love life

"Love for Life" Author: Dachai

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Those sweet and romantic times I thought were all traces of being related to others.

It's not considered a stand-in.

A dog-blood article that abuses first and then attacks.

Natural slag in the early stage and cautious loyal dog in the later stage × A bit inferior but principled and gentle and sensitive

【1】

I have been with Meng Jinyang for three years.

The first to confess is me.

I was the first to propose cohabitation.

He looked at me silently every time, and said yes.

I thought he was just used to being silent, but now I realize that when he looked at me, he was thinking of another person.

how do i know

I would rather never know, so that even if one day he is really tired and wants to separate from me, I will think that he once really liked me.

Instead of sitting here like a ridiculous fool like this moment, watching him show a smile to that person named Cheng Lu that he has never shown to me.

"Is that what you want me to see?"

I looked at the person in front of me, he was Meng Jinyang's good friend for many years, oh, he was also a college classmate of Meng Jinyang and Cheng Lu.From his mouth, I heard how Meng and Cheng are a good match from family background to ability, and how much they used to love each other, but they broke up tragically because of family obstruction.

"Now that Cheng Lu is back, it means that the barrier between them no longer exists. I advise you to leave Jinyang early to make a good impression on him, and maybe you can get a higher breakup fee."

These people are like this, no matter how much disdain they have for you in their hearts, they will speak in a high-sounding manner on the surface.

"You seem to have made a mistake. Whether we want to break up is a matter between Jinyang and me. Mr. Zhang, if you invite me to dinner just to waste my time, please forgive me for taking a step ahead."

Overtaking all the way back to the home where we lived together, the moment I closed the door, I suddenly felt that my whole body lost strength.

In fact, it is not without warning.

I always misremember the cake flavor I like. The one who likes matcha flavor should be Cheng Lu.

He prefers to kiss my eyes, which is really similar to Cheng Lu's.

The rare and precious college graduation photo was supposed to be hidden by the person on it.

He won't take me into his circle of friends because he doesn't need it.

After an unknown amount of time, the lights in the living room suddenly turned on.

Meng Jinyang stood in the porch, frowning and staring at me.

"Why don't you turn on the lights?"

"I thought you weren't coming back tonight."

He walked over silently, "What's the matter?"

If it wasn't true, why did you act like you cared about me?

"I saw you tonight."

I'm actually a pretty cowardly person.

After discovering that my orientation was different from most of the classmates around me in adolescence, I fell into unknown panic and confusion for a long time.When I went to university and finally walked out slowly, I found that the communication between myself and my classmates was very limited.

After graduating from university, I did not follow my parents’ advice to continue my studies, but chose to work. This was the first time in my life that I made a brave choice.

And when I met Meng Jinyang and then pursued him, it was probably the most incredible thing I did in my life.

At that time, my first novel had achieved good sales, so the editor invited me to a party at the end of the publishing house.

There are many people who come to the party, and everyone has different purposes.There are quite a few people who are not sociable like me. We sat quietly and ate, and enjoyed the performance on the stage by the way.

It may be that the dishes that night were generally salty, I drank a lot of water, and went to the hotel toilet at the end of the party.

While I was washing my hands, a man walked in. He was about a head taller than I was, and he was wearing a well-fitting, well-made suit. I even noticed the sparkle of his diamond cufflinks.It was originally just that.

I saw it again at the entrance of the hotel.

A group of people followed him and escorted him to the car.

Later, I thought, if he got in the car that day, we would not have any intersection.If I hadn't just stood by and waited for the bus that day, in fact, everything that followed would not have happened.

So before today, even if I didn't get other people's blessings, I always embraced a kind of secret joy, thinking that it was an absurd and romantic fate that we could meet.

That person was his former competitor, and he misunderstood something, thinking that I was his lover, and took me hostage in front of him.

The plot that I dare not write in novels just happened in real life.

When I was rescued that day, I was already unconscious.

My neck was injured, so I got compensation and apology from Meng Jinyang, and I also got the opportunity to be close to him.

Thinking about it now, that person had said the word "Cheng Lu" in his mouth at that time.

The light in the living room became very dazzling, and the posture of raising my head made it difficult for me to see Meng Jinyang's expression clearly.

"It's a former classmate who just came back from a foreign country."

"So it is."

He didn't ask me why I was there, and I didn't say.

We are actually not talkative people, but when two people are together, there is always one person who has to make changes and compromise.

In the past, I always tried my best to lure him to speak, but now, it seems that I really have nothing to say.

And so fell silent.

He stood there for a while, then went in to wash up.

I didn't go back to the bedroom to sleep that day, but when I woke up the next day, I found that he hadn't gone to work yet, and breakfast was on the dining table.

"Are you up? The eggs will be fried soon, just sit and wait."

"Oh, okay, don't you have to go to work today?"

He put the omelette in front of me, "It's okay to be late occasionally."

He is slightly short-sighted and wears glasses at home when he does not go to work.

I like the way he wears glasses, it lacks the cruelty of killing and making decisions in the mall, and has more of a gentle and peaceful life.

This is a look that few people can see. I have always cherished it. I used to secretly take a photo of him as a private collection when he was asleep at work.

He is very busy with work. Although we live together, he is on business trips for more than half a year, and when he stays in this city to work, he also leaves early and returns late. The real time to get together is actually very limited.

So when I suggested that I can handle the housework by myself without the housekeeper, he didn't object.

"I'll be back later tonight."

"understood."

I didn't want to say anything, and the atmosphere at the table became cold again.

After breakfast, he went to work.

I sat in front of the computer, deleted and typed, typed and deleted, and finally gave up, took out my phone and sent a message in the WeChat group.

Zhenzhen: Met my boyfriend's old lover

Yueyue:! ! !

Yueyue: What's the situation?How did you see it?provoking you?how do you look

Yueyue: Definitely not as good-looking as you

Xuxu: Could it be that Boss Meng's old relationship is unforgettable and he is trying to revive it?

Zhenzhen: I'm a little sad, I look a little like me

Yueyue: What does this mean?

Qi Yue and Lu Ruxu are my college classmates.

Qi Yue and I met in the same elective course, and after getting along for a while, he confessed his orientation to me.That was the first time I met the same kind in real life, and I admitted it with trepidation.Later, through his introduction, I got to know Lu Ruxu again.

After graduating from university, Qi Yue went to S City with her boyfriend, and Lu Ruxu and I stayed here.

Later that day, Ruxu asked me to have dinner with me in the evening.

I regret agreeing to him.

【2】

It was still early after dinner that day, so Ruxu asked me to go shopping with him to buy some clothes.I didn't want to go back so early, so I went to a nearby shopping mall with him.

He is a fan of a certain brand. Every time a new model is released, he must buy a few pieces. When he encounters one that is too expensive to afford, he always regrets it with us in the group for several days.

He enthusiastically tried several shirts in the store, and suddenly took a shirt and put it on me for comparison, "Well, it suits you at first glance, go and try it on."

"No, I don't lack clothes."

"Come on, try it on, it will definitely look good on you."

In addition, the cabinet sister kept instigating, so I took the clothes into the fitting room.

Ruxu's vision is indeed good, and the man in the shirt looks much more energetic.

I pushed open the door of the fitting room, only to hear a familiar voice.

"Are there any smaller sizes?"

"Yes, but a gentleman is trying on it."

The person not far away raised his head and smiled helplessly at the person sitting on the sofa, "It's useless to look good, someone else chose it."

Meng Jinyang stood up and said to the cabinet sister: "Wrap all the new styles of your store this season in his size, including the ones he tried on."

The cabinet sister nodded again and again, "Okay, sir!"

I silently retreated to the fitting room, and vaguely heard Cheng Lu say "too costly", and he replied "No one looks better in clothes than you".

Yes, such clothes are actually not suitable for me.

In this kind of store, from the time I walked into the store, before Ruxu forced me to try on clothes, the eyes and smile of the cabinet sister never stayed on me.

I walked out, returned the shirt to the cabinet lady who was waiting at the door, and smiled at Ruxu, "It's too expensive, I can't afford it."

I clearly saw the words "poor" and "sympathy" in his eyes.

These words are the last thing I need in my life.

Ruxu and I walked out together. When we got to the cash register, Cheng Lu turned his head to look at Ruxu and said, "Sir, did you give me the clothes, thank you."

"……not me."

Cheng Lu showed a puzzled expression, and I slowly walked out from behind Ruxu, "It's okay, you are more suitable for this dress than me