Zhang Yang

74

After eating the breakfast made by the girls, a few people planned to go to the fields to have a look. The corn was already ripe at this time, and many people were already harvesting the corn.

Mu Anyuan picked some grass for a while, chatting with Bai Sheng.

Li Jiang followed Bai Sheng all the time, even if Bai Sheng didn't talk to him, he didn't care.

Han Song followed them lazily.

Ning Zhe took the medicine in the morning, everything is fine except for irregular heart rate, he may not be able to accompany Yan Ci for too long.

Mu Anyuan: "I have sunshine in one hand and hope in the other hand, it's so beautiful"

Stern blow: "It's the Tyndall effect"

Mu Anyuan: "...Brother Yan, you really ruin your mood, brother Zhe, come over and I'll take a picture"

Ning Zhe walked over, and Mu Anyuan posed for a photo.

Mu Anyuan admired Ning Zhe's beauty without a filter, "Brother Yan, I heard that there is a newly built temple in your hometown, I want to go and see it."

Stern speech: "It is useless to worship the Bodhisattva, not the old man."

He really sees through the appearance of an angel, with an unrestrained and unrestrained soul.

Mu Anyuan: "Go and see, I'm going back in two days, hurry up and play all the fun things now"

Finally went.

Yan Ci and Ning Zhe stood in front of the Bodhisattva, "Bye bye, you can ask for peace or something"

Ning Zhe held the incense in his hand, "Do you believe it?"

Amber eyes are clear and clean.

He was speechless, he didn't believe him before, and he didn't know whether he would believe him in the future, but at this moment he believed it, "Brother Zhe, what do you think?"

Ning Zhe knelt down after burning the incense without saying a word, and Yan Ci also knelt on the ground along with it.

Yan Ci looked at the Bodhisattva and sighed softly. If it was true, he hoped that Ning Zhe's life would be safe and smooth, and that he would be healthy and safe. If he could have other good luck, he hoped to give him more and make Ning Zhe like it. on him.

Bodhisattvas are also gods, and Yuelao is also a god. They should be known to all gods. Forget that Bodhisattva can tell Yuelao his trivial wish.

Ning Zhe kowtowed, Yan Ci followed suit.

Wangshen blesses Yan Ci (Ning Zhe) wish to come true.

"What wish did you make?"

Ning Zhe had a smile in his eyes, "It won't work if I say it, I'll tell you when it comes true"

Yan Ci pretended not to care and waved his hands, "I don't want to know, but can't I reveal a little bit?"

Ning turned back, "No way"

Yan Ci stood behind him, and the sun stood on him, as if it had been plated with gold.

They are so far and so close.

75

In the vast starry sky, a few teenagers are laughing and laughing, carefree, troubles can't be restrained, happy and at ease.

A few bottles of beer boosted their enthusiasm, as if they were going forward with courage when they were confused about the road ahead.

Han Song drowsily sat on the side counting the stars.

Bai Sheng helped Li Jiang to drink water, while Mu Anyuan looked at Yan Ci and Ning Zhe foolishly with a bottle of beer in her arms.

Yan Ci also drank five or six bottles, and didn't know if he was a little drunk or not at all, so he pulled out five weeds to play truth or dare.

Follow the people one by one and let them take away, "You are welcome, how can you forget the tradition after drinking?"

"If the shortest one is drawn, the longest one will ask a question, and the answer must be true"

Ning Zhe was the last one to smoke. Yan Ci looked at the grass and smiled: "I wish you good luck."

Mu Anyuan walked around and found that it was still her longest one, her brain was stimulated by alcohol, she smiled at Ning Zhe who had taken away the shortest one, "Brother Zhe, have you ever liked anyone?"

This question is almost always asked when drinking.

Several other people also gathered around, wanting to hear the answer.

Mu Anyuan noticed that Ning Zhe's expression changed, "Brother Zhe, you don't want to answer..."

Ning Zhe cut off the grass in his hand, "Yes"

His vague feelings for Su Yu can be counted, but now it is clear, he doesn't like him, he just misses that time.

Yan Ci raised his head and drank a big gulp of wine, his peach blossom eyes were a little red and swollen under the stimulation of alcohol.

Mu Anyuan and the others immediately changed their game, and did not ask such a more private topic.

The four of them were messing around.

Yan Ci sat aside and watched Ning Zhe distracted. He didn't know who Ning Zhe liked before and whether he still likes him now. He only knew that he was jealous and resentful. He wondered why that person should be!

But also know that he is not qualified.

A few of them left early in the last few days.

It's like a regret to stay in this holiday forever, with those troubles and doubts.

Those unwilling and jealous.

76

Ning Sui sent him a message.

"Xiao Zhe go home first, she is back, she wants to see you"

When Ning Zhe saw this message, she almost fell ill. She came back, isn't she abroad?Isn't life good?Why come back?

In a hurry, he could only stand in the shade of the tree and bid farewell to Yan Ci. Yan Ci was eager to say something to him, but he couldn't listen to anything.

In the end, he anxiously quarreled with Yan Ci.

He wasn't feeling right, he knew it but he couldn't help himself.

Yan Ci's eyes were very hurt, and he even wanted to comfort him, but he really couldn't listen and was even scared.

"Strictly, can you stop being like this, can you be more mature"

"I really don't want to argue with you right now"

"...I have to go back now, do you have anything to say when I come back?"

Yan Ci was stunned for a moment, "I only have one thing..."

I like you, I really like you.

I want to be nice to you.

Ning Zhe looked at him coldly: "But I don't want to hear it now"

His tone was harsh, as if he had returned to the time when he first met.

Yan Ci looked at him in disbelief, "Ning Zhe, calm down."

"I can't calm down"

His custody is in the hands of his mother. Before that, his mother abandoned him and went abroad because his mother had no ability to raise him. Now it's nothing to come back.

Yan Ci was also a little annoyed: "Ning Zhe, can you not tell me if you have something?"

Ning Zhe stroked his arm, "Is it useful to tell you? Can you solve it? You don't know what you think you can solve. It's so unfair"

"Yes, I'm useless", Yan Ci let go of his hand, Tao Hua's eyes were filled with loneliness and grief, "Go back and calm down, and I am too"

The sky did not know when it was raining lightly, and Yan Ci shouted at his back even his voice was a little hoarse: "You go, I won't see you off, if you come, no matter how heavy the wind and rain, I will pick you up"

Ning Zhe froze with his back and then left, Ning Zhe didn't know whether it was the rain or his own tears that slid down his face.

Ning Zhe left without mercy, Yan Ci never thought that it would take him so long to leave.

Yan Ci looked at his merciless back, and suddenly remembered what his grandfather said, the person you love doesn't know that you love yourself, and you enjoy this unspeakable love alone, then you have to bear the pain .

77

Ning Zhe is sad and painful, Yan Ci is such a good person, how could he have the heart to hurt him.

"...Dad, I'm back"

Ning Sui's eyes were anxious and sad, the fundus of his eyes was dark, and there were bloodshot eyes in his eyes, it seemed that he didn't sleep well.

The person sitting next to her is graceful and luxurious, and she hasn't suffered all these years. Ning Zhe only heard that she married a foreigner and had children, and he doesn't know anything else. Now he doesn't know what he changed his name to.

Liu Ling drank tea calmly, "I'm back"

Ning Zhe didn't understand why she came back after so many years, "You come back..."

"I'll take you home"

Liu Ling was categorical, and spoke with the air of a superior. He found that everything was changing, and his mother who was weak back then became strong.

Tears welled up in Ning Zhe's eyes: "It's compensation"

Liu Ling looked at him, "It's okay if you think so, now my place is settled, you can just go there, of course you don't have to worry about your studies, I heard that you have good grades, even if you transfer to another school, you don't have to worry."

Ning Zhe took a deep breath, and said in as calm a tone as possible: "But I'm doing well now, and I've met new classmates and friends..."

Liu Ling knocked on the table, "I don't think you are living well now, your illness..."

"This is what you two left behind"

Ning Zhe felt that this was the cruelest thing he had ever said. He didn't want to leave here, and he didn't want to leave Yanci either. He hasn't apologized yet, why did he let him leave.

Liu Ling: "I know that's why I hired the best psychiatrist abroad. You have to come with me anyway. I don't think you can live well here. You are not a child anymore. You should know our what's the relationship"

Ning Sui did not speak, a low air pressure was felt all over his body.

"...Relationship", Ning Zhe smiled wryly, "Did you ignore it for more than ten years?"

Liu Ling frowned: "I will compensate you later, I will pick you up within two days after packing up, and I'm leaving."

Ning Sui was speechless the whole time.

"Dad, do you want me to leave?"

Ning Sui didn't speak, but lowered his head.

Ning Zhe saw it clearly, Ning Sui did not get over the regret and self-blame at the beginning, just like him, "I know, I'm tired"

Ning Sui watched his back as he went upstairs, and held his forehead in annoyance and self-blame.

78

Yan Ci never expected to quarrel with Ning Zhe, and he was anxious after returning home. No matter whether he sent him a message or called him, no one answered or answered, and then the phone was turned off directly.

Looking at the scenery outside the window, Yan Ci frowned, he always felt that something was wrong.

He had a white medicine bottle in his hand, which Ning Zhe had accidentally left on his side before. Remembering what Ning Zhe said before, he opened the webpage and was anxious and nervous.

The four words amitriptyline were like a curse tightly wrapped around his soul, as for the four words he saw, they turned into sharp knives and pierced his heart, depression.

Ning Zhe has depression and has been taking medicine.

How can it be?

What the fuck did he do, Ning Zhe was depressed and even quarreled with him.

"Fuck"

Distressed and regretful, he likes him, doesn't care whether he has depression, or other things, he just likes him.

"Hey Daddy"

"You ate the dog egg"

Yan Ci leaned against the window sill, lowering his eyes, if he could, he would think of Ning Zhe's side right now.

"Speak up if you have something to say"

"I don't have anything to ask you. It's because Ms. Lin is too embarrassed to speak to you, so she asked me to call. Otherwise, do you think I still have time?"

Yan Ci looked up at the ceiling, "You are also the one who earns [-] million in an hour and a half. What's wrong with Ms. Lin?"

"...Is something wrong with you?"

"I can't get over this stalk. The house in my hometown is fine. You said that your grandfather is also a good city, so you must go back and live there."

"The erhu player likes to send roses, so naturally I like to be with her"

There was silence over there, "Strictly say you have something on your mind"

Knowing the son is like a father, although he is not overly worried about Yan Ci's life, but he is his father, so he can sense his son's emotions no matter what.

Yan Ci: "Dad, you said you should see the details early and I will bring you home."

"It's not too late now, it's better to be later... Ms. Lin still can't accept it, give her some time to slow down"

Yan Ci sighed, "Dad, Mom..."

Yan Sicheng: "Don't worry, you have already accepted a large part. The revolution has not yet succeeded, and comrades still need to work hard."

Yan Ci thought of Ning Zhe, "I know"

Yan Sicheng: "God, didn't you go back to your hometown last time? It just so happened that the son of the boss I was working with didn't come. Tell me it's a coincidence, otherwise you could have a commercial marriage."

"You are giving up your doggy love in exchange for wealth." Yan Ci knew that his father was joking. His son is gay and he accepted that he would never give up his marriage for business. "What is the other party's name?" Dad, if you tell me, I might still know you."

Yan Sicheng: "The boss's name is Ning Sui. I can't remember his son's name. It seems that his name is Ning...Ze, or is he here? What's the matter with you, son of a bitch?"

The cup in Yan Ci's hand fell to the ground and fell to pieces, his heart beat a beat slower, "If the other party is him, it's okay to have a business marriage."

Yan Sicheng sneered: "Shouldn't it be what I guessed..."

Yan Ci narrowed his eyes: "Send me the address, and it's just what you think, Dad, you have to hide it from Ms. Lin first."