Zhang Yang

47

Yan Ci still couldn't help telling, "Don't talk to that idiot in the future, don't be afraid of contagion from lack of IQ, don't believe anything he says."

Ning Zhe lifted off the plastic film on the jelly, "Oh"

Yan Ci: "Can't you just say two more words?"

Ning Zhe nodded, "Okay."

Ning Zhe took a sip carefully, there was a lot of water in the jelly.

Strictly see: "Damn trough"

He blushed and felt his heart beat, Ning Zhe actually ate it.

Ning Zhe threw the rubbish into the trash can, "Go back to the classroom, Lao Jiang's class will be in a while"

The two sat down and received many people's gazes, curiosity, embarrassment, suspicion, all kinds of complex gazes were on them, and those who didn't know thought he had done something out of nature.

Yan Ci had a bad temper. I don't know where they got the illusion that their personality has changed. He immediately slapped the table and stood up. The table rubbed against the floor tiles and made a sound, "Fuck, what are you looking at, and I will dig your eyes out again!" come out"

After speaking, he threw the textbook on the table vigorously, making a loud noise. Some people turned their heads quickly. They are already in the third year of high school and they don't want to cause trouble. Besides, people want to talk, who to talk to. It doesn't matter, there are still some people who don't think it's a big deal, such as Dou Wu, Mu Anyuan, Mo Lianlian, Li Jiang, Han Song, their eyes are friendly and supportive, but only one person's eyes are disgusted and disgusting Yes, that person turned his head after seeing Yan Ci.

Ning Zhe picked up the pen that fell off his desk, took out a bottle of water for him from the plastic bag, "...sit down strictly"

Yan Ci glanced at him, he was wronged for him, he didn't do anything wrong at all, he liked whether he was gay or not, besides, he didn't show that he liked anyone.

Ning Zhe glanced at Lao Jiang who had already walked over and planned to come in through the front door, and frowned unconsciously. He didn't want Yan Ci to face this kind of gaze. Yan Ci didn't do anything from the beginning to the end. Ci should be treated with tenderness, "If they bite you, can you bite back?"

Yan Ci's eyes are firm.

Ning Zhe smiled, he forgot that Yan Ci could really bite back.

Old Jiang pushed the door open and came in, "What's the matter, it's so quiet, Yan Ci sat down for class, let us open the test paper we sent out last time, and see where you did wrong, especially the last question hyperbola, how much did you do? Over and over again, a few people in our class did the right thing, if you don’t think about it carefully, you don’t have much time left for the college entrance examination, you don’t have much time to waste”

Yan Ci sat down angrily, pulled out his test paper from the drawer, and glanced at the red cross all over his face, "Old Jiang corrected it very carefully."

Ning Zhe saw that the last question was okay, but there are a few steps that are not needed. It’s okay to make a wrong choice in the previous one, and fill in the blanks correctly. The short-answer question only has the first small question wrong and a result, "Yeah"

Yan Yan stretched out his hand: "Red Pen"

Ning Zhe glanced at him, "You have time to buy snacks but don't you have time to buy pens?"

Ning Zhe gave him his red pen.

Yan Ci was obviously a little angry, and he didn't say much, "Who bought the snacks for, did you take a bite?"

Ning Zhe remembered the ice cream, jelly and mineral water he ate, "Okay, it's my fault"

Yan Ci: "It's not your fault, it's my fault"

Ning Zhe chuckled: "Yes, it's your fault"

Yan Ci almost bit his tongue, this development is wrong, shouldn't it be Ning Zhe who continued to tell him with guilt and apology that it was his fault, "..."

Yan Ci instantly felt that his little deskmate was not cute anymore, but he was a little cunning and cute.

There are red crosses on the test paper. Except for the last question, there is a C for the short-answer questions, and a C for the multiple-choice questions. Not to mention the fill-in-the-blank questions, they are not written.

It hurts to see.

Yan Ci saw that his deskmate was studying seriously, and immediately felt that he had eight big characters on him: study hard and make progress every day.

Red light flashed, blinding his 24K titanium dog eyes.

The key is that Lao Jiang still looked at him, and the two smiled at each other inexplicably.

“Pretty much like it”

Yan Ci muttered.

Ning Zhe finished listening to the questions he wanted to hear, "Are you jealous?"

Yan Ci leaned against the wall, "Come on, whoever copied whoever was half-baked"

Ning Zhe shrugged, guessing that in Yan Ci's consciousness, whoever was in this position would not be able to study well, but he didn't intend to explain anything.

Old Jiang said on the stage: "...Didn't you explain the formula of the hyperbolic problem? Why can't I remember..."

Yan Ci didn't study hard, fiddled with his pen for a while, then lay on the table and watched Ning Zhe study, then turned to the side facing the wall and fell asleep in a daze.

Ning Zhe looked helpless, he didn't know whether Yan Ci didn't study hard because he didn't think seriously about himself in the future or he didn't care at all, and he didn't have the position to ask him.

He himself found it unbelievable to get a score of 4 on the test paper.

After a while, Yan Ci woke up in a daze, glanced at Ning Zhe who was still studying, curled his lips, glanced at the paper casually, and began to write the answer on it, and folded it into a square without looking at it Stuff it in your table hole.

"so boring"

Ning Zhe glanced at his watch and said in a low voice: "You slept for 20 minutes, and you only had less than 5 minutes for listening, and 10 minutes for talking, and now you have 10 minutes left."

Yan Ci: "I want to study hard, but I can't, I want to sleep when I see the words"

Ning Zhe: "Then the head hangs from the beam, the awl pierces the buttocks, the wall is chiseled to steal light, and the fireflies in the bag reflect the snow"

Yan Ci: "I think you want to hurt me"

Ning Zhe: "Thinking too much, I don't need any tricks to deal with you. Empty gloves are more than enough."

Yan Ci: "...do I look so stupid in your eyes?"

He knows the white wolf with empty gloves.

With reassuring eyes, Ning Zhe said inhumanly words, "No, you are extremely smart."

Yan Ci said with a straight face, "I believe you are a ghost"

Ning Zhe was a little curious, "What's the matter with your little pink electric car?"

Yan Ci took out a piece of draft paper and made a hole, "E-Mule!"

"?? Electric donkey?"

Yan Ci smiled and showed his big white teeth, "Ah, it's called in the country. I took advantage of the price cut to talk to the boss about my life, and then tried to explain to him that no one bought his big sale. Later, I cut down 250 yuan. Let's go around"

"How about it, let's show off, that's also Grandpa's."

"I can't flatter you", Ning Zhe thought about it, but riding an electric bike is also very good, there will be no traffic jams, and you can enjoy the scenery, "It's pretty good."

Yan Ci: "If I have time, I will take you for a ride and sit in the back seat of me"

Ning Zhe immediately agreed: "Okay."

Stern speech: "Well, sit in the back seat"

After class, Mu Anyuan walked over slowly and unsteadily, "Brother Yan, Ning Zhe are you all right, don't listen to their nonsense, they like to gossip behind their backs"

Ning Zhe: "Thank you, I'm fine, don't worry"

Mu Anyuan really admired Ning Zhe for not being angry, "If it were me, I would probably curse at the top of my lungs."

Strictly said: "My lord, if you are difficult to get involved in this matter, our flag here will definitely flutter in the wind, you, we are in charge."

Mu Anyuan rolled her eyes with a smile. Although she likes to see Ning Zhe being very strict together, she will not use the present world to cover two people. The love she imagines only exists on the tip of the pen and stays in her heart. She knows there are some prejudices. It is deeply ingrained in people's thinking, and she can't change it. She can only use some words to confide and feel their small circle.

The characters in her works seem to be alive, and their emotions live in the world of their novels.

"Accept your good words"

Yan Yuanfang: "You're welcome, treat me to dinner"

Mu Anyuan's face immediately changed, "Ah, I have no money"

Yan Yuanfang: "I just saw that you bought another novel, why can't you let me have a meal, are you so embarrassed that you only let your employees work and don't let him eat?"

Mu Anyuan: "I'm food for the soul. I don't have enough money to eat myself. I'm a widow and a widow. You still have Ning Zhe. Ning Zhe eats less, and you can still eat some leftovers."

Ning Zhe felt that he ate a lot.

Yan Ci raised his eyebrows and looked at the disgusted Ning Zhe, "What, is it so difficult for you to eat your meal? Do you want to starve me to death?"

Ning Zhe: "No"

Mu Anyuan suddenly remembered something, "By the way, are you going out to play this Saturday?"

Li Jiang immediately turned around, "Which amusement park are you going to, right? Bai Sheng told me, but I haven't had time to tell Brother Yan yet."

Han Song was a little sad: "I can't go anymore, my mother just enrolled me in an English tutoring class, and I will stay for this Saturday"

Yan Ci thought for a while: "I'd rather go, and I won't go if I don't."

Mu Anyuan stared at Ning Zhe earnestly, and Ning Zhe looked at Yan Ci, it was none of his business, but Mu Anyuan's eyes were too longing, and people couldn't bear to refuse, "Oh, fine, I'm fine."

Mu Anyuan immediately patted the table and applauded, "Then I asked Bai Sheng to count the list, and I will build a group later, let's rent a car and go together, by the way, I don't know his WeChat since Ning Zhe didn't join the group, Brother Yan, don't forget Invite Ning Zhe"

After saying that, Mu Anyuan walked away bouncing around.

48

"Brother Zhe, I'm almost sleepy, you can't wait for me for a while"

Yan Ci couldn't open his eyes, and followed Ning Zhe entirely by feeling.

Ning Zhe looked at his watch. There were still 10 minutes to class before they walked to the second floor. Their classroom was on the third floor. Nai He sternly refused to eat breakfast and wanted to sleep. He put his alarm clock to his ear to ring every minute Once, finally shouted Yan Ci from the bed.

"You can't hold on for a while, and you will be in the classroom soon." He looked at the steps, "You said you were sleepy and weak more times than the steps on the two floors."

Ning Zhe went upstairs while saying that he didn't want to be late, and the class started checking for lateness 5 minutes in advance.

As soon as he looked back at the lazy and weak Yan Ci walking, he was hit by someone. Ning Zhe stood on the stairs, with no support on both sides. This is a big staircase. The railings and walls were originally made to reduce crowds. It was so far away that he couldn't reach it.

Fell into someone's arms, bumped his nose, couldn't help but cursed: "Fuck"

The person I was holding chuckled lightly: "Who the fuck?"

His tone is not serious.

Ning Zhe thought that he would wake up, he pushed him away, only to find that Yan Ci had stepped on the steps below him with one leg and the other leg was two steps away from him, if Yan Ci hadn't stabilized him just now, he probably Rolled down together with stern words.

Immediately, Ning Zhe's face became gloomy. Looking at the instigator, he found that it was a girl, and his anger subsided by half. No matter what, he couldn't scold the girl rudely, "Student, go downstairs later."

An Xia didn't expect to bump into Ning Zhe, and made him almost fall down. Tears welled up in his eyes, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. Ning Zhe, are you okay?"

Ning Zhe looked at her and remembered who it was, the one in the cake shop, "It's okay, be careful in the future, don't be in such a hurry, it won't be good if you fall down"

An Xia nodded timidly, seeing Yan Ci staring at her with gritted teeth, "I, I didn't mean to"

Yan Ci didn't say anything, she cried, and wanted to hit someone irritably, but he didn't do anything, he hasn't said anything yet, it's better for Ning Zhe to talk to herself when she is angry.

Ning Zhe turned his head and said to Yan Ci: "Go back, it's time for class."

Yan Ci followed.

An Xia glanced at Ning Zhe's back and left.

When the two entered the classroom, they found that something was wrong, like the eve of a storm.

Li Jiang and Han Song looked at Yan Ci with complex expressions, and then at Ning Zhe.

When Mu Anyuan saw the two of them coming in, she swallowed what she wanted to say, her face was full of grief and heartbroken.

Yan Ci became even more irritable, what's going on with each of them.

"Jiang'er, Song'er, did your brother-in-law and daughter-in-law cheated or did you eat shit today?"

Li Jiang glanced at Ning Zhe who was sitting down, and didn't want to react to Yan Ci's words. He always thought that his brother Yan finally had a single brother like him. Who knew that he would leave this identity soon. .

"Half guessed right"

Li Jiang sighed heavily, as if his brothers for many years had finally found their daughter-in-law. Before these brothers could ascend to heaven with him, the brothers and daughter-in-law ran away with others.

Han Song didn't know how to speak, "Maybe that's what it means?"

Yan Ci kicked Li Jiang's stool, "What are you talking about?"

Li Jiang thought that his brother Yan wanted to be lonely and didn't want to bother with him, "Brother Yan, you can have fun secretly now."

Yan Ci let out a hey, "Why do I feel that you have something to say today, tell me what bad things you did behind my back..."

"Boom"

A bottle of milk fell to the ground and fell into pieces, with a pink envelope with a heart on it.

Yan Ci's heart skipped a beat, seeing the comforting and pitiful gazes of Li Jiang, Han Song, Mu Anyuan, Dou Wu and even Huangfu Li.

What does he seem to understand?

First of all, he and Ning Zhe had breakfast together. Ning Zhe doesn't like to drink pure milk, and he doesn't like the fishy smell. Secondly, there are peach hearts in the pink envelope. Most girls use this when they are young, and they put it in during their meal time. .

Send something, send a letter, pink.

Love letter, confession.

? ? ! ! !

His brother was liked, and he was going to abandon him.

Yan Ci was petrified in place, and several people looked at him with sympathy and pity, and turned around silently in unison, not wanting to see the tragedy in the world.

It turned out that his brother Yan had the 'Last Supper' for breakfast today.

Ning Zhe picked up the envelope and didn't look at it. Instead, he took a broom and swept the glass fragments together, wrapped them in a plastic bag, and stuck a note with plastic tape to remind others not to hurt their hands. Only then did he see the envelope on his desk.

He didn't take it apart, he didn't like this kind of thing at all, he didn't want to fall in love now.

"Strictly what are you doing?"

Looking at him sternly and resentfully, "Let me see what's wrong, they are all brothers"

Sure enough, he doesn't like himself anymore when he has someone else. You see, he started defending others before he caught up with them. Even the tone of his speech is not right. Listen, how cruel, isn't it just a love letter?If he likes it, he can write him eight out of ten letters, let him read it, and memorize it.

As for such a baby?

Ning Zhe had a headache for him not asking for it, if it was his stuff, he would take it if he took it, but this is the girl's mind, the left and right are not good-looking, "don't move"

If he can find someone after class, he will return it. If he doesn't know, he will definitely come again, and he will let her forget it.

He will never like girls.

Of course neither did boys.

Yan Ci was a little angry, and he didn't even have the usual banter when he spoke, "Isn't it just a love letter? As for it?"

"Ning Zhe"

He spoke in a fierce and heavy tone.

Ning Zhe looked at him, black and white and clear eyes looked at him, "As for"

It's someone else's, he doesn't accept it, but it must be returned intact.

Yan Ci smiled, with some sadness in his eyes, he thought it was a little different in Ning Zhe's eyes that he had done so much, but he didn't expect that their relationship could not compare to a girl who didn't know her name, nor could it compare to this broken girl. love letter.

Li Jiang saw that the two of them were about to quarrel, but he heard that this was not the case, as if he had cheated on his girlfriend, "Brother Yan, calm down, Brother Zhe, hurry up and talk."

Ning Zhe frowned slightly, "But it was like this"

Li Jiang glanced at the stern speech with a gloomy face, on the verge of going crazy. The others had already turned their heads to study, but fortunately no one was looking at them, "Brother Zhe, please stop talking...Brother Yan, calm down"

Han Song was also in a hurry, he didn't know how to persuade the two of them, they were better than anyone else in good times, and no one listened to persuasion in bad times.

Yan Ci: "Ning Zhe, what kind of relationship are we, classmates or brothers, or friends"

He desperately wanted to know the answer.

Ning Zhe was in palpitations, didn't know how to answer even though he didn't read the strict words.

Seeing him not responding strictly, "Did you never consider me a friend?"

Ning Zhe was stunned for a moment, and spoke with difficulty, "I..."

Yan Ci's eyes were sad, "So it's like this, I'm just pretending to be sentimental."

Li Jiang looked at the two of them and didn't know how to persuade them. If the others were arguing over a trivial matter, or something else, they just said it, so he couldn't persuade them.

Damn it, he didn't even know why Brother Yan and Brother Zhe quarreled because of something that didn't go well with him.

Han Song hurriedly said, "Brother Yan, Brother Zhe, why don't we talk about it after class later?"

Sternly smiled mockingly: "What are you talking about, why don't you treat me as a friend? In fact, is it important that I don't have someone I don't know?"

Ning Zhe didn't speak, but clenched his fists.

He didn't mean it. He was anxious at this moment, his lips were pale, he wanted to tell him no, you are much more important than her, but on the other hand, he felt that this was abnormal, this is not something that should be said between friends, strict words are not at all Knowing his situation, he doesn't understand anything. If he knows who he is, he will definitely stay away from him, and even feel disgusted. He doesn't want to see these things in those eyes.

Strictly defending him is because he doesn't know that he is gay, he doesn't know that he actually likes boys, if he knows, he will wish for him to die like everyone else, and think he is disgusting and dirty.

Take a closer look at Ning Zhe's body trembling slightly, as if he had returned to the scene of domestic violence back then. He was alone and helpless, unable to do anything, he couldn't even call 120.

Han Song found something was wrong and thought he was angry, "Brother Zhe, don't be angry, Brother Yan doesn't mean that, he's just a little anxious and doesn't know how to speak."

Ning Zhe looked up at Yan Ci, his eyes were filled with broken starlight, and then sat down without saying a word, it was too painful, cold and dark.

No one understands him, he is not sick, he is not, he just likes someone to be abandoned, and finally met someone who was sincerely good to him but broke up because of his own reasons.

In the first place, I shouldn't... yes, I shouldn't have known each other, I shouldn't have met.

He is sick, yes, he is sick, the SDS test reached 0.57, and he is about to step into the ranks of depression from mild depression.

should not.

Shouldn't make friends.

He is sick, how can a person like him deserve to have friends.

Yes, how can he have friends.

Why?Give him hope again and again and let him down?

Depression.

anxiety.

Ning Zhe was in a mess in his mind, and his face was even more ugly, but he didn't yell, his amber eyes were deathly silent, and the person holding the flowers was about to leave.

Han Song saw that he looked bad, and thought he wanted to be quiet, "Brother Zhe, calm down, brother Yan, brother Yan, stop talking, don't be angry."

Yan Ci was distressed but angry, "I didn't, shit"

Yan Ci patted the table, and many people turned their heads quietly, Yan Ci suppressed their mood.

Ning Zhe seemed to be startled by his palm, brainwashing himself with his own thoughts over and over again, denying himself over and over again.

They don't know that sometimes an unintentional word, look, or action can cause unpredictable harm to others