Zhang Yang

12

"What are you looking at Yan Ci?"

Standing in the sun, Li Jiang was so scorched on the outside and tender on the inside, that he could go out of the school gate for a meal at noon.

Yan Ci withdrew his gaze, his mood changed in an instant, and soon he turned into a look of indifference, "It's nothing, by the way, does Su Yu have a girlfriend?"

Li Jiang took a sip of water: "Which Su Yu?"

Han Song just finished shopping and walked over, "Which Su Yu is from the basketball team? She looks like a flower. A group of girls go to watch them play basketball all day. Brother Yan must be even better."

"cough cough"

The two looked at Li Jiang at the same time, not understanding why he reacted so strongly.

Li Jiang: "Stop asking, my girlfriend asks me about Su Yu every day, now it's alright, the two grassroots in our class have started asking about Brother Yan and Ning Zhe again."

Yan Ci was very curious about his having a girlfriend, "You actually have a girlfriend?!"

His tone contained distrust, surprise, and curiosity.

Han Song: "???"

Li Jiang was quite proud, "That's necessary... Wait, brother Yan, what do you mean I actually have a girlfriend, please tell the subject, verb and object clearly, thank you"

Strictly say "you're welcome" to open the sour plum soup

Li Jiang thought of his girlfriend, "My girlfriend is a little bit of that, wait until you ask Mu Anyuan from our class. Do you know about homosexuality?"

Yan Yan nodded: "I know"

Li Jiang: "My girlfriend tells me her favorite CP every day"

Han Song: "What's the connection?"

Li Jiang: "There is no connection... The connection is huge. I am her boyfriend, and she wants to break me up!!"

"If it wasn't for her still caring about me, I would think she had a purpose in falling in love with me."

Stern speech: "a group of people panicked"

Han Song gave a thumbs up.

Li Jiang asked, "Brother Yan, what do you think?"

Yan Ci suddenly remembered Ning Zhe, and said guiltily, "It's all the same."

Han Song: "??"

Strictly said: "I support them, but I am homophobic"

What he said was called a righteous and stern speech for fear that others would misunderstand him.

Li Jiang looked at Yan Ci bathed in the sun, and suddenly remembered a sentence from his girlfriend: Homophobia means deep closet.

13

"Yan Ci, Li Jiang, Han Song", Ning Zhe saw that the three of them were holding drinks in plastic bottles in unison, and each of them held a bag of chicken chops, "Why are you three here?"

Seeing that his face was a little red from the sun, Yan Ci handed him another cup of tea in his bag, but Ning Zhe didn't take it, and Yan Ci directly chilled his face.

Ning Zhe glared at him.

Yan Ci is not chaotic on the surface, but his heart has become a tornado, "My little deskmate is so cute".

Ning Zhe took it over.

Li Jiang saw someone approaching not far away, and asked, "Ning Zhe, do you know Su Yu?"

Ning Zhe paused, "Know"

Su Yu ran over and saw that he took the drink in his hand and put it on his forehead, "Ning Zhe, why are you walking so fast? I'm exhausted."

Ning Zhe looked at his empty hand, and said impatiently: "This is not mine."

Su Yu looked at the other person, "Sorry brother, I thought it was a small discount and took it"

Yan Ci narrowed his eyes, "Xiao Zhe, the name is quite intimate."

Li Jiang thought about Su Yu's words secretly, and before he figured it out, he figured out Yan Ci's words. Why did it sound like he was jealous? Hey, how could he think so? He wrote the word integrity on his face.

Su Yu explained: "Xiao Zhe and I grew up together, and our two families are neighbors, so we are relatively close."

Yan Yan nodded, "Understood."

Ning Zhe didn't want to explain more, explain what, is he pitiful?Yes, he is pitiful, he dare not even say that he likes someone, for fear that he will lose the chance to be friends.

There is nothing in his life but endless darkness.

Thinking of this, he became even more irritable.

Hold tight to what's in your pocket.

Yan Ci thinks about friends, friends are good, "Do you want to eat it, it's hot, I just made it, I haven't eaten it yet"

Ning Zhe looked at him, he looks good, the kind that makes girls want to fall in love as soon as they see him, but forget about him, "Don't eat, go back"

14

When he returned to the dormitory, he found that the bed opposite to him had been made up, clean and tidy, without any mess, and he felt a little relieved.

I hope my roommate is not a difficult person to get along with.

"Brother Yan, look at Su Yu's face, it looks so long."

Han Song also quite agrees, "Forget it, brother Yan, do we still need to compare? Brother Yan is suave and suave"

It is rare for Yan Ci to have no words, and he hangs his head, not knowing what he is thinking.

The two looked at each other.

"Brother Yan, we have arrived in our dormitory, so we will go back first, can you see if your roommate has arrived?"

Yan Ci gave him the cold chicken steak, "Eat well, drink well, and spend more time with my girlfriend, I'll go first."

Yan Ci pushed the door open and went in, he remembered that the door was closed when he left!

The teenager was stunned?

? ? ? ! ! ! !

"Ning, Ning Zhe!!"

There was a smooth skin in front of him. Hearing his words, Ning Zhe immediately pulled back his clothes to cover his upper body.

She squinted her eyes back, then glared at him.

"close the door"

After Yan Ci came in, he whistled and returned to the past, "little deskmate"

"Skin white, beautiful and long legs"

Butt up.

Ning Zhe ignored him, walked to his desk, put away the toiletries, only the quilt cover was left, and inadvertently saw the neat quilt on the opposite bed, gritted his teeth secretly.

Yan Ci never expected that the person who came was actually his deskmate, "Fate"

Yan Ci walked over and poked his waist, "Oh, let me help you, I'll tell you that I'm very good at making quilt covers, even my grandpa thinks I'm a genius at making quilt covers."

Ning was a bit tired from tossing and tossing. He wanted to take a bath, but he came back before he finished taking off his clothes, "Here you are"

He sat down at his own table, drank water, and put the medicine he brought into the drawer by the way.

Yan Ci saw that he was impolite, and joked: "You are really impolite, let me tell you, my grandfather once said that the quilt cover is only for my little wife."

Ning Zhe ignored his nonsense, "Oh, then your grandpa really didn't have the foresight."

Yan Ci tucked the corner of the quilt, "What you said, my grandpa must be mad at you when he lives in heaven."

He spoke in a relaxed tone, but Ning Zhe gripped the cup tightly, "I'm sorry I didn't mean to"

Yan Ci made the quilt for him, and sat on the edge of the bed without looking at him, "There's nothing to be sorry about, it's all the same, my grandpa is very good, he can still laugh when he goes to the sky, and says he wants to become a star to protect me "

Ning Zhe didn't speak, he couldn't feel that kind of warmth.

Strictly look at him, "Isn't it very feudal and superstitious?"

Ning Zhe: "..."

Yan Ci: "Is that your dog?"

Ning Zhe finally had tender emotions in his eyes, looking at the small one in the photo, "Well, it's called Mao Mao, a purebred silver fox, it's just dead"

Stern: "I'm sorry"

Ning Zhe thought it was a little funny: "What did you say you were sorry for? You didn't kill me."

Yan Ci followed his words and slipped away: "Did you kill him?!"

Ning Zhe felt depressed, and boundless depression surged up in his chest, as if something grabbed his heart, "Yes, he killed him, but it's okay, he was kicked twice before he died, and the medicine he took died, no pain"

That man didn't care about such a weak thing, and even felt that he was playing with things.

Yan Ci looked at him, there was no pain in the boy's eyes, only depression, like boundless emotions intertwined but he didn't know how to vent, he wanted to comfort him, this was his only thought, but he knew that if he comforted him, I'm afraid...

So he prefers to be with him.

15

The two went to the classroom together, Yan Ci was a talkative person, chattering non-stop along the way, Ning Zhe, who was rarely seen, also listened carefully to what he had to say.

"Do you like having puppies?"

Ning Zhe lowered his eyes: "I don't want to"

Yan Ci: "I still want to go to the countryside to get you a Chinese pastoral dog on vacation"

Ning Zhe looked at him, "Chinese garden dog?"

Yan Ci couldn't stand his eyes, which were so clear and innocent, "Ah? It's a dirt dog, a silly one. It was so pitiful and clingy when I was young. It was very fun."

Ning Zhe smiled, "Dog!"

Yan Ci stroked his hair, "You don't like it, don't look at him as a dirt dog, he recognized his master when he was young, he is easy to feed, you give him a steamed bun and he is full."

Ning Zhe looked at the classmates rushing to the teaching building around him, and saw that he could actually talk to a boy in the sun, and thought it was amazing, "I... don't want to raise it, it's too time-consuming."

Yan Ci put his arms around his neck and pressed his head down, "Indeed, we are all in the third year of high school, let's go, class will start soon"

Ning Zhe has been bored with his hands and feet since the beginning, and now he is used to it, but he still said: "Don't make trouble"

16

"First of all, we need to analyze the force..."

The physics teacher was giving lectures in high spirits, but he obviously didn't notice the drowsy environment. Coupled with the hot weather, many students had already started to whisper.

Yan Ci was full of energy, sweat broke out on his forehead for a while, he unzipped the school uniform jacket, wore short sleeves inside, and tugged at the neckline, "The weather is really... Aren't you hot?"

Ning Zhe just pulled up the cuff, "It's okay, don't talk, the teacher is watching you."

Sure enough, the physics teacher noticed their high-level VVIP sun spa area, glared at them and told them to be honest, and then gave a lecture to the rest of the students.

Li Jiang couldn't be bothered, so he quickly opened the window, and a gust of hot wind blew through, "Old Liu can't do it, every class is like this, by the way, brother Yan will have a freshman entrance party soon, the school sees that our senior year is too hard, specially let us participate in the show”

Han Song leaned back calmly, "Yes, it's mainly for art students, and we Puli students are incidental. I heard that many girls are participating, and there are also a group of elementary school girls in the first year of high school."

Yan Ci didn't want to participate, "Don't go, it's a waste of time, how can someone like me who is a good student and a May Fourth youth who can serve the country loyally in the next second participate in such a waste of time and energy!", He took a picture Look at your deskmate, "Really?"

Ning Zhe looked up, not wanting to talk to him at all, "Yes"

Turn your head and continue studying.

Li Jiang immediately turned around, "Don't, Brother Yan, you don't know that Su Yu from the basketball team is also participating, who knows what he is thinking, relying on his good looks to flirt with women, our elementary school girls just came here, so don't be deceived."

Han Song: "Don't you have a girlfriend?"

Li Jiangyi said sternly: "A girlfriend is a girlfriend. She didn't ask me to ask this. Brother Yan, do you think it's easy for me? It's fine if my girlfriend doesn't care about her boyfriend, but she still asks me to ask you and us every day." Ning Zhe thing"

Yan Cixiao's schadenfreude: "Sorrow"

Han Song couldn't help it either: "Sorrow"

Ning Zhe's expression was very light: "..."

After a while, the four of them received a note from the literary and art committee of their class: Will you participate in the welcome party?

The three pairs of eyes stared at the back of Mu Anyuan's head. Mu Anyuan seemed to have noticed their gazes and dared not move for fear that the physics teacher would find out.

Han Song raised his eyebrows: "Brother Yan, do you think our literary and art committee members are crazy because they don't draw blackboard newspapers and want to go for a walk?"

In the third year of high school, learning is the most important thing. At this time, most people's grades have begun to be finalized.

Naturally, the third year of high school has the least activities.

Yan Ci seriously thought: "I really don't seem to know anything"

Li Jiang: "Brother Yan is just like your face, just stop there."

Han Song nodded, "Girls now look at your face and don't pay attention to my talent, which leads to me being single for thousands of years"

Yan Ci: "...that feeling is my fault"

Li Jiang: "...don't dare"

Han Song: "..."

From the corner of Yan Ci's eyes, he saw his little deskmate, obedient and soft, with long and curled eyelashes, looking good everywhere, touching his chin, his little deskmate might be more attractive to girls.

Ning Zhe really couldn't ignore this idiot's gaze, "What are you doing?"

Yan Ci leaned against the wall, "Can't you take a look?"

Ning Zhe: "...OK"

Yan Ci suddenly leaned over, "Has anyone written you a love letter before?"

Li Jiang: "...!!!??"

Han Song: "!!!"

Ning Zhe's fingertips turned white while holding the pen, and after a while, he raised his eyes and saw that those peach blossom eyes were sincere, without any other emotions, "...no"

At that time, his father was abusive to his mother. He locked himself in the room all day long, listening to the insults, violent beatings, and the sound of smashing things, he was still afraid at first, but then he seemed to vent some emotions. He tore up all the papers in his room, but it wasn't enough. He started to cut his wrist with a knife, and he felt a little calm when he saw the bloody wound.

It was only later that his father discovered his problem, but in the end, whether it was for his own reputation or because he really felt guilty, he found a psychiatrist to counsel him.

Don't ask strictly, he can feel that he is not happy.

The author has something to say: Homophobia is a closet