love life

When I told him, I would think about it.

After I went back, I called Assistant Chen and asked him to investigate. I can't keep someone who doesn't know why by my side.

Not long after, I took him to the apartment where I lived temporarily.

When I was with him, I didn't think about how long I would be with him. Maybe he couldn't bear it and left first, maybe I was impatient, and I thought about half a year and ten months at most.By the time I realized that a year had passed, I was slowly getting used to having him by my side.Later, in the second and third years, I felt that this kind of life was not bad.My work often requires business trips, and there is always someone waiting for me every time I go home, and I gradually like that feeling.

(two)

I went to Cheng Lu's appointment.

He is much more mature than before, and I don't feel much emotion when I listen to him reminiscing about our past.Reminiscing about the past is a boring solace for losers.In my life, there are no people or things worthy of special nostalgia. I am used to moving forward without stopping, and I never feel that the current moment is worse than the previous one.

After dinner, I sent Cheng Lu back to the hotel, he asked about my current love life, I thought about it, and answered him, I have someone by my side now.He lowered his head, seeming a little lost.I don't know what he thinks, but so many years have passed, the period of that year has long passed with me, and now I meet him because of our friendship for many years.

On the way back that night, a first-quarter moon hung alone in the night sky. In the long traffic, thinking that Yizhen was still waiting for me, my heart, which was disturbed by Cheng Lu, was a little restless.

After returning, he said that he saw Cheng Lu and I having dinner together. The first thing that came out of me was not displeasure, but a little bit of bewilderment. I told him that it was a former classmate who had just returned from abroad.I don't want to make things about Cheng Lu extra complicated.

He seemed to accept it, but wasn't very emotional.I thought it was because of something happened to him at work. We didn't share everything, we both had work pressure, and he occasionally encountered bottlenecks in writing manuscripts.

The next day, Cheng Lu asked a few friends from college to have dinner together.After the meal, he said that the clothes he brought back home were wrong, and he wanted me to accompany him to buy clothes.He knew I didn't like it, and said that he had just come back and was unfamiliar with many places, and he put on the airs of an old classmate.I checked that it was still early, and nodded dispensably.

But he was really procrastinating, either he thought the color was wrong, or the cut was not good. When I visited the third store, I got a little impatient and asked the clerk to pack all the new styles of their store this season. Send one to him, whichever he likes, he will go back and try it out slowly.He looked troubled, and I said the clothes suited him best, and got up to pay.

I never expected to meet Yizhen in that store, no matter how dull I was, I could see the sadness in his eyes.He was with buddies and left soon after.

I excused that I had something to do and didn't send Chenglu back. I waited for a long time when I got home, but he didn't come back. I sent him a text message and didn't reply.I dealt with official business until midnight that night, but he never came back.I have been with him for so long, and this is the first time I have seen him so "willful".

At that time, I didn't know that he misunderstood me as Cheng Lu's substitute, I just thought that it was probably because I bought clothes for Cheng Lu that made him unhappy.However, buying a few clothes for a friend is not a big deal. He is not such an ignorant person. I don’t know why he cared so much that day, and he didn’t return all night without saying hello.

At that time, I didn't realize that on the night when he didn't come back, my heart was more worried and helpless that he was not at home.I just took his abnormality as a joke.

I didn't sleep well that night, so I went to his friend's house to pick him up in the morning.

I thought, if he cared so much, I should take him to buy more things. I had to rush to a meeting that day, so I asked Assistant Chen to take him there.In the end, he lost his temper and even said the name "Cheng Lu".

If it wasn't for deliberate investigation and inquiry, he wouldn't have known Cheng Lu's name. In the past few years, I really liked being with him, but that doesn't mean he can pry into my privacy unscrupulously.

I think my expression is already displeased, he still didn't know how to restrain himself, and asked me some unknown questions. I thought that after such a long time, we could at least have some tacit understanding, it seems that I still overestimated him.

(three)

I hung around for a while without seeing him or hearing from him.

When I went to that apartment later, I saw the key card and bank card he had left behind, and found that he had moved out.He left without saying a word. I thought he would save trouble, but I didn't expect to lose his temper more than anyone else.

During that time, I was in a bad mood, and the secretary was cautious when seeing me.I had too many things to do, and I didn't care where he went. Instead, Assistant Chen would talk about him next to me from time to time, saying that he was working in City C.At that time, there happened to be an invitation to an economic forum in City C. Usually, this kind of invitation was rejected directly. I don’t know why it came to me that day.

Assistant Chen said that I have been under too much pressure recently, why not take this opportunity to go out and relax.I glanced at him and thought he was meddling.

When he arrived in City C, Assistant Chen said that he had made an appointment to have dinner with him.I found that I was somewhat looking forward to it.

I saw him when he first appeared at the entrance of the hotel. I haven't seen him for a while. He lost weight and his face looked bad.

Seeing him like that, I thought, I'll talk to him later, but he just said "Mr. Meng".I've never found him so irritating. When we first got together, I haven't forgotten the way he timidly and joyfully called me "Jinyang", but now I'm born to be called "Mr. Meng".

Before I could speak, he met a friend I didn't know, and he asked me who I was, and he said "friend".

Heh, I haven't seen a friend who sleeps on the same bed for many years and still has sex.

The damn thing is, he also admitted that the one called "Zhong Yi" is his favorite type.I've never seen him like this, so can't I say something nice, I dare say he just wanted to fill me up tonight.Later, I didn't eat a few mouthfuls of rice. Where I could eat it, it was Assistant Chen's bad idea. It would be better not to see him.

After a few days, I found out that "Zhong Yi" was the next spokesperson for a product under the company. I looked at his unhappy face and asked the people below to change.I usually seldom pay attention to these things. The person in charge heard the instructions and came to the office with trepidation to inquire. Only then did I realize that I was actually affected by my work decisions because I was angry with him.

(four)

When the season changed, it happened to catch up with the company's busy period, and I caught a cold.

That day I slept on the sofa in the company and had an IV drip. When he first appeared, I thought I was dreaming.During that time, I had very little sleep. When I fell asleep, I occasionally dreamed that he was walking around the apartment, stopping to laugh and talk to me from time to time.When I woke up from the dream, I couldn't remember what he said, and I didn't know why he was smiling so happily.

I don't even understand why it is so difficult for him to speak now.

As a result, the dreaming time was very short this time, and he was about to leave soon. I stretched out my arm to hold him, and found that the touch in my hand was very real. I could clearly feel the warm body temperature under my palm, so I was sure it was not a dream.

He didn't always smile like in the dream, with a sad face. When I said a few more words, he complained, blaming me for not talking about my family and work with him, and blaming me for not taking him to see friends.

I took him to meet my friend, but he came back visibly in a bad mood.

I was not keen on such gatherings at first, and he was not happy when he went. Later, I declined most of them. Occasionally, I just sat for a while and left soon.As for my family and work, I have nothing to say about the former, but not much about the latter.My life is actually very boring. Compared with talking about myself, I prefer to listen to him.

I didn't expect him to mind these things so much. Before I could explain, someone came from the old house.

Since I took over the company, my father has been idle. He was ridiculous when he was young, and he began to advocate self-cultivation when he was older, but he still suffered from many problems.I can't ignore him, so I can only let Yizhen leave first.

On the way out of the old house, Assistant Chen looked nervous when he mentioned that Yizhen came to see me.I remembered when I opened my eyes and saw him sitting aside looking at me.Although he is not forgiving, he still cares about me.After reaching this conclusion, I feel much more comfortable.

When I got better from the cold, I went to his house to look for him, but I saw him cuddling with that friend named Qi Yue, kissing his face, and calling him "baby", completely treating me as if I didn't exist.

If it wasn't for the fact that he was his friend, I would have beaten him up long ago.

He drank a lot of wine, pressed the password in a hurry, his face was red, and he looked very cute.I couldn't help hugging him from behind, he told me the password was my birthday, and I wanted to take him home.

After entering the room, I originally wanted to have a good talk with him, but he asked me some inexplicable questions. What is "because I resemble someone so much"?Could it be that this is what he was struggling with during this time?

Later he asked me to choose between him and Cheng Lu, which was ridiculous.He couldn't get over the matter between me and Cheng Lu?I don't know where he found out about the matter between me and Cheng Lu, but it was all in the past, and I don't understand why he just insists on it.I like him a lot, but I can't stand him being so narrow-minded all the time.

(Fives)

Cheng Lu returned to China and opened an art gallery. He asked me out many times before, but after I rejected him, he stopped for a while.

that was art