love life

Bai, I've always been by your side.Now, I want to take back my liking for you, can you forgive me for my previous ignorance? "

Meng Jinyang's body was a little stiff, and he looked at me with a serious expression, "Zhenzhen, what do you mean?"

"I don't want to like you anymore, and I don't want to be with you anymore, can you, let me go?"

You have found the person you really need, is it possible for me to take back my wandering and homeless feelings?

When I was young, I always felt that as long as I worked hard in everything, there would always be gains.

After growing up, I realized that hard work does not necessarily result in gains, but that there will be results.

I tried it and knew I just couldn't.

He would hug Cheng Lu who was frightened by the broken light bulb and comfort him gently, but he couldn't see me at the side.

I think I must be begging in my eyes, "Let's get together and get separated, okay?"

Meng Jinyang looked at me steadily, "Zhenzhen, you are sick, don't talk nonsense."

"I'm not talking nonsense, Mr. Meng, I know you don't like me. Then can you, because I have really liked you for so many years, let me go? "

The ward was quiet for a long time, and I heard him ask: "You want to leave me that much?"

"Yes."

He stood up and looked down at me. After a long time, I finally heard him say "yes".

The door of the ward was closed, and finally I was the only one left, and those desperate courage disappeared with the sound of the door closing.

Tears flowed down unconsciously.

I know that this time, the dust is really settled.

【12】

After being in the hospital for a month, he finally returned home.

During the period, colleagues from the film crew came to see me and expressed their condolences.

The people in charge of venue layout usually have the problem of cutting corners, but because they are relatives of the producer, and there are some small places that are usually not in place, so everyone generally turns a blind eye to it.I didn't expect such a big thing to happen this time, and I was fired.

A few months passed quickly, and the previously completed novel was published and sold. The editor asked me if I would like to hold a signing event.

In fact, he also asked before, but I refused.

So when he agreed this time, it was obvious that he was a little surprised, but soon he happily discussed with me about the signing location.

I don't have any particular place I want to go, I just want to make a little change in my life.

The editor preliminarily agreed on several places, and then asked the opinions of book fans on Weibo, and finally determined six places for the book signing.

After all, it was the first time I met my readers. On the night before the first signing, I actually remembered the feelings I had when I first started writing many years ago.

Ruxu once commented that I was an awkward person.

I didn't admit it before, I thought I was a very easy person to get along with.But now I think he was right.I usually pretend that I don't care about many things, but in fact it's not that I don't care, but that I'm afraid to face it.

It's better to tell yourself that you don't care, than to let yourself down in the end.

The signing event was not big, but the number of readers who came was much more than I expected.

Editor Luo smiled beside me, "Mr. Fang, many readers come from other places overnight. You are much more popular than I thought."

Looking at the long queue outside, my uneasiness gradually calmed down, and I walked out under the introduction of the host.

Looking back on everything that day, I feel a little blurry. I only remember that I signed one after another of my self-published novels, and when I left, someone was waiting to see me off.

On the return trip, Editor Luo smiled and showed me the feedback on Weibo.

Because I told you not to take photos and upload them before, so there are some signed pictures on them. "Look at this guy, no wonder Da Da never shows up, otherwise we would only pay attention to his looks and not read his works, ahhh, I'm going to become a crazy fan!

"Teacher Fang, fans really like you!"

The next few signings went well, and the last one was in this city.

I have been able to interact with readers proficiently and meet some of their requests beyond signatures.

However, there were indeed more people coming that day than before. After I signed in, I felt that my hands had fallen into a state of mechanical labor numbness.The last person came up, and I sighed deeply in my heart, "Hello, what do you want to write?"

"How are you lately?"

"Write 'how are you recently?'" I raised my head strangely and froze.

I rarely see him in casual clothes outside.

The person standing in front of me was wearing simple pants, a T-shirt, and a mask.

The voice was muffled just now, and I didn't hear it.

But seeing his appearance, how could I not recognize him.

"I'm fine. How about you?"

Before I had time to listen to his answer, the staff behind came up to remind and urge me. I hurriedly signed his book and watched him being led to the side by the staff.

In the past, a person who was surrounded by everyone, now followed the staff a little at a loss, and turned his head from time to time. For some reason, he found it a little funny and cute.

As for why he came to my signing party?

Xuxu: Why else?

Yueyue: Is there even a need to ask?

Zhenzhen: So why do you think so?

Xuxu: As a writer, shouldn't you be more familiar with this kind of plot where the prodigal son of the domineering president who doesn't eat the fireworks turns back and turns into a cute and loyal dog after breaking up with his ex?

Zhenzhen: uh...

Zhenzhen: You think too much

Yueyue: Actually, if you think about it carefully, it is also possible that the other person’s true love is suddenly diagnosed with a serious illness and you are also a blood type match, so he bears the humiliation and wants you to help, and is ready to exchange his body for the happiness of his lover for the rest of his life.

Zhenzhen: ... two big brothers, are you considering publishing a book?

Zhenzhen: Can you seriously analyze it for me!

I didn't wait for my two friends to help me analyze, and the finishing work of the signing was over.

I left with the editor, and there were some book fans who hadn't left at the door, so I chatted with them a few more times.

Suddenly I heard someone next to me say, "Wow, so handsome."

A group of girls couldn't help hearing the word "handsome", and they all turned to look.

Opposite the bookstore, a Bentley parked. The man who was wearing a mask just now had taken off his mask and was smoking a cigarette with his head down. He looked decadent and sexy.

Suddenly I felt a little sad.

He just looked up, smiled at us, took a cigarette and came over.

I asked Editor Luo a little irritably: "Editor Luo, hasn't our car arrived yet?"

"Ah, soon, soon."

"Zhenzhen, where are you going, I will see you off."

As he approached, the others around him backed away.I turned my face away and didn't want to look at him, "The publisher has a car to pick him up, so don't bother."

"Um, well, Mr. Fang, the car in the club seems to have broken down halfway..."

I stared at Meng Jinyang unhappily, it was all him, and nothing good happened when he came.

The lonely expression on his face was still gone, he looked at me in a daze, but immediately said: "I'll send you off, okay?"

When Editor Luo and I followed him into the car, we heard girls chirping excitedly from behind.

It's a long way from the bookstore I signed to the publishing house to my home, and I don't know where people who think it's a waste of time to hold a cup on weekdays come from such energy.

When the car was driving halfway, I fell asleep in a daze.

When he woke up, he saw Meng Jinyang's face close at hand.

He was obviously a little frightened, and stepped back, "I want to help you unbuckle your seat belt."

Maybe it was because the air in the car was too stuffy, and his face was a little red. I rolled down the car window a little, and found that I was downstairs in my house.

"Have I slept for a long time?"

"No, I just arrived." He paused for a while, "You are too tired from work, take a good rest."

I shook my head, feeling that the world was in a trance, who is this person?He is not the Meng Jinyang I knew before.

"Thank you today, but we still don't want to see each other again."

I opened the car door to leave.

"Zhenzhen, is it okay to be ordinary friends?"

He sat in the driver's seat and looked at me with bright eyes and a sincere expression, which actually gave people the illusion of being "very pitiful".

I smiled and got out of the car, "Mr. Meng, this is not suitable for you now. I am more used to you sitting in the back of the car wearing a suit. Besides, who told you that divorced couples can still be friends? Don't say goodbye."

I didn't look back, and went home without stopping.

I cooked noodles at home and cleaned up the house, then sat in front of the TV and watched the show.Ruxu and Qi Yue were still chatting in the WeChat group. I watched for a while and wanted to add a few words, but for some reason, I remembered Ruxu's words again.

I thought in my heart that it should be impossible, but I still went to the window and went downstairs to look.

Empty.

Kind of embarrassing.

That night, I was a little insomnia caused by the day's affairs, and I didn't sleep until the second half of the night. As a result, more than half of them were woken up by the people opposite the door.

【13】

I didn't have the habit of sleeping late, so I was woken up.

There used to be a pair of university professors living opposite the door, and their children lived abroad, only two of them were in China.When I usually go out in the evening, I often meet them walking hand in hand, and their relationship is very good.

But today, for some reason, the voices outside have not stopped.

I went out to have a look, and found that a well-known moving company in the city was moving, and a strange man was directing it.

The man saw me coming out and walked over with a smiling face, "This