love life

He said, "I don't agree."

【9】

I'm not sure if I really heard it, but when I was hesitating, I received a call from Ruxu.

"Yizhen, is it convenient for you to come over now?"

I found out the address, it was in two directions from my home, and I wanted Meng Jinyang to put me on the side of the road and go there by myself.But he glanced at me and turned the car around.

"Your friend is also amazing, that place is not easy to enter."

A well-known high-end club in this city, I don't know how Ruxu got there.

Go there with Meng Jinyang, at least you won't be stopped at the door, and I can't refuse anymore.

On the way, he made a phone call, and when he arrived, someone was there to greet him at the door.

"Which room is your friend in?"

"'Man Ting Fang' on the third floor."

I asked Meng Jinyang to wait at the door, and if it was really difficult to solve, I would ask him for help.

When I entered the room, there were only five or six people inside. Ruxu was sitting on the innermost sofa. When she saw me, she immediately got up and walked over, holding my arm with a smile, smelling of alcohol, "You see, You have to say I lied."

He said while pinching the flesh in my arm, I patted his hand, "Everyone, Xuxu is drunk, I'll take him back first."

The man who was sitting next to Ruxu had been staring at our side, his face hidden in the dim light, dim.

I don't know who this guy has provoked again.

"So you want to leave?"

The gentleman sitting by the door looked at Svenwen, but he didn't speak very friendly. He raised the wine bottle in his hand, "Drink this bottle before leaving."

Seeing this, Ruxu was about to step forward, I pulled him hard, "You can't drink any more!"

He smiled at me indifferently, "It's okay, it's just a bottle of wine, no one can die."

As a result, the man took the wine away and looked at me with a half-smile, "You can't drink it, you have to drink it."

Ruxu's movements stopped, her back was a little stiff, she turned to the person in the innermost place and said, "Young Master Jiang, this guy in my family really doesn't know how to drink. I'll drink for him, two bottles, do you think it's okay? "

That person didn't answer, but stood up instead, "Second Brother, why are you here?"

"Minghao, these two are my friends, please don't make things too difficult."

Meng Jinyang walked up to me, and the arrogant one had died down, showing a frightened expression.

Everyone in the room looked at "Jiang Shao", but he nodded expressionlessly, "Got it, let's go."

Coming out of the clubhouse, Ruxu had regained his sobriety, he refused me to send him back, and took a taxi and left.

Meng Jinyang and I were standing on the side of the road, thinking about how to say goodbye to him.

He said before I did, "Would you like to go?"

"……it is good."

After a short distance, there is Jiangbin Avenue. In the middle of the night, there are still many people running and walking at night.

Illuminated by street lamps, the road looks extraordinarily spacious and long.

The two of us walked quietly for a while before we heard Meng Jinyang's voice, "Can you tell me why you want to separate?"

I didn't know how to answer for a while, so that he could accept it more easily.

"At first I thought it was liking," he said with a smile. "Later, I found out that's not the case."

"Zhong Yi? Do you think me and him?" Where did this ridiculous idea come from!

"The past few years have been fine, why did you suddenly propose to separate?"

He frowned, really puzzled.

Under the street lamp, his profile was sharp and sharp, almost the same as when we first met.

But at this moment, I clearly know that the embarrassment on his face is due to dissatisfaction with the change of the life he has long been accustomed to, not out of love.

"What about you, why did you agree to be with me in the first place?"

He was silent for a long time, "Do you feel forced to be with me?"

"Being with me is your second best choice?" Even without me, there will be many people who are willing to accompany you. Besides, the person you really care about has returned.

"Yizhen, I never wrong myself." He stopped, "My side is never where others come and go whenever they want."

The wind from the river made me feel cold all over, "If I insist on leaving, what will you do?"

"Yizhen, I'm a businessman, and my kindness is only reserved for those close to me." He said it lightly.

At this moment, he is very similar to the person I love, yet so strange that he seems to be meeting him for the first time.

"I want a deadline, can I?"

Meng Jinyang wanted me to move back to him.

Fortunately, the end of the year is approaching, and I received news from my family that I plan to go home for the New Year first, and wait until the end of the year.

When I came home, I happened to meet Yan, who I met last time, came to find my father. He probably didn’t know what my parents were thinking, but I felt a little embarrassed when I saw him

During dinner at night, my mother brought up the topic of finding someone for me again, "Is Xiaoyan not good? She is tall and handsome and has good academic performance. Isn't she just your ideal type?"

"When did I have such an ideal type?"

"When you were in college, you said that you liked being white and thin and had good grades. Isn't it Xiaoyan who becomes a boy?"

I remembered that the neighbor's aunt had a niece who came back from abroad and happened to be in the city where I was studying, so she wanted to introduce it to me.I glanced at the photo, and saw that they were taking the tanning route, so I thought of that reason and pushed it away.

I told Qi Yue and Ruxu about this in the WeChat group.

Not only did these two people not help me find a solution, they also kept "encouraging" me to take more photos of Yan.

Oh, classmate Yan's full name is Yan Siqi.

When I was bored at home, I really thought that if I met Yan Siqi first before I met Meng Jinyang, I might be willing to try to start a relationship with him.

However, I couldn't stop myself from meeting Meng Jinyang, nor could I foresee that I would meet Yan Siqi.

I used to think that such a love opportunity in life was blessed by God.

After loving that unforgettable person, many "almost" people become "impossible".

Meng Jinyang said that the period is one year.

What I felt at that moment was not only the cold wind from the river, but also my own beating restless heart under the warm yellow street lights.

【10】

Goodbye Meng Jinyang was on the tenth day of the Lunar New Year, and he asked me out for dinner.

It's amazing that we've been together for so long, and the number of times we go out to eat together is actually very rare.

Most of the time he is too busy, and a few times it is because I have something to do.

The restaurant where I ate is a restaurant I have always wanted to go to.

It has been open for more than a year, and it is getting more and more difficult to make a reservation.

He had complained to Meng Jinyang a long time ago, but he didn't expect him to remember it.

When we went in, we found that because Valentine's Day was coming, there were a lot of roses in the restaurant, and some couple packages were also launched.

Halfway through the meal, a service staff came over and asked if they could help fill out the questionnaire.

Meng Jinyang refused coldly.

"I'm sorry, it must be very difficult for you to come here to eat."

Even if it is a restaurant that is difficult for ordinary people to book, it is just a matter of one sentence for Meng Jinyang.

And this restaurant is not the kind he would go to, no matter from the dishes to the location.

"I remember you wanted to come very much, and it's not difficult."

I felt a little heat on my face, "Ah, thank you."

"Does that make you happy?"

Meng Jinyang looked at me with a faint smile on his face.

I don't quite understand what he meant, but I still nodded, "Well, it's rare that you have time to accompany me out for dinner."

He obviously didn't expect me to answer like this, he was taken aback for a while, and then said: "Just be happy."

Meng Jinyang didn't let me move back to live with him, but he showed up at my place more and more frequently.

Sometimes it was "Come over and sit for a while", sometimes "I bought a gift for you on a business trip", and then I simply got drunk and lay on the sofa at my house and couldn't sleep.

After that, he would come to stay overnight from time to time. When he was not on a business trip, the frequency was about once a week. Later, the frequency gradually increased. By the time I realized it, he had been staying at my house for nine consecutive days.

I looked at the documents and magazines he stacked on my desk, and I was a little flustered for a while, as if I had returned to the time when I lived together.

Ruxu's phone call interrupted my memory. He went on a business trip to Europe some time ago, brought me some gifts, and asked me to have dinner in the evening.

After thinking about it, I sent a text message to Meng Jinyang, and received his reply after a while: Got it.

Ruxu looked a lot haggard than the last time we met.

"Honey, let me hug you. Our boss was so skinny that week, the hateful exploiting class, and I've been exhausted recently."

"Since you are so tired, drink less wine."

Thinking about what happened last time still makes my heart tremble.Ruxu usually looked heartless, it was the first time I saw such a sad expression on his face.

"Such a drink, how could it be difficult for me." Ruxu touched my arm, "Hey, look over there."

I followed his gaze, and saw a strange man in a shirt sitting at the bar. He saw my sight, raised his wine glass and smiled.

I retracted my gaze and looked at me with a smile on my face, "How about it, is it your favorite type?"

"What nonsense."

I looked at him a little strangely, "What else are you looking at?"

Ruxu didn't have time to stop me, looking out from the floor-to-ceiling windows of the bar, I could just see the scene at the entrance of the hotel.

In a group of people, he can always be seen at a glance.

The clothes on him were prepared by me this morning.When I was about to go out, I remembered that the weather forecast said yesterday that it would rain today, so I specially added