I am also angry with Master today

I'm Chen Changyin, and my master's name is Gu Zhen.

My master is a very gentle person, maybe some of my senior sisters will think she is very strict, but in my heart she is the best and most gentle person to me.

I also have a secret, that is, I like her, have always liked her very, very much.

I remember that it was a winter, it was snowing heavily, and I hid alone and cried secretly because I missed my parents. Master passed by a peach blossom tree and saw me squatting there.

She came over and asked me what was wrong, I choked up and told her, I miss my parents.

My master hugged me into his arms and said it's okay, it doesn't matter if your parents are not here, the master will protect you.

She is so gentle, I have never seen her treat my senior sisters like this, but when I was young at that time, I asked my master if her parents were gone, and she told me that they were gone.

I said, then I will protect Master from now on.

She just laughed, she looked good when she smiled, and she said thank you Changyin.

Later, when I grew up, I found that Master seldom accompanied me, and always went out. I waited anxiously at Nanling Mountain, waiting for her to come back every day.Sometimes I just stand outside Lingqing Hall and look at her from a distance. I know she is good, so I am very happy.

I also have several senior sisters who care about me very much.

Senior Sister Nianbai treats me the best, she dotes on me very much, saying that I am her younger sister, and when I made mistakes in the past, she comforted me and said it was fine, with her around, Master would definitely not punish me.

I felt very guilty. Sometimes my senior sister would be punished by the master to kneel down, ground my feet, and not have dinner because of helping me.

But I also know that Master actually cares about Senior Sister very much. One time, Senior Sister was fined not to eat dinner. I wanted to go to the kitchen to secretly deliver food to her, but I saw Master standing at the door of the kitchen. After hesitating for a long time, I still didn’t go in... …

I am a little bit envious, if I am not obedient and disobedient, will Master care about me like this?

I was envious, but dared not do this. Senior sister lived a free and easy life, but I was very careful, for fear that if I did something wrong, my weight in Master's heart would be lightened.

Later, I begged Master to write me a letter, and Master agreed, saying that he would write to me when he was away from home. I was very happy, and every time I received a letter from Master, it was like Chinese New Year.

But what makes me a little sad is that Master Nianbai is mentioned in every letter.

The phrase "Master misses Chen Yi" made me envious for a long time.

But I dare not say it, I am afraid that if I tell Master, she will not write to me.

Later, Master really...was with Senior Sister, and I didn't even say I like her.

That morning, Master was about to leave Nanling Mountain, and he would never come back again.I thought about the last time, I would still say what I want, even if it is rejected, at least there will be an answer.

But when I passed by, I saw Master crying in his arms and crying very sadly. I have never seen Master cry before. Maybe Senior Sister has seen her many times. She has been comforting her, hugging her, and saying goodbye to her. It's not good to cry.

I'm leaving, I know it's useless to say anything, Master really likes Senior Sister.

After going back, I cried.

On the day Master left, I went to see her off, and she patted my head and said, Chang Yin will not have to worry about Master since she grows up, she will definitely take good care of herself.

I want to cry, but I don't want to shed tears for her. I will never see her again this farewell. When she turns around, I tentatively ask, will Master still write to me, even...even if It's okay to only send one in a year.

She froze for a moment, then smiled very gently, of course, Master will not lie to you.

Master also miss Changyin.

She turned around and left with the senior sister, and I got the sentence I wanted to hear the most.Maybe she always knew my liking, but she just didn't want to hurt me, so she said goodbye to me in the most tactful way.

After so many years, I still have a secret, I like my master very much.

The author has something to say: I finished writing both updates tonight, and then I will update in the early morning tomorrow.