Zhang Yang

118

Luo Yi moved the stool and sat beside Ning Zhe, "What were you two doing just now?"

Ning Zhe stopped eating jelly, "He asked me to wear clothes, hey, trousers, he asked me to wear long trousers at night, it's almost thirty degrees outside."

Luo Yi immediately thought of Ning Zhe's fair skin, I heard that such a person likes people to leave marks on him, but alas, Ning Zhe is his friend and his friend's boyfriend, otherwise the two of them can try.

"...It's also raining and hot in this weather"

Ning Zhe nodded, "Well, are you still in that group?"

Luo Yi shrugged: "When I'm not here, they think I'm boring and kick me out. In fact, there's really nothing to talk about."

Not to mention that Yan Ci is a freshman, there are not many scandals, and there is nothing to talk about, not to mention that there are not many people until Yan Ci passes away, what is their identity.

Chatting with rumored girlfriends is all empty talk, meaningless at all, it's better to watch someone's real boyfriend abuse a dog.

"I feel so too"

Luo Yi found him very funny, sometimes he was fierce and A, and sometimes he was milky and teasing, "Have you read their group files? Those novels"

Ning Zhe: "Why haven't you seen it yet?"

Luo Yi winked at him ambiguously, "I can only understand it, but I can't express it in words, your family is coming, I'm going back to sleep."

Ning Zhe cleared the table, turned on the light, and planned to read those novels with his own eyes.

Yan Ci didn't talk to him, he was a little busy recently, and his mother kept urging him to go home for a blind date, of course, it was just Ms Lin's wishful thinking, thinking that she was stuck in the vicious circle of Ning Zhe and could not get out, thinking that she would fall in love with someone else by introducing him .

Glancing at Ning Zhe, who was looking at the phone seriously, his heart that had no place to rest for a year finally came to his senses. He still had the necklace around his neck. The necklace was paired with a pair of custom-made bracelets and rings, but he left them at home. Yes, did not bring.

Ning Zhe clicked to open the group file, it was a mess with everything in it.

"'School Flower'"

Ning Zhe opened it and found that he was indeed quite innocent. Although he knew that he liked strict words, he didn't know that two people could play like this.

The scale is so big that he can clean up pornography.

The rest are male and female. He doesn't like to read them very much. He always feels that these Mary Su sweet texts are insulting him.

After a while, another person uploaded a new file.

"The Prince's Rose abo"

This is a bit serious, Yan Ci's wealth and status are indeed considered to be the little prince of the Yan family, and he also likes roses. I heard from Jiang Nan that the picture he once sent was his family.

But this abo is a bit difficult to understand.

English abbreviation or special meaning?

Ning Zhe only understood after reading the first three chapters. The meaning of abo was found to be really good, and the writing was good, but he didn’t know what would happen next. The first three chapters didn’t reveal anything, only how he knew him Yan Ci, his name was not written, but he could see that one of the plots was true, and that was when he was training in the military.

[Love what I love]: The new text has been sent. If you want to read it, please read it yourself. If you don't want to read it or accept it, please click x. No personal attacks, no promotion to real people.

Next, I will send it on the post bar one after another...

Below is the address of the post bar. Ning Zhe felt that she wrote well and should continue to follow the article, so he clicked on the address of the post bar, clicked to follow, and changed the notes to rest assured.

119

The time for military training flew by, and it was time for the club to recruit new students.

Ning Zhe took a sip of Matcha Shuangpin, "Which club do you want to join?"

Yan Ci was eating, and he was quite reluctant to let Ning Zhe eat ice cream while eating, let alone whether he would have a stomachache in the future, just eating like this is not delicious, "I never thought about it, there was a senior who asked to I joined the drama club, I don’t really want to go”

Ning Zhe was stunned for a moment, "Drama club, then I remember that when the club welcomes newcomers, they specially invite newcomers to perform."

"Well", Yan Ci picked out the dishes he didn't like and put them into his own bowl, "I don't have any talent and don't want to participate, what about you?"

Ning Zhe: "Uh, I want to go to the animation club and the drama club, or I can come to another club."

Yan Ci dumbly remembered that Gao Qingqing had made trouble with Ning Zhe for a while because he left and didn't go to shoot the location. During that time, when he came to his apartment, he always had a temper and walked with wind, "Because of studying art? "

Ning Zhe lowered his eyes and then raised them again, his eyes were very serious, "No, I found that Two-dimensional is kind to me, and is willing to accept my bad things."

"School Two"

"...Okay, I don't understand," Yan Ci wiped his mouth with a napkin.

Ning Zhe was short of breath, looked nervously at the people around him, and found no one noticed, so he said to Yan Ci: "Don't touch your hands, people will say something about you when they see it."

Yan Ci was taken aback for a moment, Chu Er withdrew his hands, his eyes were a little cold, and his tone was blunt: "Ning Zhe, I want to be nice to you, why should I care about other people's eyes, I have been waiting for you for a year, I don't want to act according to their eyes"

"Why should I care what they think, they can say whatever they want, I'm not fucking afraid"

Ning Zhe clenched his hands tightly. It is true that they are not accepted enough in China. He didn’t want Yan Ci to endure the controversy. When he was abroad, he heard Jiang Nan call him to ask if his mother agreed, but in the end he was still unwilling to accept it. , if it didn't look like a different person during Yan Ci's time, in fact, he could have thought of it in the end.

Nothing more than let him go.

"I……"

Yan Ci pulled him away, he didn't know why Ning Zhe cared so much about other people's thoughts and eyes, it made him feel distressed and angry.

Ning Zhe felt sad, if he could, he didn't want to do this, he didn't want Yan Ci to have conflicts with his family, he didn't want Yan Ci to face his family situation, and he didn't want Yan Ci to be judged.

When Ning came back to his senses, he came to a place full of flowers. In the middle was a circle paved with cobblestones, connected to three small paths, and the sides were filled with unknown white flowers, overlapping each other, as if covered with snow.

It can be seen clearly that the outside seems to be far away.

Yan Ci looked at him with dangerous but depressing eyes, "Ning Zhe, you have changed, you have changed a lot"

Ning Zhe opened his mouth and didn't know what to say. In the end, he suppressed the feeling of wanting to cry, pinched his palms hard, and covered his grievance with pain. He didn't want to be hated by Yan Ci, "People change."

His voice was cold and unfeeling, and he clearly wanted to get back together, but he also knew about his mental and emotional changes, a year was so long that he almost forgot what he looked like that month.

Yan Yan gritted his teeth and grabbed his collar, "I don't even mind what you care about."

His voice was fierce, as if he wanted to melt his hidden shell and reveal his true inner self.

Ning Zhe raised his eyes, his eyes were slightly red, "Because I'm afraid, I'm not you, I have things I fear, things I want to say but can't say out loud"

He patted his hand away, his eyes were a little stubborn and arrogant, but deep down he was timid and cautious about probing.

Yan Ci looked at his arm in disbelief, as if something was stuck in his chest, he punched him muffled, as if his throat had been wrung.

"You don't know that I met you because I didn't like you at all at first. The person I like is Su Yu. It's because of him that I transferred to No. [-] Middle School. If it wasn't for him, I would never have met you."

Yan Ci was stunned, a little distraught, he looked at Ning Zhe, "You are... Tell me again, who is the person you like", he said this sentence as if he had exhausted all his strength.

Ning Zhe felt sorry for him, but he also said that he didn't want to hide anything about Yan Chi about him, especially anything about his relationship.

Ning Zhe took a step forward, Yan Ci retreated, his eyes were dark, "Don't come here"

He paused, his voice was dry and hoarse, it turned out to be the same, it turned out that people who treat him well will leave him, they always have various reasons and reasons to abandon him, and throw him away as casually as an object.

"... Can you listen to me one more time?"

Yan Ci sneered: "Listen, listen to how good you were? You still can't forget him"

He was jealous that Han Yi had been with Ning Zhe this year, and he also envied that Su Yu had been by Ning Zhe's side, but he was only someone he had known in just a month.

envious and jealous.

Ning Zhe: "No, it's me..."

Yan Ci couldn't figure it out, "I'm a little tired"

"I spent a year not wanting to hear your past but our future!!"

Ning Zhe roared loudly: "But I never liked him. I thought I liked him. He regarded me as his tool, a tool he used to show off and make profit. He never regarded me as a sincere friend. I Later, I thought that I liked him and treated him better, so I transferred to No. [-] Middle School. At that time, I finally understood that he didn’t like me at all, he even hated me, hated me, what he liked was to treat Ning Zhe like a fool Give what you want, even his only stubbornness and persistence in the stiff period"

"I've seen the look in his eyes, he hates me, he hates Ning Zhe and likes him, he feels disgusting, and the people around him do the same, they think it looks sick, so they all avoid me, what's wrong with me...", Ning Zhe covered his head in pain and squatted on the ground, his face was pale and his body was trembling, "I don't know, I just want to like someone, why is it so difficult, I just like someone, why, don't they all like it?" , why am I wrong?"

Ning Zhe's eyes were painful and helpless, like the only island in the deep sea, no one would rescue him.

He felt a warm and firm embrace hugging him, as if supporting his last warmth.

"...Ning Zhe, don't be afraid that you still have me. You can be unscrupulous or flamboyant by my side." Yan Ci looked at his pale face, and his heart seemed to be slashed with a knife. He hugged him, he didn't Knowing that these things have caused such great harm to Ning Zhe, "I was wrong"

Ning Zhe was afraid of these things, and he didn't dare to touch them for fear of hurting himself.

Tears fall, "I really like you"

"I didn't lie or tease you, it's all true"

Yan Ci patted him on the back, he didn't know Ning Zhe, he didn't know Su Yu's stupid things, and he didn't know Ning Zhe's fear of these things, since he didn't want to get married, fall in love and confess his love, then he would protect him for the rest of his life .

It can be huddled in the shell, or it can live proudly in the sun.

After all, it is my own rose.

"I know, don't be afraid, I won't leave you"

120

Yan Ci received a message from Jiangnan that day.

Ning Zhe's depression had already flared up when he stood up for you the last time. Xiao Er had read the hospitalization form, and it was clearly written on it, so we didn't care.

At that time, I didn't even read the list. Xiao Er thought we all knew it, so I didn't mention it. He just told me, so I will tell you.

Onset of depression: The main symptoms include depression, lack of interest in many things, dislike of communicating with people around you, negative thoughts, low self-esteem, and liking to be alone.

... Take care of him more, he is also younger than you.

Don't they all talk about quarreling at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed?

Yan Ciyi was sitting on the balcony with a cigarette in his mouth but did not light it. Looking up at the dark sky without a little starlight, he suddenly felt that it was too cold. The place where Ning Zhe lived seemed to be frozen all the time.

No matter how warm Ning Zhe is, even in the face of cold, he will not be able to persevere alone.

Feeling distressed, he also scolded himself secretly, didn't he know that Ning Zhe was in poor health, and made him angry, Ning Zhe could do whatever he wanted, and he didn't believe that Ning Zhe would not overcome these things after raising him.

His eyes fell on the room, which was a little dim. Ning Zhe was holding on to him tightly just now, his brows were furrowed, and his sleep was restless.

Someone came in, Yan Yan put the cigarette in his pocket and walked in.

Luo Yi saw that Ning Zhe had fallen asleep, so he spoke carefully, and saw Yan Ci walking in from the balcony covered in cold, "What's wrong with Ning Zhe?"

Yan Ci said nothing, went to bed and leaned against the wall, but his eyes fell on Ning Zhe who was asleep.

Luo Yi was speechless, it was so simple, the two of them could be seen showing their affection wherever they went.

Yan Ci took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Jiangnan.

【RENZ】: Help me find a house near the school. It doesn’t have to be very good, but it must have sunshine and a balcony.

[I'll give you 100 million]: You have money but no place to spend it, right? You want to live outside right after school starts?what happened?

[RENZ]: Don't talk nonsense, look for it quickly, you must find it within three days, and I will take Ning Zhe to see you on Saturday.

[I'll give you 100 million]: Hey, you two gays show affection every day, whoever I provoke provoked me, and there's a freeloader at home, I'll call you on Saturday.

[RENZ]: Thank you.

[Give you 100 million]: Brother Yan, you and Ning Zhe didn't fight, right?You let him order, he is young and ignorant, why don't you just say something, your wife will be gone as soon as you walk over, think twice before doing things!

【RENZ】: Fuck.

It's even better, he doesn't dare to touch him.