Zhang Yang

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Yan Ci suddenly found that Ning Zhe didn't like to talk anymore. Although he still smiled when talking to other people, it was only a polite smile, and he didn't say much when others asked him anything.

It looks no different from before, but only Yan Ci knows that Ning Zhe has really changed.

Ning Zhe lives at three points and one line, and does not go to other places, restaurants, teaching buildings, dormitories, and occasionally stands alone by the lake in a daze, looking confused and at a loss, as if abandoned by the world, lonely and helpless.

Yan Ci panicked, he didn't know how to get along with Ning Zhe, and he didn't know what to persuade him.

Every morning Ning Zhe is still smiling at him, no matter what he says, he will say yes, and occasionally buy a dish that he doesn't like, and he will resist to eat it.

The whole person doesn't like to talk more and more, and likes to be alone and in a daze.

Yan Ci was very afraid that something would happen to him, he had already returned, why did it become like this?

Distressed and remorseful.

"Will Ning Zhe come with me to meet Jiangnan on Saturday?"

Ning Zhe sat on the stool and looked at him, nodded unconsciously in a daze.

Yan Ci walked in front of him, knelt down and put his hands on his knees, his peach blossom eyes were deep and sad, "What's wrong with you? Tell me, okay?"

Ning Zhe didn't move, she looked like a delicate doll, beautiful but fragile.

There is obviously a lot of light behind them, but the chill on Yan Ci's body cannot be dispelled.

The phone rang, it was a message from Han Yi, he didn’t add him, so he filled in the column to verify the friend’s information, Yan Ci didn’t have the energy to argue with Han Yi about those things now, he just wanted Ning Zhe to return to the previous state.

[Did you buy Ning Zhe's medicine for him?I know I don't want to contact him, so I can only contact you. I will talk to you about the specifics later. Ning Zhe poured out all the medicine that day and...you are his last straw 】

Looking at this message, Yan Ci felt a great panic in his heart, that is to say, Ning Zhe’s medicine had been stopped this week, and it happened that when Ning Zhe was confessing to him, he had no medicine and was in an extremely bad mood, so It got worse.

Yan Ci scolded himself angrily, he was a bastard, he threw his phone to the ground and it was torn apart, saw Ning Zhe glanced at him, stood up and squatted down, picked up the pieces and put them on the table, walked over and looked at his hands , and then sat in his own position in a daze.

Yan Ci hugged him tightly from behind, with tears welling up in his eyes, "Wake up, okay, I won't ask about the previous things, let's start again, okay? Ning Zhe you look at me"

Ning Zhe didn't move, Yan Ci could clearly feel water droplets falling on his hand, it was obviously cold but it could burn his heart.

The two of them held their last hope, held their last light, weeping silently and depressingly.

"Don't give up, okay, I've been waiting for you for a year, and I want to follow you from now on"

Yan Ci said sentence by sentence, a little choked up, tears in his eyes, "You haven't made up for my year, how can you not hold on?"

"You forgot what I said that you are my rose, you can be flamboyant or noisy, just be yourself by my side, no one else can force you, including me"

Ning Zhe didn't react but cried, his eyes were red and swollen, and after a week, Yan Ci finally saw his other expressions, "I'll protect you, okay?"

"Shall we go home?"

Ning Zhe suddenly trembled, and Yan Ci immediately thought of Ning Zhe's family situation. Domestic violence, going abroad, and depression clung to Ning Zhe like a nightmare. Where, is the house I just found outside the school, just the two of us, okay?"

Ning Zhe leaned on his shoulder and shouted timidly: "Strictly don't leave me, okay?"

"...Is this what you are worried about?" Yan Ci helped him up, seeing his red and swollen eyes, looked at him with some fear and panic, "Then I tell you that I will not leave until I die You, I will become a star to accompany you after I die, okay?"

"Don't think about it, and ask me if you think of something bad in the future"

There was a soreness in the chest cavity.

"......it is good"

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Han Yi glanced at the handsome Yan Ci who was sitting in front of him, "Why are you looking for me in such a hurry? You have a big heart to drink tea and chat with your rival?"

Yan Ci: "Stop talking nonsense, what did Ning Zhe encounter abroad?"

Han Yi wanted to be stern, but he couldn't hide anything about Ning Zhe, "Did you know about Ning Zhe's depression? Do you know about depression? That's why he can't attend classes a few times a week when he's abroad. Until I got better before going abroad, I thought it would be of no use to be that doctor, but I didn’t expect it.”

Yan Ci: "Who takes care of him when he is abroad?"

"His mother." Seeing him frowning, Han Yi's tone was a bit bad, "His mother didn't know how to take care of Ning Zhe at all. His mother divorced his father and went abroad to marry. Their family already has a child. , that child doesn't like Ning Zhe, and he doesn't like anyone, his mother has a successful career and doesn't care about this dispensable son, so you can imagine how uncomfortable Ning Zhe is living abroad."

Yan Ci's face was gloomy, like the eve of a storm.

Han Yi took a sip of coffee, "Why are you so fierce to me? Ning Zhe worked so hard to fly back because of you. I heard that Ning Zhe didn't want to go abroad. I heard that person said that Ning Zhe had a fight with his parents before going abroad. Sickness... well, don't you listen?"

The stern words were unbearable, Ning Zhe had suffered so much and he still misunderstood Ning Zhe, besides being angry, he was a little thankful that he could still be with Ning Zhe, as for such a miserable family, it doesn't matter.

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Jiang Nan chose a relatively good restaurant, and planned to go to the bar to find the waiter after dinner, otherwise it would be difficult to come out later.

"Brother Yan, Ning fold over and sit down"

Yan Ci took Ning Zhe's hand and saw the foolish people waving to them, Yan Ci ignored him, but lowered his head and asked, "How do you feel here? Are you uncomfortable?"

Ning Zhe followed him, "It's okay"

But also grasped his hand.

Yan Ci put his palm on the top of his head and rubbed it lightly, "It's okay, I'll be leaving in a while."

Jiang Jiang watched the two of them sit down, and found that Ning Zhe's complexion was not good-looking, with bags under his eyes, his expression was disturbed, "What's going on?"

Stern words did not explain, "give him some dessert, easy to digest"

Jiang Nan glanced at Ning Zhe strangely, then at Yan Ci with the same gloomy temperament, and said that he couldn't help much, "The house has been found, two bedrooms, one bathroom, one living room and a kitchen, what you want quickly There is no one that meets your requirements, so this house is a little smaller, I brought you your little wife, Brother Yan, did you move out of the dormitory because you didn’t get along with others?"

Yan Ci's peach blossom eyes are always full of hostility, "No, I just don't want to live anymore, I will move out with Ning Zhe, this time I will trouble you"

"It's not that I found it for you." It's not that Jiang Nan couldn't tell that Ning Zhe was in a bad state. After all, he had been friends for a year, and this time the situation was very similar to when he first met Ning Zhe, "Xiao Er helped you find it." , the environment is good, and there are mostly students around, so the safety issue is not a problem”

"Say thank you to him for me." Yan Ci saw that Ning Zhe was still eating in silence. He had lost some energy at the beginning of school. "I want to take him to another place."

Jiang Nan laughed and didn't know what to say.

Yan Ci felt distressed: "He has been like this for almost a week. He said a lot the day before, but he did not exceed fifty words. The dormitory is not safe and noisy, so I plan to take him out to live."

"Brother Yan, you don't care about them"

Yan Ci sighed: "It's still relatively good now, except that Luo Yi found that Ning Zhe was a little out of shape, and he didn't make friends. The monitor of their class wanted to ask him about the specific situation, but Ning Zhe didn't say anything."

Jiang Nan: "He hasn't had any radical thoughts recently, has he?"

Thinking of this, Yan Ci subconsciously clenched Ning Zhe's arm. Ning Zhe felt him and looked up at him, and whispered: "He likes to walk by the lake recently."

"...What are you thinking about?"

Jiang Nan carefully glanced at the gloomy Yan Ci, obviously Yan Ci also thought of Ning Zhe's suicidal tendencies.

Jiang Nan sighed: "Ning Zhe, why do you have to fly back? Is it possible that you want Yan Ci to look at you like this? You don't say a word, will you answer me when I scold you?"

Yan Ci immediately scolded angrily: "Fuck, I've given you a face, right?"

Ning Zhe spoke at the same time: "I won't scold you, I came back to make up for one person"

Jiang Nan: "...!!"

Stern speech: "!!"

Yan Ci looked at Ning Zhe with his head down in surprise, a little unbelievable, and he scolded him reluctantly, so he could only scold Jiangnan, "Why does it work for him when you say something", really jealous.

Jiang Nan was flustered, and immediately expressed his position, "Brother Yan, you believe me, I don't know why Ning Zhe is talking to me, I have nothing to do with him, maybe something I said stimulated him, Ning Zhe, hurry up say a few words"

This is awkward.

Ning Zhe raised his eyes, the amber eyes were clear, "Strictly say I like you"

“It is the kind that I like very much”

"It's the kind that lasts a lifetime"

Yan Ci was stunned by the sudden confession, his brain froze, he was immersed in Ning Zhe's confession and couldn't extricate himself, forgetting that he was still angry, "Really?"

Looking at the two gay men, Jiang Nan suddenly seemed to understand something, "Damn it, you two did it on purpose, you deliberately invited me to play a humble and miserable drama, and then abused me as a single dog, okay Okay, I have to eat dog food, right? I see gay guys everywhere I go, why am I so miserable, I have to witness that you two have been together for a hundred years, right? Do I need to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with you?"

Ning Zhe still looked at Yan Ci: "It wasn't premeditated or a whim, but it was already falling from the first moment I saw you. Time is just a test, thank you for your company"

Yan Ci's eyes were wet, and he pretended not to care, "Oh, then should I express it?"

Ning Zhe picked up the corner of his mouth: "I'm sorry that a week is enough for me to figure it out. What I like is you, and it has nothing to do with the trivial things behind me. I hope to have you in my future."

He was in a nightmare for a week, he was trying to struggle and didn't know why he didn't have the strength, until Jiangnan said why he had to fly back.

He came back just to be strict.

Yan Ci opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say. In short, he felt that saying everything was superfluous, and felt that he wouldn't understand if he didn't say it.

Love is like a tornado.

Jiang Nan really wanted to scold the two of them to death, "I'll give you two rings, I'll replace them with better ones after they're a little rough."

The zipper of a metal soda can.

Ning Zhe took it and wanted to bring it to Yan Ci, but Yan Ci suddenly came to his senses, why did he feel that something was wrong?He thought too much.

"You pinched me baby, it hurts"

Ning Zhe was a little embarrassed when he called out 'baby', "Hold on, why are your fingers so thick..."

Yan Ci leaned closer to his ear, with a playful smile in his peach eyes, "I have thicker ones, shit, this is my finger to prove that I'm not single, send me away"

Jiang Nan, who was ashamed to watch the whole process, silently shed tears of being single and moved, his eyes wished to swallow the two people in front of him alive.

Ning Zhe looked at Yan Ci holding his hand with one hand, and put a can ring on his left ring finger with the other hand, "Didn't I bring it for you? Besides, this finger doesn't fit well, right?"

With a stern and dangerous smile, he still didn't recognize his position, it's okay, he will know later anyway, "It's okay, so no one will think of you, baby"

His voice is hoarse and magnetic, hitting people's hearts directly.

Ning Zhe was a little embarrassed, but after thinking about it, he took it with him, "Okay, and thank you Jiangnan"

Jiang Nan raised his head, "Thank me for what, do you want to eat dog food, you two should go to Ireland to get married, I don't want to see you two, it's so annoying"