Brightness of Rebirth

Lu Minglang felt that he had a dream, in the dream he went back to the past, when he and Shen Yanheng were still in love.

His kisses were always passionate as if they were going to swallow him up, and his movements were as heavy as kneading dough.

His head was covered, and the heat was almost suffocating. Lu Minglang felt like he was being pressed and licked by a beast, but it kept licking his lips, and he didn't know what to lick.

Shen Yanheng himself was only wearing a nightgown, the kind that almost fell off, but Lu Minglang's underwear was intact, so he didn't dare to take off his clothes - mainly because he was afraid that he would not be able to control himself.

But Lu Minglang seemed to be really drunk, his eyes were not completely closed, and there was still a little brilliance, but when Shen Yanheng kissed him, he felt that he was responding.

Is it his delusion?

Shen Yanheng's movements couldn't help but slow down, confirming that Lu Minglang really took the initiative to stick out the tip of his tongue in response to his kiss.

This fact almost made all the blood in Shen Yanheng's body rush to his head!He is responding!He actually responded!Is it really hard to say?

Under Shen Yanheng's excitement, the kiss became even more intense. He pressed his hand tightly on Lu Minglang's shoulder, and felt that the kiss was not enough for a while, so he turned the person over and pressed his limp, powerless hand on the back of his waist. .

Lu Minglang's cheek was pressed against the pillow, and his hair was also scattered on his forehead and pillow.

Shen Yanheng leaned over to kiss him according to this posture, put his arms around his waist from behind, and pressed against his body to almost fit him perfectly...

"Shen, Shen Liu..."

With sharp ears, Shen Yanheng leaned close to his ear and said, "What did you say?"

"Shen Liu, Shen Liu..."

Before he could say the third word, Lu Minglang closed his eyes.

Shen Yanheng waited with bated breath. After waiting for a long time, he found that Lu Minglang had fallen asleep. He was a little disappointed, so he couldn't help but take off Lu Minglang's clothes.

The clothes and pants were taken off, but there were only pants left.

Sleeping on the stomach was uncomfortable, Shen Yanheng turned the person over again, pressed on him again, hugged him and kissed him for a long time, held back when the gun went off, rolled over to the side, stared at the ceiling and gasped...

Can't do it to the end, can't do it to the end!

Shen Yanheng pulled the quilt, closed her eyes and wanted to sleep like this.

Lu Minglang's half-disappearing breathing seemed to penetrate into his ears as if it had been amplified more than twenty times.

Shen Yanheng took the trouble and opened his eyes.

In the dark, he stared at Lu Minglang, and then pushed the naked man into his arms, hugged him tightly, and closed his eyes satisfied.

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Lu Minglang hadn't slept so soundly for a long time. The moment he opened his eyes, he was a little flustered—is it time for class? Is it time for school?Is he late for sleeping so soundly?Then he came back rationally, thinking clearly, thinking that yesterday should be Saturday, today is Sunday, he will not be late.

He breathed a sigh of relief, and then realized something was wrong.

He found himself very heavy, and someone had an arm around him, very tight.

For a moment Lu Minglang froze, he could feel that he was naked without any clothes on, and the person hugging him was also naked.

Familiar body, familiar breath.She is younger than her previous life, but still has a very familiar appearance.

There was a storm in Lu Minglang's heart, and his whole body almost trembled.

Shen Yanheng's long eyelashes moved, and a pair of star-like phoenix eyes opened slightly dimly: "Morning..." Blinking his eyes, he didn't let go of his arm, just staring at him. He said early.

Lu Minglang broke him away at once, and the quilt was thrown away because of the actions of the two of them. Shen Yanheng's chest, abdominal muscles, and thighs were exposed in Shen Yanheng's open nightgown... Everything that should be exposed and should not be exposed, Lu Minglang After just one glance, I panicked, and quickly pulled up the quilt to cover it.

Lying on his side, Shen Yanheng grabbed Lu Minglang's hand holding the quilt, stared at him and said, "You were drunk last night, do you know that?"

Lu Minglang quickly let go and stood up straight, looked around, found his underwear, quickly picked it up and put it back on.

Shen Yanheng also took off her nightgown under the quilt, ignoring Lu Minglang, went to the closet to find the clothes and pants, and put them on slowly.

After Lu Minglang finished dressing, Shen Yanheng's upper body was still naked, he said angrily, "Can't you put on your clothes faster?"

Shen Yanheng said while putting on his clothes: "I'm not in a hurry to go out, what are you doing so quickly?"

Lu Minglang was so angry that he had nowhere to vent his anger, and he didn't find his shoes and socks when he walked around the bed.

"Where are my shoes?"

Shen Yanheng said: "I didn't move, maybe it's under the bed?"

Lu Minglang got down on the ground and looked for it.

This side, no, it seems to be on that side.

Shen Yanheng was standing not far away wearing a piece of clothing, watching Lu Minglang kneeling with his butt up, picking up his shoes.

This posture was so sinister, Shen Yanheng's throat moved, and he quickly looked away—but only for a moment, and then turned back to look at him reluctantly.

When Lu Minglang sat on the bed and put on his shoes, he saw Shen Yanheng staring at him, his eyes were familiar, he could fully recognize the ulterior desire.

"...What happened yesterday?" Putting on his shoes and stepping on the ground, Lu Minglang's words almost questioned him!

He was drunk yesterday, but that doesn't mean Shen Yanheng can do whatever he wants with him!And this house... This house is Shen Yanheng's place at all. He remembered that he told Shen Yanheng yesterday that he sent him back to Auntie's Stewed Chicken. How did he bring him here!

Shen Yanheng said: "You were drunk yesterday, so I brought you back."

"Nonsense!" Lu Minglang said, "I'm asking why you brought me here, and, you... I, you—" His face was flushed with anger, but he still couldn't say that the two of them embraced nakedly. together this thing.

Shen Yanheng said: "Yesterday you gave an address but only mentioned the first paragraph. I can't take you home and school after being so drunk... so I just brought you here."

Lu Minglang was still staring at him.

Shen Yanheng coughed lowly, knowing that his clothes were clean, he couldn't possibly fabricate the lie that he vomited dirty clothes: "The reason you took off your clothes is because you said you were hot... I saw you kept saying that you were hot, so I helped you." you……"

Lu Minglang sneered and said, "Then you really helped me thoroughly?"

In this weather, of course they were wearing three layers inside and outside. Shen Yanheng left him a pair of underpants, which can be said to be very thorough.

Shen Yanheng didn't blush at all when he heard this, instead he smiled, took off his coat from the hanger in front of the bed, put it on with a shake, and said: "You took the initiative yesterday, you know ?”

Lu Minglang's complexion suddenly changed, becoming dark and unclear.

Shen Yanheng said: "You took the initiative to kiss me, and you also took the initiative to call me Shen Liulang—except for my relatives, few people would call me that in front of me."

Lu Minglang opened his mouth, and said very straightforwardly: "You heard wrong!"

Shen Yanheng said: "Impossible." He seemed to be sure of winning, and even said with a little complacency: "You have called me several times, there is no way I got it wrong."

"I said you heard it wrong, you just heard it wrong!" Lu Minglang gritted his teeth and stared at him.

Shen Yanheng's complacent look disappeared, she narrowed her eyes, and moved to Lu Minglang's side: "But I just heard it, you must have a crush on me."

Lu Minglang took a deep breath and turned his head to leave, but Shen Yanheng quickly stepped forward and hugged him from behind.

Lu Minglang struggled, and even kicked his feet on the ground.

Shen Yanheng hugged him tightly, and said, "What's wrong with me! Even if you like me, you won't try with me?"

Lu Minglang broke his hand and said: "You fucking misheard, let go!"

Shen Yanheng resolutely didn't let go, and said stubbornly: "I didn't hear wrong, tell the truth after drinking! Lu Minglang, if you reject homosexuality, I'll tell you that you are a homosexual! It's not a shame to like me..."

Lu Minglang struggled hard, but Shen Yanheng almost didn't hug him.

"You really got it wrong!" No matter how hard he tried, Lu Minglang was out of breath, and the struggle stopped.

Shen Yanheng hugged him tightly, panting for breath, he whispered in Lu Minglang's ear, "I don't believe it!"

The hot steam sprayed on his ears, almost making Lu Minglang tremble and his legs were weak, but he heard his own voice very calm, almost cold: "Whether you believe it or not." He said extremely decisively, "I already have someone I like .”

Like a thunderbolt from the blue, Shen Yanheng let go of his hand, and was easily pulled away by Lu Minglang.

Shen Yanheng frowned, watching Lu Minglang break away from him and put a distance away from him, his eyes were aiming at the door, but he didn't dare to move for a moment, he was still waiting for an opportunity to escape.

"Impossible." Shen Yanheng came back to his senses and said, "It's impossible for you to like others."

Lu Minglang said: "Why is it impossible for me to like others?" He said almost sarcastically, "How long have we known each other?"

Shen Yanheng said: "You called me by my name yesterday."

Lu Minglang said: "Then maybe I recognized you, so I want you to let me go."

Shen Yanheng also said coldly: "You want me to let you go and still call me by my nickname like a baby?"

Lu Minglang: "..."

"I'm not a fool." Shen Yanheng pushed up his sleeves, and walked up to Lu Minglang. Lu Minglang didn't retreat, but only clenched his fists and lowered his eyes.

Shen Yanheng looked authentically with his eyes and said: "There are some problems with the wine at the Qionglin Night Banquet, but their wine only relaxes people and makes them more likely to get drunk. When people's spirits are relaxed and they are dazzled by alcohol, the truth is true." It will leak out of your mouth."

Lu Minglang said: "What if I say it's just a coincidence?"

Shen Yanheng said: "What?"

"Someone I like whose name sounds like your nickname."

A flash of hostility flashed in Shen Yanheng's eyes, and he said, "Then tell me, what's the name of the person you like?"

Lu Minglang turned his eyes away: "He's not in City B, and besides, this is my own business."

Shen Yanheng had a nickname, but Lu Minglang called him by his nickname, which he found strange. Although he didn't believe Lu Minglang's words, he still felt a little uncomfortable, afraid that Lu Minglang was telling the truth.

"If you can find such a person, I will believe you." Shen Yanheng said, "Before you couldn't find him, I thought you liked me."

Lu Minglang said angrily: "Shen Yanheng, we've only known each other for how long, who are you showing your infatuated look?"

Shen Yanheng said: "I didn't want to show it to anyone." Approaching Lu Minglang two steps, he said firmly, "But if you like it, you like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it. Even if you can fool me, can I fool yourself?" Suddenly, seeing Lu Minglang still pursed his lips and glared at him, "You think it's impossible for me to like you? My grandma liked to listen to a play called "A Dream in the Garden" when she was alive. It was "The Peony Pavilion". It was made up by ancient literati, but then I saw you..."

Of course Lu Minglang knew about "The Peony Pavilion", his heartbeat quickened, and he shook off Shen Yanheng's hand: "I don't like listening to operas, don't tell me if there are any, I'm leaving!"

When he had all walked to the door, Shen Yanheng said: "I don't know the origin of the love, it goes deeper and deeper."

With a "click", Lu Minglang misplaced his finger and directly hit the handle.

Shen Yanheng tilted his head slightly, and said almost seriously: "Do you also have this feeling, Lu Minglang? It's as if we knew each other in the previous life, so we can't help falling in love as soon as we meet in this life."

"...You're thinking too much." Lu Minglang unscrewed the door, almost hiding his whole body behind the door panel, "Thank you for taking me in yesterday, goodbye."

With a bang, the door was slammed shut.

Shen Yanheng stood on the spot for a while, and chased after him.

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He didn't know how he took the bus back to University A. The moment he got off the bus, Lu Minglang stood at the gate of the school with a dazed expression on his face, and he didn't even come to his senses.

The driver took it to the wrong place and did not arrive at the east gate.

And Lu Minglang had at least two or three minutes of brain blank time when he got out of the car, so he didn't even have time to turn around and call the driver to stop him.

Only then did he realize that the driver had stopped at the main entrance.

Lu Minglang walked towards the campus in silence, men and women passing by holding hands from time to time, especially in front of the library, there were even more couples meeting.

He has never thought about being single for the rest of his life. Although he doesn't have much enthusiasm for finding a partner, it is impossible for a person to live a lifetime, even if he lives another lifetime, without finding a partner.

To start a family and start a business, many entrepreneurs start looking for a partner when they are busy in their 30s, but they can rely on their enthusiasm for work in the first half of their lives and do not feel the need for a lover, and they need a lover in the second half of their lives.

Lu Minglang had already tasted a lot of success in his previous life. He had already realized his career, love, and ambitions when he was young. After the incident between Shen Yanheng and Lu Minghao, when he returned to Lujiatang, he planned to break up with Shen Yanheng—it was just because the relationship was too good before, and he couldn't immediately break up with Shen Yanheng, so he was very embarrassed. Ran away.

I didn't expect that after reliving my life, I would still be entangled with him.

When he walked to the gymnasium, Lu Minglang found someone following him, he didn't turn his head, but still walked forward.

The relationship between him and Shen Yanheng has always been good. Even before that incident, Lu Minglang felt that if he was with others in his life, he would not be so happy.

It was Shen Yanheng who chased after him, and it was Shen Yanheng who picked the end.Maybe if he and Shen Yanheng didn't have a good relationship in the past, he will give him a chance in this life.People's choices are often related to encounters. Shen Yanheng never met Lu Minghao, so of course he only likes him completely in this life.There are ups and downs in the circle, and it's very chaotic. After all, there are only a few people who are as loving as they used to be.It's normal to be unable to hold back when you see someone you liked before. Their relationship for so long will always make him turn back, right?But everything that Shen Yanheng created earlier was too beautiful, and when there was a little flaw, people would rather see the broken jade than the whole.

He didn't want to know how much of his previous relationship was false, and he didn't want to be with the young Shen Yanheng anymore.Maybe his future partner will not be as good as him, and their life will not be happier than before.But he will be very comfortable.You don't have to feel stuck in your throat all the time, thinking about your past life...

"Don't follow me anymore." When Lu Minglang walked to the playground, he turned his head and said to the people behind him.

Shen Yanheng said: "I'm just going back to the dormitory."

Lu Minglang stopped talking, turned his head back, passed the playground, and returned to the dormitory building.

When Lu Minglang passed by the dormitory building, he didn't go in, but stood in front of the building, staring at Shen Yanheng.

Under his gaze, Shen Yanheng naturally walked in, and then Lu Minglang didn't go into the dormitory, but went to the east gate.

Shen Yanheng immediately left the dormitory building and followed.

"...I told you not to follow me." Across the road, Lu Minglang said to Shen Yanheng again.

Shen Yanheng saw that when he said this, he was not angry, bored, or even depressed, so he couldn't help saying: "...Are you in a bad mood?"

Lu Minglang said: "It's none of your business."

Shen Yanheng said: "But I think it has something to do with me."

Lu Minglang glanced at him, and said: "Have you always been so narcissistic?" Shen Yanheng didn't know how to read minds, although he always said the right thing, but of course it was because of his narcissism.

Shen Yanheng said: "What happened yesterday, I'm sorry...I didn't mean to anger you this morning."

Lu Minglang took a deep breath and said, "Forget it, it's not a big deal anyway."

"But what I said earlier is true."

Lu Minglang: "..."

Shen Yanheng said: "You don't talk. Lu Minglang, you always make me feel that you have a last resort for not accepting me. You don't seem like someone who is looking forward and backward because of the bad reputation of homosexuality. Maybe you really don't Lie, you already have someone you like, because you like someone else, so you refuse to accept me."

Lu Minglang raised his head and looked at the signboard opposite Auntie's stewed chicken.

Shen Yanheng continued: "If you have someone else in your heart, of course everything I say and do to you will be troublesome. You already have someone you like, and you have even dated him. So no matter how much you like me, it is impossible to accept I."

Lu Minglang said: "Shen Yanheng, you will have someone else you like."

Shen Yanheng exhaled a little irritably, and stared at Auntie's stewed chicken shop opposite: "But I like it differently."

Lu Minglang laughed when he heard the words, and said: "A shallow liking is also a liking, isn't it all liking?" He turned his head and said almost seriously, "Shen Yanheng, let me introduce you to someone..."

"Who?"

"My brother."

"..." Shen Yanheng's face suddenly darkened, "What do you mean?"

Lu Minglang turned his eyes away, and said, "I think maybe the two of you will have a fate."

Shen Yanheng said: "If you can't catch up with your brother, you will find your brother. Who do you think I am?"

Lu Minglang thought in his heart that it was better than catching up with his elder brother and provoking his younger brother, but he didn't say a word.

Shen Yanheng said again: "You are angry with me on purpose! Is it because I made you angry this morning?" He couldn't help but said, "But I apologize, and if you hadn't been so close..." After he finished speaking, he unexpectedly It seems a bit wronged.

Lu Minglang was in a daze for a moment, and said: "I'm sorry." Of course, he didn't really want to connect him with Lu Minghao, but he suddenly felt uneasy after hearing him say that he liked him deeply or lightly.

If you like it shallower, don't you like it?It's no wonder he likes two people at the same time, the heart is something that cannot be forced.It is rare to be able to be with him for so long in such a growing environment like him.But understanding is one thing, acceptance is another.

He doesn't want to accept it.

Shen Yanheng's heart tightened, and he always felt that Lu Minglang was a little more elusive than before.He may have said something wrong, not only in the morning, but also just now.

Lu Minglang said slowly again: "How about, let's be friends from now on, I will really treat you as a friend."

Shen Yanheng didn't feel happy, but felt that Lu Minglang was getting farther and farther away from him, and it was getting harder and harder to touch...

"what do you mean?"

Lu Minglang stared at him, and said seriously: "Don't be a couple, but a friend. I promise, I won't lose my temper with you in the future."

Shen Yanheng's breathing was a little short, but she seemed angry instead: "If I don't agree—"

Lu Minglang turned his eyes away again, and said: "It's okay if you don't agree, the relationship between classmates is similar to that between friends."

Shen Yanheng laughed at himself: "Isn't it the same, you are so unwilling to be with me, and you have to divide it completely before giving up?"

Lu Minglang said: "We don't have the fate to be lovers." After he finished speaking, he sighed, then smiled, after laughing, Lu Minglang actually patted Shen Yanheng on the shoulder, and said: "Let's be friends , Actually it’s good to be friends...I’m good to my friends, and you’re good to my friends.” After he finished speaking, he walked across the road.

Shen Yanheng said loudly: "Do you really think we can be friends?"

Lu Minglang didn't turn his head, but waved at him.I don't know if the meaning of waving is to answer whether they can be friends, or to say that this question is irrelevant.

Shen Yanheng chased across the road, grabbed him, and said, "Do you really have someone else you like?"

Lu Minglang stared at him, and said honestly: "No."

"……That."

Lu Minglang interrupted him, saying: "But I just want to be friends with you."

He was so determined and earnest that it frightened him more than lying.Shen Yanheng couldn't help but let go of his arm.

Shen Yanheng felt that something had changed in Lu Minglang's body, like an obsession, like a bondage.He seemed to be thinking about something, and after thinking about it, he really threw away some things that he was reluctant to part with.

He must have looked away from him—and left him completely.