love life

When the restaurant opened, several friends went there, but I couldn't push it, so I stayed there for a while and gave a gift.Afterwards, he often invited me to see exhibitions in art museums. I didn't want to get into too much trouble with him. Occasionally, I would meet a painter I liked when I was free, so I would go and have a look.

That day, there happened to be a foreign painter whom I liked very much. Unexpectedly, Cheng Lu could persuade him to hold an exhibition, so I took the time to see it.Halfway through the exhibition, I saw Yizhen, and he nodded with me.I hadn't seen him for days, just stared at him for a while.Cheng Lu asked me if I met a friend, and walked in his direction.I remembered his concern for Cheng Lu, fearing that he would be unhappy again, so I hurriedly followed.

Cheng Lu invited him to drink coffee, I thought he would refuse, but his friend agreed for him.

He seldom spoke during the dinner. I saw him eating dessert silently, and suddenly realized that I missed him very much.

I called the waiter and ordered another one for him.I found that although we have been together for so long, I don't know much about his likes and dislikes, except that he told me that he is not a picky eater.

That day, he and his friends left first, and I didn't want to stay any longer.When I was leaving, Cheng Lu invited me to the party on the weekend. I didn't refuse or accept it, and I was going to find an excuse not to go.I was out of town on Saturday and received news from Cheng Lu.He asked me if it would be too abrupt to invite Yizhen, and I asked him what he wanted to do.He said that since Yizhen is someone close to you, isn't it natural to invite him?

On Sunday, I handed over the rest to my men and drove back by myself.

It was the first time I saw him in a formal suit at a party at night.He may not be used to such occasions, but many people around him are watching him.I just want to hide him.

"Why, are you dumbfounded?" Standing beside me, Cheng Lu teased.

I didn't answer him, just thinking about how to take him away early.

Later, I was dragged by some friends to have a few drinks, and then I heard someone shouting "Help".I followed the people and saw Cheng Lu being carried up from the swimming pool. When he saw me appear, he ran over and hugged me, trembling all over.He is afraid of water. Once when I was young, I thought he was annoying and pushed him into the swimming pool without paying attention. He flopped in it for a long time before he was rescued, so he left a shadow.

It wasn't until there were people talking about it that I realized that there was another person walking out wet at the other end of the pool.My heart trembled, and I pushed Cheng Lu away to chase him, but he was walking faster and faster, and I didn't stop calling him.Finally he stopped and turned to face me.

He was completely soaked, with a face that was about to cry. He couldn't tell which pool water and tears were on his face. He said in a crying voice that he wanted to break up with me.

I froze in place.

I heard Cheng Lu calling me from behind, he was soaking wet, standing on the steps and looking at me.

"Is that your purpose?"

"Even without me, you will break up sooner or later."

He spoke with conviction.But don't I think so?

(six)

It was early morning when I walked into his house lightly.

I went into the bedroom to find him showered and asleep.The worries and worries in my heart were slowly let go, I sat on the side of the bed, reached out and touched his sleeping face, not knowing what to do with him.

As soon as he woke up the next morning, he chased me away.I wanted to explain to him, but when Cheng Lu called, he glanced at the screen and stopped talking.I didn't listen carefully to what Cheng Lu said on the phone. When he came back, I didn't feel happy or embarrassed.If he lives in peace, we can continue to be friends, but he just wants to make trouble. At the end of the phone call, I told him: "Don't make me regret meeting you, just do it yourself."

Immediately afterwards, I received a call from Assistant Chen. The company had something to do, so I had to leave first.

When I went out in the morning, I obviously asked him to have dinner with him in the evening, but at night, I couldn't get through the phone, and there was no one at home.I know he is avoiding me on purpose.I could only wait downstairs at his house, but in the end I waited for several hours, and when it was Zhong Yi who sent him back, I even flirted with him.

I couldn't stand it, and pulled him to my side.But he didn't appreciate it, not only called me "Mr. Meng" indifferently, but also insisted on protecting Zhong Yi and insisted on breaking up.

Didn't he say he was with me before?He was not like this before, he would hug me very tenderly and wait patiently for me to come home.

Wherever he is dissatisfied, he can say it, and I can change it to satisfy him, isn't that okay?

He looks so indifferent, even if I feel uncomfortable, I don't care.

After we parted from him that night, I seemed to be holding my breath and stayed in the company to work overtime all day.Sometimes when I stayed in the office at night, I would see several secretaries sitting on their seats with tragic faces. I asked them to get off work early, but they didn't dare to leave.

After going on like this for several weeks, the body still couldn't take it anymore.I don't like the feeling of being sick, but it seems that he only cares about me when I'm sick.But when he came, he didn't say anything to make me happy, he just wanted to leave.I angrily smashed the vase on the bedside table, only to see him walk in nervously and take my arm.

Originally the atmosphere was good, but Cheng Lu came to visit the sick.This was the first time I saw him after that phone call with him, but it just happened to be such a coincidence.Seeing him, Yizhen quickly put down my hand.

Now, no matter how stupid I am, I understand that he really cares about Cheng Lu.

I dismissed him and told Cheng Lu that it would be inconvenient to meet again in the future.Cheng Lu's expression was not very good, he asked me, is Yizhen so important?

I didn't think it through at the time, but I knew I didn't want him to be sad.

(Seven)

He was determined to break up, and I was angry and helpless.

I can only tell him that by my side, people never come and leave whenever they want.I know I shouldn't say it, but I don't know of any other way to keep him.

He made an agreement with me that if he still wants to leave after a year, I can't stop him.Just one year, maybe at that time, I have already let go.

Before being with him, I never thought it would be long. I liked him a lot, but I didn't think he was the only one.At that time, I thought it was because I wasn't used to him leaving on his own initiative.I don't like being in a passive relationship.

We're back together again, and I know he doesn't like it, but I don't care.

I like that he stays in the apartment every day when I go back. During that time, I put off a lot of work that required me to go out, and I just want to go back and see him every day.When winter comes, I like him standing at the door of the apartment every day, tying a scarf for me, and telling me to be careful along the way.

There was an unavoidable dinner party that night, and I took Assistant Chen with me, but I didn't expect Cheng Lu to be there.He also seemed surprised.

The person who treated the guests also had a little friendship with the Cheng family.This city is so big, it is inevitable to encounter it occasionally.

We parted after dinner, Cheng Lu was already drunk, he was still the same as before, he would lean on me when he was drunk.After a few times, I handed him over to the assistant.

I was supposed to go back to the apartment that day, but I received a call from home.The housekeeper told me on the phone that I just found out that my father had a physical examination and found something growing in his body. The doctor suggested that he should be admitted to the hospital for treatment as soon as possible.But when people are old, they are extremely stubborn and stick to their own way.

I went home and persuaded him for a long time to no avail, and finally I had to take him on the plane to the United States by force.After arriving in the United States, everything was arranged, and it was already a week after returning home.

In the past, he was the one who contacted me. When I returned to China, I realized that I hadn't heard from him for a long time.

I learned from Cheng Lu that he was working in other places.He told me on the phone that he was going to return to the United States after finishing this job, and that art museums in China hired specialists to take care of them.He said he wanted to see me one last time before going abroad.

I thought that I could meet Yizhen just in time, so I agreed to him.

The meal was tasteless.At the last moment, Cheng Lu smiled and said, "Your Fang Yizhen is much better than me."

I look up at him.

"Before, when you were with me, others said that you loved me very much. Indeed, no matter what I asked, reasonable or unreasonable, you would satisfy me. At first, I thought so too. Later, I Understand, because you don't care, it doesn't matter. You will meet all my requests, but you won't notice when I am sad or angry.

"You would never come to such a place specially for me. But Fang Yizhen doesn't understand you at all, and you will not have good results."

I thought he was talking nonsense.

(Eight)

The next day, before I had time to see Yizhen, something happened to him on the set.

I didn't realize it was him at first until I heard someone call his name.When I saw the fallen bookcase and the unstoppable blood on his forehead, I felt like my heart would stop beating.

I remember that I kept calling his name, and sometimes he responded vaguely when he responded.While waiting outside the operating room, I figured I could do anything as long as he was fine.

Then he woke up and broke up with me again.If that's what he really wants, I'll give it to him.

One day after I went back, I was a little drunk, and I told a close friend about my mood at that time. I was uncomfortable and aggrieved, but I didn't want him to cry.

My friend said, are you afraid that you are not in love with him?

Love?

I never thought of that word.

Since I was young, I have witnessed the process of my mother being crazy about love and finally committing suicide.Love is the most useless thing in the world, it makes people weak and crazy.I never think that I will fall in love with anyone one day. There are so many things in the world that are worthy of my pursuit. Why should I stick to the least worthwhile thing?