with a smile, "Don't worry, I won't be polite to you. If you don't have enough vacation time or money, I'll come to you."
"Although come."
At 06:30 in the evening, Chu Yuanxiao prepared dinner and put three dishes and one soup on the table.
He picked up the phone and opened the SMS inbox. Under the dialog box belonging to Yan Hao, the text message Yan Hao sent when he left in the morning can be seen at a glance.
From 06:30 to [-]:[-], the dishes changed from hot to cold, Chu Yuanxiao did mental training again and again, but the "I made dinner" was not sent out.
He threw his phone aside in frustration, and ate a tasteless dinner with slightly cold dishes.
On the driveway outside the apartment, a black car stopped on the side of the road.
In the driver's seat, Yan Hao lowered the window, and his sight landed on the familiar floor accurately.
The warm light reflected on the window and shone into Yan Hao's eyes, which also warmed his restless heart all day long.
Yan Hao exhaled, his face, which had been tense all day, finally eased.
I wonder what Yuan Xiao is doing?Did you have a good meal?
Without him, would Yuan Xiao feel unaccustomed or... more at ease?
Is it possible, for a moment, to think about him?
How long will it take for Yuan Xiao to overcome the psychological shadow and be willing to see him?
How long will he have to wait for Yuan Xiao's text message?
The evening wind in midsummer is inevitably a little hot, but at this moment Yan Hao feels a rare peace of mind.
There is no anxiety like in the past, and you can only wait and see from a distance, and you don't have the panic that Yuan Xiao knows the truth, and you don't even have the uncertainty about the future.
Just looking at that lamp, he felt peaceful in his heart, as long as Yuan Xiao was still there, he wouldn't be bothered no matter how long he waited.
At 09:30pm, the lights dimmed.
Yan Hao thought, very good, going to bed early and getting up early is good for your health.
Yuan Xiao, I wish you a sweet dream.
Yan Hao drove away from the community.
Chu Yuanxiao turned off the light in the room, sat by the bed for several minutes, then got up suddenly.
He didn't turn on the light, but got up by the moonlight outside the window, left the room in his pajamas, and walked to Yan Hao's room.
The closer he was to the door, the slower his steps were and the faster his eyelashes fluttered, but no matter how slow he walked, he finally reached the door.
When she put her hand on the doorknob, Chu Yuanxiao's body was as tense as a rock.
This posture lasted for tens of seconds. He took a deep breath slowly and swallowed nervously.
Close your eyes, open the door, stride into the room, close the door, and rush to the big bed—probably because you have imagined it several times in your mind, even though you didn’t turn on the light and closed your eyes, Chu Yuanxiao quickly and smoothly jumped onto the bed— — Yan Hao's bed.
The familiar scent that was the same as the shower gel he was used to came rushing towards Yan Hao's face with the unique scent of Yan Hao. For a moment, Chu Yuanxiao felt in a daze that he had thrown himself into Yan Hao's arms.
Yan Hao is that person.
As soon as this thought appeared in his mind, a cold sweat broke out on Chu Yuanxiao's back, he propped up his body almost by reflex, and ran as soon as he wanted to.
As soon as his body left the bed, he reacted, suppressed the rejection and discomfort in his heart, and slowly lay back on his stomach.
Don't be afraid, there is nothing to be afraid of, it's all hallucinations, it's all fake, it won't hurt anymore, and Yan Hao won't hurt him again.
Huh...huh...don't be afraid...
The next day, when Chu Yuanxiao woke up, his whole body was sticky, he had sweated a lot all night, and he was extremely tired. He washed Yan Hao's quilt cover and bed sheets, and put on Yan Hao's spare ones again. Duvet covers and sheets are provided.
During the day, he contacted to check the house. The number of this person was given to him by Yan Hao before. According to Yan Hao, this person is the sales director of the community where they live now. If you buy a house from him, you can get a discount.
There are not many vacant houses left in the community. Chu Yuanxiao looked at all of them and thought that two of them were not bad. One of them was exactly in the same building as Yan Hao’s house, separated by seven floors, and the other was more than half a block away. The community - of course it's not too far away.
He told the person in charge to think about it for a day.
In fact, he is more optimistic about the set that is far away, and the number of floors is more in line with his wishes. He likes slightly higher floors.
He said that after thinking about it for a day, he wanted to see if Yan Hao had anything to say.
He believes that the person in charge of sales will definitely tell Yan Hao about his viewing.
Sure enough, at night, he received a text message from Yan Hao.
[Yan Hao: Buy whichever you like, you can buy both, I put a card under the coffee table in the living room, the password is your birthday, if you are willing to use it, I will be very happy. 】
Chu Yuanxiao: "..."
He had just enough money for the discounted down payment.
This time he still didn't want to text back.
He found a black card under the coffee table in the living room, and he was not interested in how much money was in the black card. When he entered Yan Hao's room in the dark at night, he slipped the black card under Yan Hao's pillow.
On the third day of separation, Chu Yuanxiao settled down on the house, found a few photos of Yan Hao, and placed them in the kitchen, living room, dining room, and room—you can see them almost everywhere you go.
Yan Hao was still waiting for his call, but Chu Yuanxiao found that every time he saw Yan Hao's photo, his emotions would become uncontrollable, and he almost tore the photo several times, thinking that they still had to keep a distance.
On the seventh day of separation, Chu Yuanxiao woke up in Yan Hao's bed and felt less uncomfortable, and he started to go back to work in the company.
These days, Yan Hao has suppressed the rumors on the Internet, and there are no paparazzi outside the Four Seasons Entertainment.
Since he bought a house, was in debt, and wanted to challenge himself from a more comprehensive perspective, Chu Yuanxiao decided to get in touch with more people. If he could adapt, he could consider taking on a job.
It just so happened that the filming of Director Wu's movie "Ghost Behind" has started. He had agreed to perform a special performance before. When Director Wu asked him when he would be free, he said that he could do it anytime.
Perhaps because he was afraid that he would regret it, Director Wu immediately set a time when he heard it: "Then why don't you go to the small town of Z City with the crew tomorrow, and shoot your part first the day after tomorrow."
"Row."
The author has something to say:
(づ ̄3 ̄)づ╭?~
I have attended several weddings recently, and the single dog’s psychology and wallet have been hit o(╥﹏╥)o
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