Zhang Yang

79

Li Jiang asked Han Song cautiously: "Have you noticed something is wrong with Brother Yan these two days?"

Han Song: "You just found out that Brother Yan has been wrong since the day we came back. The cold wind is blowing, and Ning Zhe doesn't come back to school anymore..."

They didn't know what happened that day, they just felt that the atmosphere was weird, Chu River and Han Street were clearly defined, and no one paid attention to anyone.

Could it be that Yan Ci quarreled with Ning Zhe, didn't they all say that husband and wife quarreled at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed?

Li Jiang doesn't even turn his head back now, Yan Ci's aura is terrifying, and he explodes, as if the hostility all over his body has nowhere to radiate, and he is only one point away from the explosive point. He doesn't want to be cannon fodder.

Han Song looked back at the person sleeping on the table, "Brother Yan has changed a lot."

He could feel it. At the beginning, he put away his hostility and irritability. After meeting Ning Zhe, he acted like a fool. Later, he would tease Ning Zhe at every turn. Now he probably returned to his school bully career.

Yan Ci could hear them talking with his eyes closed but he didn't want to look at them, Ning Zhe was gone, his things were all gone, he opened his eyes a little and saw the address in the palm of his hand, and then clenched it tightly again.

He waited for a whole day and the man didn't come out, the window was closed and the curtains were drawn, so he couldn't see him.

Messages never returned, calls never answered.

Ning Zhe seemed to have disappeared.

Leave him mercilessly.

He didn't even confess, how dare Ning Zhe leave.

Ning Zhe still didn't come.

It wasn't until Yan Ci couldn't bear to ask Lao Jiang that Ning Zhe dropped out of school and went to a city he didn't know, and a school he had never heard of.

Yan Ci walked down the street in a daze, he remembered what Ning Zhe said: "This city is so unfair and fair"

Ning Zhe turned around and left in a cool way, leaving him alone struggling in his memory.

There was still the message "Sorry, I'm leaving" just sent by Ning Zhe in the phone, other than that, the account was silent.

80

"Damn that group of dogs, Brother Yan, are you okay? Does your headache hurt? Those grandchildren are more ruthless than anyone else."

Li Jiang ran over in a panic. He heard someone in the class talking about fighting here. He remembered that his brother Yan did not know why the number of fights increased frequently, and there seemed to be endless anger and hostility in his body.

Even if others don't provoke him, he will find someone to fight.

Yan Ci's body was black, someone punched him at the corner of his mouth, his eyes were dark and cold, "I'm fine, you go back first"

Li Jiang: "Brother Yan, can we stop fighting? If you are so peaceful...then no one will come back, let's go back and study hard."

Yan Ci didn't seem to care about the person he said, "It's not for him, it's those people who are looking for trouble, you go back first."

Li Jiang knew that Yan Ci was making excuses, "All right, let's go to the hospital first."

"Small injuries are fine, I still have to leave beforehand"

Li Jiang looked at Yan Ci's lame legs, and couldn't help but blushed, "Ning Zhe definitely doesn't want to see you so decadent."

"Brother Yan, do you like him?"

Li Jiang yelled out, he finally knew what was wrong, Yan Ci was too kind to Ning Zhe, beyond the boundaries between friends.

Yan Ci didn't look back, "You just know, I thought Han Song had already told you, and I didn't confess that you don't want to ruin his reputation. It's not that there are no classes in the afternoon, so you can go back."

Li Jiang choked up: "Brother Yan, no matter whether you really like him or not, you will die if you continue like this."

Yan Ci's eyes dimmed, "Yes, I see."

Han Song came a step late and saw Li Jiang standing at the intersection, "What's going on, where did Brother Yan go?"

Seeing him, Li Jiang felt a little resentful, "Why didn't you tell me that Brother Yan actually likes Ning Zhe?"

Han Song froze and then laughed: "I thought you were dissatisfied with homosexuality so I didn't tell you. Besides, there are not always a few idiots in our school. If you say it like this, it's hard to guarantee that others won't say anything."

Li Jiang: "Yes"

Han Song: "However, if Brother Yan continues to fight like this, something will happen."

Li Jiang: "Then what to do, we... your phone is ringing"

Han Song absently took out his phone, it was a friend request, the profile picture was a white puppy, the name was REGU, "Damn it"

Li Jiang also froze in place, not knowing how to react.

Han Song tremblingly added his friend, and the other party sent a message.

[REGU]: I'm sorry, tell Yan Ci for me, and this may be the only thing I can do, some things I can't choose, I will personally apologize to him when I come back.

Han Song: "Ning Zhe sent the wrong message?"

Li Jiang: "How is it possible, but what do you mean by that? Ning Zhe will come back soon? Why do I feel that the more I think about it, the more wrong it becomes? Ning Zhe's tone is as if he was forced to leave"

Han Song didn't know what to answer him, "Then what should we do?"

"It's not that he just told Yan Ge directly, why did he have to tell me, do I seem to be easy to be cannon fodder?"

Li Jiang patted him on the shoulder, "We are both the same, you send a message to Ning Zhe to ask him what's wrong? Do you need us?"

The editor posted it to find out that he is no longer the friend of the other party.

The two looked at each other.

On the other side, Yan Ci walked into a noodle restaurant and received a message from Jiangnan.

"Brother Yan, I'm going abroad, I know you don't want to see me"

'Then I just wanted to tell you something'

"I took the dog away, and... take care of yourself, I know I'm hypocritical, you don't know that you seem to have gone crazy recently, I'm scared when I look at it, if there's anything I can't explain clearly, I have to ask you It's useless, no matter what you are my brother Yan, I guess I'll be back in two years, maybe it won't work, I'm going to live abroad with my parents for a while'

'Yep'

"I sent you such a long and sincere message and you just send me a favor. Are you running out of traffic, okay, I'm leaving"

"No matter what, brother, you have to cheer up and let Ning Zhe see that my brother Yan is still a chic and unrestrained brother. Don't fight or die. I can't drive in time to save you every time. Although I don't know what's going on with you and Ning Zhe, If you want to say it, I will listen too'

81

Yan Cibian is silent and doesn't like to talk. He is in a daze all day except for doing papers. The desk next to him has never been moved, and the other bed in the dormitory is always clean, as if the person who left in the next second will come back.

Sometimes Yan Ci can't say a few words to them in a day.

The change in his stern words made his front desk staff tremble all the time, fearing that it might be a harbinger of the next big move.

Huangfu Li regretted not letting Ning Zhe and Yan Ci get together, after all, he never thought that Ning Zhe would leave so soon, and some people in his class didn't even talk to him.

Mu Anyuan said a few words of comfort, but Yan Ci was absent-minded, so she didn't say anything more. She knew that Yan Ci was very sad, and Yan Ci didn't know what to do without the outlet of fighting.

Lao Jiang did not expect it: "This time the first grade is strict speech"

The class got used to it. At first some people said that Yan Ci was cheating, but later it was proved to be true, and Yan Ci was dispelled after every first time.

Yan Ci didn't even look at Old Jiang.

Lao Jiang also knew that Yan Ci had changed a lot, but he didn't see him change it after talking about it a few times. The changes were not right, and other than the excellent grades, everything else was the same as before.

What Ning Zhe took away with this walk was the previous strict words.

82

There is a pendant on Yan Ci's neck, half a white pill is sealed with a rose-colored gemstone, and RENZ is written on the back. He didn't tell anyone, as if guarding one of his secrets, his rose.

He put all his past on this pendant.

Ms. Lin called him.

"Son, are you coming home this weekend?"

Yan Ci looked at the empty bed, his voice was hoarse, "I won't go back"

Lin Xiu paused, as if choking on her sobs, "Is that so? I'm not coming back. Dad and I will go and see you, okay?"

Yan Ci's heart ached, he knew his situation, "...Mom, I'm in so much pain, I didn't know liking would be so hard"

Lin Xiu couldn't help crying, she would rather Yan Ci like boys than her son becoming so taciturn, "...Xiao Ci, liking is happy, mom hopes you will be happy forever"

Yan Ci covered his eyes, "He lied to me"

Lin Xiu didn't know what to say. She accepted that her son was gay, and she figured it out. Love is equal and fair, and everyone should be respected.

Tears rolled down Yan Ci's cheeks, "He lied to me, he said he would come to see me, but I haven't confessed to him yet, why did he leave?"

Lin Xiu: "Small Ci"

"Let's wait for him to come back, please cheer up, he definitely doesn't want to see you like this, he may be delayed by something"

Yan Ci knew that everything was an excuse, but he thought hopefully: He was just delayed by something.

Yan Ci hung up the phone, his eyes fell on the bed, as if he was used to it, "Have a peaceful night"

He knew no one but it was a habit.

He regards loving one person as a habit, and he regards another person as his life to love.

He stuck himself in place waiting for the other to turn around.